Cang dog

Jiang Xiaoxi nestled on the sofa, thinking and thinking, why did the big fish leave suddenly.

In the end, I couldn't figure out what happened.

It wasn't until the nurse came and told him tactfully that there were new patients coming in, that he stood up in a panic, apologized and walked out.

When he reached the gate of the hospital, he stopped again. He looked at the gate in a daze, carrying his own bag of luggage in one hand and the cold vegetable and meat bun in the other, not knowing where to go.

There was a bank at the door, he went in and checked the bank card left by Cha Dayu, and was shocked by the string of numbers inside.He shook his hands and put the card into his pocket, a thin card seemed to weigh a thousand catties.

He was a little confused about what happened afterwards. He just remembered that he found a small hotel near the hospital to live in, and began to search aimlessly around the hospital.

He didn't have Dayu's phone number, and he didn't know Wei Xuan's contact information.He used to be inseparable from Dayu, and never thought that there would be a day when he lost contact. He regretted that he should buy Dayu a mobile phone.But, Big Fish should have a mobile phone by now, but why doesn't he want to leave him a phone number?

The password of the bank card is written on it. Is it so difficult to write an additional mobile phone number?

He lived in Yuncheng for three days and came out every day to find someone. He knew there would be no results, and it was impossible for Big Yu to stay in Yuncheng.But if he doesn't look for it, he really doesn't know what to do, so let him leave like this, he can't do it.

He also thought about going to the distant city on Big Fish's ID card, but this idea just passed by.

He's not stupid, he's just unwilling to face the truth.

The reason why Jiang Dayu insisted on eating vegetable and meat buns on the day of his departure was not because he really wanted to eat it, but because he had been doing it for a long time, so long that he could arrange everything in the hospital and leave calmly.

Even so, he was still looking for various reasons for Jiang Dayu's departure, whether there was something unspeakable or forced.

But that card also reminded another possibility: after Jiang Dayu woke up, he didn't want to have anything to do with him, so he settled with him by paying him.

Before sailing in Angkor, I went to the toilet on the pier as usual, and when I came back, I saw Jiang Xiaoxi sitting on a row of plastic chairs.

The small blue and white passenger ship was driving on the sea, the roar of the engine was entangled with the sound of the waves, which stimulated the eardrums and made him a little sick.Angkor walked to the cabin for the third time and handed him a cup of hot water.Jiang Xiaoxi couldn't understand the questions he asked when he first met people. For example, why are you alone? Where did Jiang Dayu go? For example, is your complexion so bad because you are sick?

Angkor did not ask.

Some things cannot be decided by one person, nor can one person work hard.He sighed, it was just the first time he saw such a lost stream.

After school, Jiang Xiaochuan hadn't reached the gate, but when he looked up, he saw the half-open courtyard gate. A trace of surprise flashed across his face, and he ran two steps into the house.

"Brother, brother! You are back!" Jiang Xiaochuan threw away his schoolbag, ran into the kitchen looking for the smell of food, and hugged Jiang Xiaoxi who was cooking.He has been at home by himself for more than two weeks. Although his brother called to say that everything is going well, he is still worried.

His excitement lasted less than ten seconds before he realized that Jiang Xiaoxi was not in the right state.

Jiang Xiaochuan was a smart child since he was a child. He lost his parents very early and was brought up by Grandpa Jiang. After his grandfather left, there was no one else in his world except Jiang Xiaoxi.Jiang Xiaoxi is his life. In the past, Badou came to cause trouble. When Jiang Xiaochuan was at home, he could directly charge up with a knife. Who dared to bully his brother, he would definitely do his best.

Later, Jiang Dayu came. Although he was sarcasm in his mouth, he was happy in his heart.It's not that he's happy that he has another brother, but that Jiang Xiaoxi has another person to protect him when he's not around.

He will study hard, take good care of Xiaoxi, and treat Jiang Dayu as his family.

The two of them finished their dinner in silence, he did his homework in his room for a while, and knocked on Jiang Xiaoxi's door.

The room was still furnished as before, and Jiang Xiaoxi was sitting on his bed, reading a cookbook.The other single bed was still covered with the previous sheets, and the pillows and thin quilt were neatly folded on the head of the bed. It seemed that the owner would come back at any time, and he could lie down and sleep after shaking off the quilt.

Jiang Xiaoxi raised her head, the moonlight outside the window was on her body and face, she was visibly depressed and lonely, without any trace of life.

Jiang Xiaochuan stepped forward and hugged him: "Brother, I will be with you from now on."

"Brother, don't be sad."

Jiang Xiaoxi's cold drink shop was not open, he was not in the mood, he was like a gerbera flower that couldn't get the sun every day, wilting.

Every night, it was only when Xiao Chuan came back from school that he regained some vitality, cooking, cleaning the room, and deliberately checking Xiao Chuan's homework with a straight face.Knowing that he was bluffing and being strong on the outside but doing nothing on the inside, Xiao Chuan didn't point him out, and bowed his head humbly to be taught.

"Your homework is getting more and more difficult. I won't check it in the future." Jiang Xiaoxi was a little discouraged.

"No, if you don't check it, I don't want to write it properly." Jiang Xiaochuan coaxed him, "Brother, without you, my studies will be wasted, so you can't leave me alone!"

"Jiang Xiaochuan," Jiang Xiaoxi looked at his younger brother who was as tall as himself, feeling sour in his heart, "When you grow up in the future, you won't think so."

"Nonsense, I want to cling to brother for the rest of my life."

The two brothers were silent for a while, Jiang Xiaochuan hesitated for a while, took his brother's hand, and drew a circle in the palm of his hand.In the past, when he was worried or unhappy, or when he was nervous and anxious when the exam was approaching, Jiang Xiaoxi always drew circles in his palm like this.

The palm of the hand is itchy, and there is a warm touch, and the mood will also relax.

"I don't know what happened to Big Fish, but if you want to, go to him." Jiang Xiaochuan said, "Brother, be brave."

Jiang Xiaoxi was shocked, and his eyes moved from the palm of his hand to his younger brother's face.Jiang Xiaochuan tilted his head and let out a smile, his childish brows and eyes were green but determined, "Do you remember telling me when you were a child that there are some things that you must try, if you try, you may succeed, but if you don't try, you will definitely fail. "

"The worst result, brother, I'll wait for you at home when I come back."

A child is more courageous than him.Jiang Xiaoxi was ashamed.

In the past half a month since I came back, there are traces of big fish everywhere in my house. The faces of big fish with cold faces, smiling faces, frowning eyebrows, emotional ones...the faces of big fish with various expressions flashed alternately.His hot lips and teeth, hot eyes, and warm embrace wrap him around him every night when he is alone, awakening his senses of taste, sight, touch, and even pain.

He wanted the big fish like crazy.

He wanted to jump into the big fish's arms and ask the question that had been tugging at his heart: why did you leave without saying a word.

There is no answer.

He has long realized that Jiang Dayu, or Wei Qidong, is from two worlds with them.But he still wants to ask the answer, wants to ask Big Fish, whether what he said before counts, and whether he still wants to be with him.

He boarded Angkor's boat again.

After Jiang Xiaochuan repeatedly promised to take good care of himself, he finally mustered up the courage to find his big fish and come back.

He left most of the money for Jiang Xiaochuan, and he only brought a little travel expenses.The bank card that Wei Qidong left for him is still in his pocket, and he still has to return it if he wants to meet.He would never want this money, neither his life-saving grace to Wei Qidong nor his love for Big Fish could be settled with money.

He doesn't want money, he just wants the big fish back.

It takes 13 hours to take the train going south from Yuncheng to the capital.He squeezed into the carriage, watching the speeding scenery outside the window, he only felt that the weather was getting hotter and the sun was getting hotter.

When he got out of the car and really walked into this bustling and bustling city, he saw tall buildings with no tops when he looked up, and a stream of people jostling shoulder to shoulder when he looked down, only then did he really realize that his world was so different from that of Big Yu.

In the noisy crowd, once his social fear surfaced, he couldn't stop it.The little courage that was born before coming out of Duoyu Island was also thinned out by the bustling broad daylight.

He is like an embarrassed fish thrown into the sea, clutching an unknown address in his hand, looking for an unpredictable future and destination.