private island

After leaving home, he naturally played truant.

He lives in a small hotel, sleeps in bed during the day, and goes to an Internet cafe at night.Every night I still smoke a pack of cigarettes, drink a large bottle of iced black tea, and make two barrels of noodles.After three days of being so unrestrained, I ran out of food.

So he asked Su Pan for help, saying that he was going to starve to death.She packed food from home and rushed to the Internet cafe, watching him play games while persuading him earnestly.

"I have severed ties with my family. Let me think about it for a while, what career should I do." He took a few mouthfuls of food quickly while waiting for the resurrection, "Lend me some money, and I will pay you back later." ten times."

"It doesn't need to be ten times, you can just pay back according to the bank's interest."

Cautiously, she took out a stack of bills, saying that it was a little lucky money she had saved.Her New Year's money is less, not as much as her brother's.

He didn't like it, but happily grabbed it and put it in his pocket, and then urged her to leave.He also brazenly told her to deliver the meals after school tomorrow, to use insulated lunch boxes, and not to wear school uniforms.

Now, every time he thinks of this dark history, he twists and itches in embarrassment, wanting to choke himself to death.

Su Panzhen came to deliver meals every day.She stopped persuading him to learn, but directly took the textbooks and notes, stood behind his chair, and explained to him the course content of the day in the chaotic, noisy and smoky broken Internet cafe.

Starting from language and mathematics, let the back of his head receive the baptism of knowledge, which made him lose points continuously.Even the boss was very touched, and gave her a bottle of water every time, telling her to moisten her throat when she was tired.

"Sister, you will get lung cancer if you smoke so much second-hand smoke!" He turned his head and chased her away, "Go home quickly, it's already late, be careful of encountering hooligans."

"Did you forget, you signed up for the English speech contest!" She took out the speech, "The competition will be held soon, you haven't memorized it yet!"

"The English teacher is so handsome, I just want to praise him." He lit a cigarette and held it between his fingers in a pretentious gesture.

"You play slowly, I will read it. After listening to it a hundred times, I will remember... I have dream that one day this nation..."

This method worked, everyone in the Internet cafe looked at him and laughed, and booed him to go home with his little girlfriend and study hard for the college entrance examination. Don't miss such a good girl.He had no choice but to get off the plane early, send her home, and go back to the small hotel to sleep.

The next day, he changed to the Internet cafe across the street to rent a room.

As soon as he put the cigarette between his lips, a lighter came up.He paused, lit his cigarette, and glanced up.The fire light reflected on the man's face, he was a middle-aged man with gentle features and kind eyes.

The man asked how old he was, and he said sixteen.

The man praised him for being handsome and fair-skinned.He also talked about his son who died of illness, who was as old as him and looked very similar.Since it is so predestined, I will pay for today's Internet fee for him, and also buy drinks and chocolates.

During the chat, he also talked about breaking up with his parents and that the money he borrowed was almost exhausted.

The man invited him to play at home, saying that the configuration of the computer left by his son was much higher than that of the Internet cafe, and there were many console games. He really wanted to relive the time of playing games with his son.

He almost believed it, if the man hadn't offered to light his cigarette.A man who misses his son should take the cigarette away from his mouth.

He thought for a while, and suddenly understood the man's dirty thoughts, and the thought of degrading himself to take revenge on his parents suddenly came to him.Lao Fan, Lao Fan, if you don’t understand me and still scold me, then I’ll sleep with an old man of your age, and I’ll make you mad.

He glanced at the man frivolously, put his hand on the other's leg, and asked obediently: "Uncle, if I go to your house to play, will you buy me supper?"

"Come on, my car is parked outside," the man held his hand, "You can stay at my house all the time, and it doesn't matter if you play games every day."

Walking out of the Internet cafe, the man wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and he also brazenly wrapped his arms around his waist.

Sitting in the car, as soon as the man started the car, a figure jumped in front of the car, slapped the hood and shouted: "Fan Xi, why are you going? Get down! Hurry up!"

It was Su Pan, her angry face reflected in the headlights.He impatiently told her to go away, but she refused, opened her hand like a scarecrow, and just kept poking in front of the car.The man had no choice but to smile wryly and say to leave his contact information and make an appointment another day.

Fan Xi got out of the car, gave her a white look, and walked side by side on the street with her, complaining: "I jumped."

"Your house is on fire!" She kept scolding him, and suddenly covered her face and cried.She said that she was stopped by two hooligans just now, and took away her change and thermos.They also have to grab bras, thanks to her being fast.

He was stunned there, unable to speak for a long time, and went home that night.He was beaten without saying a word, and then returned to normal campus life.

A few months later, the middle-aged man appeared in the news for molesting minors and abetting minors to take drugs.Now, he has almost forgotten the reason for his rebellion, but the absurdity and fear are unforgettable.

Su Pan had once pulled him back from the brink of giving up on himself, and now it was his turn to pull Su Pan back.

After listening to Fan Xi's narration, the parents silently exchanged glances.Lao Zhou got up, took out the household registration book and handed it to him: "You are a big man, you decide your own affairs, and you also bear the consequences yourself."

Then, he walked into the bedroom with a sullen face and slammed the door shut.

"Your mother is very angry, but she is not a heartless person. She is very conflicted now, so she decided to leave you alone." Lao Fan explained in a low voice beside him like a voiceover, "Anyway, you think about it Just do it."

"I've made up my mind." He was calm but firm.

"Okay, manly man, have the guts." Lao Fan nodded heavily and rubbed his shoulders, "If you are married normally, we will definitely do our best if you have a bride price banquet, buy a house or a car, have a baby and confine yourself to confinement. But you got married out of loyalty, and Su Pan's child is like that...you can only rely on yourself. Dad can't help, and your mother holds all the money."

He smiled and said that he didn't intend to ask his family for money, but only the household registration book.

The sound of the subway station announcement brought back Fan Xi's thoughts.

He sent Su Pan back first, and then returned to his newly rented house, thinking about what to say when he called Guan Sheng.If people say "it has nothing to do with me", how should I respond in a decent way.

In the afternoon, a piece of gossip suddenly broke out: Last night, his idol slept with a young model in a nightclub.

In the photo, a beautiful woman is next to the sleeping Guan Sheng, making intimate movements.The fans were excited and shouted "Pengci".The official also quickly refuted the rumors that Guan Sheng just had dinner with the concert staff and drank a few more glasses when he was happy.During the nap, a female fan sneaked in to ask for an autograph, and secretly took a group photo.

Fan Xi knew that Guan Sheng would never mess around easily, who would sleep on the bed with a coat covered.Guan Sheng's journey has not been easy, he does not have a deep background, and he cherishes feathers very much.

But he didn't call.

That's it, he thought, there's no need for it.He seemed to hear the voice of the pipe saying again: It's better to break it as soon as possible, I will definitely get married and start a career, and it is impossible to hang around with you forever.

At the end of the year, Su Pan's house expired.

Fan Xi gave her the bedroom, slept on the sofa by himself, and began to live together "after marriage".She found an easy job as customer service for a friend's online store.Two hours in the morning and two hours in the afternoon, two thousand a month.

Fan Xi's new job is teaching karate and physical fitness at a children's fitness center.The salary is about the same as before, but there is a free canteen and various subsidies are a bit more.

In the evening, he works as a substitute driver on the street full of bars.In my spare time, I make kimbap and take it out at the school fence.Simple and easy to use, several materials can be matched to produce more than a dozen patterns, and the profit margin is very high.

He never mentioned to his colleagues that he was the unlucky but lucky fan who accompanied the star on an isolated island, and no one ever recognized him.

However, life is still stretched.Not only the elbows, but also the buttocks are exposed.

The expropriation compensation was distributed quickly, but most of it was returned to Su Pan's ex-boyfriend.After paying back, Su Pan broke contact with the other party.

In February, the Turkish medicine that had been paid for did not arrive. The seller said that the Turkish customs suddenly checked and the goods would not arrive until April.

With a shy face on Fan Xi's face, Chao Dongzi and a few close classmates borrowed a round and bought a month's worth of medicine from the cancer hospital.Niu Ziliang, a college classmate, once borrowed [-] yuan from him and never paid it back. He was embarrassed to pursue the debt, but he still asked for it back.

Niu Ziliang said that he was not interesting enough and was fussy.In a rage, he demanded interest and blocked the other party.

He thought about borrowing money from his family, but his uncle was also diagnosed with cancer and borrowed a lot of his parents' savings, so he didn't ask.After he disappeared, Guan Sheng's brokerage company gave his parents a large amount of compensation out of humanitarianism.When he came back, they refunded the money again.Alas, if I knew it earlier, I wouldn't retreat.

No matter how hard he tried, there was a shortfall of nearly [-] a month.Borrowing money to get by is just the beginning.In the future, he will become the kind of person who greets someone on WeChat with "how are you doing?" and the other person starts to tremble.

He was used to living a well-off life, but it was difficult to accept it for a while, and he sat on the sofa in a daze in the middle of the night.To be honest, a trace of regret flashed in his heart.But leaving Su Pan at this time is forcing her to die.

A series of fine footsteps sounded, winding from the bedroom to the bathroom, followed by retching.After a while, Su Pan came out slowly, saw him sitting there, and sat down too.

"Why don't I just have chemotherapy?" She said softly.

"In that case, people will be useless, and they will only receive chemotherapy after they are resistant to drugs." Fan Xi scratched his hair, and said with some difficulty, "The rest of the compensation for land acquisition, isn't it meant to be a bride price for Su Hao? It has already been given out?"

"The woman's brother bought a car for use." She paused, "Let's leave, and leave me alone. I'll lie down at the hospital entrance, and someone will take care of me."

"Hurry up and go back to sleep, if you don't sleep well, you should have a fever." He pushed her back to the bedroom, "I'll ask that person to borrow money in a few days."

"What if he doesn't borrow it?"

He laughed: "Then I'll blackmail him, such a big guy, why don't we pay you some hush money after breaking up?"

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Brother Sheng: Once, there was an opportunity in front of me, but I didn't cherish it.If I could travel back in time, I would give myself a big punch.