mask personality

Ji Lin didn't say the latter sentence, but Wen Dong understood the unfinished words in an instant.

His good-looking eyes, like a Persian cat, widened slightly, as if completely surprised.

But in the next second, the heart seemed to be electrified, and suddenly shrank uncontrollably, and then the current flowed rapidly along the bottom of the heart to all the limbs, Wen Dong even felt that his fingertips were numb and trembling slightly .

Wen Dong clearly knew that the feeling he was feeling at this moment was called excitement, and it was the kind of extreme excitement that seemed to make the soul tremble——

It turns out that in this world, there really is such a person who longs to be completely bound with him, to bind each other, to be connected with life, to live and die together.

And so wonderful and fortunately, this person is Ji Lin.

For a moment, Wen Dong really wanted to say: "Then why don't we try another relationship."

But that was only an extremely short and fleeting moment. In the next second, long-term memories suddenly swept over, and a long-term picture that was not pleasant or warm at all suddenly appeared in Wen Dong's mind——

That was 18 years ago, when he was only five years old, he stood at the gate of the orphanage, turned around alone and looked back at the backs of his biological parents striding away without nostalgia.

The words that echoed in my ear were like the whisper of a devil——

"Remember, you will always be the most perfect experiment."

"But at the same time, you're also a monster."

"Everyone has secrets and emotions that they want to hide and hide. No one can accept being transparent in front of another person. Even us, the biological parents who are closest to you by blood, can't accept it, let alone others?"

No one... no, people.

After 18 years, the pain of being abandoned by the biological parents in childhood has long been annihilated in the long river of time, but the few words left by the parents, which were not understood at the time, have experienced more and more experience with the passage of time. the truth.

That's right, there are too many things between him and Ji Lin——

Even leaving aside their murky past of always testing each other out, there are still plenty of issues between them.

For example, although what Ji Lin said just now really sounds very touching, Wen Dong can't even know whether what Ji Lin said is true, because he can't smell Ji Lin's real emotions at all.

For another example, even if what Ji Lin said is indeed true, it can only represent the present moment. Even if his close parents can abandon him, what does it matter? Are feelings eternal?

In addition, Ji Lin still doesn't know many of his secrets, including of course the most important one - he can smell other people's emotions, so if they are really together, will he keep hiding it? ?If one day Ji Lin finds out, will he be as unacceptable as his parents, and thus make the same choice as his parents did back then?

Probably because he had been silent all this time, the corners of Ji Lin's lips curled slightly, and in an instant he returned to his usual gentleness: "Scared you? I'm joking..."

"No," Wen Dong interrupted Ji Lin's unfinished voice, "I'm not scared."

After a pause for a second, Wen Dong suddenly said something that seemed out of place: "Ji Lin, do you know? I like roses very much, but every time I throw them away when they are in full bloom."

If the rose is destined to fail, then I will lose it one step before it fails.

In the same way, if love is destined to fade, then I might as well choose not to color it from the beginning.

This is actually a very vague analogy. The moment Wen Dong said it, he probably hoped that Ji Yan could understand it deep down in his heart, but he didn't force him to understand it.

But Ji Lin always seems to be able to meet Wen Dong's expectations.

As if to confirm something, Ji Lin asked again: "You are really not afraid, are you?"

Wen Dong faintly felt something, he looked down into Ji Lin's eyes, nodded, and said seriously: "Not afraid."

The voice is very soft, but the tone is heavy, like a promise.

Ji Lin stared at Wen Dong for another two seconds, then suddenly stretched out his hand to encircle Wen Dong's wrist.

"Wen Dong," Ji Lin looked deeply into Wen Dong's eyes, his light brown pupils were astonishingly bright at this moment, as if they contained a bewitching and dazzling light, "If you are really not afraid , maybe you can give me a chance, let me have a try, and make your roses bloom forever."

It's hard to describe in words what kind of feeling hit Wen Dong's heart the moment he heard Ji Lin's words.

If I have to say it, it is probably because I walked for a long time in the long dark tunnel and suddenly saw a glimmer of skylight.

It is also like a traveler who has been trekking for a long distance in the sky and snow, and suddenly finds a cluster of flames.

Wen Dong's thin lips moved slightly, but he couldn't make a sound immediately.

Ji Lin continued: "You don't have to answer me now, you can think about it slowly, after all, what I want to be is an undefeated rose with you, not a rose that you throw away."

I want to occupy you completely for eternity. Once you are sure that you have made this choice, I will not give you any chance to regret it.

So, my beautiful stunner, please think carefully——

Think carefully, and be prepared to accept the love of a madman.

The author says:

Little season gkd! !

The more crazy the little season is, the more I love winter! 【x】

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Waiting for a long time... I didn't sleep the night before yesterday. I didn't settle down until about one o'clock in the morning last night. I had a hard time recovering today. I was not satisfied with the plot. I have been repairing it or not, so I won't release it. I can update it tomorrow, or at [-]pm See you, bows.

I was very touched when I saw the comment area, thank you for your understanding and support, I will definitely move forward and finish this story well.

Take a bow, love you all so much.