A guide to the first love of a spoiled dog

The third year of high school is entering the second half of the semester, when it is officially critical.

Qu Zao has never paid much attention to his studies, and he has been used to it for so many years. After improving 99 in the final exam last time, he started to do nothing again.Fortunately, in the second week of school, the extracurricular tutoring that Chen Ci invited for him was in place.

Qu Zao's study was not smooth sailing, he had left behind too much knowledge, and had to make up for every subject, which made it extremely difficult for him to learn.He often pouted and complained that every point on the college entrance examination paper was bought by him with blood and tears.

Chen Ci picked up his notebook and tapped on his forehead lightly, "Who isn't? Do you think that the top scorer in the college entrance examination is selected by God, isn't it also made by yourself!"

Qu Zao had nothing to say, when he first entered school, his three good friends were all in the rocket class; Shen Ru also transferred him to the rocket class through a lot of connections, thinking that he would be able to influence him.

As a result, there were no positive influences, but a lot of negative influences.Qu Zao is delicate and beautiful, with fair skin, tall, elegantly dressed, and easy to get along with, which makes the little girls in the same class and the same school fall in love with her.He is used to responding to every call at ordinary times, and he doesn't care about those who have studied well, they may not be as popular as him.

When he really started to focus on his studies, he realized that the atmosphere in the class had changed a long time ago. The girls who used to chase after him obediently picked up their books. Only he was still immersed in the vain prosperity of the past .

He also observed that the first grader in the same class was quiet and shy towards Fang Fanglai, and she would blush after a few words to him, but when the class bell rang, she immediately threw herself into the state of learning, racing against time and aiming high.

His state is indeed incomparable to that of others in the first grade. No wonder he has always been at the end of the year, but he lacks that sense of urgency.

Once the constraints are in place, the rewards will naturally also be in place.All the grievances and frustrations Qu Zao suffered in the textbooks on weekdays were all turned into [-]% of his strength, and he begged Chen Ci back on the bed.

The toys in Chen Ci's bedside cabinet have been played with by the two of them long ago.

Chen Ci indulged Qu Zao very much. In order to help him get out of the haze of being chained to his ankles in childhood, he let him tie his wrists to the head of the bed. He couldn't refuse even the most uncomfortable time. Every time he ended up crying, his eyes were so dark Swollen and dizzy, I was carried to be cleaned.

The past six months have passed in a hurry and slowly. I always do wrong geometry problems, learn new knowledge that I can’t finish learning, lingering frustration, and small progress made by inspiration. It’s rather boring and difficult to piece together The life of the third year of high school; and the pink satin belt, the soft leather/whip, the silk eye mask, and the strawberry-flavored mouth//shackle, which brought a relatively fresh and enjoyable experience in the past six months.

Chaotic and orderly, fulfilling and imminent, this period of time was filled with such sensory contradictions, but Qu Zao felt as if he had a goal and hope, so he never felt at a loss again.

When he finally got to the college entrance examination, Chen Ci drove him to the test center and received the so-called "lucky kiss" in the corner of the parking lot.Give him new hope: "After the college entrance examination is over, we will go out for a trip. I know a small island with good sunshine and scenery, and few people, so I can be more comfortable."

Qu Zao kissed him on the cheek again, and praised him happily: "Thank you husband, my husband is the best husband in the world!"

Chen Ci was overjoyed and rubbed his earlobe, "Take a good exam!"

"Obey!" Qu Zao said firmly, "my husband is waiting for my triumphant return!"

"Okay~" Chen Ci laughed out loud.Sit in the car and watch him disappear around the corner, and walk into the first battlefield of his life.

He slowly withdrew his smile, thinking about the future of himself and Qu Zao.

At the beginning, he didn't expect that he and Qu Zao could become more and more tacit, and more and more dependent on each other.It's a lie to say that he doesn't want to be together, and it's a lie that he doesn't want to be together all the time. I don't know when, Qu Zao has appeared more and more in his future plans, and it has become a necessity to some extent.

So Chen Ci wanted to fight for it, and took advantage of the trip to discuss with Qu Zao a way to ease the situation, and infiltrate the relationship between the two of them to their parents little by little.

It doesn't matter if Qu Zao finds someone else he likes during this period. Since Chen Ci has the courage to start, he will definitely find the courage to let go and return to his innocent "brother" position.It's just that he began to pray that such a day would never come.

People are selfish, in Chen Ci's view, he and Qu Zao have been sensible for so long, and being selfish once in a while will not become a heinous crime.

As long as Qu Zao is willing to stand with him and the two of them work together, they can always, always get a happy ending.

However, Chen Ci had done all his calculations, and still ignored the most important link. He forgot to confirm Qu Zao's thoughts.

Qu Zao was very obedient, Chen Ci told him to study hard, so he would study hard; if he asked him to eat well, he would no longer be too picky about eating.Qu Zao gives absolute loyalty and trust to his lover, and this has also become an important reason why Chen Ci is so determined.

In fact, Qu Zao didn't want anyone to know about their relationship.It's not that I feel ashamed, but that it is unnecessary.Soon, he and Chen Ci will become a family in the legal sense.He had known Chen Xinji's temper for a long time, it was impossible for him to accept that his son had a same-sex partner.

So now the brotherly relationship between him and Chen Ci is the most perfect, inseparable, and will not be affected by any gossip.Chen Ci can only have him, and he only has Chen Ci. They can be a pair of brothers who are different from each other for the rest of their lives.

Later, they realized that the two of them loved each other with similar thoughts, stayed together and traveled, but they were actually walking with their backs all the time, and the harder they tried to get closer, the further they pushed each other away.

On the island chosen by Chen Ci, the two spent more than ten days of extreme happiness and indulgence.When staying in the hotel room, they seldom wear clothes, play when they feel excited, shout and cheer;

As night fell, they came to the terrace to hug and dance.The music flows into the night, the moonlight sings for them, the waves are the soft quilt of the bed, the wind is the most delicious wine, each other's eyes are the magnificent Milky Way, the love words are the fruits on the tree, the rain is the poem, the summer grows There seems to be no end, and there is a moment.

At the end of the night of the trip, the two dragged their hands and went to the market to hang out.

Qu Zao stopped in front of a handmade shop and looked for a while, finally chose two silver anklets, and hung them on his and Chen Ci's left ankles.He told Chen Ci: "Brother, I haven't had such a nightmare for a long time, thank you."

The bridge of the boy's nose was sunburned, and his skin was shedding, and he looked a little fragile, "You will tie me down from now on, I won't go anywhere, I belong to you."

Chen Ci also became serious and told him: "You have to think about the meaning of this sentence. The difference between us is the difference between a boy and a man, separated by morality, ethics, countless tongues and enough words to affect your life. The taint of..."

Qu Zao kissed him lingeringly in the market crowded with pedestrians, wrapped him in his arms, and rubbed his nose even more red.

"Then let me become a man." Qu Zao said without thinking, "I can become anything." As long as I can be with you.

After returning home from the island, the two began to help Chen Xinji and Shen Ru's marriage.In order to take care of Qu Zao's emotions before, they deliberately postponed the engagement banquet.Now that the college entrance examination is over, Qu Zao's grades are barely enough to get into a secondary university in City B, which has exceeded everyone's expectations for him.

It just so happened that the epidemic situation in M ​​city had subsided a little bit, the parents of the two families discussed it and decided to skip the engagement banquet and hold the wedding directly.

If this decision had been made half a year ago, Qu Zao would have turned the world upside down.But now it's different, Qu Zao's mentality has completely changed. After Shen Ru married Chen Xinji, he could have both a mother and a brother, which was not a loss, and he didn't have any wrong thoughts.

There was nothing to do during the holidays. Qu Zao went to the wedding venue one week in advance to help, watched the progress of the planned layout, and presided over two wedding rehearsals. He knew the whole wedding process like the back of his hand.

The day before the wedding, Qu Zao confirmed all the details of the venue, took a taxi home contentedly, and ran into an acquaintance in the corridor, Chu Xingzhou whom he hadn't seen for half a year.

Before the police received a report and found some hallucinogenic and prohibited drugs in Chu Xingzhou's house, Qu Zao thought he would squat inside for a few years.

Chu Xingzhou took the initiative to explain: "My father asked me to help me move around a bit. But don't worry, I can't stay in M ​​City anymore. I'm going through immigration procedures. I want to pack my clothes when I come back this time."

Qu Zao had nothing to worry about, Chu Xingzhou was dead to Chen Ci now, and he was no threat to him.

They went upstairs one after the other with Chu Xingzhou, and when they were about to reach the door of Chen Ci's house, Chu Xingzhou suddenly turned around and said to him: "Do you know that Chen Ci also has secrets, he is not as kind as he looks."

Qu Zao shrugged: "Everyone has secrets, I don't ask him to be absolutely honest with me."

"You're quite open-minded," Chu Xingzhou smiled, "Chen Ci knows that you sent people to follow his father secretly, and also knows that you deliberately set us up to expose his homosexuality."

Qu Zao's heart was aching, and it turned out that his brother knew it.Knowing everything, I still choose to trust him and give myself to him...

"So what, that was my plan, and I don't plan to do it now." Qu Zao stood two steps from the short storage boat, raised his head slightly, "I decided to bless my mother and Uncle Chen, I sincerely hope They can be together for a hundred years."

He paused and smiled ironically, "You say you are a notorious outsider, why do you still have the time to worry about other people's family affairs?"

Chu Xingzhou smiled generously, "It's not that I'm worrying about other people's family affairs, I just want to remind you, little brother..."

"Of course Chen Ci has more than one secret. We met today, so I'll tell you one more thing, believe it or not."

Upon hearing that it was Chen Ci's secret, Qu Zao couldn't help being curious, and motioned Chu Xingzhou to continue.

"Back then, Mrs. Chen didn't die alone. The second son of Chen Xinji, who was still in his infancy, and Chen Ci's own brother, walked with him. You don't know about this, do you?" Chu Xingzhou patted him on the shoulder, " No one knows about this matter, if Ah Ci hadn't mentioned it by accident when he was drunk, I wouldn't have spent all my time investigating it, and you wouldn't have heard it today."

Brother... Qu Zao froze on the spot, telling him instinctively, push away Chu Xingzhou and go home quickly, he doesn't need to know everything.However, his feet became bulky, and it took a lot of effort to lift them even slightly. Qu Zao felt his whole body was chilled by the scorching wind circling in the corridor.

"Do you know the name of Chen Ci's brother who unfortunately passed away?" Chu Xingzhou finally succeeded, spit out a vicious letter, and announced to him, "Chen Zhao, he was born in the morning, and it seems that Chen Ci got the name."

Chu Xingzhou stabbed Qu Zao's heart with the most vicious truth, and walked up the stairs slowly.

"Oh, that's right." Chu Xingzhou stood still at the turn of the stairs again, "That child was born in the same year as you, do you think it's a coincidence?"

It seems that the whole world is gradually fading, the stairs become a few monotonous twisted lines, and the green leaves in the window lose their vitality in an instant.Qu Zao vaguely heard the sound of Chu Xingzhou opening and closing the door of his house, and then the soft sound of something melting, and he sat slumped on the steps.

No wonder, no wonder Chen Ci was so warm and friendly to him when they first met, took the initiative to talk to him, asked about his hobbies, and gave him new sneakers...

Let him move into his own home, take care of him three meals a day, have endless patience and indulgence with him without seeing the bottom line...

She always called him "Xiaozao, Xiaozao".

Qu Zao took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Chen Ci to ask, when Chen Ci called this name, did he mean "Xiaozao" or "Xiaozao"?

Sure enough, people are selfish, there is no love without reason, and there is no kindness without reason.Qu Zao is not Chen Ci's only one, not his only family member, nor his only younger brother.

He is Chen Ci's outlet for guilt, a hypothetical "Chen Zao", a substitute.

Qu Zao tightened the pocket of the phone again, leaned on the handrail of the stairs, and slowly got up.

Unintentionally, he caught a glimpse of the gleaming anklet, and he felt that he deserved it, he was the one who let Chen Ci tie him up, he was the one who liked Chen Ci first, and was the one who pestered Chen Ci first.

It turned out that he was the prey of himself.Chen Ci is just a lucky hunter.

It was him who was too stupid.

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The author has something to say:

I forgot to mark it in the last chapter. The two sentences Wu Nanchun read were selected from the British writer Wilde's "From the Deep", which is a long letter he wrote to his scumbag lover in prison.The letter was very long, and Wilde was able to write it. In addition to accusing his lover Posey of being a scumbag, he also discussed love, hatred, and even art and literature.I think it's pretty good-looking, and it fits Wu Nanchun's "lonely self-admired" mood.

It's been a long time today, and the bloody bridge section has finally been written.After all, it is my own story. Although I want to finish it as soon as possible, I don't want to perfunctory Qu Zao and Chen Ci.