The party A who wants to soak me

Yue Jiaming still remembers the first time he saw Shen Wei'an.

In the opening season of that expensive aristocratic school, among a group of white-skinned and arrogant teenagers, there was only that incompatible yellow face. Yue Jiaming's eyes passed through the crowd and fell on the face of a strange boy with a lonely expression.

It was a very good-looking profile, a 17-year-old boy mixed with the breath of a child and a young man, the brow bone and the bridge of the nose were already straight and sharply contoured, the lips were thin and tightly pursed, blending in with the hook. The fingers together betrayed the tension in his heart.

Yue Jiaming squeezed through the bustling crowd, walked up to him, stretched out his hand and said, "Hi, my name is Yue Jiaming, are you Chinese?"

He spoke Chinese. In fact, he was not sure whether the other party was Chinese, Japanese, or Korean, but he just spoke Chinese.

As a result, the other party's eyes lit up immediately, as if a light had been lit up in an instant, and he immediately stood up and said eagerly: "Yes, I am Chinese." He also shook hands, because he spoke too fast and his tongue was still After being bitten, "Hiss—" he frowned, "My name is Hun Wei'an."

"What? Mixed surname?" Yue Jiaming searched for the surname of this syllable in his mind, which seemed to be rare.

Only then did Shen Wei'an smooth his tongue, and said embarrassedly: "No, no, my surname is Shen, three points of water, Shen Wei'an."

It was only later that Shen Wei'an found out that there were actually quite a few Chinese faces in this noble school, but it just so happened that there were only two of them at their level. The best time to integrate into the social circle of Chinese students has been missed.

Fortunately, he doesn't mind, because he always has his best friend by his side, that is Yue Jiaming.

Yue Jiaming is a very popular person at school. He came here two years earlier than Shen Wei'an, and he has already adapted to life here. His grades are good, and he ranks first in the mathematics test easily. White-skinned boy, the girls who look for him after class can line up. At that time, Shen Wei'an was always waiting for him at the end of the line, bored. On weekends, there were always various activities and party invitations. Handsome face, at that time it was not as cold as it became later, it seemed to be a good-tempered and easy-to-approach type.

Unlike Shen Wei'an, in the first year, no matter who took the initiative to get close to him, he would only get an automatic topic ending machine, and three sentences could kill the conversation. Shen Wei'an has no patience with other people, and despises the childishness of his peers And stupid, except for Yue Jiaming.

Yue Jiaming is good at his homework, Yue Jiaming is smart, Yue Jiaming always knows what he is thinking, and in the heart of young Shen Wei'an, Yue Jiaming is better than everyone else.

Later, the situation gradually changed. Yue Jiaming recalled that it was actually difficult to find a clear source of everything. If it could be regarded as the cause, it was probably because he discovered that he fell in love with Shen Wei'an.

The identity of homosexuality was tested by Yue Jiaming several times, and finally confirmed. He even accepted this identity without any complicated ideological struggle.

Because he likes the people closest to him, he feels inexplicably at ease.

However, at this time, Shen Wei'an had gradually overcome the discomfort of coming to a foreign country for the first time. After the psychological resistance disappeared, the curiosity about the outside world that was inherent in the young man's nature grew rapidly, and he revealed the vitality of his original personality.

He is good-looking, his body looks more mature than his age, and his sports performance is particularly outstanding. After recovering his true temperament, he soon became a famous man on campus.

The lifestyles of the two gradually changed, and Yue Jiaming realized that he only saw that one person in his eyes, while Shen Wei'an's world became wider and wider.

After going to college, Yue Jiaming refused those party invitations on many weekends and chose to read books by himself in the house they rented together, but Shen Wei'an was always away. One night, after returning from the party, Shen Wei'an excitedly told Yue Jiaming that , he fell in love with a girl at the party, and asked: "Jia Ming, you always read so many books, teach me how to chase girls."

It was only then that Yue Jiaming realized that they were not the same kind of people. The people he liked liked girls.

It was from that night that Yue Jiaming felt lonely and made a decision that he would never mention the most secret thoughts about Shen Wei'an in his heart.

When she was about to graduate from university, Shen Mingyu also went to England to live with them. At that time, Shen Mingyu was very naughty, and Shen Wei'an had a headache for this much younger brother. With a sufficient buffer zone in the middle, the two gradually found a peaceful coexistence mode.

During Shen Mingyu's most naughty years, he was indeed closer to Yue Jiaming, especially since he also discovered early on that he liked boys, so he chose to tell Yue Jiaming about such a private topic first, and then the two of them worked together to find a way for Shen Wei'an to accept it.

Yue Jiaming hid his selfishness in this matter, and he wanted to test the extent to which Shen Wei'an could accept homosexuality. As a result, the Shen brothers stalemate for almost three months.

At that time, they rented a villa with a small garden together. One late night, it was still early spring, Yue Jiaming was drinking a whiskey on the terrace alone. Shen Wei'an came back from the outside feeling a little drunk, sat beside him, and rubbed his face. Said, "Oh, I got dumped again."

Yue Jiaming's tone was flat: "It's because they have no vision."

Shen Wei'an let out a muffled laugh, and looked up at Yue Jiaming: "Jiaming, in your eyes, I'm good for everything?"

Yue Jiaming looked at this person whose eyes were slightly red because of drunkenness. The 20-year-old Shen Wei'an was already a mature man, full of hormones like tuberose blooming at night, which made Yue Jiaming become drunk even without drinking. He suddenly didn't want to worry about anything, and said, "Yes, in my eyes, you are fine with everything."

Shen Wei'an stared at him quietly, seeing Yue Jiaming's heartbeat speeding up unconsciously, then he stretched out his hand and touched Yue Jiaming's chin, very light, very light, like spring catkins drifting by, he said: "Why are you not a girl?"

Yue Jiaming heard his rapidly beating heart fall back quickly, the linear motion increased the acceleration of gravity, and he fell into a bottomless abyss, making people breathless.

He heard himself say calmly and stiffly, "Yeah, sometimes, I wish I were."

"Xiaoyu likes boys," Shen Wei'an withdrew his hand, covered his face in distress, and said, "Why does he like boys?" Then he stared blankly at Yue Jiaming: "Tell me, what is it like to be a boy and a boy?" ?”

Yue Jiaming's lips moved, he wanted to say, try it?

After all, he couldn't speak, but Shen Wei'an directly took Yue Jiaming's wine glass on the table, drank half a glass of whiskey in it, and collapsed on the recliner, with a somewhat self-defeating tone: "Oh, Xiaoyu...Let him go, I Knowing that this is innate and cannot be changed, no matter how much I object, he will still like it... I just hope that he will not be like his brother, who is always dumped, and be more confident..."

What the two of them talked about later, Yue Jiaming doesn't remember anymore, he only remembers that the night was as cold as water, he went from the room to get a blanket for Shen Wei'an, and found that he had fallen asleep on the recliner, Yue Jiaming squatted down, Cover him with a blanket, the face under the moonlight is handsome and somewhat silly, the eyebrows are outlined like thick ink, and the thin lips are dyed like spring cherry blossoms. Yue Jiaming also drank a lot of wine that night, and all kinds of drunkenness hit his head. kissed the sleeping man.

All the senses in the whole body disappeared, only the point on the lips remained, and all the senses rushed to that point, making it extremely sensitive and fragile, and Yue Jiaming trembled all over.

It was his first kiss, stolen.

There was a slight muffled sound from the throat of the person on the recliner, Yue Jiaming was startled, his lips parted at the fastest speed, he squatted on the side, his mind went blank, while Shen Weian frowned and then parted, spewing out Tuan continued to sleep with an alcoholic snort.

Fortunately, I didn't wake up.

And Yue Jiaming didn't know whether he was lucky or a pity when his heartbeat calmed down.

The author says:

It's over, I feel more for my brothers than my younger brothers (crying and laughing... I still like sour mouth!

Originally, it was just written as a sub-CP, but now you can consider opening it separately, let’s try to make an outline first

See you on Thursday!