After the rebirth, Aijia and Bamboo Horseshoe printed him

In front of the honorable empress dowager, Tan Xiang showed his bravery and fearlessness.

Since it was something Governor Qi asked him to keep a secret, even if the empress came to the door in person to threaten and torture him, Tan Xiang would never tell her!

Zhou Shuhe: "..."

Just now arguing with the little soldier at the door, Zhou Shuhe felt that he was exhausted and really didn't want to deal with Tan Xiang any more, so he nodded without saying anything, and pulled Chunye, who was still trying to argue with reason, to step aside, and didn't make any more demands , I went to find someone by myself.

After Tan Xiang went around and made sure that Zhou Shuhe was not following him secretly, he returned to Qi Yu's side openly, only to find that his governor had disappeared.

"Where's Governor Qi?" He scratched his head and asked.

Wang Chuanwu was having sex with his beloved horse, when he saw Tan Xiang coming back, he said "Oh" casually: "Just now a woman who claimed to be your mother asked Dudu Qi about your performance in the army. You are good at dealing with the parents of the lower officials, but they acted a little cowardly and were dragged into the tent to talk."

Tan Xiang turned pale: "Mother, Madam, did she find the governor by herself?"

Wang Chuanwu nodded, and gave him a hearty smile: "By the way, Brother Tan, what does your father do? He found you a young and beautiful mother."

Tan Xiang: "..." I don't want to mention it again.

On the other side, Tan Xiang's mother, no, Zhou Shuhe... Zhou Shuhe had no expression on his face, and pulled Qi Yu's wrist into the tent beside him.

"Xiaohe," Qi Yu felt as if his heart was pounding, secretly considering her expression, and apologized, "I'm sorry Xiaohe, I was wrong."

In fact, Zhou Shuhe was not as angry as he appeared to be. He was so angry when he first heard his plan, but was interrupted by three or two gods along the way. When she finally saw him, she couldn't get angry anymore. She just felt very sad. .

The young man in front of him was as straight as bamboo, the so-called strength of character was roughly the same, he was actually very thin, but he could hold up to this cold black armor, and he could also hold up to her emotions.

Zhou Shuhe didn't even lift his eyelids, suppressed his emotions and said lightly: "What's wrong?"

Qi Yu coughed low to hide his guilty conscience, and reprimanded himself one by one: "Everything is wrong, I shouldn't be self-righteous, I shouldn't put myself in danger, I shouldn't be sneaky, and I shouldn't collude with others to deceive you."

"Now that you know you're wrong, what should you do now?"

She was still holding Qi Yu's wrist, he was silent for a moment, and then slowly pulled his hand back. Zhou Shuhe tried to grab it with brute force, but in fact, when he really wanted to break free, she couldn't catch him.

"I'm sorry Xiaohe." He repeated softly.

This person's apology was not fake, but his stubbornness was even worse.

Zhou Shuhe gritted his teeth, and stretched out his hand to pull up his palms hanging on both sides, but that person who is usually gentle, obedient, and always puts her first...he is a rock, and a rock cannot be pulled of.

It's like this when he loves her, and it's also the same when he wants to leave her.

Zhou Shuhe lowered his head and wrestled with his hand, his voice tense: "What do you mean?"

Qi met her so hard that her fingers turned white, she couldn't bear it, so she let go of her strength and allowed her to hold her hand, watching her tightly clasping her fingers, the two people's fingers were intertwined, their eyes stubborn , like an inexhaustible fire.

She said, "You are not allowed to go."

Qi Yu shook his head: "I'm sorry Xiaohe, the army is about to leave, can you wait for me to come back?"

His palms were warm, and his eyes were as gentle as water, but the words he spit out caused boundless evil thoughts in his heart. The corners of Zhou Shuhe's eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse as if burned by a raging fire: "Not good."

No, no, no, it's not good for him to leave her.

Qi Yu tried to reason with her, from the entry of the Di people in the north to the rebellion of the King Zhao, and the kingdoms of the four directions, the common people and the people. He also said that he is a subject of Daning and should shed his blood for Daning, and even pulled the next year. Sui added weight, saying that His Majesty can't bear the people being bullied, Xiaohe, don't you do the same?

"It's not the same," Zhou Shuhe gritted his teeth, "I said that I want the common people to live a good life on the premise that I, you, Sui Sui, and my parents, brothers and sisters are all living well. We can live and have enough food and clothing. I don’t have to worry about food and clothing, and I don’t get bullied by others, so I want others to live, have enough food and clothing, and not be bullied by others. The people are others, and I would like to treat them better, but you are mine.”

"You just have to be good."

The footsteps of the soldiers came from outside, and occasionally the neighing of the horses. There was only a moment left before the scheduled expedition. Qi Yu wanted to say something more, but his throat seemed to be stuck, and the words were drowned out Under the wind and sand in the school grounds.

Tan Xiang led a black horse and parked outside the tent, his figure was revealed by the yellow tent: "Dudu Qi, we are about to set off."

Qi Yu hurriedly responded, turned to look at Zhou Shuhe, his eyes stopped on her hair, and suddenly said, "Why didn't you bring my hairpin? Don't you like it? I still think I did it pretty well."

Zhou Shuhe sneered, and said stiffly: "That's the jade pendant you used to get engaged to me back then, it's a keepsake, not..."

Not a relic.

She couldn't say this word, but Qi Yu would feel sorry for it. With a low laugh, he took the hand interlocking her fingers and put it to his lips, and kissed it like a dragonfly.

"Don't worry, I will live a long life."

The sky suddenly cleared up, and the winter sun was warm and cool, and there was almost no warmth when it shone on people. Fortunately, the brilliance was so bright that it could always dispel the haze.

Qi Yu was in a much better mood than he had imagined, and he was even humming when he left the city. Wang Chuanwu glanced at him several times, and asked Tan Xiang furtively, "Is the governor always so happy?"

Tan Xiang didn't know how to answer for a while, and said vaguely: "Maybe."

Qi Yu listened to the small talk of the guards, but he didn't mind at all when people were in good spirits on happy occasions.

Just a pleasure.

He once told Chunye that he didn't want Zhou Shuhe to know the trick of going out of the city to lure the enemy, because he was willing to go, but he didn't want her to agree.

Chunye asked him if the palm print meant that he didn't want the empress to be a villain, or if he didn't return safely, the empress would blame herself very much.

At that time, Qi Yu didn't answer, Chunye thought he had acquiesced, so he treated him much more kindly.

But it's not, or... more than that.

For a long time, Qi Yu has been resisting the less selfless part of his feelings for Zhou Shuhe. He does not allow himself to ask for, beg for, or even deliberately, in a way that cannot be perceived by her, to please her delicately. .

For example, for a long time, he actually didn't like Suisui at all.

The day the child arrived was filled with blood, and hatred burned his heart and lungs like a monstrous flame, but the others—Jiyue, Chunye and even Zhou Shuhe himself, after the birth of Sui Sui, seemed to have forgotten all the pain and suffering. hate.

Qi Yu couldn't understand.

"All mothers will love their children." Zhou Shuhe replied in this way.

Then she seemed to think of something again, looked at him with eyes that were afraid that something would break, and said cautiously, Qi Yu, your mother must love you very much, she just doesn't know how to express it.

At that time, maintaining the smile in his eyes, he told her gently, yes, I know.

Of course he knew that Aunt Zou would call him Yu'er when he was sick, and at the last moment before she died, she would tell him to run away desperately and lovingly.He can find traces of his biological mother's love for him from various signs, but excluding these rational analysis, he has never felt the warmth in the arms of his mother when she loves her child.

Auntie loves Yingying very much, Mrs. Qi loves Yuan'er very much, Mrs. Zhou loves Xiaohe very much, and Xiaohe loves Suisui very much.

Very annoying.

Qi Yu pretended to be the same as everyone else, taking it for granted, hiding all the dark, cowardly, and unattainable desires in his heart, hiding even Chunye, who had always been hostile to him, People also subconsciously acquiesced to his selflessness.

No, he said that he didn't want Zhou Shuhe to promise, it was true, literally he didn't want to.

He is willing to take risks for the people of Liming, this is his way of being a man, and if Zhou Shuhe also puts these before his safety, well, there is nothing wrong with it, it is what you want and what you want.He just doesn't want to be clearly placed on both ends of the scale -- and lose.

Yes, he thought he would lose.

Qi Yu realized that he seemed to have never won.

He was born as a bastard, the more obedient and sensible he can read, the more his father will think that he is like that Qi Huizhi who left the capital. While encouraging him to learn, his father is wary and suspicious of him, as if he is sure that he will become that way A cold and selfish white-eyed wolf.

The aunt Qi Madam Qi is strict and cold, it is impossible to love him as much as her own son Qi Yuan, and the aunt has a lot of worries in her heart, not to mention that she soon has Yingying again, a child she can love to her heart's content.

Even after meeting Zhou Shuhe later, he never won anything.

Parents are born with kindness, kindness and benevolence to the utmost, and the relationship between husband and wife is deep and the relationship is shallow. This is the destiny. Since you can't ask for it, don't force it anymore.

But just now, he seems to have won.

Half an hour ago, as soon as he found out that Zhou Shuhe had come to the school, Qi Yu secretly sent someone to inform Zhou Shaochen.

The Queen Mother was about to leave the palace, and no one else dared to stop her, but how many eyes saw her rashly rushing to the Jingxi school. The longer she stayed, the easier it was for her to spread bad words. Not caring about it, only Zhou Shaochen, his own brother, was able to persuade her so that she could be sent back to the palace safely.

But Zhou Shaochen couldn't convince her, neither could anyone.

Zhou Shuhe's hair was disheveled and the corners of his eyes were red, like a ferocious little beast, struggling desperately in his brother's arms, until the veins on his forehead burst out, tears wet his face before he could remove his makeup.This is the most honorable woman in the whole world. She lost her composure and cried bitterly, just like any sad girl, she looked embarrassed and pitiful.

"I don't allow you to go! I heard that there is no Qi Yu, I don't allow it! Those are irrelevant people, and you are not the one who hurt them. The old emperor's Quartet army is poor and weak. Without you, Lingnan would have been in chaos. There is also Chu Huaizhang who only seeks his own enjoyment for his fame, and now King Zhao doesn’t treat the common people as human beings. Responsible for this land, what about you! Who do you think you are? Why do you want to die for irrelevant people!??"

The time of departure was getting closer and closer. Tan Xiang urged him three times, and Zhou Shuhe's expression became more and more panicked. She first scolded him with her teeth and claws, then cried, and finally she was tired of crying, and was imprisoned in Zhou Shaochen's arms disgruntled.

"Please...Qi Yu, don't go, please, I beg you."

Qi Yu didn't speak the whole time, standing in the tent with his hands down, occasionally responding to Tan Xiang asking him to wait, but he didn't say a word to Zhou Shuhe's scolding, crying, or even pleading.

Seeing her sad and sad, he felt very distressed, but there was an uncontrollable joy, jumping around in all limbs regardless of his will, the sadder Zhou Shuhe was, the more reluctant he was, the more he loved him... the happier he was.

Qi Yu ignored Zhou Shaochen's gloomy, cannibalistic expression, tried his best to suppress the smile on the corner of his mouth, and pressed his forehead against hers.

"Xiaohe, I was wrong just now. Not only will I live a long life, but I will also grow old with you."

"I won't die."

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