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"After repaying the loan and excluding living expenses, there is nothing left. But your illness..." Mother Su sobbed, "Panpan, Mom will find a way for you."

Su Pan opened his mouth several times, but hesitated to speak.Fan Xi knew what she wanted to say, and spoke for her, "Auntie, I'm an outsider, and I shouldn't point fingers, but I still want to say something cheeky, please forgive me."

Mother Su looked at him with tears in her eyes.

"Su Hao is only 22, right? He is not in a hurry to get married. You can discuss with your uncle and sell the house. You will be able to have more money at once. In a few years, when he is ready to start a family, he will buy a small apartment to live in, and gradually change to a larger apartment. of."

Su Pan glanced at him gratefully, lowered her eyes and remained silent, waiting for her mother's answer.

"Xiao Fan, that's not the case." Su's mother suddenly articulated a series of words, "It's not that you buy a house when you are ready to start a family. It's that only girls are willing to start a family with him when you have a house. You are a boy. , You should know this truth, right? He hasn't even finished high school, where can he find a sister like his who is knowledgeable and willing to fight with the man? I can't find it, so I can only use the house to arm myself first."

The perfect logical chain made Fan Xi speechless, Guan Sheng's broken mouth might have the power to fight.

He knew that it was impossible for Su Pan's parents to sell the house.You can never convince someone who is doing everything in his power to make excuses.

The surroundings were as dead as a tomb, and Su's mother suddenly whispered, "I called just now, and her father said that he was afraid that he would end up with nothing but money."

People and money are empty, this sad idiom makes Su Pan startled, staring at his mother.The latter rolled the wet paper balls at the corners of his eyes, "Don't worry, Mom will go back to borrow money tomorrow. Yan Kai is gone, you should take care of your health in your own life, and take today's medicine first."

Afterwards, she began to curse Yan Kai.It seems that as long as he doesn't break up, things will have a way out and a turning point.

The next day, after sending Su's mother away, Fan Xi began to look for overseas drug purchase agents.To be on the safe side, they finally chose the one with a price close to [-] yuan and bought two months' worth of medicine.Su Pan's money was tight, so he paid half of it in advance.

He thought that they must have a special fate to become good friends—the day Su Pan resigned, he was also resigned.

Because he refused to make jokes to become an Internet celebrity, he annoyed the boss's sister-in-law.With the compensation of three months' salary, he put the contents of the locker into a big bag, and strode out the door amidst the whispers of his colleagues.He wants to rest for a while, read a book, and then look for a job.

He changed his phone number.The current number is handled by the company in a unified way, and when others call, they will hear the ring tone of the company, which is inconvenient when looking for a new job.I wanted to inform Guan Sheng, but I was afraid that people would say "it has nothing to do with me", and I was making fun of myself.

A month later, he and Xiaoyuan accompanied Su Pan for a review.The tumor has shrunk significantly, and the tumor markers are normal, which means that the targeted drug has a significant effect. The side effects are occasional low-grade fever, nausea and diarrhea, and I can't bear a little fatigue.

Su's mother said she would borrow money, but only 2000 yuan was transferred over the past month.

She said that she didn't borrow it, but changed to a hotel cleaning job.If one person does the work of two, work harder and get paid more.After that, two thousand can be transferred every month.Su Pan's father and younger brother's income from part-time jobs must be used to repay the mortgage.

To celebrate Su Pan's recovery, he invited the two girls to have a Western meal.Su Pan's eyes lingered on the menu for a long time, ordered a dish of baked chicken wings with egg yolk, and then talked about the past.

She smiled lightly and spoke calmly: "When I was young, when we bought chicken at home, my dad always gave me the tip of the chicken wing, telling me to fly high. I gave the wing to my brother, telling him he was stupid, and it was enough to fly lower. Actually, the tip of the wing is also quite delicious, after all, my mother can't even eat the tip of the wing."

After finishing speaking, she picked up the steak knife, touched the blade, thoughtfully.

Fan Xi smiled bitterly, and suddenly understood.

It's not that she can't borrow money, it's that her father doesn't want her mother to borrow money, and her mother is cowardly and unable to make decisions.This is tantamount to letting her fend for herself.

They played together since they were young, and he knew that the Su family was a bit patriarchal, but he never expected that they would be so indifferent before life and death.He didn't know how far he could help her, so he could only take one step at a time.

While eating chicken wings, the restaurant played the single of the idol's ex-boyfriend before he disappeared last year:

"I went to the sea you love,

To look into your eyes again.

I fixed your old camera,

To relive those trips…”

He wanted to hear it, but he didn't dare to listen carefully, so he told them jokes to divert their attention.Looking out of the window, she saw the bus with the endorsement of her ex-boyfriend slowly passing by.

Such a big handsome face floated past, it was so visually impactful that it made his heart skip a beat.

"Although his face is injured, he is still so handsome. When I think that such a person will grow old, I feel that the world is still fair." Xiaoyuan also sighed sideways, and then looked at Fan Xi, "The premiere of 'Tropic of Capricorn', Can you get tickets? They sold out as soon as they went on sale a while ago."

Fan Xi was ambiguous and smiled vaguely.

He originally set the alarm clock to grab it, but unfortunately he was in class at the time.Originally, Guan Sheng said that he would give him a ticket, but now it is naturally impossible.After the quarrel, Li Si's signature was also in vain. Lao Fan was very disappointed, but at least he had a photo to show off.

"Did he tell you some inside stories or gossip when you were on the island?" Xiaoyuan asked again.

He smiled: "I asked, and he said he didn't know either. He is usually very busy and doesn't have time to pay attention to this."

"Then... what is his real personality like?"

He recalled the lonely, arrogant, affectionate and vulgar man who sang "Eighteen Touches" by the sea, and said affirmatively, "It's as gentle, modest and pure as it appears."

Back in the newly rented house, he thought for a long time, pulled Guan Sheng from the blacklist, and tried to send a sentence: Have you been drinking more water recently?

The result was still rejected, so the other party was blocked again.

Guan Sheng hid in the bathroom, pulled Fan Xi out of the blacklist, and sent an emoji of "Are you there?"

——The message has been sent, but it was rejected by the other party.

So, he deleted the emoji, and quickly blocked the other party, pretending that he had never done this.Why not just delete the friend?The reason is simple: reluctant to chat history.

He washed his hands and looked out the window. Yellow leaves were flying all over the street, like thousands of butterflies with withered leaves.Heading into November, the nighttime lows drop to freezing, and next week it will be warmer on the day of the comeback premiere.

At this moment, it is the 47th day of the lovelorn, 9 hours and 34 minutes.

At first, anger outweighed sentimentality, but now it's the other way around.On the day you regret it, don't expect me to regret it too——after saying this sentence, the moment he left gracefully, every pore of his body was filled with the pleasure brought by the harsh words.

Thinking about it carefully, he is a bit vengeful.

The last time I accompanied my parents back to my hometown, it happened that relatives came to borrow money.The other party once gave him cold eyes when he was young, and deliberately let his mother who went to borrow money eat cold leftovers, even ridiculed-she only wanted to borrow a thousand to buy medicine for her in-laws.

This time, he ruined the other party, but he still paid, and it was much more than the other party asked for, and he didn't pay the IOU.Because the other party's family has not been going well for years, the daughter-in-law was hospitalized due to dystocia, and the newborn has been living in the incubator.

Dad's evaluation of him is: "Your child is so complicated, it is complicated when you are a child, and you are both good and evil."

This breakup, he was wrong.But Fan Xi first said "forget it" and made it clear that he wanted to separate, but he was just defending himself.

For this man, he was almost disfigured, but the other party dared to say "forget it" just because of a few words of quarrel!

He wants to play in the world, enjoy being courted, and let this kid hide under the quilt and cry with his quilt in his mouth, so he can't help but come to deliver food again.Facing this steaming bowl of eight-treasure porridge, he would resist the urge to gobble it up, eat gracefully and calmly, forcing the other party to beg for mercy.

Since then, this kid has been manipulated by himself.

However, longing is like the Sprite on the head, only you know the sticky discomfort.

He doesn't know about Fan Xi's current situation, but people just need to move their fingers and read the news, and they will know his whereabouts like the back of their hands - he is a beautiful specimen living in a transparent jar.

Fan Xihui knows that his new single is 5 yuan each, and has sold 300 million copies. He has just established a public welfare fund to support education in mountainous areas.Part of it will be compensated to the fans who were deceived in raising funds to search and rescue him.

Fan Xihui would know that because of the fabricated tent, the new series of the outdoor sports brand he endorsed was sold out.In the advertisement, his resolute image and legendary experience even captured a group of middle-aged uncles who hate fresh meat the most.

Fan Xi will know that he caught a cold a few days ago, because the picture of him blowing his nose in the restaurant was snapped by the waiter.

Fan Xi will know that he will have a rehearsal tonight, with all the elements and the whole process.

But Fan Xi has become a mystery.

Guan Sheng searched the Internet and only found a few short lecture videos, released by the Children's Sports Club.This kid was too low-key, he just disappeared into the crowd.No, it didn't disappear. I was jogging around with a muscular man at night!

The streets and alleys are full of his face, how can Fan Xi resist not looking for him?

"Brother Sheng, can you practice for a while?" Fang Bo stood at the door with a playful smile, "Brother Yu asked me to urge you to practice dancing hard, and don't let it go."

"Tell me, I am such an excellent singer-songwriter, why should I be able to dance?"

"You're talented, handsome, and good at singing, and if you can dance, you'll be perfect!"

Guan Sheng followed the sweet-talking assistant back to the dance rehearsal room, rubbing his face helplessly.When the music started, he approached the dance teacher and swung his arms and legs under the guidance of the teacher.

The choreography of this song is difficult, interspersed with simple movements, and it was meant for him.The rest of the time, he just concentrates on singing.

There is another song, he will dance from beginning to end, like a crazy kangaroo.His lung capacity can keep up, but his hands and feet do not belong to him, so he is easy to turn.He was trapped on a tropical island for eight months, but he still only knows how to plan with a dog, which is enough to show that he is really uncoordinated.

At the end of the rehearsal in the evening, on the way home, he saw a delivery rider fall down.The soup and water were scattered all over the floor, and they were cleaning up and crying.With a dark face, he is a middle-aged man with many vicissitudes.The sons and daughters of men may never imagine that a father who is as firm and strong as a mountain will cry for a few takeaways.

His heart tightened suddenly, thinking of his mother driving him to learn piano when he was a child, rain or shine.The teacher said that he was Tangshan Mozart.He is determined to let his family live a good life and let his younger brother have endless pocket money, but he forgot to include Fan Xi in it.

This kid also came to him regardless of the weather.

He decided to take the first step to break the ice. As the sworn brother, the pattern should be big.Say sorry, it's really nothing.

Taking advantage of the night, Guan Sheng, dressed in the overalls of the water company, walked into the high-rise building that looked like an ant nest filled with countless people, and climbed up the stairs.Looked around, took off the mask, and knocked on the door lightly.

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Brother Sheng suffered an epic setback and almost went crazy