mask personality
Chapter 95
A deadly silence spread in the already small and confined space inside the car.
Wen Dong only felt that the heart in his chest was being tightly grasped and squeezed, causing his internal organs to suddenly feel dull pain.
The air in the lungs seemed to be sucked away one by one, becoming thinner and thinner, so that even breathing seemed to become difficult.
In a trance, Wen Dong even thought that he would really suffocate to death like this.
Obviously it shouldn't be like this.
Wen Dong thought, obviously before Ji Lin, he had already had many relationships, and the end of each relationship was naturally brought up by him.
"I want to break up."
These five words are exactly the same, Wen Dong has said them many times.
Coincidentally, it was Wen Dong who met Ji Lin for the first time at that bar the night he said these five words last time.
But obviously I have said it many times, but never once did Wen Dong feel as painful as this moment after he finished speaking.
In the past, he didn't even feel sad, at most, he would feel a little sad at best.
And that sadness wasn't even directed at his love interests.
The sense of loss is probably like the next morning when he would throw away a bouquet of roses that were obviously still beautiful. At the moment of throwing them away, Wen Dong would indeed feel a moment of loss, but it was only a moment, because Wen Dong Dong is very clear that the destination of every bunch of roses is to wither.
But that's okay, because he can always have new roses.
So is love.
If love is destined to disappear, then as long as he turns around at the highest point, he will always have a new lover and new love.
Until I met Ji Lin.
Wen Dong thought, Ji Lin must be his most unique and irreplaceable rose.
No one will be like Ji Lin again.
The moment he clearly realized this, the almost suffocating feeling of oppression suddenly reached its peak, his survival instinct was normal, Wen Dong reached out to touch the button on the car door, wanting to roll down the window to breathe.
But probably his brain was too chaotic, even his fingers couldn't restrain their trembling, and he still couldn't open the window after touching for a long time.
In the next second, a strong force suddenly rushed up.
The slender jade hand that was groping around on the car door was grabbed by another big hand with clear bones, so strong that Wen Dong felt pain in his joints.
But it only hurt for a moment.
The muffled groan that instinctively overflowed to his lips due to the pain didn't even come out, and the strength suddenly loosened again.
"Sorry," Ji Yan finally opened his mouth, breaking the frozen atmosphere in the car, his voice was still warm and apologetic, and even when he asked, he was still polite, "why suddenly...suddenly say this , can my little rose give me a reason?"
Wen Dong withdrew the hand that Ji Lin had held for a moment, and crossed his arms instead—a typical self-defense action.
He hesitated for a moment, but still turned his head to look at Ji Lin.
Just as expected, at this moment, Ji Lin, who had just been broken up by him, looked indifferent as usual.
Those light brown eyes glowed slightly in the darkness, like a bottomless vortex, making it impossible to distinguish the emotions within.
Not to mention, the scent of grass and trees filling Wen Dong's nose remained unchanged.
If you ignore the lid of the thermos that Ji Lin just dropped, and the strength he couldn't control when he held Wen Dong's hand for a moment, he still looks invulnerable at this moment.
It wasn't until this moment that Wen Dong suddenly realized that he never really seemed to see through Ji Lin.
What he thought he could see through, turned out to be what Ji Lin wanted him to see.
Now that Ji Lin doesn't want to, he can easily take it all back in an instant.
This overly strong sense of control once fascinated Wen Dong, but at that time, Wen Dong thought arrogantly that he could also control Ji Lin.
It's just that now, it's obvious that this is just "he thought".
Thinking of this, Wen Dong couldn't help curling his lips into a smile.
The smile is self-deprecating and cold.
He withdrew his gaze in dismay, and finally answered Ji Lin's question lightly: "There is no reason, you should know what I am like, probably because I am really not good at establishing a stable long-term intimate relationship with others, I thought you It will be different, but now it seems that you are nothing more than this."
For the last four words, Wen Dong bit the accent on purpose, and at the same time cast a sideways glance at Ji Lin, leaving Ji Lin with a haughty and upturned eye, as if he really dismissed him.
It can be heard that Dong has forgotten.
Ji Lin is not a normal person.
It's easy for an ordinary man to feel annoyed or embarrassed by Wen Dong's words and eyes, but Ji Lin doesn't.
It seemed that he just slowed down the frequency of blinking for a moment, and then he spoke in a warm voice, his tone was as rigorous as discussing some academic subject with Wen Dong, and he was not lacking in self-effacing: "I'm really sorry, Ji is dull, I don't know the little one. Teacher Wen, can you point out one or two points and tell me what I did not do well, which made you suddenly have such an idea?"
This tone and wording immediately made Wen Dong's two-point depression that he had finally vented just now come back in multiples.
He reached for the car door again, and this time he finally pressed the button to open the window accurately.
At night, the cool wind poured in through the wide open car window, Wen Dong took a deep breath.
But it was not as comfortable as expected.
The fresh air sucked into the nasal cavity, but it seemed to automatically stop in front of the lungs, as if blocked by an invisible barrier, and the heaviness in the chest cavity was not relieved in half.
Wen Dong savored Pin Jilin's words again.
what's wrong...
Wen Dong suddenly wanted to laugh again, he felt that he was really ridiculous.
Because so far, as a boyfriend, Ji Lin really hasn't done anything bad.
Not only is there nothing wrong, but there are no mistakes or omissions, and there is no way to find fault.
But because of this, Wen Dong wanted to break up with him.
Because Ji Lin is as good as a dummy.
"you..."
After a long silence, Wen Dong finally opened his mouth to answer. He wanted to say "you are fine everywhere", but just barely said the word "you", there was a sudden pain in the jaw, and Ji Lin's fingers covered it.
The strength is extremely rare and he loses his sense of proportion again.
Without giving Wen Dong any time to react, Ji Yan suddenly leaned over, and in the next second, almost brutal, wild kisses fell on Wen Dong's thin lips overwhelmingly.
In this way, Ji Lin blocked Wen Dong's unspoken words.
The body itself is always extremely honest. The moment Ji Lin's kiss fell, Wen Dong's body was like a weed that has been dry and rainy for a long time. He had instinctively made the most straightforward and enthusiastic response, as if he was desperately trying to absorb nutrients from it. .
But this is only a very short moment.
In the next instant, Wen Dong's rationality took over.
He suddenly raised his hand to push Ji Lin's chest, struggling hard.
It's just that Wen Dong didn't struggle for long when he said it was "struggle hard".
Because when he felt the force of his refusal, Ji Lin stopped immediately, and at the same time withdrew his body back, and leaned back on the back of the driver's seat.
Wen Dong lowered his eyes to calm his disordered breathing, so he couldn't see the almost uncontrollable violence flashing away from Ji Lin's eyes.
And when Wen Dong looked up again, Ji Lin had already returned to his previous appearance.
He closed his eyes slightly, and apologized again: "Sorry, it seems that I made a mistake in my judgment again. I thought you were angry because you didn't like what I did before."
As before, it naturally refers to the "good man" set.
And just now, Ji Lin suddenly changed his "good man" attitude, as if he had returned to his original madness, and even the kiss became what Wen Dong liked again.
With one word from Ji Lin, Wen Dong was blocked again.
Wen Dong frowned, he wanted to say that he really didn't like the "Mr. Secret excitement.
But fundamentally, it's not like that.
Basically, what he doesn't like is Ji Lin's sense of unreality.
He wanted to explain, but in the end Wen Dong said something thorny: "Ji Lin, don't you really feel that you are too fickle?"
It seems that every emotion and every reaction in love given by Ji Lin seems to be analyzed by a precision instrument.
Adjustments can be made at any time.
But my emotions are already out of control.
Wen Dong was extremely tired of this unequal and completely out of control feeling.
Hearing Wen Dong's question, this time, Ji Lin didn't give an answer immediately.
After a while, when Wen Dong was waiting impatiently and wanted to skip the topic, he heard Ji Lin suddenly speak, and heard him murmur something that Wen Dong hadn't thought about before, and he said slowly, word by word: "Maybe it's just because I love you so much, my little Rose."
Ji Lin's words completely exceeded Wen Dong's expectations.
So much so that the moment his words fell, Wen Dong's heart skipped a beat. He instinctively raised his hands and rubbed his ears, and subconsciously asked, "What did you say?"
Ji Lin glanced sideways.
At that moment, in his shallow eyes, which had always been difficult to distinguish emotions, there was a faint warm and gentle light.
He stared at Wen Dong with such eyes, and then said in a deep voice: "I said, it's probably because I love you so much, and I'm too afraid of losing you, so I'm at a loss. Your only choice."
This is the answer that Wen Dong had never thought about before.
He subconsciously wanted to refute, and wanted to tell Ji Lin that such worries were completely unnecessary.
Because for Yu Wendong, Ji Lin has long been the only choice that no one can replace.
but...
The self-preservation mechanism that has been around for a long time is still guarding the line of defense for him at this moment-as if as long as he confesses his true intentions to the other party, he will immediately step into the abyss of eternal doom.
After all, the word love is too unfamiliar to Wen Dong.
The previous nightmare came to mind again at this moment, and the words that sounded like whispers of demons echoed in my ears for the umpteenth time——
"You are a monster."
"No one can accept you, not even your biological parents, let alone others?"
Wen Dong thought, he never even had the love of his biological parents, let alone someone else's?
What's more, even though Ji Lin said such affectionate and heart-warming words at the moment, it is no surprise that what emanates from him is still just the eternal grass and trees.
There has never been a moment like this moment, which made Wen Dong eager to smell Ji Lin's scent.
There has never been a moment like this moment that makes Wen Dong extremely hopeful that he does not have this so-called special ability at all.
Wen Dong thought, if he was just an ordinary person, then now he would be very happy and moved to hear such a straightforward show of love from his lover.
what a pity.
The words Ji Lin said in the nightmare echoed in his ears again, Wen Dong sighed lightly, and finally locked the door of his heart that had been opened for a moment. He was almost vicious, and suddenly wanted to be the same Ji Lin confessed everything——
Everything that has nothing to do with his love.
Everything between them is as insurmountable as a gap.
Wen Dong raised his eyes to look at Ji Lin, the corners of his lips were raised slowly, and he gave Ji Lin an almost charming smile, but what he said clearly seemed to be poisoned, he said: "Ji Lin, In fact, maybe you should hate me."
Ji Lin raised his eyebrows slightly, as if he didn't understand why Wen Dong said such a sentence suddenly.
But there is no need for him to ask, Wen Dong has already spoken sentence by sentence——
"You have seen Sheng Xia, but Sheng Xia said that he has no impression of your face, but vaguely feels that your figure and temperament are familiar, and it was many years ago. There is probably only one possibility for this situation, and that is your face. Covered, but generally speaking, there will be no such opportunity. After thinking about it, I can only think of a "masquerade party" 13 years ago in the Sacred Heart Orphanage, Ji Lin, am I right? ? "
When Wen Dong said this, his gaze never left Ji Lin's eyes from the beginning to the end.
Finally, when Wen Dong heard the words "Masquerade Ball" and "Sacred Heart Orphanage", he finally saw Ji Lin's pupils constricted suddenly.
Wen Dong could no longer use words to describe his feelings at this time, it was like deliberately biting the most rotten ulcer with the sharpest teeth, it was extremely painful but also faintly pleased.
He didn't give Ji Lin any chance to ask questions, so he continued to talk with such emotions——
"You were a member of the mask at that time, and you also said yourself that the current leader of the mask should recognize you, but I don't think there is anything wrong with your position, or rather, I have no right to think so, because Calculated based on your age, you were underage 13 years ago, and the underage members in the masks were basically victims of human experiments."
Wen Dong could clearly see that when he heard the word "human experiment", Ji Yan suddenly clenched his fists.
Trying his best to suppress the dull pain in his heart as if being hit by a heavy hammer, the tip of Wen Dong's tongue touched the back molars, and bit hard. Then, with the smell of blood in his mouth, Wen Dong finally threw out the last ultimate bomb-bomb ,He said--
"I'm not born to Wen's family. I used to be a member of the Sacred Heart Orphanage, but unlike most of the children there, my parents were the core personnel of the human experiments back then."
"Although I haven't fully guessed what abilities or aftereffects the human experiments have left you, but you are the victim, and my parents are the perpetrators. This relationship should be beyond doubt gone."
Spreading the most unbearable past and the truth naked in front of Ji Lin, Wen Dong raised his hand, and his fingertips lightly brushed the round nail on the collarbone.
He resisted the urge to bend down and press his stomach that was suddenly cramped, as if he was holding his last breath, he smiled at Ji Lin again, and asked the last sentence: "Ji Lin, you still love me now ?"
An obvious no.
Wen Dong laughed at himself, and he looked away, but he still couldn't hold back his inexplicably rebellious stomach.
However, in the next second, Ji Lin's still warm and unwavering voice flowed into Wen Dong's ears.
Only one word - "Love."
Wen Dong suddenly turned his head to look at him.
At this moment, the expression management ability that had been engraved into his instincts was completely lost, Wen Dong's raised eyes widened, and his eyes were filled with disbelief and bewilderment.
Ji Lin closed his eyes again and repeated: "I love you."
Wen Dong's whole body trembled as if electricity had passed through it.
But the next moment, he calmed down again.
Because, very sadly, at this moment, which is enough to be recorded in the annals of Wen Dong's soul, he still can only smell Ji Lin's own, the smell of grass and trees.
He had no way of distinguishing the authenticity of Ji Lin's words.
And he desperately hoped that this would be true.
Wen Dong suddenly felt unprecedented panic and fear.
It's like standing on the edge of a cliff, as long as you take another step forward, a small step, you will fall down completely, your body will be smashed to pieces, and you will never be able to stand up again.
Fear occupied his entire brain, so that his body made the most honest reaction——
He turned sideways to pull the car door, wanting to escape, wanting to stay away.
But it was probably this action that finally pierced a certain nerve of Ji Lin precisely. In short, before his brain reacted, Wen Dong had already been pushed against the car door by him.
Ji Lin finally took off his gentle mask, and locked Wen Dong's wrist with an extremely beautiful uniform movement.
With a low and hoarse voice next to Wen Dong's ear, Ji Lin's fingers lightly traced Wen Dong's lips, clearly speaking dangerous words, but the corners of his lips were still raised, and his tone was as soft as a lover's whisper, he Said: "Wen Dong, don't try to run away, otherwise, I won't be able to resist hiding you."
Wen Dong completely forgot to struggle, even forgot to breathe.
Because at this moment, Wen Dong smelled Ji Lin's scent for the first time——
It is what he is most obsessed with, the extremely strong tequila, which seems to be pervasive, wrapping him tightly in it.
Wen Dong knew clearly that this was the smell of desire.
The author says:
I, finally, wrote here ahhhh!Where are the groundhogs! !
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Post here the copywriting to be written in the next book. The next book is pure emotional flow and relax. If you have a little idea about infinite flow or fast time travel, you need to continue to improve it. When it is perfect, you will tell everyone. After that, there will be two in the next book. The first choice is to write the bamboo horse first. The Gong in this article has something in common with Xiao Ji, that is, they are both crazy, but there are also differences. Xiao Ji’s madness is covered under the shell of a gentle gentleman. What I want to write next Gong, his madness is covered under the high-cold ice mountain shell, he is more tolerant than Xiao Ji and hides deeper, but it will still be very touching, believe me!So go and give me an advance payment, please!The text is below -
"Raising a wife should start from an early age! "
☆Stupid, delicate, beautiful woman X cold and restrained mad dog;
Zhu Cimian has exquisite eyebrows and eyes and is born with a weak body. She was born like a delicate but fragile porcelain doll.
Qi Shi, the youngest master of the Qi family, is outstandingly talented and intelligent. He has a cold temperament and is calm and calm at a young age. He looks like a young adult, and he is the most promising junior in the upper circles.
Until Zhu Cimian was sent to his home when he was five years old, everyone watched this promising young man crouching low in front of Zhu Cimian——
Zhu Cimian was afraid of suffering from taking medicine, so Qi Shi poured him water and sugar.
Zhu Cimian's body was cold and he was afraid of the cold, so Qi Shi took his cold little hand and stuck it to his warm lower abdomen.
Zhu Cimian was a picky eater, and Qi Shi accepted all his leftovers.
Some adults joked: "Master Qi is going to marry Ci Mian as his wife when he grows up?"
Qi Shi pursed his lips and remained silent, but Zhu Cimian leaned on Qi Shi's shoulder and answered stupidly: "Alright, I will be Ah Shi's wife when I grow up!"
Zhu Cimian and Qi Shi lived and grew up together, and entered the same university.
Qi Shi's body and personal abilities have become more and more outstanding, but at the same time, his personality has become more and more cold and indifferent. Whether he talks to boys or girls, he can't speak more than three sentences, let alone fall in love.
Everyone in the school knows that Young Master Qi only makes an exception for Zhu Cimian.
Zhu Cimian's friend: "I think Qi Shi has always liked you!"
Zhu Cimian's ears turned red, but she couldn't help being happy: "That's right! Actually, I think so too!"
Zhu Cimian's friend: "Why don't you try it out? I'll teach you..."
Zhu Cimian complied with full confidence, but——
He came out of the bathroom after taking a shower without drying his hair on purpose, and the water droplets from the ends of his hair fell into the delicate collarbone, which was extremely alluring.
Qi Shi only frowned: "Come here to blow your hair, be careful of headaches."
He purposely wore only a large Qi Shi shirt and walked around the dormitory. His two straight and long legs were so white that they looked like fine works of art.
Qi Shi only tightened his jaw: "Come here and put on long trousers, be careful not to catch a cold."
He intentionally watched a horror movie and slipped into Qi Shi's arms, his warm breath was sprayed on Qi Shi's ears, which was extremely seductive.
Qi Shi only patted him on the back: "Come down and don't look at it, be careful that you are too emotional and feel uncomfortable."
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After failed attempts again and again, Zhu Cimian told his friends, drooping his head in frustration: "Fake, he doesn't like me at all!"
The good friend comforted Zhu Cimian: "I reasonably suspect that Qi Shi is simply a cold-hearted man!"
Zhu Cimian believed it was true, until one day he got drunk at a friend's party and accidentally poured it into the arms of the same courtyard.
In the next second, a big hand with clearly familiar bones grabbed him from behind involuntarily.
The young master of the Qi family, who has always been indifferent and reserved, and rarely expressed his emotions, lost his usual restraint at this time, his eyes were cold and his breathing was rough, his thumb was sticking to Zhu Cimian's soft lips, rubbing back and forth, and his voice was hoarse:
"Mianmian, don't go back on the promise you made to yourself, or I won't be able to resist...eating you up."
Zhu Cimian: "?" Didn't you say that x is indifferent? Woooooo!
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Falling in love with a flower, wanting to shelter him from wind and rain.
I want to promise him that he will not be disturbed by him.
She wanted to pour out her love for him but was afraid of drowning him.
She wanted to hide him privately but was afraid that he would wither.
I want to see him bloom only for himself.
Qi Shi has a secret——
He has a room full of photos of Zhu Cimian, from childhood to adulthood.
Another article "The school grass fake boyfriend is full of tricks! "
☆Pampering, stupid, dancing beauty X Gao Leng Zhenxiang, a scheming school girl;
On the first day of military training at Mijiu University, he fainted from heatstroke. After waking up, he suddenly awakened to self-awareness, and found that he was the protagonist in a campus danmei novel—a dancing beauty with many suitors. together.
Mi Jiu, who was pampered and brought up since childhood, immediately developed a rebellious mentality: I don't want to fall in love!
In order to prevent the original story line from happening, Mi Jiu quickly changed dormitories and decided to find a fake boyfriend.
A friend nominated Mi Jiu's new roommate, Sheng Linye.
Sheng Linye, Senior Colonel S, a man of the year in the Academy of Fine Arts, has clear eyebrows and a slender figure, and the hand holding the paintbrush is even more bone-like, like a work of art.
He has an extremely cold personality, and the way he looks at a paintbrush is warmer than looking at a person.
Mainly he is still a straight man!
Mi Jiu is very satisfied - he wants to draw a straight man who doesn't understand style!
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At first, Sheng Linye's expression was indifferent, and he made three chapters with Mi Jiu——
Non-essential physical contact and intimate actions are prohibited.
It is forbidden to interfere with the other party's private life and ask the other party to fulfill her boyfriend's obligations.
In return, Mi Jiu was asked to act as a free model for Sheng Linye during the agreement period.
Mi Jiu happily agreed, but it didn't take long for Mi Jiu to discover something was wrong——
Sheng Linye would accompany him to dinner, accompany him to class, accompany him to practice dance, would give him fruit juice on sunny days and milk tea on rainy days, would take every "casual mention" of him to his heart and try his best to satisfy him, and would hug him when he was drunk and never let go...
Not only that, Sheng Linye would lower his eyes and say softly every time he was going to a party with others: "For a long time, I won't bother you anymore. I will wait for you to come back to sleep in the dormitory."
That appearance that seems to be inseparable from Mi Jiu every moment is even more exemplary than a real boyfriend!
Mi Jiu finally couldn't help questioning with a sullen face: "You...are you really a straight man?"
Sheng Linye replied without changing his face: "Of course, I just feel that being with you is always very inspirational, you are like my muse."
But that being said, Mi Jiu saw him in Sheng Linye's painting book, from the desk to the balcony, in short, each scene was more strange than the other...
Mi Jiuhong's ears pierced, obviously that's not what was said in the original agreement!Help!Straight men...are they all so scheming!
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Later, when the agreement expired, Mi Jiu moved out of the dormitory based on the principle of "doing a full set of dramas", and announced to the public that the two had broken up.
When Sheng Linye found Mi Jiu the next day, Mi Jiu was watching a basketball game in the gymnasium.
Sheng Linye strode forward and held Mi Jiu into his arms, his posture and eyes were full of paranoid possession, but his tone was aggrieved like a big dog soaked in rain: "Jiu Jiu, it's all because I'm not good enough, I will Changed, can you stop looking at other people..."
The crowd of onlookers: "??" Got it, it turns out that the school girl is neither aloof nor straight, but the target is not me.
Mi Jiu: "??" What about the fake boyfriend?What kind of QAQ is this acting now!
#I really don't want to fall in love, woo woo woo! #
Wen Dong only felt that the heart in his chest was being tightly grasped and squeezed, causing his internal organs to suddenly feel dull pain.
The air in the lungs seemed to be sucked away one by one, becoming thinner and thinner, so that even breathing seemed to become difficult.
In a trance, Wen Dong even thought that he would really suffocate to death like this.
Obviously it shouldn't be like this.
Wen Dong thought, obviously before Ji Lin, he had already had many relationships, and the end of each relationship was naturally brought up by him.
"I want to break up."
These five words are exactly the same, Wen Dong has said them many times.
Coincidentally, it was Wen Dong who met Ji Lin for the first time at that bar the night he said these five words last time.
But obviously I have said it many times, but never once did Wen Dong feel as painful as this moment after he finished speaking.
In the past, he didn't even feel sad, at most, he would feel a little sad at best.
And that sadness wasn't even directed at his love interests.
The sense of loss is probably like the next morning when he would throw away a bouquet of roses that were obviously still beautiful. At the moment of throwing them away, Wen Dong would indeed feel a moment of loss, but it was only a moment, because Wen Dong Dong is very clear that the destination of every bunch of roses is to wither.
But that's okay, because he can always have new roses.
So is love.
If love is destined to disappear, then as long as he turns around at the highest point, he will always have a new lover and new love.
Until I met Ji Lin.
Wen Dong thought, Ji Lin must be his most unique and irreplaceable rose.
No one will be like Ji Lin again.
The moment he clearly realized this, the almost suffocating feeling of oppression suddenly reached its peak, his survival instinct was normal, Wen Dong reached out to touch the button on the car door, wanting to roll down the window to breathe.
But probably his brain was too chaotic, even his fingers couldn't restrain their trembling, and he still couldn't open the window after touching for a long time.
In the next second, a strong force suddenly rushed up.
The slender jade hand that was groping around on the car door was grabbed by another big hand with clear bones, so strong that Wen Dong felt pain in his joints.
But it only hurt for a moment.
The muffled groan that instinctively overflowed to his lips due to the pain didn't even come out, and the strength suddenly loosened again.
"Sorry," Ji Yan finally opened his mouth, breaking the frozen atmosphere in the car, his voice was still warm and apologetic, and even when he asked, he was still polite, "why suddenly...suddenly say this , can my little rose give me a reason?"
Wen Dong withdrew the hand that Ji Lin had held for a moment, and crossed his arms instead—a typical self-defense action.
He hesitated for a moment, but still turned his head to look at Ji Lin.
Just as expected, at this moment, Ji Lin, who had just been broken up by him, looked indifferent as usual.
Those light brown eyes glowed slightly in the darkness, like a bottomless vortex, making it impossible to distinguish the emotions within.
Not to mention, the scent of grass and trees filling Wen Dong's nose remained unchanged.
If you ignore the lid of the thermos that Ji Lin just dropped, and the strength he couldn't control when he held Wen Dong's hand for a moment, he still looks invulnerable at this moment.
It wasn't until this moment that Wen Dong suddenly realized that he never really seemed to see through Ji Lin.
What he thought he could see through, turned out to be what Ji Lin wanted him to see.
Now that Ji Lin doesn't want to, he can easily take it all back in an instant.
This overly strong sense of control once fascinated Wen Dong, but at that time, Wen Dong thought arrogantly that he could also control Ji Lin.
It's just that now, it's obvious that this is just "he thought".
Thinking of this, Wen Dong couldn't help curling his lips into a smile.
The smile is self-deprecating and cold.
He withdrew his gaze in dismay, and finally answered Ji Lin's question lightly: "There is no reason, you should know what I am like, probably because I am really not good at establishing a stable long-term intimate relationship with others, I thought you It will be different, but now it seems that you are nothing more than this."
For the last four words, Wen Dong bit the accent on purpose, and at the same time cast a sideways glance at Ji Lin, leaving Ji Lin with a haughty and upturned eye, as if he really dismissed him.
It can be heard that Dong has forgotten.
Ji Lin is not a normal person.
It's easy for an ordinary man to feel annoyed or embarrassed by Wen Dong's words and eyes, but Ji Lin doesn't.
It seemed that he just slowed down the frequency of blinking for a moment, and then he spoke in a warm voice, his tone was as rigorous as discussing some academic subject with Wen Dong, and he was not lacking in self-effacing: "I'm really sorry, Ji is dull, I don't know the little one. Teacher Wen, can you point out one or two points and tell me what I did not do well, which made you suddenly have such an idea?"
This tone and wording immediately made Wen Dong's two-point depression that he had finally vented just now come back in multiples.
He reached for the car door again, and this time he finally pressed the button to open the window accurately.
At night, the cool wind poured in through the wide open car window, Wen Dong took a deep breath.
But it was not as comfortable as expected.
The fresh air sucked into the nasal cavity, but it seemed to automatically stop in front of the lungs, as if blocked by an invisible barrier, and the heaviness in the chest cavity was not relieved in half.
Wen Dong savored Pin Jilin's words again.
what's wrong...
Wen Dong suddenly wanted to laugh again, he felt that he was really ridiculous.
Because so far, as a boyfriend, Ji Lin really hasn't done anything bad.
Not only is there nothing wrong, but there are no mistakes or omissions, and there is no way to find fault.
But because of this, Wen Dong wanted to break up with him.
Because Ji Lin is as good as a dummy.
"you..."
After a long silence, Wen Dong finally opened his mouth to answer. He wanted to say "you are fine everywhere", but just barely said the word "you", there was a sudden pain in the jaw, and Ji Lin's fingers covered it.
The strength is extremely rare and he loses his sense of proportion again.
Without giving Wen Dong any time to react, Ji Yan suddenly leaned over, and in the next second, almost brutal, wild kisses fell on Wen Dong's thin lips overwhelmingly.
In this way, Ji Lin blocked Wen Dong's unspoken words.
The body itself is always extremely honest. The moment Ji Lin's kiss fell, Wen Dong's body was like a weed that has been dry and rainy for a long time. He had instinctively made the most straightforward and enthusiastic response, as if he was desperately trying to absorb nutrients from it. .
But this is only a very short moment.
In the next instant, Wen Dong's rationality took over.
He suddenly raised his hand to push Ji Lin's chest, struggling hard.
It's just that Wen Dong didn't struggle for long when he said it was "struggle hard".
Because when he felt the force of his refusal, Ji Lin stopped immediately, and at the same time withdrew his body back, and leaned back on the back of the driver's seat.
Wen Dong lowered his eyes to calm his disordered breathing, so he couldn't see the almost uncontrollable violence flashing away from Ji Lin's eyes.
And when Wen Dong looked up again, Ji Lin had already returned to his previous appearance.
He closed his eyes slightly, and apologized again: "Sorry, it seems that I made a mistake in my judgment again. I thought you were angry because you didn't like what I did before."
As before, it naturally refers to the "good man" set.
And just now, Ji Lin suddenly changed his "good man" attitude, as if he had returned to his original madness, and even the kiss became what Wen Dong liked again.
With one word from Ji Lin, Wen Dong was blocked again.
Wen Dong frowned, he wanted to say that he really didn't like the "Mr. Secret excitement.
But fundamentally, it's not like that.
Basically, what he doesn't like is Ji Lin's sense of unreality.
He wanted to explain, but in the end Wen Dong said something thorny: "Ji Lin, don't you really feel that you are too fickle?"
It seems that every emotion and every reaction in love given by Ji Lin seems to be analyzed by a precision instrument.
Adjustments can be made at any time.
But my emotions are already out of control.
Wen Dong was extremely tired of this unequal and completely out of control feeling.
Hearing Wen Dong's question, this time, Ji Lin didn't give an answer immediately.
After a while, when Wen Dong was waiting impatiently and wanted to skip the topic, he heard Ji Lin suddenly speak, and heard him murmur something that Wen Dong hadn't thought about before, and he said slowly, word by word: "Maybe it's just because I love you so much, my little Rose."
Ji Lin's words completely exceeded Wen Dong's expectations.
So much so that the moment his words fell, Wen Dong's heart skipped a beat. He instinctively raised his hands and rubbed his ears, and subconsciously asked, "What did you say?"
Ji Lin glanced sideways.
At that moment, in his shallow eyes, which had always been difficult to distinguish emotions, there was a faint warm and gentle light.
He stared at Wen Dong with such eyes, and then said in a deep voice: "I said, it's probably because I love you so much, and I'm too afraid of losing you, so I'm at a loss. Your only choice."
This is the answer that Wen Dong had never thought about before.
He subconsciously wanted to refute, and wanted to tell Ji Lin that such worries were completely unnecessary.
Because for Yu Wendong, Ji Lin has long been the only choice that no one can replace.
but...
The self-preservation mechanism that has been around for a long time is still guarding the line of defense for him at this moment-as if as long as he confesses his true intentions to the other party, he will immediately step into the abyss of eternal doom.
After all, the word love is too unfamiliar to Wen Dong.
The previous nightmare came to mind again at this moment, and the words that sounded like whispers of demons echoed in my ears for the umpteenth time——
"You are a monster."
"No one can accept you, not even your biological parents, let alone others?"
Wen Dong thought, he never even had the love of his biological parents, let alone someone else's?
What's more, even though Ji Lin said such affectionate and heart-warming words at the moment, it is no surprise that what emanates from him is still just the eternal grass and trees.
There has never been a moment like this moment, which made Wen Dong eager to smell Ji Lin's scent.
There has never been a moment like this moment that makes Wen Dong extremely hopeful that he does not have this so-called special ability at all.
Wen Dong thought, if he was just an ordinary person, then now he would be very happy and moved to hear such a straightforward show of love from his lover.
what a pity.
The words Ji Lin said in the nightmare echoed in his ears again, Wen Dong sighed lightly, and finally locked the door of his heart that had been opened for a moment. He was almost vicious, and suddenly wanted to be the same Ji Lin confessed everything——
Everything that has nothing to do with his love.
Everything between them is as insurmountable as a gap.
Wen Dong raised his eyes to look at Ji Lin, the corners of his lips were raised slowly, and he gave Ji Lin an almost charming smile, but what he said clearly seemed to be poisoned, he said: "Ji Lin, In fact, maybe you should hate me."
Ji Lin raised his eyebrows slightly, as if he didn't understand why Wen Dong said such a sentence suddenly.
But there is no need for him to ask, Wen Dong has already spoken sentence by sentence——
"You have seen Sheng Xia, but Sheng Xia said that he has no impression of your face, but vaguely feels that your figure and temperament are familiar, and it was many years ago. There is probably only one possibility for this situation, and that is your face. Covered, but generally speaking, there will be no such opportunity. After thinking about it, I can only think of a "masquerade party" 13 years ago in the Sacred Heart Orphanage, Ji Lin, am I right? ? "
When Wen Dong said this, his gaze never left Ji Lin's eyes from the beginning to the end.
Finally, when Wen Dong heard the words "Masquerade Ball" and "Sacred Heart Orphanage", he finally saw Ji Lin's pupils constricted suddenly.
Wen Dong could no longer use words to describe his feelings at this time, it was like deliberately biting the most rotten ulcer with the sharpest teeth, it was extremely painful but also faintly pleased.
He didn't give Ji Lin any chance to ask questions, so he continued to talk with such emotions——
"You were a member of the mask at that time, and you also said yourself that the current leader of the mask should recognize you, but I don't think there is anything wrong with your position, or rather, I have no right to think so, because Calculated based on your age, you were underage 13 years ago, and the underage members in the masks were basically victims of human experiments."
Wen Dong could clearly see that when he heard the word "human experiment", Ji Yan suddenly clenched his fists.
Trying his best to suppress the dull pain in his heart as if being hit by a heavy hammer, the tip of Wen Dong's tongue touched the back molars, and bit hard. Then, with the smell of blood in his mouth, Wen Dong finally threw out the last ultimate bomb-bomb ,He said--
"I'm not born to Wen's family. I used to be a member of the Sacred Heart Orphanage, but unlike most of the children there, my parents were the core personnel of the human experiments back then."
"Although I haven't fully guessed what abilities or aftereffects the human experiments have left you, but you are the victim, and my parents are the perpetrators. This relationship should be beyond doubt gone."
Spreading the most unbearable past and the truth naked in front of Ji Lin, Wen Dong raised his hand, and his fingertips lightly brushed the round nail on the collarbone.
He resisted the urge to bend down and press his stomach that was suddenly cramped, as if he was holding his last breath, he smiled at Ji Lin again, and asked the last sentence: "Ji Lin, you still love me now ?"
An obvious no.
Wen Dong laughed at himself, and he looked away, but he still couldn't hold back his inexplicably rebellious stomach.
However, in the next second, Ji Lin's still warm and unwavering voice flowed into Wen Dong's ears.
Only one word - "Love."
Wen Dong suddenly turned his head to look at him.
At this moment, the expression management ability that had been engraved into his instincts was completely lost, Wen Dong's raised eyes widened, and his eyes were filled with disbelief and bewilderment.
Ji Lin closed his eyes again and repeated: "I love you."
Wen Dong's whole body trembled as if electricity had passed through it.
But the next moment, he calmed down again.
Because, very sadly, at this moment, which is enough to be recorded in the annals of Wen Dong's soul, he still can only smell Ji Lin's own, the smell of grass and trees.
He had no way of distinguishing the authenticity of Ji Lin's words.
And he desperately hoped that this would be true.
Wen Dong suddenly felt unprecedented panic and fear.
It's like standing on the edge of a cliff, as long as you take another step forward, a small step, you will fall down completely, your body will be smashed to pieces, and you will never be able to stand up again.
Fear occupied his entire brain, so that his body made the most honest reaction——
He turned sideways to pull the car door, wanting to escape, wanting to stay away.
But it was probably this action that finally pierced a certain nerve of Ji Lin precisely. In short, before his brain reacted, Wen Dong had already been pushed against the car door by him.
Ji Lin finally took off his gentle mask, and locked Wen Dong's wrist with an extremely beautiful uniform movement.
With a low and hoarse voice next to Wen Dong's ear, Ji Lin's fingers lightly traced Wen Dong's lips, clearly speaking dangerous words, but the corners of his lips were still raised, and his tone was as soft as a lover's whisper, he Said: "Wen Dong, don't try to run away, otherwise, I won't be able to resist hiding you."
Wen Dong completely forgot to struggle, even forgot to breathe.
Because at this moment, Wen Dong smelled Ji Lin's scent for the first time——
It is what he is most obsessed with, the extremely strong tequila, which seems to be pervasive, wrapping him tightly in it.
Wen Dong knew clearly that this was the smell of desire.
The author says:
I, finally, wrote here ahhhh!Where are the groundhogs! !
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Post here the copywriting to be written in the next book. The next book is pure emotional flow and relax. If you have a little idea about infinite flow or fast time travel, you need to continue to improve it. When it is perfect, you will tell everyone. After that, there will be two in the next book. The first choice is to write the bamboo horse first. The Gong in this article has something in common with Xiao Ji, that is, they are both crazy, but there are also differences. Xiao Ji’s madness is covered under the shell of a gentle gentleman. What I want to write next Gong, his madness is covered under the high-cold ice mountain shell, he is more tolerant than Xiao Ji and hides deeper, but it will still be very touching, believe me!So go and give me an advance payment, please!The text is below -
"Raising a wife should start from an early age! "
☆Stupid, delicate, beautiful woman X cold and restrained mad dog;
Zhu Cimian has exquisite eyebrows and eyes and is born with a weak body. She was born like a delicate but fragile porcelain doll.
Qi Shi, the youngest master of the Qi family, is outstandingly talented and intelligent. He has a cold temperament and is calm and calm at a young age. He looks like a young adult, and he is the most promising junior in the upper circles.
Until Zhu Cimian was sent to his home when he was five years old, everyone watched this promising young man crouching low in front of Zhu Cimian——
Zhu Cimian was afraid of suffering from taking medicine, so Qi Shi poured him water and sugar.
Zhu Cimian's body was cold and he was afraid of the cold, so Qi Shi took his cold little hand and stuck it to his warm lower abdomen.
Zhu Cimian was a picky eater, and Qi Shi accepted all his leftovers.
Some adults joked: "Master Qi is going to marry Ci Mian as his wife when he grows up?"
Qi Shi pursed his lips and remained silent, but Zhu Cimian leaned on Qi Shi's shoulder and answered stupidly: "Alright, I will be Ah Shi's wife when I grow up!"
Zhu Cimian and Qi Shi lived and grew up together, and entered the same university.
Qi Shi's body and personal abilities have become more and more outstanding, but at the same time, his personality has become more and more cold and indifferent. Whether he talks to boys or girls, he can't speak more than three sentences, let alone fall in love.
Everyone in the school knows that Young Master Qi only makes an exception for Zhu Cimian.
Zhu Cimian's friend: "I think Qi Shi has always liked you!"
Zhu Cimian's ears turned red, but she couldn't help being happy: "That's right! Actually, I think so too!"
Zhu Cimian's friend: "Why don't you try it out? I'll teach you..."
Zhu Cimian complied with full confidence, but——
He came out of the bathroom after taking a shower without drying his hair on purpose, and the water droplets from the ends of his hair fell into the delicate collarbone, which was extremely alluring.
Qi Shi only frowned: "Come here to blow your hair, be careful of headaches."
He purposely wore only a large Qi Shi shirt and walked around the dormitory. His two straight and long legs were so white that they looked like fine works of art.
Qi Shi only tightened his jaw: "Come here and put on long trousers, be careful not to catch a cold."
He intentionally watched a horror movie and slipped into Qi Shi's arms, his warm breath was sprayed on Qi Shi's ears, which was extremely seductive.
Qi Shi only patted him on the back: "Come down and don't look at it, be careful that you are too emotional and feel uncomfortable."
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After failed attempts again and again, Zhu Cimian told his friends, drooping his head in frustration: "Fake, he doesn't like me at all!"
The good friend comforted Zhu Cimian: "I reasonably suspect that Qi Shi is simply a cold-hearted man!"
Zhu Cimian believed it was true, until one day he got drunk at a friend's party and accidentally poured it into the arms of the same courtyard.
In the next second, a big hand with clearly familiar bones grabbed him from behind involuntarily.
The young master of the Qi family, who has always been indifferent and reserved, and rarely expressed his emotions, lost his usual restraint at this time, his eyes were cold and his breathing was rough, his thumb was sticking to Zhu Cimian's soft lips, rubbing back and forth, and his voice was hoarse:
"Mianmian, don't go back on the promise you made to yourself, or I won't be able to resist...eating you up."
Zhu Cimian: "?" Didn't you say that x is indifferent? Woooooo!
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Falling in love with a flower, wanting to shelter him from wind and rain.
I want to promise him that he will not be disturbed by him.
She wanted to pour out her love for him but was afraid of drowning him.
She wanted to hide him privately but was afraid that he would wither.
I want to see him bloom only for himself.
Qi Shi has a secret——
He has a room full of photos of Zhu Cimian, from childhood to adulthood.
Another article "The school grass fake boyfriend is full of tricks! "
☆Pampering, stupid, dancing beauty X Gao Leng Zhenxiang, a scheming school girl;
On the first day of military training at Mijiu University, he fainted from heatstroke. After waking up, he suddenly awakened to self-awareness, and found that he was the protagonist in a campus danmei novel—a dancing beauty with many suitors. together.
Mi Jiu, who was pampered and brought up since childhood, immediately developed a rebellious mentality: I don't want to fall in love!
In order to prevent the original story line from happening, Mi Jiu quickly changed dormitories and decided to find a fake boyfriend.
A friend nominated Mi Jiu's new roommate, Sheng Linye.
Sheng Linye, Senior Colonel S, a man of the year in the Academy of Fine Arts, has clear eyebrows and a slender figure, and the hand holding the paintbrush is even more bone-like, like a work of art.
He has an extremely cold personality, and the way he looks at a paintbrush is warmer than looking at a person.
Mainly he is still a straight man!
Mi Jiu is very satisfied - he wants to draw a straight man who doesn't understand style!
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At first, Sheng Linye's expression was indifferent, and he made three chapters with Mi Jiu——
Non-essential physical contact and intimate actions are prohibited.
It is forbidden to interfere with the other party's private life and ask the other party to fulfill her boyfriend's obligations.
In return, Mi Jiu was asked to act as a free model for Sheng Linye during the agreement period.
Mi Jiu happily agreed, but it didn't take long for Mi Jiu to discover something was wrong——
Sheng Linye would accompany him to dinner, accompany him to class, accompany him to practice dance, would give him fruit juice on sunny days and milk tea on rainy days, would take every "casual mention" of him to his heart and try his best to satisfy him, and would hug him when he was drunk and never let go...
Not only that, Sheng Linye would lower his eyes and say softly every time he was going to a party with others: "For a long time, I won't bother you anymore. I will wait for you to come back to sleep in the dormitory."
That appearance that seems to be inseparable from Mi Jiu every moment is even more exemplary than a real boyfriend!
Mi Jiu finally couldn't help questioning with a sullen face: "You...are you really a straight man?"
Sheng Linye replied without changing his face: "Of course, I just feel that being with you is always very inspirational, you are like my muse."
But that being said, Mi Jiu saw him in Sheng Linye's painting book, from the desk to the balcony, in short, each scene was more strange than the other...
Mi Jiuhong's ears pierced, obviously that's not what was said in the original agreement!Help!Straight men...are they all so scheming!
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Later, when the agreement expired, Mi Jiu moved out of the dormitory based on the principle of "doing a full set of dramas", and announced to the public that the two had broken up.
When Sheng Linye found Mi Jiu the next day, Mi Jiu was watching a basketball game in the gymnasium.
Sheng Linye strode forward and held Mi Jiu into his arms, his posture and eyes were full of paranoid possession, but his tone was aggrieved like a big dog soaked in rain: "Jiu Jiu, it's all because I'm not good enough, I will Changed, can you stop looking at other people..."
The crowd of onlookers: "??" Got it, it turns out that the school girl is neither aloof nor straight, but the target is not me.
Mi Jiu: "??" What about the fake boyfriend?What kind of QAQ is this acting now!
#I really don't want to fall in love, woo woo woo! #
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