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"Yanyan, where are you going?" Lianyu strode forward to stop him, "Don't avoid me."

Wen Yan struggled to push him away, but it was useless. In terms of strength, he was never an opponent of Lian Yu.

"Is that why you don't want to see me?" Lian Yu was very hurt, he didn't care what others said, but Wen Yan couldn't refuse him.

Seeing Lian Yu's red eyes, Wen Yan's heart ached.He didn't want to see him, he couldn't.Now his heart is shaking, he has various thoughts, he doesn't want to let go, he doesn't want to give in like this, but the problem before them is an unsolvable problem.

The two were in a stalemate. The corridor door of the unit was opened and someone came in. Their building only had six floors and there was no elevator.And the person who came in was still on the phone, Wen Yan could tell that it was the aunt who lived next door to him, who was enthusiastic and nosy.There are four households in one ladder, which can be seen by everyone coming and going.

Lian Yu's recognizable star face is not wearing a hat and mask.

Wen Yan had no other choice but to quickly open the door and pull the person in.

Lian Yu closed the door, turned around, pushed her against the door, and kissed him. He missed Wen Yan so much, and he couldn't stand the absence of a kiss for a week.

Wen Yan was stunned, he didn't expect Lian Yu to kiss him, his mind froze for a moment.

The familiar breath, the soft tongue, the lingering sense of touch, Wen Yan couldn't help being intoxicated by it.He also wants to talk, especially.

Stretching out his hand to caress Lian Yu's chest, the frenzied heartbeat made his fingertips numb, and also shook his consciousness.

Some things invaded his mind, and Wen Yan realized that it couldn't be like this, they couldn't do this anymore, Lian Yu was his brother, the kind of blood.

Wen Yan began to struggle, very fiercely.Lian Yu refused to let go, pressing on every step of the way.A kiss, they seemed to be biting each other.Until blood really flowed down the corner of his mouth, mixed with Wen Yan's tears.He was afraid of such Lianyu, and he also felt sorry for such Lianyu.

"Why are you hiding? Why are you pushing me away?" Lian Yu asked with scarlet eyes, "If you don't answer the phone, run away when you see me. Yan Yan, you can't put a knife in my heart like this."

Wen Yan pointed at Lian Yu's mouth with trembling fingers, wanting him to rinse his mouth, but he bit Lian Yu's tongue and lips.He didn't want to, but there was no other way.The blood stained his lips, exuding a bloody charm, especially sick.

They shouldn't be this close, and they can't.

Wen Yan typed for Lian Yu to see: We are brothers, Lian Yu, calm down.

Wen Yan was shaking as he typed these words, and the word "brother" seemed particularly glaring to him.

Lian Yu snatched the phone and threw it on the sofa.

"So? You want to leave me, don't you?" Lian Yu narrowed his eyes dangerously, and his breath suddenly became tense.

Wen Yan looked at him with strong reluctance and pain in his eyes.

He doesn't want to, but does he have any other choice?

"You want to leave me so much, why are you crying?" Lian Yu wiped Wen Yan's tears away, more and more.

Wen Yan shook his head, he didn't want to separate, but he had to. This is different.

"Don't cry, my heart is broken when you cry." Lian Yu's eyes were also red. He had never seen Wen Yan cry like this since he met him, and he couldn't stop his tears.No, he promised that their future together should be bright, and they shouldn't be so painful.

"It's okay, as long as you don't leave me, you can do whatever you want." Lian Yu's voice was choked up, and he reached out to caress the back of Wen Yan's head, and the two of them pressed their foreheads against each other, "I have no other request, you can't leave me."

Wen Yan hesitated, Lian Yu's spirit seemed to be on the verge of collapse.The whole person was crumbling and haggard, he was very worried, and Lian Yu needed to rest.

But his tears couldn't be stopped, and they flowed down like a broken faucet, which couldn't be turned off at all.

He endured it for a long time, and he endured it throughout the Spring Festival. He thought that he would get his wish soon. Even though the Mu family's opposition was so direct, he did not despair.But all hope stays at noon, before seeing his mother.

Lian Yu kept wiping Wen Yan's tears away and couldn't finish, so he simply let him vent.He put his arms around the man and stood quietly.

After a long time, Wen Yan finally stopped his tears, moved his body, and found that Lian Yu's lips were still bleeding.He pointed to Lian Yu to rinse his mouth again, but Lian Yu turned a blind eye, and he couldn't let go of Wen Yan for a moment.

"Even if you resent my mother and me, that's the only way to go. I can use the rest of my life to make up for you. As long as you are happy, you can ask me to do anything."

Wen Yan shook his head, everything was inconclusive, he would not easily convict Lian Yu's mother, even if he did, Lian Yu should not be responsible.He has no resentment towards Lian Yu, only unspeakable love.

There will be no resentment between them in the future. He will not hate the person who brought him light and taught him what love is.

Wen Yan's cell phone rang, and he wanted to check it out.

"Don't move!" Lian Yu went to check on the sofa, and the screen automatically read "Brother Yu", a message from Bai Congyu.

Lian Yu handed it to Wen Yan. It turned out that Bai Congyu and the others had encountered heavy rain and were trapped. The trip would have to be postponed for a few days before returning.

Wen Yan misses Bai Congyu very much. In the past, the two of them solved everything together, and it has become a habit. Now that the people they know are not around, Wen Yan doesn't know who to talk to.

He can't make Bai Congyu worry, he can only report good news but not bad news, let him pay attention to safety and health.

Lian Yu brought him water: "Drink more water, with the way you cry, you can definitely cry yourself out of water.

Wen Yan's mind was blank, and he was indeed crying hard. He was extremely tired now.

"Okay, you go take a shower, we're so tired today, let's go to bed early." Lian Yu took away the water glass and urged Wen Yan to wash up, his attitude returned to the same as usual, as if there was no daytime thing, they were just ordinary lovers.

"Go, why do you want me to wash it for you? Why are you so good at acting like a baby." Lian Yu laughed, walked over and started to unbutton Wen Yan's jacket.

Wen Yan stepped back abruptly, something was wrong, he turned and ran into the bathroom, then locked the door.Lian Yu's state is very strange, as if being split, what should I do?Wen Yan hugged himself and sat on the ground, what should he do?

Lian Yu sat down dejectedly, with a strong smell of blood in his mouth, but it was not as good as the blood in his heart.It was only when he met Wen Yan at close range that he realized what the blood relationship between them meant.

It was an invisible barrier that separated them.

Lian Yu drank Wen Yan's remaining water and swallowed all the blood.When I came to Wen Yan's bedroom, the bed was only 1.5 meters, which was quite small.Lian Yu didn't care, he just wanted to be with Wen Yan.There was a small copper bird on the bedside, and the thrushes in his mother's room were very noisy.

He remembered that when he was six years old, his mother was always crying in that room, always crying.So he didn't really want to be near that room, it was so sad.

When Wen Yan came in, seeing Lian Yu sitting there playing with the bird, his heart ached.The entanglement between the two generations is still separated by his mother's death, so what should I do.He wanted to ask who should they blame now?

"Finish the washing? That's it, let's go to bed." Lian Yu took off his clothes very naturally, then went to bed and greeted Wen Yan.

Wen Yan shook his head, he just came here to get his pajamas, he went to sleep in Bai Congyu's room.

Before he could react further, Lian Yu had already pulled him onto the bed and rolled him into the quilt.

"What are you bothering about, sleep well." Lian Yu hugged him into his arms and patted him gently.

Wen Yan turned over and wanted to get out of bed. They could no longer sleep in the same bed. This kind of contact was a great torment for him. They used to be the closest lovers.But now the blood relationship between them seems to be a natural moat.

Lian Yu tightened his arms forcefully: "I don't guarantee that I can do anything if I continue to toss. I have no endurance and no bottom line for you."

This is a threat, a naked threat.

Looking at him tenderly and bitterly, why bother to torture each other?

"I just want to hug you to sleep. We haven't slept together for more than a week. Don't you miss me?" Lian Yu stroked his hair gently. Like a bunny.

Wen Yan lay down obediently, of course she wanted to, even in her dreams.

Lian Yu saw that Wen Yan had compromised, hugged him happily, and kissed his ear: "Sleep, good night!"

The small bed also has the advantage of being small, they can be closer together.

Finally hugging someone, Lian Yu felt relieved, regardless of external factors, at least she was in his arms, the week of separation was longer than a year, and he didn't want to go through it again.

In fact, he knew that he wanted more, but none of them could bear it now.

The two leaned together, quietly, they both knew that each other was not asleep, but they couldn't say anything.So many things, I don't know where to start.

They are like two little beasts warming each other on a stormy night, they just cuddle up to each other and absorb the warmth from each other.

In the middle of the night, Wen Yan was woken up by the heat, and fell asleep at some point, but now he is very hot and sweating.Lian Yu still hugged him tightly, and an abnormal temperature came from Lian Yu's body.Wen Yan raised his hand and touched Lian Yu's forehead, he had a fever.