A guide to the first love of a spoiled dog

The rain outside the window was pattering, and Cupid's brain was chaotic.

But when he heard his brother Xia Yu let him go down, his body subconsciously moved to the side, and lay side by side with Xia Yu in the gap between the sofa and the coffee table.

It was at this time that he slowly realized that the "soft" thing that was padded under his body just now was Xia Yu's body.

!!!

Xia Yu's body? !

Throughout adolescence, he also hooked up with boys of the same age, chased and fought, and inevitably had a lot of physical contact...

But those are unintentional after all, they are all pastimes, he has never felt them carefully, and he will not even remember them.

But the one just now, the touch, the temperature, the atmosphere, the smell in the air... every minute and every second is worth adding to the collection of life.

Too deep and too over the top.

Cupid fled back to the bedroom, he didn't dare to close the door for fear of showing his guilt.

But he didn't have the confidence to open the door wide, he was clearly guilty.

On the contrary, Xia Yu still had enough time, slowly got up from the ground, fell back on the sofa, and made fun of the young man who fled in a hurry.

"Cupid, what are you running for?"

"Shy?"

"Come here! Pack up your pile of books and notebooks, the whole living room is full of your books."

After waiting for a long time, the boy in the back room came out clumsily.When squatting by the tea table to sort out the books, the roots of the ears were red.

The hair was limp and floppy, and even the curls were carelessly curled.

Xia Yu thought it was funny, so why was she so shy, she didn't see that she was quite thin-skinned.

Did he never hold hands with anyone, or did he never fight with anyone?

Why did Cupid become so shy when the object was changed to him?

In Xia Yu's eyes, Cupid is like a wild plant in nature.

Give some sunshine to sprout, a little rain to grow, have a firm goal in your heart, live hard, and treat people with sincerity.

Cupid cherishes and treats all the things he owns kindly, from the small to the square eraser to the two old people who live opposite;

I seldom listen to him complaining, eating what he gives, and hitting what he points.

Such a person must have a bright future, right?

God always treats everyone who takes life seriously, and this person is called "Cupid".

Or maybe, when Xia Yu himself didn't realize it, Cupid had already gained his trust and appreciation.

This feeling reminded him of the little deer that accidentally ran into his lens. When the memory card was connected to the computer at night, he realized that it was such a beautiful scenery, a treasure that accidentally fell into his sight.

Xia Yu admits that he has no ability to resist a warm and sincere person like Cupid.

It's like an ice cube meeting a flame, he can still resist stubbornly for a short time, but after a long time, he is also melted into a bay of spring water.

Cupid tidied up the table and went back to the bedroom. Before leaving, he told him pretendingly that he was too tired recently and would snore when he slept, so he wanted to close the door and sleep.

Xia Yu said "OK", and Cupid quietly closed the bedroom door.

Xia Yu lay on the sofa for a while, then got up and went to the refrigerator to take out a can of his "little baby".

After a long period of isolation, the hoarded beer will also bottom out.Xia Yu was a little anxious, thinking that she must remember to contact the head of the community tomorrow to see if she can buy beer.

Speaking of which, the group leader seemed to have sent him several messages during the day.At that time, he was sleepy, too lazy to read text messages, too lazy to listen to voice messages, so he didn't care about it.

I have to write back to the head of the group tomorrow.

Xia Yu sat at the table and took out a book from the pile of teaching aids under the table to read. It was a collection of math mistakes. Cupid's mistakes were not many, and they densely filled half of the notebook.

While drinking, he pondered the solutions to these problems, enjoying himself.It turns out that mathematics is also quite fun. Why didn't I discover it when I was in school?

Just as he was feeling, the bedroom door suddenly opened.Cupid walked out straight from the inside and sat on the seat opposite him.

This kid doesn't know what he's doing in the room anymore, his hair is even more messy, and his face is even more haggard...

Haggard and nervous.

Cupid smoothed the white vest he was wearing, and his fingertips were cold, touching his waist as if his blood stagnated through the thin fabric.

"Brother Xia Yu, there are some things I want to confess to you." Cupid said.

Xia Yu's heart is like still water.Although the brat looks innocent and harmless, he is actually full of bad ideas and tricks, and he is no longer surprised by it.

He took a sip of beer, "Go ahead."

Cupid's whole body was tense, and he took three deep breaths before opening his mouth.

"Actually, I like men." He stared at his shorts, which were obviously printed with different patterns of smiling faces, but seemed to be mocking him for revealing his true colors at the moment.

"Brother Xia Yu, I'm actually gay, but I won't mess around, don't dislike me..." Cupid defended humbly.

Cupid didn't make any unreasonable requests this time, but Xia Yu didn't know how to face him.

Seeing that Xia Yu was silent for a long time, Cupid suddenly felt very cold, and the rain outside the window became heavier again, as if it was going to fall endlessly.

Maybe he is like this rain to Xia Yu, which makes people feel irritable, sticky, dark, and has no end in sight.

Cupid couldn't bear to think about it anymore, he was so depressed that he would only blindly demean himself if he went on like this.

He stood up, rubbed his hair and asked Xia Yu: "Do you mind people like me?"

"I know that people like me are difficult for many people to accept. The two of us have to spend so many days together day and night. If you really hate me, I can just stay in the bedroom and try not to show up except for eating and going to the toilet. in front of you."

If Cupid hadn't suddenly held Xia Yu's hand today, and fell on Xia Yu's body by accident, he might never have told Xia Yu about this.

Yes, he realized from the beginning of puberty that he seemed a little different.

Every boy has a dream girl, some like long legs and big breasts, some like cute lolita, some like cartoon paper people whose eyes take up half of their face.

Cupid is different, none of these images can make him have fantasies, but the people who can make him have fantasies seem to be a little beyond common sense.

If nothing happened just now, maybe he could really hide his sexuality, maintain a sense of proportion, and spend the quarantine period with Xia Yu in peace.

But without ifs, escaping and whitewashing the peace can never really solve the problem.

Cupid didn't dare to look at Xia Yu at all, he was afraid of seeing disappointment, panic, or even...disgust from that face.

After finishing speaking, he wanted to flee back to the bedroom as soon as possible.

The rest can be dealt with after Xia Yu calms down, whatever Xia Yu wants to drive him out of the house or wants him to stay in the bedroom is fine.

A hundred bad consequences flashed through Cupid's mind, but Xia Yu's voice came from next to his ear.

"so what?"

Cupid's footsteps stagnated and he froze in the center of the living room, still daring not to turn his head.

Xia Yu said, "You are gay, so what?"

He looked at the boy's back and asked, "Are there any problems with homosexuals?"

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