Cang dog

"Come here." Sitting on the bed, Wei Qidong gave another command with calm eyes.

Today is a sunny day, the morning sun shines in from the window sill, and there is no shadow at all.The thick and soft carpet, light-colored bedding, and beige sofa in the bedroom are all soaked in sunlight. It used to be Jiang Xiaoxi's favorite home.

Now, these things became twisted and ferocious in the light, sprouting spikes all over his body, radiating a chill, about to pierce his body.

Jiang Xiaoxi lowered his head, reacted for a while, and then walked over very slowly.

"Take off your clothes." Wei Qidong seemed to be very patient, he didn't rush, and only said another thing after he finished one thing.

So Jiang Xiaoxi began to unbutton his shirt.His fingers trembled, and he couldn't untie it several times.

Yesterday's fear and desperation once again swept through his limbs and bones. He couldn't make any unnecessary expressions, nor could he speak.Instinct drove him to be obedient, he would not get hurt if he was obedient, and he would not be hurt if he was obedient, he never dared to resist Wei Qidong's instructions.

But he was too scared, he didn't know that he was crying again, a big tear fell down and fell on the floor, leaving a small mark on his feet.

If kneeling could make the person named "Wei Qidong" go away, he thought he would kneel down without hesitation.

Then I heard the man's order again: go to the bed and lie on your stomach.

That voice seemed to be buried in a thick layer of fog, suddenly distant and near, from high to low, cold and ruthless.

He rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, and accidentally touched the wound on the corner of his mouth, which was pinched by the belt of his mouth, and it was a bit dull to press it.It took him about 5 minutes to take off his shirt and his trousers, leaving him only wearing a pair of boxer briefs.Flesh and flesh touched the air, and the floating dust was like substance, clamoring, spinning, mocking, trying to smash him to pieces.

The person in front of him looked at him as if he could peel the skin off. He didn't dare to raise his head, move, or breathe.

Lie down, buried his head in the pillow, there was a large area of ​​redness and bruises on the side of his waist, colorful, like a rich flower blooming, gorgeous and dazzling.

Wei Qidong stared at it for a while, then turned his eyes away, took a small bottle from the cabinet next to it, poured out a little medicinal oil, rubbed it in his palm to warm it up, and pressed it lightly on the bruise.

The skin under his hand trembled slightly. The man was already on the verge of limit, extremely fragile, and could no longer withstand the slightest disturbance.

Yu Kun saw Jiang Xiaoxi again on a weekday night.

The company and its partners had a reception, halfway through the party, Wei Qidong found an important document left at home, so he asked Yu Kun to go back and get it.When Yu Kun arrived at Ruihong Residence, he opened the door with a password and walked in.

He changed his shoes at the entrance, and walked to the study on the second floor with ease.

Halfway up the stairs, I suddenly heard a very slight cough and the rustling of clothes from below.He stopped.

The law and order in Ruihongju is very good. The owner’s home is well-equipped with monitoring and security equipment, so it is impossible for thieves to come in.Yu Kun had a vague guess in his heart, so he turned back and walked towards the direction of the sound.

There is a utility room under the stairs, where you don’t usually put things in. It is equipped with hidden cabinet doors, and the location is hidden. If Wei Qidong hadn’t put the racket in it, Yu Kun would not know that there is a big or small one here. space.

The cabinet door was not closed tightly, and Yu Kun stretched out his hand and pulled it open.

The lights inside were on, reflecting a pale face.

After taking the documents and driving for more than half an hour, Yu Kun rushed back to the reception.

In the second half, Wei Qidong and several principals of the partner went to another place for secret talks, but Yu Kun didn't follow him anymore, and found a corner to rest by himself.

The pale and fragile face is always lingering in my mind.

The first time I saw him was in the security room of Lanyuan. The moment the boy who had been waiting all night saw him, his eyes were shining, and his face was full of surprise and joy.Later, he stood next to his lover, always looking like he was totally dependent on him, he couldn't see the world full of flowers, and he only had Wei Qidong in his eyes.

Later, I personally saw him getting haggard and sluggish, disappointed in love, jealous of people around him, and more and more cautious about ordinary things.

Until just now, he saw the frightened man hiding in the stairwell again, pressing the pillow to his chest, subconsciously making a defensive posture.

Yu Kun didn't want to say anything, and it wasn't his business.But there seemed to be a stone in his heart, and the "Brother Yu" that the man once called him was still ringing in his ears.

The last time Wei Qidong brought someone back, he didn't know what happened, but with his boss's methods, he knew it was difficult even with his eyes closed.So on the way back, for the first time, Yu Kun said a few more words outside of work.

He speaks the truth without embellishing too much.

"Mr. Wei, when I went back to pick up the materials, I saw Mr. Jiang." He still kept his hands steady after driving, and while talking, he looked at the people sitting behind him in the rearview mirror.

Wei Qidong opened his closed eyes, and gave a soft "hmm", motioning for him to continue.

He knew that Yu Kun might meet Jiang Xiaoxi when he went back, but he didn't care.Yu Kun has been with him for many years, and he does things safely and never makes mistakes.Yu Kun is different from the two brothers Wei Yuan and Wei Xuan who are closer to nature and never talk much about his private life. Now that he has opened his mouth, there is something he has to say.

"He's hiding in the cabinet in the stairwell." Yu Kun said again.

According to his observation, Wei Qidong didn't lock Jiang Xiaoxi inside, Wei Qidong wasn't so perverted, he should have heard the sound of someone entering the door, and he was afraid to hide in.

There is usually no one else in Ruihongju, and Wei Qidong is probably the only person Jiang Xiaoxi avoids.

After Yu Kun finished speaking, he went to look at Wei Qidong again. His face remained unchanged, and he seemed to know about it.

So Yu Kun thought about it again and said: "I talked to him and wanted him to come out...he refused."

"I think he looks like..." Yu Kun paused.

"What is it?" Wei Qidong asked.

Yu Kun gritted his teeth and said, "It seems that I have some mental problems."

Wei Qidong stopped talking.

Wei Qidong knew that Jiang Xiaoxi had no mental problems, he was just too scared.Afraid of going home by myself, afraid of talking to him, afraid of letting him eat and sleep, afraid of suddenly going crazy again without knowing when.

Sometimes when standing up suddenly, or walking over suddenly, Jiang Xiaoxi would tremble with fright.So Wei Qidong tried his best to cough before moving, to prepare him.But coughing gradually didn't help, because sudden coughing also made him turn pale.

Jiang Xiaoxi instinctively resisted everything from Wei Qidong, but his body carried out every order Wei Qidong gave as if in stress.The body and spirit are pulling back and forth, and I have completely lost my temper and ego.

Wei Qidong didn't want Jiang Xiaoxi like this.

At first, he thought Jiang Xiaoxi was just pretending.Occasionally get angry or will toss him.

They haven't had a relationship since that tragic injury.Once Wei Qidong wanted to, Jiang Xiaoxi was so frightened that he rolled off the bed, and the snake-like avoidance in his eyes ignited the other party's anger again.

Wei Qidong made him kneel on the floor and forced him to speak.

In many cases, the loss of control is linked together, which may not be the original intention of the person involved.But things happen, they happen, and the damage is irreversible.

As the movements became faster and faster, the feeling of suffocation on the verge of death made him struggle instinctively.Jiang Xiaoxi finally retched and rushed into the bathroom, coughing violently as if his lungs were about to shatter.Wei Qidong stepped forward to see how he was doing. The moment he opened the door, Jiang Xiaoxi hugged his head and screamed, and slammed into the copper wall lamp above the toilet.

If it wasn't for Wei Qidong's sharp eyesight and quick hands to grab him, his head might be broken too.

After that, Wei Qidong restrained himself a lot, and didn't touch him easily, and he began to let him hide from him at home, and no longer forced him to speak, eat or act.

Aunt Fang was called back again, and there was also a middle-aged man, Old Fu, who worked in the Wei family all year round.The two of them live here often, and the most important task is to watch over Jiang Xiaoxi and prevent him from having an accident.

He didn't want Jiang Xiaoxi like this, but he made Jiang Xiaoxi what he is now.

Jiang Xiaochuan comes back every two weeks, which is Jiang Xiaoxi's happiest day.

Rarely did he come alive.

When I got up early in the morning, I sat at the window, staring at the gate, waiting for the car carrying Xiao Chuan to appear.

He can't go out now, although Wei Qidong didn't say it clearly, but he knew that he couldn't get out of that gate.Wei Qidong also resigned from his job as a tutor, and didn't take care of the small house he rented. Anyway, if he couldn't pay the rent and couldn't find anyone, the landlord would naturally take the house back.

Wei Qidong asked him if he wanted to go to school with the driver to pick up Xiaochuan.He shook his head and said no, he wanted to wait at home.Wei Qidong was satisfied when he heard this answer.

After Jiang Xiaochuan came back, he would be very excited to chat with his brother about the school. After all, he is a child and is easily attracted by new things.Jiang Xiaoxi tried his best to laugh and laugh with him. Seeing his brother happy, he felt that there was nothing wrong with it.

As for yourself, it doesn't matter.

But Jiang Xiaochuan still saw the clue.

Once before going to school, Jiang Xiaochuan pulled him into his room, looked at his brother with perfect eyes, and said, "Why are you becoming so dull now, and more and more stupid."

He asked very seriously, not joking.

Jiang Xiaoxi slapped him and forced a smile: "Now that you've grown up, are you an idiot who dislikes your brother? I'm fine now, so don't think about it."

Jiang Xiaochuan's doubts were written on his face, but the time he came back was too short. During the time he was here, Wei Qidong was no different from usual, and his concern and concern for his brother did not seem to be fake. It's not that I care too much.

But there was something wrong with his brother, he acted and spoke very slowly, and reacted very slowly.The corners of the mouth are obviously smiling, but the eyes seem to be crying, often looking at himself in a daze, sometimes calling him several times without hearing him.

It wasn't until a long time later, when Jiang Xiaochuan grew up and took a course of clinical psychology in college, that he realized that all his brother's current behaviors pointed to a well-known mental illness-depression.

He often thought afterwards that his brother was subconsciously asking him for help. When he thought of this, regret and heartache made him fall into deep self-blame, so that he refused to talk to Wei Qidong for many years later.

Of course, this is something.

Jiang Xiaochuan, who is only 13 years old now, hugged his brother before returning to school, and said: "Brother, if you are unhappy or if there is anything, you must tell me. I have grown up, and I will take you away. "

It took Jiang Xiaoxi all his strength to not cry on the spot.

Finally coaxed his younger brother away, he hid in the closet of his younger brother's room, hugged Jiang Xiaochuan's clothes, and cried until he couldn't breathe.

Wei Qidong found him, took him out of the closet with a complicated expression, and wanted to say something, but seeing Jiang Xiaoxi struggling to hold back tears in panic, he couldn't say anything in the end.

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I put Wei Qidong into Lee Soo Hyuk's face, and I don't feel so angry when I think about it