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The car turned into the community, and from a distance, we could see dimly lit floor lamps in the small garden, and Wei Qidong's hanging heart finally fell to the ground.After opening the door and coming in, changing shoes at the entrance, the mood has been adjusted to the usual calm mode.

Jiang Xiaoxi sat in the living room.As usual, she was wearing a pure cotton beige pajamas, her bangs were scattered covering her eyebrows and eyes, and the corners of her naturally slightly raised lips didn't look very sad even when she was completely sad.

"What's the matter with you, where did you go without saying a word?"

Wei Qidong took off his coat, tie, and bag while walking, and threw them all on the sofa, and sat opposite Jiang Xiaoxi with some tiredness, with a calm tone and open eyes.

Jiang Xiaoxi bit her lower lip, and subconsciously flinched from the opponent's momentum.

How could he be Wei Qidong's opponent, he didn't even have the confidence to confront him.

"I... went to your company today." Jiang Xiaoxi tried to raise his voice so that he didn't look like he was questioning.

He just hoped that the other party could answer seriously.

"Actually, I also went there before get off work yesterday." Holding the phone in his hand, he picked the three-dimensional relief on the outside of the phone case with his index finger. It was a cartoon rabbit with red and watery eyes, just like his The way it is now.

"Why didn't you call me when you went to the company? You waited for a long time?" Wei Qidong frowned. He also came yesterday afternoon, but he didn't even know.Duan Yiqi was also there yesterday, pestering him to go to the UK to play at night, he has no interest, but it's not good to save face.After going there, I drank a little too much, so I slept all night in the guest room he often booked, and I didn't return to the company until this morning.

Jiang Xiaoxi is so abnormal, he should have discovered something.

But he doesn't care, a little thing doesn't need to be explained.Without this time, there is no point.

Jiang Xiaoxi didn't answer his words, and looked up at him with wet eyes: "Big fish, do you still count what you said?"

Wei Qidong fell silent.

"You said... you won't get back together with Duan Yiqi. Then why did he attend your company's semi-annual meeting and play ball with you?"

"Who did you listen to?" It doesn't matter who you listen to, and it doesn't matter whether you know it or not, but it's very annoying to add obstacles to your peaceful life out of thin air.Wei Qidong stood up, went to the dining table to pour a glass of water, and then noticed that dinner was not prepared in the kitchen as usual.

He was busy at noon, so he only ate a few bites, and had a meeting all afternoon. Just now, he was worried about Jiang Xiaoxi's whereabouts. Suspecting her husband of cheating.

The half-drunk water glass was put back on the table with a snap, like a scolding in the silent and empty house, with dissatisfaction and irritable impatience.

Because of a water glass, Jiang Xiaoxi fell silent.

No one speaks anymore.

After a while, Wei Qidong walked back to the sofa and sat down beside Jiang Xiaoxi.

The air flowed, and the atmosphere turned from depressing to relaxing.

"I'm sorry, I was not in a good mood just now." Wei Qidong spoke first.He turned Jiang Xiaoxi's stiff shoulders to face him, rubbing his drooping head.

"Duan Yiqi came over yesterday afternoon to talk about work, and then we left together to socialize. I drank too much at night, and it was too much trouble to go home, so I just slept in the clubhouse." Wei Qidong said softly, with a clear voice With the inherent temptation and appeasement, "Taking him to the semi-annual meeting and playing basketball are of the same nature, just entertainment. I don't take you because I don't want to push you to the bright side. Too many people are staring at me. Don't worry about it."

The overly long bangs covered his eyes a little bit, Wei Qidong helped him move it, and lifted his head while holding his chin.

Jiang Xiaoxi's eyes were pitiful, aggrieved and a little annoyed, his heart softened.

Wei Qidong pressed his thumb to the corner of his lips, and the irritability just now dissipated.

"Big fish, only a lover will be hidden, and a lover will be shown to others." Jiang Xiaoxi may be innocent and easy to deceive, but he is not stupid. He hopes to get Wei Qidong's approval, longs to stand beside him in an upright manner, and does not want to hear any more Others talk about his lover being a good match with so-and-so.

Love is selfish, and Jiang Xiaoxi is no exception.

"So, are you going to marry him?" Jiang Xiaoxi asked again, even more sharply than before, as the previous question was still unanswered.

He remembered the question he had been wanting to ask before, what do you think of me?The other party replied "I love you too".It sounds like there is no problem, but it is full of language loopholes - I love you too, it does not mean that I regard you as a lover.Lovers love too, so can parents, friends, and even bed partners.

Jiang Xiaoxi was waiting for his answer, Wei Qidong finally sighed.

"Xiaoxi, you are an adult, you should be more mature. No matter how untrue some things are, you have to play it out. The Duan family and the Wei family cooperate closely, and Wei Rufeng has been pursuing Duan Yiqi's sister Duan Yijia. The attitude is very clear. If Duan Yiqi and I are together, Duan Yijia and Wei Rufeng will break up. Xiaoxi, the world of adults is cruel, and every second counts. I need time, do you understand?"

Having said so much, Jiang Xiaoxi didn't really understand. He only heard the words "If I and Duan Yiqi are together", so he asked again: "So, do you want to be with him and get married? ?”

He swallowed hard, and repeated: "So, do you want to keep playing around until you get married?"

Wei Qidong's expression turned cold.

He seems to be looking at a child who is ignorant and only knows how to cry, reaching out to adults for a candy that cannot be bought, and praying for a wish that cannot be fulfilled.

Jiang Xiaoxi was defeated by his gaze, and lowered her head little by little.

Now that some things have been mentioned here, let's just make it clear that procrastination is not Wei Qidong's style, and he doesn't want to have to relax every day when he comes home, and spend his time guessing the grievances and awkwardness of his family members.

"Xiaoxi, it's not necessarily a lover who hides, and it doesn't necessarily have to be a lover who shows others. To me, you are the most important person. I know you are wronged, but I need time to get Wei Rufeng out of the game completely. It takes time. Dealing with Duan Yiqi or other vested interests. During this period of time, there are many things that I can't help myself."

Wei Qidong held Jiang Xiaoxi's whitish hand resting on his knee, and his voice carried the certainty and cruelty unique to adults and superiors: "There will be a long period of time in the future, and you will be watching on various occasions and through various channels. When you hear about me and him, I hope you understand and stop worrying me like today."

How can you not understand?Even if it wasn't Duan Yiqi, it would be someone else.This is Wei Qidong's world, he is not Jiang Dayu who only stays with Jiang Xiaoxi on Duoyu Island, even though he will say "you are the most important person".

That's enough.

How else could it be?

He is so tired, mediating between intrigues every day, without any pause or relaxation at all.Looking at such a big fish, Jiang Xiaoxi would feel distressed, and would rather work harder than see his tired eyes after coming back late at night every day.

Jiang Xiaoxi slowly leaned into his arms, wrapped his hands around his shoulders, and hugged him tightly.

His three views on love and the bottom line were forced by Wei Qidong to retreat again and again, and finally lost to the sentence "adults should be more mature".

He had compromised, and murmured his last words with little strength or energy.

"This time... how long is it?"

Wei Qidong let out a sigh of relief: "About half a year." He added, "For the past six months, I have to wrong you."

"For the past six months, you will be with Duan Yiqi," Jiang Xiaoxi repeated masochistically, and then asked, "Can you kiss? Will you... have sex?"

Wei Qidong didn't speak, his eyes were obscure.

After a long time, he hugged Jiang Xiaoxi tightly, pressed it against the other's ear, and told him that he was also telling himself:

"No matter what happens, the person I love is you."

The tears that Jiang Xiaoxi had endured for a long time finally fell, hit Wei Qidong's shoulder, soaked into the white shirt, and quickly disappeared, leaving only dark spots.

A broken heart can be broken even more.

Jiang Xiaoxi was willing to be the one who was hidden.

Later, it was indeed the same as what Wei Qidong said. He had seen those two intimate and loving people holding hands and smiling through various channels: they attended events together on TV, they held hands and cut ribbons in the news, and they were in circles of friends. They hugged each other at the reception, expressing their deep affection in a high-profile and candid manner.

And that real lover—the person Wei Qidong said he would always love the most no matter what happens—lives in an empty house day after day, doing work with all procedures arranged in advance during the day, and returning home at night Get dinner ready, wait for people who won't be back most of the time, and get back to your guest room for bed on time at 10pm.

Jiang Xiaoxi sometimes makes a fuss.

Once I saw Wei Qidong posting a circle of friends where two people attended an event. The grievances and anger accumulated for too long were overwhelmed, and he couldn't vent—no matter what he did, he was afraid of causing trouble for Wei Qidong, so he lost control of his emotions. Next, cut the man's pillow in the master bedroom.

Totally childish behavior.

When he woke up - in fact, he only drank two glasses of beer before he was so drunk - under Wei Qidong's obviously distressed and conniving gaze, he burst into tears and wiped his tears and snot on the bed sheet Everywhere.Wei Qidong hugged him and comforted him for a long time, but he still hiccupped from crying.

"Why do you want to post on Moments? You can't control the Internet, you can't control the news, and you can't control your own mobile phone?" He asked loudly, taking advantage of the alcohol, and he was a shameless child.

"I'm sorry." Seeing him like this, Wei Qidong was helpless and distressed, "Duan Yiqi sent it on my mobile phone. He knew you were still by my side, so he deliberately made you angry. Let's pretend we can't see it, okay? Ignore him, okay?" good?"

"Okay, okay, I can pretend I can't see it, or I can ignore it." Jiang Xiaoxi kept crying, grabbed Wei Qidong's crumpled shirt collar with both hands, and said indiscriminately, "You are on a business trip together, and you are still on vacation together. Now, then can you take care of your lower body, can you not kiss or go to bed?"

Wei Qidong fell silent again.

"As soon as this topic comes up, you stay silent and don't speak." Jiang Xiaoxi shouted in a broken voice, "How long is it? Big fish, big fish... I can't hold on anymore."

You can win people's trust if you do enough acting on the occasion. No matter how much you avoid this topic, you can't deceive yourself.

Wei Qidong's silence was like a blunt knife, cutting Jiang Xiaoxi's flesh piece by piece.

"You're not my big fish, you're not! Big fish wouldn't treat me like this!" Jiang Xiaoxi couldn't take it anymore, pushed Wei Qidong away and ran out, but was grabbed again and dragged back.

"What nonsense are you talking about?!" Wei Qidong scolded in a low voice, "Can you please stop making trouble!"

Then he softened his tone and coaxed the person who was stunned by the yelling: "Xiaoxi, bear with me no matter how hard it is, please bear with me, it will be over soon, okay?"

Jiang Xiaoxi struggled in the hopeless waiting, and lived like years. Whenever he couldn't hold on, Wei Qidong came to give a little bit of charity again, so that he could continue to love without hesitation.

At that time, he was still very stupid. In fact, he has always been very stupid, thinking that blindly giving in and giving will eventually be rewarded. He didn't know that love cannot be exchanged in equal amounts, and people's hearts are also the most fickle.