I feed my entire legion by farming

Qiao Yan really trampled himself in the mud for 18 years.If Qiao Chen hadn't gone too far, Qiao Yan would just be patient, and he was full of guilt towards Gu Yuan, and he didn't even dare to look up at him when he stood in front of her.

But until now, he discovered that everything was a hoax.He is the one who is really owed.With such a sudden change of status, it was difficult for Qiao Yan to change his mind all at once.It's also easy to get into a dead end.

Tan Mu reached out to hug him, turned over while holding Qiao Yan, so that Qiao Yan lay on his chest, and then patted his back repeatedly.

"Yes, Yangan, you don't owe them anything. So, don't be harsh on yourself in the future."

Qiao Yan buried her head in his arms, and there was another long silence.

In fact, Qiao Yan didn't know what he should say at this time.He didn't even have the initial anger, only absurdity and irony remained.He has been the illegitimate child of Qiao's family for 18 years. Who would have thought that someone maliciously replaced him?

The people around him, Qiao Jing, Qiao Jin, Cen Jia, Qiao Ran, and the most beloved young master, Qiao Chen, are all the favored children of heaven and the objects of praise from outsiders.But in fact, it is either a chess piece that cannot resist, or an idiot who doesn't know what to do.

But he, Gu Yuan and Lu Niaoyou, who died, became the only sacrifices of Qiao's family.

"I once wondered if I might be Qiao Jing's younger brother." Qiao Yan didn't leave Tan Mu's body. He was greedy for the warmth of Tan Mu's body. Only in this way could he keep it in his heart for many years. said, "I also have eyes. Actually, when I was very young, I suspected that Qiao Jing and I looked very similar, even the eyes were exactly the same. They said that it was because of my good luck that I looked like the Qiao family. .”

"But in the Qiao family, only Qiao Jing has such eyes." Touching the end of his eyes, Qiao Yan's voice finally gradually became a little bit aggrieved.

"Because I was like Qiao Jing when I was young, Qiao Chen seemed to goug out my eyes many times, trying to blind me. It's just that he didn't find the opportunity."

Tan Mu hugged him tighter.From Qiao Yan's description, he could vaguely see how helpless he looked when he was a child.

"Qiao Jing is very kind to Qiao Chen." Qiao Yan thought for a while, "It's better if the stars don't give the moon."

"I was able to endure this long because he was so kind to Qiao Chen."

"..." Tan Mu instantly understood what Qiao Yan meant.

Qiao Yan is a child who can dream.Before meeting him, Qiao Yan had been weaving a dream for herself after leaving Qiao's house, encouraging herself to go down.Presumably, Qiao Jing at that time was the brother in Qiao Yan's dream that the future only belonged to him.

"Qiao Chen has a little problem with his heart. That's why Qiao Jing is most afraid of him getting angry. As long as Qiao Chen shows a little breathlessness, Qiao Jing will hold him in his arms and give him a smooth breath carefully. The housekeeper and other servants People are also busy looking for medicine and calling a doctor. I thought it was a privilege to be sick." Qiao Yan kept burying herself in Tan Mu's arms and refused to look up, but her voice was a little choked up, "Later, I'm sick too. It's very serious, I thought at the time, I don't need Qiao Jing to coax me so much, just, just touch my forehead and tell me that it's okay if I'm bored or not. "

Tan Mu followed Qiao Yan's words and asked him, "Is Qiao Jing here?"

"No." Qiao Yan shook his head, "Not once."

As if to finish all the grievances at once, Qiao Yan cried out all the incomprehensions that were pressed in her heart in the past. "I know that Qiao Jing has always hated me because of his illegitimate child. But I don't understand why he always cares about me in every detail when he hates me so much."

"He made me feel that, as an elder brother, he might also love me."

"When I was in junior high school, the first temporary job I found was in a convenience store. At first, the store manager didn't want me, even if he only gave me ten yuan an hour, he was afraid of taking responsibility. Later, Qiao Jing would call his secretary I came to the convenience store to order coffee during my working hours. The store manager discovered this pattern, so he finally stayed with me.”

"At first, I didn't know. Then one day, I heard Qiao Chen complaining that Qiao Jing got such a cheap coffee smell from somewhere, and it made him uncomfortable. I realized that every time I go to work , the 100 cups of coffee that will appear are ordered by Qiao Jing."

"Have you ever drank coffee from a convenience store?" Qiao Yan finally looked up at Tan Mu.

Tan Mu shook his head.When he was traveling, he also drank coffee in cans, but he did not buy it in a convenience store.

"Qiao Jing drank it for me." Qiao Yan showed a crying smile on his face, "When I got my first salary, I bought a cup. It was really bitter...American coffee without sugar is better than coffee. The medicine I drank when I was a child was bitter. But at the time, I thought it was the most delicious drink in the world."

"Because my elder brother, who lost his mother because of my birth, gave up the mellow hand-ground coffee for me, and endured the instant coffee in the convenience store. At that time, I felt that this was Qiao Jing's most selfless love for me."

"Janyan..." Tan Mu really wanted to tell Qiao Yan, but that was not the case.

But Qiao Yan quickly came up with the same answer, "I know, he doesn't really love me."

"Actually, you said that he knew that I was his younger brother a long time ago but never said it. I understand. He really never loved me."

"Before you picked me up, I was critically ill twice. When I was critically ill for the first time, Qiao Jing signed for me and told the nurse that I had no drug allergies. Brother Cen thought I was completely unconscious at the time, but I was not. I I was awake at the time. When the nurse came in with the list, I saw the doctor tell them to dispense the medicine for me. But I didn’t stop it.”

"!" Tan Mu's expression suddenly changed, and his anger towards Qiao Jing also ignited in his heart.

"It's okay, because Brother Cen arrived in time, so the medicine didn't go in. I also got through the first aid smoothly. But I really thought at the time, it would be good to just die from allergies like this." Qiao Yan wiped it off. The corners of my eyes were wet, and tears touched my hands, "I always thought that I wouldn't cry because of Qiao Jing. But I still couldn't help being sad."

"A total of eight critical illness notifications, Qiao Jing is my only blood relative, but he never signed for me." Qiao Yan closed his eyes and hugged Tan Mu, "I don't want to recognize him. He knows the truth, but If you still give up on me, after that, I don't want him as an older brother anymore."

"Okay." Tan Mu patted Qiao Yan on the back, listened to him muttering childish words to himself, silently took every word Qiao Yan said into his heart, and then coaxed him carefully, I'm afraid Qiao Yan is unhappy.