soft words

Wen Yan looked back at Lian Yu, and Lian Yu also stood up and asked, "Can I see it too?"

He was worried about Wen Yan being alone, not only because there were too many people, the clothes must be kept in the bedroom, Wen Yan said that it was not good for a man to enter a girl's bedroom alone.

"Of course!" He Xiang didn't mind, her little sisters were also there.

A group of people marched up to the second floor, and the bride's dress was hung at the entrance of the bedroom.

The dress is a white long gown with wide waist and large sleeves, a red waistcoat sprinkled with gold on the outside, a red pleated apron underneath, and a pair of red boat-shaped embroidered shoes.

There is also a red turban decorated with circular silver ornaments.

The main color of the clothes is red and white, and Wen Yan probably has a prototype in mind after seeing it.

Wen Yan: This dress is really beautiful.

Wen Yan sighed, he really wanted to touch it, but felt bad.

"This one has been improved to save trouble, and the previous clothes are more beautiful." He Xiang said, "I remember that Grandma Qin had a dress that can be used as a dress. It is very beautiful."

who?Wen Yan didn't know him.

"You mean my grandma?" Lian Yu asked.

Lian Yu's grandmother has passed away for several years. She is a very kind old man. After his mother passed away, she gave him all the good things.

"Yes, that dress is the most beautiful dress I have ever seen." He Xiang recalled.

"Oh? How beautiful?" Lian Yu was curious.

"I remember it very clearly. The dress was bright red and golden green. It was like a layer of gold powder was sprinkled on it. It was dazzling in the sun. There was also a dark blue waistband, not to mention how beautiful it is."

"Oh, I have some impressions, it's really beautiful." Lian Yu nodded, his grandmother was very precious in that dress, and he wore it once to show him, it was very dazzling, through that dress, Lian Yu seemed to see his grandma's young age when.

They were chatting about the past, Lian Yu turned around and saw Wen Yan had been looking at the bride's dress.His expression was very focused, with a kind of pure yearning.

Many things can only stay at the stage of appreciation. The wedding is a grand announcement, a feast only about two people. I am afraid that he will not be able to have such a prosperous world that belongs only to him in his life.So tomorrow he will dress up the bride beautifully, the kind of beauty that he does his best.

"Wen Yan, you didn't bring makeup tools, did you?" He Xiang asked, who usually brings things for work when they come out to play.

Wen Yan's wandering thoughts were pulled back, and he nodded at He Xiang.

Wen Yan: Do you have makeup tools here, let me take a look.

"Yes, yes, bring the cosmetic box." He Xiang ordered her little sister.

The girls took out a small black box as if they were offering treasures.

Wen Yan opened it and took a look to make sure he knew the basics were there, and they would definitely be enough for tomorrow.

Covering the small box, Wen Yan was attracted by the colorful paintings on the box. They were a pair of beautiful birds with brightly colored feathers and red beaks.

"This is the lovesick bird. We call it the red-billed jade here. It is a loyal bird." He Xiang stared at Wen Yan and explained to him.

Wen Yan: I've seen it, but only once or twice. Thrush is the most common thing here.

Wen Yan didn't know him before, and he only started to pay attention after Lian Yu gave him the little copper bird. He searched a lot of pictures of thrush birds.Now he goes out to feed the birds every day, mostly thrushes.

"Well, there are quite a few thrushes, but there is a bad word for thrushes here."

Wen Yan was taken aback for a moment, quickly glanced at Lian Yu, then went to He Xiang and waited for the next sentence.

"Why not?" Lian Yu frowned lightly, he had never heard of it before.

"The thrush's habit is that after having children, as long as the children can be independent, their families will be dissolved, so they are not consistent birds. We are here, especially for those who are going to get married, whether it is a bride price or a dowry. It looks like a thrush."

Lian Yu's complexion changed. Is this the reason why his mother has so many thrushes? It's irony and obsession.Because his father cheated, even after they had a child, they would complete their tasks and go their separate ways. The family existed in name only.Externally, be a model couple.Internally, it is like a stranger.

His mother was hinting, but at the same time he was trapped by feelings. His father did what Thrush could do, and left gracefully, but his mother couldn't.

Thinking of that house of thrushes, Lian Yu's back was drenched in cold sweat.

Wen Yan was very worried. It turned out that Lian Yu's thought was the embodiment of all his mother's resentment.It's not that I like the thrush so much, I just feel that I am the same as this bird.

Wen Yan walked over and pulled Lian Yu to bring him back to his sanity.

"Did you know? The Naxi people have always been a place where people love each other. We have always advocated free love, but more than 200 years ago, free love was suddenly banned for various reasons. Many young people in the tribe either eloped and lived in seclusion, or committed suicide."

Martyrdom?Wen Yan felt a chill down his spine.

"The Naxi people believe that we will go to the snow country after death. If we can't love each other in this world, we can go there to continue." This is a long-standing legend, but now some information about the Naxi people's suicide and martyrdom can be found on the Internet. When stories are told to young people.

It turns out there is such a saying!Wen Yan panicked, he knew that these things would have a great impact on Lian Yu, so he hurriedly dragged him out and walked towards the small courtyard, no matter what, he went to a place where no one was there.

Behind him was He Xiang's yelling to keep them for dinner, but Wen Yan couldn't take care of them, he was afraid that Lian Yu would lose control of his words.

Lian Yu's mind was in a mess, and his twittering was full of thrush calls.His mother committed suicide, but that is not called martyrdom, it is despair to a certain extent, and complete abandonment.

This is insane, reckless destruction, all twisted!

So he is the same as his mother, either have it or destroy it!So will he hurt Wen Yan?

Lian Yu suddenly stopped and went to take out Wen Yan's pocket.

"Throw it away, it's unlucky." Lian Yu clutched the little copper bird, which was originally made according to his mother's preferences, and this thing was cruel to Wen Yan.

Wen Yan didn't react, seeing that Lian Yu raised his hand and was about to throw it, so he rushed to rescue him.This is his stuff, how can you just throw it away!

Lian Yu was taller than him, and he couldn't reach him when he raised his hand.Wen Yan looked at him seriously, with "no" in his eyes.

"You heard me, the thrush is not a one-size-fits-all animal."

Wen Yan took out his mobile phone and typed hastily: "Mandarin duck is not, isn't it considered a mascot to grow old?"

A lot of things are just people's imaginings, and then some beautiful attributes are imposed, so there is no need to care about it too clearly.

He couldn't even listen to the words, and still refused to give them to him.

Wen Yan: In the final analysis, this is what you gave me, and it belongs to me. I have the right to dispose of it. How can you throw away my things?

Wen Yan argued hard, and the two were deadlocked.

Lian Yu looked down at Wen Yan slightly, the two of them were so close that they could hear their breathing.

Wen Yan knew it would be useless to talk too much, he had to take it back, how could he find it after throwing it away?

Lifting his head slightly, he pecked Lian Yu's lips.Lian Yu was stunned, this was the first time Wen Yan took the initiative to kiss him since they separated before the Spring Festival.Instant tachycardia, just lips touching lips, it was comparable to the throbbing when two people kissed for the first time.Lian Yu relaxed his body and wanted to kiss again, Wen Yan caught the little copper bird just in time and retreated.

Lianyu: ...

Even a beauty trick was used for one thing, should he be happy?

Wen Yan: What you care about is not the bird, what you care about is the deeper reasons, don't make things difficult for yourself.

The bird was thrown away today, and there will be bigger problems waiting for them in the future. At that time, even the language will not be able to hear the word thrush, just like he felt uncomfortable when he heard the rich second generation for a long time. With the appearance of Lian Yu, he still has a hard time accepting this group.

Lian Yu was silent, and Wen Yan could tell what he was thinking with a glance.

"Yanyan, I'm actually very scared. I'm afraid that one day you will suddenly remember everything my mother did and hate me." Lian Yu looked sad. No matter how he thought about what his mother did to Wen Yan, it was terrible. Yan has every reason to hate him.What he was afraid of now was not hatred, but Wen Yan not wanting him because of this.

"I'm sorry! I've been thinking about it for a long time. I don't know what else to say other than I'm sorry. I don't know what I can do to make up for what my mother did."

Wen Yan held the little copper bird tightly, this was the first time Lian Yu had openly talked about this matter with him.Before that, they were deliberately ignoring, not only Lian Yu, but also Wen Yan.

"Tell my father that you are willing to forgive my mother for me, but you don't have to. You don't have to force yourself to forgive." When his father relayed Wen Yan's words to him, his heart was shaken. The emotions came together and turned upside down, and in the end all that was left was heartache.He felt sorry for Wen Yan, and Wen Yan gave in completely for him.

Wen Yan shook his head gently, put the little copper bird into his pocket, and zipped up the pocket, he was afraid that he would throw it again.Then she grabbed Lian Yu's hand and led him home.

The palms were soft and warm, Wen Yan didn't express anything, just walked quietly with him.Lian Yu moved his hands, squeezed his fingers between Wen Yan's, and clasped his fingers together. They hadn't held hands like this for a long time.

Back in the small courtyard, Wen Yan went into the kitchen to prepare dinner, which was prepared by grandma, he just needed to heat it up.

Even Yu came over to help, but he didn't dare to say anything, Wen Yan was in a bad mood visible to the naked eye.Wen Yan had never flinched at him before, this was the first time.

After eating and cleaning up, Wen Yan still ignored him, Lian Yu was a little flustered.

"Yanyan, don't ignore me." Lian Yu panicked and trapped him on the swing chair, Wen Yan's silence made him at a loss.

Wen Yan sighed: I didn't ignore you, I just didn't know what to say to you.The matter of your mother is a problem that lies between us. I am not that magnanimous, and I can do it without resentment at all.I just don't want to think about it, I want to let myself go first.

Wen Yan does not consider himself a saint, and the experience of growing up in the orphanage made him very painful.If Lian Yu's mother was still alive, he might come to her and ask for an explanation, or even make a scene.But now that the person is gone, he can't go to the cemetery to make trouble.

As for Lian Yu...he couldn't bear to make things difficult for him, there was a wrong and a debt, and Lian Yu shouldn't have to bear the consequences for this matter.

Wen Yan: Lian Yu, let's look forward, let him pass the past first.

"But you can't leave me because of this." Lian Yu panicked, if Wen Yan dumped him because of his mother one day, wouldn't it be too miserable.

Wen Yan is speechless, did he leave Lian Yu because of his mother? Isn't it because of their blood relationship?This is a blatant trade-off, do you think he is a fool!

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Uh, I haven't finished writing about the wedding today, I'm sure it will be finished in the next chapter, and then I can go home.Their brother's problems will be solved soon!In this passage, it is necessary to explain clearly that there is a reason why Lian Yu's mother raised so many thrushes, and it is quite sad to think about it.There is also the little copper bird itself, which has a different world, and it should be used later when it abuses scum.