Deer in the forest

After the showdown, the two fell out completely.

In the past, whether it was the Cold War or the quarrel, at least they had been peaceful on the surface for seven or eight years. Lin Shen understood the rules and never overstepped them. Li Jibai was very scheming and never confronted others face to face.

Now both of them don't care.Lin Shen's tough temper is not much worse than Li Jibai's, but he has never been tough in front of Li Jibai.He didn't cry or make trouble, didn't talk or laugh, and looked indifferent and indifferent.However, Li Jibai's calmness and composure had no effect on Lin Shen, and he often lost his temper for no reason.

It made the family and the company jump around.

Later, the subordinates gradually figured out the pattern of Li Jibai's anger, which was basically related to Lin Shen.For example, when inspecting the construction site of the branch two days ago, in front of everyone, he kicked the person in charge of the branch off the inspection vehicle, just because he pushed the blame to the person in charge of the project when he reported the reason for the slow progress. On Lin Shen.

This time Lin Shen had an accident, there were a lot of whispers inside Hongbai, and after the video came out, he never appeared in front of people again. Everyone thought that Lin Tezhu, who was deeply trusted, had completely fallen out of favor this time, but he didn’t expect the boss’s reaction to be so big .These people are all good people. Seeing Li Jibai's attitude, he never dared to mention anything related to Lin Shen lightly.

At home, Li Jibai sometimes asked the kitchen to bring dishes to Lin Shen's room, and the two of them ate together.They hardly talked, Lin Shen ate less and often stopped after a few sips, Li Jibai pushed the soup in front of him, signaling him to finish drinking, Lin Shen looked away expressionlessly.Li Jibai stood up suddenly and smashed all the food.

Sometimes he would take Lin Shen downstairs for a walk in the garden. Brook would not look at Li Jibai's expression, but would rush over to Lin Shen when he saw him, often making him stagger.Li Jibai kicked Brook out with a cold face. After kicking several times like this, Brook saw Li Jibai as if he was facing a big enemy, and he groaned to go to Lin Shen, and then stared at Li Jibai warily. white.

At this time, Lin Shen couldn't be as calm as before. He hugged Brook and said in a pleading tone: "Don't kick it."

Li Jibai looked at him with a bit of evil taste: "Can you talk?"

It was difficult for Lin Shen to breathe. He knew what Li Jibai wanted, but he didn't want to give it.He let go of Brook, turned around and walked back, but was caught by Li Jibai pinching his neck: "It's been very misbehaving recently, it made you sleep so noisy, I'll teach it for you."

Lin Shen had never seen such a crazy Li Jibai, it made people shudder.

Lin Shen knew that as long as he showed weakness, as long as he didn't say anything about leaving, Li Jibai would be able to stop losing control, but he didn't want to.

He can't really be a dog like Jiang Ning said, who was abandoned by his master and can come back wagging his tail to beg for shelter and pity, and trample on the little bit of dignity he has.

This kind of scene happened every few days, and everyone in the villa was trembling from top to bottom. Fang Yuan ran faster than a rabbit every time he finished his report, and even the talkative Jon seemed to have a silencer on his mouth.

Li Jibai knew that he was abnormal, but he couldn't control it.

When he thought that Lin Shen wanted to leave, he trembled with anger.In his life plan, there is this person until his death. This is his private property, and it belongs to him alone.Even if he sent the person somewhere else in a moment of obsession, he still needs to return it when the time comes.

But Lin Shen is not a book, if you borrow it out to read for a few days and then come back, it will still be the same book.

Li Jibai gradually realized that he couldn't keep this person.

He has been educated by elite heirs since he was a child, but no one taught him how to deal with feelings, such as love.His mother died young, his father played games in the world, and only one younger brother is not much better.In his heart, love is the least reliable and long-lasting thing, play with it when you like it, break it up when you are tired of it, and choose someone who can maximize your benefits when you get married.What's wrong with this?

He can't understand the exclusivity and sweetness of love that ordinary people understand.

In the past few days, he often wonders if he is in love with Lin Shen?When Lin Shen confessed at the beginning, he refused because of many reasons, but none of them was that he didn't want to be with this person for a long time.

At night, he would often go to Lin Shen's room to watch the sleeping people.That person was frowning in his dream, Li Jibai thought, otherwise we should be together - as long as Lin Shen can return to his previous appearance, although he is serious, but at least he is healthy and calm.

Once the idea of ​​being together breaks the ground, it will slowly breed branches and leaves, and gradually become a prairie fire.

He sat on the edge of the bed, held the man's face in his palm, and kissed him slowly.

Lin Shen's lips were soft, with a touching touch, and he was amazed that this was an experience he had never had on other people.They'd had sex a long, long time ago, but never kissed, and he'd been so drunk at the time, so possessive and cathartic, that he couldn't even remember the details afterwards.

I didn't expect this person to kiss so beautifully.

Lin Shen felt that his body was very heavy, and his hands and feet were bound by something. When he woke up and saw Li Jibai pressing on him, he immediately became stupid.After he came back from Wei Qidong's place, he couldn't sleep well and always woke up from his dreams, so he had to swallow a Valium every time before going to bed.As time goes by, not only the quality of sleep is getting worse and worse, but also the energy during the day is also followed.

His hands and feet were weak, but he was clearly aware of the situation in front of him.He struggled hard, and a hoarse voice came out of his throat: "You..."

Li Jibai had already ripped off Lin Shen's pajamas, revealing his white collarbone and chest. He heard the voice of the person below him, and he briefly woke up from his obsession, stood up slightly, and looked down at him.

The expression on Lin Shen's face was very wonderful. Among the complex expressions, Li Jibai accurately captured the panic and reluctance.But the taste of that kiss was so wonderful, Li Jibai only calmed down for a few seconds before deciding to continue.He covered Lin Shen's face with one hand, and sealed his mouth under his palm. With the other hand, he pressed the opponent's shoulder, and his legs pressed the opponent's lower body, and continued to do what he wanted to do.

Lin Shen was almost going crazy, he pushed out with his still movable arm, but Li Jibai didn't move at all.His chest heaved violently in the slowly approaching suffocation, his arms couldn't move, and he went to grab Li Jibai's hand that was clasping his face.Holding the back of his hand, he let out an unbearable whine.Li Jibai was afraid that he would really suffocate him, so he moved his palm away.With this movement, Lin Shen grabs Li Jibai's shoulder and bites hard.

Tasting the smell of rust in his mouth, Lin Shen still didn't let go.

Li Jibai completely regained his senses from the pain, he stopped his movements until Lin Shen had bitten enough and fell back onto the pillow, then he slowly sat up.

Without saying a word, he turned and left.

Go down to the basement and smash everything that can be smashed in there.Luo Yi and Jon were woken up by him in the middle of the night, and guarded outside the basement until they heard no more movement, and did not see Li Jibai coming out—he stayed in the basement full of wreckage all night.

The next day, he should do whatever he should do as usual, as if it wasn't him who went crazy yesterday.

What followed was even weirder.

Every night, no matter how late he came back, Li Jibai would go to Lin Shen's room to spend the night.He didn't say anything, just opened the door to come in after taking a shower, and then lay down on the bed. If Lin Shen wasn't asleep, he would forcefully push him down, turn off the lights, and cover himself with a quilt to sleep.

At first, Lin Shen was full of guard and nervousness, Li Jibai hugged him tightly, and didn't give him any alone space, Lin Shen's whole body was stiff, and he often couldn't fall asleep until the middle of the night.After doing this several times, Li Jibai did not act out of line, Lin Shen gradually accepted his fate, there was nothing he could do if he did not admit it, he was not qualified to give opinions.

The next day, they would have breakfast together, and Li Jibai would watch him eat, and stare at him coldly if he ate less, and sometimes hit the back of his hand with a spoon, like a psychopath.

Li Jibai found out that Lin Shen was suffering from tranquility, so he forced him to stop.I also called a psychiatrist to help him adjust his sleep.

Gradually, even if he didn't take the medicine, even if Li Jibai hugged him every day, he could still fall asleep peacefully.

Lin Shen was very disciplined, never went downstairs without Li Jibai's order, and never mentioned the matter of leaving again.This semi-detention state lasted for a month, and his injuries were almost healed, so Li Jibai began to plan for him to come back to work.

Some things have passed, so don't worry about it.

It has to be said that Li Jibai is a cold-blooded and unsympathetic person in some respects, the truths and things he approves, others have to follow suit.He thinks that when the matter is over, it must be over.

He took a file bag and threw it in front of Lin Shen: "This is that person's confession and evidence. The thing about your attack was that Jiang Ning and Wei Qidong partnered to frame you." Seeing that Lin Shen didn't respond, he was silent for a few seconds After that, finally said: "Sorry."

Lin Shen smiled hoarsely: "It's not important."

Even if there is no such thing as framing, he is still a bargaining chip in Li Jibai's heart that can be discarded at will.

Of course Li Jibai understood the meaning behind "not important", the corners of his mouth twitched a few times, trying not to attack.When he was only one step away from going crazy again, Lin Shen said "I'm sorry".

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't be willful, and I shouldn't mention leaving. If... If you and Hongbai don't mind the video, I'm willing to come back to work."

"As I said before, let's stop here."

All the mania, loss of control, and anxiety all ended with Lin Shen's resignation.

At the time, Li Jibai actually had some doubts about why Lin Shen's attitude suddenly changed so quickly, but he recovered from what he lost, and he was relieved to finally come to this point, so he didn't care to think about it, which obviously didn't fit Lin Shen's character. What is the reason behind the shift.

A thought of doubt flashed past him, but he didn't have time to catch it.

It wasn't until a long time later that he realized that none of Lin Shen's words were sincere, and they were all lying to him.

After Lin Shen had almost recuperated, Li Jibai still didn't let him go back to work, saying he would let him rest for a while longer.Lin Shen doesn't care, he spends most of his time with Brooke every day.

Time is running out, and he wants to spend more time with it.

Everything is back to normal.In the eyes of outsiders, he and Li Jibai reconciled as before.What should I do if I don't reconcile?Not only can't he walk, Jiang Hai can't move either.

However, no matter how good the surface is, the inside is riddled with holes.

No matter how Lin Shen whitewashed the peace outside, he pretended that he didn't care, and he refused to compromise in his heart.One side loves, one side hates.

Yes, for someone who has loved for so many years, how could it be possible to press the pause button like a switch, saying that if you don’t love, you won’t love. This love has become flesh and blood, and has become a habit.But to continue to love, it is too painful and self-respecting, Jiang Ning's ironic and disdainful smile for a while, Wei Qidong's hideous and terrifying face for a while, and the bloody and tearful eyes of his father and sister for a while.

He kept repeating the nightmare every night, tearing himself to pieces in the pain of the dilemma.

Then let's destroy together.