private island

"Did Su Pan write to me?" Guan Sheng asked casually, "Didn't you say that she is also my fan?"

"I really don't know about this, she never mentioned it." Fan Xi approached the computer and looked it up in the records.Enter "Su Pan", the result is empty.He thought for a while, and then entered Su Pan's screen name "Princess Panpan", and four records were brought up.

The earliest was December four years ago, and the latest was April last year. The items sent each time were snacks and handwritten letters.

Fan Xi wrote down the serial number, thought about operating the smart panel of the dense cabinet, and took out the four letters from different cabinets.The envelope was crude, made of notebook paper.

What will Su Pan, who is ill, write to Guan Sheng?He suppressed his strong curiosity, and handed the letter to Guan Sheng: "It's for you, read it."

The latter smiled, opened the first letter, and then approached him, beckoning him to read it together.The letter paper was unfolded, and the clear handwriting and plain sentences came into view.In the ears, it seemed that the gentle and lovely voice of my friend sounded again.

"Mr. Guan, hello:

I'm Su Pan, Fan Xi's friend.

I wonder if he mentioned me to you, I am also your loyal fan.

I can see your news on the Internet every day, and the road is full of your advertisements, but it is really not easy to contact you.I don't have your number, and most of your social media is managed by the studio, so it's not convenient to send private messages directly.

I heard that you would open and read fan letters by yourself, and after thinking about it, I will contact you in this way rashly. I hope you like the chocolate that comes with it.

More than two months ago, I was diagnosed with advanced lung cancer, which is really unlucky.I obviously haven't done anything bad, but I won't live long.I went through a lot of unspeakable things and felt abandoned by the whole world.

Not long ago, in order to take care of me, Fan Xi and I got a certificate.It turns out that forming a family is such a simple matter. In just a few minutes, he became my dearest person.I told myself it shouldn't be like this, but I really wanted someone to rely on, and I was afraid that when I was half dead in the hospital in the future, no one would sign for me to end the pain.

I vaguely feel that the breakup of your friendship is more or less related to me (although he insisted that it doesn't matter).For this, I feel very guilty.Originally, I didn't want to tell you about my condition, for fear that it would cost you money.But, after much deliberation, let's say it.

This is Fan Xi's new address: ... New phone number: ... Please be sure to find him.If you don't look for him, he will never take the initiative to look for you. He looks very gentle, but in fact he is as stubborn as a cow. "

A second letter shortly afterwards.

"Mr. Guan, hello:

I'm Su Pan, Fan Xi's friend.

I wonder if the previous letter has been received?My rented house expired, and I moved in with him, and he has been sleeping on the sofa.

The address is: ... His cell phone number: ... I feel very sorry for the breakup of your friendship.I also advised him to contact you, he said that he no longer cares about your brotherhood, but always listens to your songs in the dead of night. "

A third letter a year later.

"Mr. Guan, hello:

I'm Su Pan, Fan Xi's friend.

I wonder if the previous letter has been received?It's incredible that I'm still alive.I don't know when I will be resistant to the drug. So far I have lived a good life, and I can't tell that I am a terminally ill patient when I walk on the street.

However, I am the most selfish person in the world.I should simply die, instead of dragging my best friend, after all, I will die sooner or later.

But I always look forward to the dawn of the next day, and always want to see what new things have happened in this world.Because of me, Fan Xi held several part-time jobs, and his desire to become a teacher was also delayed.

We've cashed out your credit card frequently throughout the year, and your assistance is greatly appreciated.My medical records have been in the cancer hospital, and the next review time is March 3.If you don't want to go to him directly, you can come to the hospital and meet him by chance.

His address is: ... Cell phone number: ..."

Fourth letter from last April.

"Mr. Guan, hello:

I'm Su Pan, Fan Xi's friend.

I wonder if the previous letter has been received?It has been two and a half years since I was diagnosed with lung cancer.I didn't expect to live for such a long time, I am really happy, and I am really sorry for delaying the life of my good friend.

Since March, I have become drug resistant and am currently undergoing chemotherapy in the hospital.I had a big reaction to chemotherapy drugs, bone metastases and brain metastases, which should be enough.To be honest, I was very scared, but I also breathed a sigh of relief. I was really afraid that I would linger on for ten or eight years, dragging down Fan Xi for half his life.

Now, he is working, and I will ask the patient's sister to help me deliver the courier later.By the way, in our ward, Fan Xi is a 'model husband', and everyone praises him behind his back.

After so long, maybe you only think of him when paying off your credit card every month.But he never forgot you for a day. When he accompanied me at night, he would often stand by the window in a daze.Because, you can see a shopping mall there, and there is a huge advertisement for you on the outer wall of the mall.As soon as it gets dark, the ad is lit up and stays on all night.

His address is: ... Phone number: ...

You have spent a lot of money in the past two years, but Fan Xi refused to tell me the exact amount. Thank you again for your assistance.When he pays you back in the future, please don't rush him, he has a strong self-esteem and will tire himself out. "

Pat, a teardrop fell on the letter paper, soaking the handwriting.

Fan Xi turned around and ran to the nearest corner, squatting down slowly with his face inward, like a weed growing in a corner, trembling in the strong wind.Su Pan was hospitalized, rescued, passed away, cremated, buried...he didn't cry.Since she left, he often felt sore and sad, but wanted to cry but had no tears.

At this moment, he finally cried happily for his friend.He wanted to tell her, don't feel guilty, and don't worry about him and Guan Sheng anymore, they are fine now.

Behind him, a warm feeling came, and it was a familiar hug.

Look, they are really good.

The night in June in the south is unbearably hot. If you walk around outside, you can wring out water from your clothes.

Even though the air conditioner was turned on in the room, Brother Yu was still sweating, wiping his forehead and neck with his sausage-like fingers from time to time.Who would have thought that these hands once belonged to an excellent band singer and guitarist, but now I am afraid that they can't even press the chords correctly.

Brother Yu was chattering about the two contracts in his hand, while Guan Sheng leaned on the head of the bed with one long leg, reciting the history of Western music, absent-minded.

Two months ago, his VAM agreement expired, and his performance was successfully completed, achieving a win-win situation with the company.The brokerage contract is also about to expire, and the company asked him to renew the VAM agreement while renewing the contract.

"Well, all the terms are beneficial to you. In the past two days, the company's legal counsel flew over with the official seal." Brother Yu sighed annoyedly, and turned up the air conditioner, "Fortunately, you are filming a modern movie, otherwise you would wear The long sleeves of the toga are going to be hot to death."

"Wearing ancient costumes, you can blow the air blower. It's so fairy-like and cool." Guan Sheng slowly turned a page of the book, "Brother Yu, I won't renew the contract. Let's get together and break up."

The meat on Brother Yu's face trembled, his expression was serious, as if he was facing an enemy: "Sheng'er, you didn't say that a while ago! You said you were not satisfied with the terms, so we have been researching and revising over and over again. I interviewed You, what do you think?"

"It's time to slow down, or you will urge me to sign the contract every day." Guan Sheng clasped the book on his chest, calmly, "I want to start a business and set up my own music studio. I still have to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and I don't have time to film or participate in commercial activities." .”

Brother Yu was frightened and angry, his lips trembling.He paced back and forth anxiously, hesitating to speak several times.There was resentment and unwillingness in the eyes, and there seemed to be a trace of recognition and appreciation mixed in.

After being silent for a long time, he finally said, "I'm afraid it's too early for you to set up a new company. Aren't you afraid that those shareholders will secretly punish you?"

"How?" Guan Sheng sneered softly, "I keep myself clean and abide by the law. I won't go to play mahjong when others ask me to."

However, Brother Yu's next words made him sit up straight suddenly, his heart clenched into a ball.

"You think I don't know that you're with that kid named Fan Xi and still let him live at home?" Brother Yu's heavy buttocks landed on the edge of the bed, and the mattress trembled.

"We're buddies, and we're sworn brothers. What's wrong with living together? It just helps him save rent." Guan Sheng said calmly.

"Don't quibble, you love your feathers so much, you won't let friends live at home and invade your life." Brother Yu snorted softly, "Unless, it's someone who makes you want to hug even after you pluck the feathers." people."

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