private island

Don't start, it's too tired, both of you are tired.He struggled to get out of the swamp, and the mud dried up and turned into armor, so he could no longer sink in.Besides, Guan Sheng is not easy today, he doesn't want to be a stumbling block anymore.

"Maybe you want to ask me about my plans for the future. To be honest, I haven't figured it out yet, but I will never be separated from you again. I want to bring you by my side, whether it's a bodyguard or an assistant, just find someone What identity. I promise, one day, I will openly hold your hand!"

He silently grabbed the shoulder strap of his backpack, staring at the small dirty puddle on the ground, where a silver moon was reflected.

Guan Sheng is still so confident and even conceited, his arrogance is almost arrogant, and he didn't even ask him if he still loves him, so he unilaterally decided to start over.It's not about starting a business. If the heart is in the dream, it is in the dream. Seeing success or failure, life is heroic.

"Speak, don't mutter in your heart." Seemingly seeing through him, Guan Sheng held his face in his hands, forcing him to raise his head and meet his gaze.

"Let me think about it." Fan Xi said softly.

"That's right, you won't be able to make a decision for a while. Let's make an agreement. If you agree, go to my concert and I will see you."

"Ah."

"You will go, you are my true fan, right?" Guan Sheng shook his head eagerly and uneasily, like picking coconuts in the market, "If you dare not show up, I will jump off the stage."

"You won't." Then, his lips were sealed again.Really the last time, he thought.

When Fan Xi returned to the residence, the three brothers had already fallen asleep.The snoring sounded loudly in the bedroom, like thunder and lightning fighting.

After he took a shower, he washed his clothes by the way.He was putting his shirtless back on the clothes rack on the balcony when he heard a slap behind him and a flash of fire.He turned his head and saw Sanwa smoking a cigarette he had just lit, looking at him with a complicated expression.

"Brother, you are back."

"Hmm." He sighed and explained with a hot face, "The one who was with me just now was my... ex."

"Oh, I didn't mean to ask this. I just wanted to say, you don't have to rush to pay back my little money, don't wrong yourself." Sanwa looked at his scarred body and sighed while puffing out the smoke, "Your ex It's very violent, but don't make up with him, this kind of thing only happens once and countless times."

Outside the window, the green fields and mountains are slowly receding.

Bang, bang... G2F2, G2F2... Guan Sheng pushed his non-prescribing glasses, took out the recording pen, and silently recorded the sound at the moment, then put it on his lips and said softly: "The train, the rails, the air around me The aroma of instant noodles, the friction of snack packaging bags, and the noisy chatter."

At the age of 18, when he first tasted the sweetness of fame and fortune, he especially disliked trains.You have to fly everywhere, even if it's a hassle.He would go hungry on purpose, just to eat more free meals and coffee in the VIP lounge, until he was full and sick.

Because the things in his stomach made him feel advanced.

When he was young, he drifted away, longing to get rid of everything of his original class.All the classmates and friends who had been good friends were treated coldly, and the college classmates who had only known each other for a few months gradually cut off contact because they had seen his ordinary side.

He has a face that does not eat the fireworks of the world, he is a high-cold male god, a prince of love songs.The male god and the prince, how could they mend pants in the dormitory and use 502 glue to glue the glued slippers.How can you compare the prices of meals in the cafeteria and keep in mind the daily specials.

When I was in junior high school, I passed by a piano store, and there was a Steinway in the window.He couldn't help but dragged his mother in and asked if he could try the bomb.There was a faint smell of marinade on the mother's body. The clerk wrinkled his nose, looked at their clothes contemptuously, and said: "No, it's not easy to wipe it if it's dirty."

Then, he turned his head and greeted a girl dressed like a doll to test bombs, and enthusiastically made coffee for her parents.

This scene is heartbreaking.He vowed to make everyone afraid to look at his mother with such eyes again.

Later, he bought an identical piano himself.He wanted to grab that man by the collar and look at his piano.But what's the point of that.

Perhaps, conceit stems from deep inferiority complex, and arrogance stems from being neglected.

When signing with the company, he said naively: "I only concentrate on making music, I don't do anything else, and I don't know much about it." Brother Yu, the manager, said: "I also love music. When I was playing in a band in Northeast China, You're still playing piss. Times have changed, boy, and there's no way out for pure musicians."

At first, he was still able to write songs and make albums, and Bai You, as the major shareholder of the company, took good care of him.Later, there was less and less time and energy left for music.Until one day, he found that the piano he had dreamed of was covered in dust.

He became a salesman, with performance indicators on his back, selling his appearance, personality, topics... He wrote good songs, and everyone around him was very happy.Not because the song is good, but because of the commercial value it brings.

He regards the company as a gold mine, and the company also regards him as a cash cow, for mutual benefit and a win-win future.He disappeared, and the company's stock price fell in a row; when he returned, it rose by the limit for several consecutive trading days.

On the island, when he lost everything and only one fan remained, he truly lived freely.He is very afraid of being an ordinary person, afraid of a life full of feathers and smog, but in Fan Xi, he sees ordinary but not mediocre.

He looked at the only fan on the opposite side, who was also looking at him.The eyes intertwined, and the pair of black jade-like eyes quickly dropped to the book in his hand.

"Children's Educational Psychology", during the nearly two-hour drive, Fan Xi seldom spoke, and kept watching it.

Guan Sheng thought, it would be very difficult for him to be admitted to the establishment, and many schools are not willing to recruit teachers with foreign household registration at all.However, if he is determined to realize this exact ideal—to become a primary school physical education teacher, he can secretly help him find a relationship in the future.As long as there is a way for everything, there is no threshold.

"I'll be there in 2 minutes." Guan Sheng leaned forward and pressed his book, "See you again, it's the concert. You will definitely go, right?"

"Drink plenty of water." He answered the irrelevant question, his eyes were calm but determined, "When you are busy, you always forget to drink water."

Guan Sheng nodded, straightened his hat, got up and moved to the junction of the carriages with other passengers.The train came to a slow stop, and he got out of the car, waving to Fan Xi through the glass.

The latter waved his hand lightly.

Guan Sheng stood where he was, and edited a message to send:

"You'll show up and scream with everyone else. When they say I love you, you say I love you. I can hear you and I know the difference."

—— "Drink more water." Fan Xi replied.

Guan Sheng returned to his hometown this time to accompany his parents to attend the funeral of the third grandfather.He has always borne the cost of living in a top-level nursing home for the elderly, and he passed away peacefully, which is a happy and mourning event.In everyone's expectation, he also took out the money for the funeral.

The funeral was very beautiful and many people came.Everyone paid their respects to the remains of the third grandfather, and they came to pay their respects to him again.From time to time, children from distant relatives timidly approached him and asked him to sign.

After staying with his parents for a few days, he left for England to attend a music festival, and got together with Bai You, who was hiking in Switzerland.

From July to September every year, Bai You basically spends time in Europe, climbing mountains like a monkey.He asked his friend why he didn't go to Pakistan to challenge to climb K2 again. The other party said that such a terrible thing was all done in one go, so he dared not go again.

After returning to China, he didn't rest all day, and rushed to a small town in Qiandongnan, Guizhou to join the crew of the upcoming movie "Lily, Lily".It's not far from Fan Xi's hometown, Kaili, an hour's drive away.He wanted to take some time to visit his father-in-law and mother-in-law, but on second thought, he should keep a low profile.

That night was the third script reading, and he missed the first two.However, he had already read through the script and memorized his lines.

This is a warm, bizarre and treacherous story.

Awei's mother Lili, a beautiful middle-aged single woman, was diagnosed with a terminal illness.Once, she called a name in a dream: Ahui.

Awei peeked at his mother's college diary and found that this man appeared frequently, so he followed the clues and began to follow Ahui's trail.

Another timeline is 25 years ago, when Ah Hui walked into the university campus.He and Lili are classmates, and have a good friend Xiaobei.Like all young and sweet love stories, the relationship between the three always remains ambiguous.

However, with Ah Wei's deeper understanding of Lily's past and the passage of Ah Hui's campus life, the two timelines gradually converge, and their images gradually overlap.

Awei discovered a fact that shocked him. His mother, Lily, had sex reassignment surgery, and her mother was Ahui.She has a natural rejection of her previous gender, so before she became a woman, she only used the third person when writing her diary. This is a narrative trick played by the screenwriter.

25 years ago, the real Lily who fell in love with Ah Hui is no longer alive.He loves that Lily, and even desires to be her, so he chooses to become a woman and continue to live as Lily.And Awei was the child he had with a Southeast Asian lover before he had the operation.

When I read the script for the first time, Guan Sheng froze into a terracotta warrior. In a nutshell, my mother is actually my father, and my father is essentially les.

The son Awei and the pre-transgender Ahui are played by the same actor, who is the director's queen hero.Middle-aged Lily is an actress with superb acting skills.And Zhen Lili 25 years ago was a newcomer who hadn't graduated yet, and her acting style was young but not jerky.

The role of Guan Sheng is that Xiao Bei, whom he would like to call Xiao Bei Cui.

Whether it is now or in the past, he has silently accompanied her. On the surface, he likes the real Lily, but he also has a secret affection for Ahui.But the script didn't write it clearly, only pointed out some facial features.

He is the second male, but he is actually the third male, because the two main roles belong to the male lead.

There are not many scenes in Xiaobei, and the difficulty is not small, and the time span of the performance is as long as 25 years.Brother Yu helped him get this role because he wanted him to compete for the best supporting actor in major film festivals, because this director's films are easy to win awards.

He felt that he would use his unique acting skills to break this rule.He has been in the film industry for many years, and his award-winning record is blank, which is also the focus of black fans' attacks.

When reading the script, he imagined that if Fan Xi was a woman, she would be quite attractive.An ordinary but strong, cute and stubborn girl.With the frequency of their harmony on the island, the first child will probably be born not long after being rescued.

Hahaha...what's the name?Take care of the meal?Hahaha……

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The concert is about to start, because of that agreement, brother Sheng is like a big girl getting on a sedan chair, but he is so nervous