I feed my entire legion by farming

Tan Mu's sentence was too long, and it was too complicated for the current Qiao Yan.He thought about it for a long time but didn't think clearly, so he could only keep it in his heart first.

Tan Mu also, as he said, did not force Qiao Yan to respond, but sat quietly beside Qiao Yan, hugging him and watching the scenery in the garden.A gust of wind blew up, and snow fell from the trees. Qiao Yan stared at the small piece of wind and snow for a long time, then suddenly leaned into Tan Mu's arms tentatively, and then whispered, "It's cold."

Tan Mu touched his cool face, "Do you want to go back?"

Joe Yan nodded.

Tan Mu stood up first, but Qiao Yan was still sitting.Although he has recovered a lot, he still can't use his strength occasionally.

Tan Mu thought for a while, and suddenly squatted down in front of Qiao Yan.

"Do you want me to carry you back?"

Qiao Yan looked at Tan Mu's face and was stunned for a while.Tan Mu is a standard gentleman, with a unique charm and elegance in every move.There is always just the right kind of gentleness in dealing with people.

In the past, Qiao Yan always felt that Tan Mu treated him a little differently, as if he was more intimate than others.Originally, he was also a little uncertain, thinking that it was his own illusion.But this time, he found that Tan Mu was really different to him.

Rather than a benefactor, he is more like an elder who guides the younger generation to adulthood.Not just tolerance, but more expectation and tenderness.

He had never come into contact with such delicate and secret feelings, even Qiao Jin, had never given Qiao Jin such a feeling.

After only a second of hesitation, Qiao Yan put his arms around Tan Mu's neck.

Tan Mu's strength was great, and he walked back with Qiao Yan on his back with ease.

Qiao Yan leaned her head against Qiao Yan's neck and looked at the ground.Tanmu is very tall, estimated to be 1.9 meters.The shoulders are very broad, Qiao Yan lay on his back, as if lying on a warm and thick bed, there is no need to worry about anything at all, as long as he leaves himself to Tan Mu.

Qiao Yan suddenly thought that when Tan Mu told him the stories behind the photos in his sleep, he actually had a lot of insights before, but there were too many things and emotions in his mind, and he didn't know how to express them. Tan Mu couldn't respond.

"Actually, compared to those collections, I like the photos you took the most." Leaning on Tan Mu's shoulder, Qiao Yan was finally able to express these thoughts to Tan Mu, "Your photos are just like your people. , very warm, very warm."

"Even if it's just the simplest picture, I like it very much."

"Won't it feel monotonous? My father said that my talent is very average, and I can't combine emotions and skills."

"But you are very sincere." Qiao Yan paused, as if thinking about how to express, "What you see is what you get. Looking at your photos, you don't need any analysis or careful vocabulary. What's on the photos is what you see. Yes. You never use them as a metaphor or to convey anything, but to sincerely record the scenery you have seen."

"I like this kind of purity." Qiao Yan's voice was very soft, and it took a long time today, so Qiao Yan fell asleep because of exhaustion while talking.

Tan Mu was still waiting for Qiao Yan to continue, but when he heard a series of steady grunts, he turned his head and found that Qiao Yan had already fallen into a deep sleep.

Oh boy!Although he has experienced many hardships, he is still carefree in the end.Tan Mu couldn't help but put a smile on his face.

Back in the ward, he helped Qiao Yan take off his thick coat, then put him on the bed and wrapped him in a soft quilt.During this period of getting along, he also discovered many interesting little habits of Qiao Yan.

For example, Qiao Yan actually likes warm and soft things.Even a fluffy scarf is something he loves to stroke for a while.The water likes to drink warm. If a little honey is added, Qiao Yan's eyes will involuntarily be bent, and the corners of his lips will be raised accordingly.But the most important point is that Qiao Yan likes to have physical contact with people.Although at first glance one may feel that Qiao Yan brings a sense of alienation, but after a deeper understanding, one will find that this alienation is Qiao Yan's denial of herself.

He believes that his identity is not bright enough, so he is very worried that getting too close to others will eventually have a bad influence on others.But in fact, Qiao Yan was very insecure.He longed for close contact with people, especially close hugs that could feel the body temperature, which would make Qiao Yan feel at ease.

Like...a stray kitten.

Tan Mu thought of this description unrealistically, but couldn't help but rubbed Qiao Yan's hair, and said softly, "Good night."

When Qiao Yan woke up, Tan Mu had already left.He didn't alarm the nurse, but sat up and looked out the window with his head tilted.

He has been sober for many days, but Tan Mu has never said anything to him. He has not asked Tan Mu to return his mobile phone, nor has he asked about Qiao's family.But Qiao Yan knew very well in his heart that it wasn't that he was escaping, or that he could really evade.How could Mr. Qiao really let himself go after wasting so much energy.The current comfort is nothing but Tan Mu's efforts to help him hide it.

Otherwise, relying on the power of the old man, I'm afraid he will be taken back by the Qiao family on the day he dies.

If he was caught back... Qiao Yan would know the future without thinking about it.

He was bound by the Qiao family and stayed there for the rest of his life to work for the Qiao family.In order to atone for himself, but also for Lu Niao.Qiao Yan closed her eyes, feeling disgusted even thinking about such a day for a second longer.

In the next second, his chest began to ache uncontrollably.A sense of suffocation made Qiao Yan uncontrollably open his mouth, breathing desperately.But no matter how hard he tried, the darkness in front of him enveloped him in waves, and he was about to drag his consciousness into the deep ocean.

It's like he can't escape the manipulation of the Qiao family.Qiao Yan's uncontrollable eyes were sour, and the scenes that he had been suppressing before appeared in front of his eyes one after another.

The 18 years of being rejected by everyone, the 18 years of being abused, the 18 years of being unable to stand up straight and say what you understand, the 18 years of being ignored by no one, the 18 years of being unable to find a home...

Qiao Yan felt like a wandering duckweed, and all the accumulated pain in the past filled up in an instant.

Qiao Yan habitually wanted to suppress it, and wanted to struggle himself out of this dull pain, but Tan Mutian's words came back to him again, and he said that it doesn't matter if he is not strong enough by his side.

Over the past 18 years, people around Qiao Yan have hardly promised him anything.To him, Tan Mu was neither a relative nor a friend, let alone someone he could rely on at will, but Qiao Yan believed him instinctively.Believe everything he says.

Just like the warmth he felt in the snow before he was about to die, it was the warmth that Qiao hated living so much, the first time he touched it, it was useless, without sympathy, and it was not the warmth of pity.

Just like the photos taken by Tan Mu, Tan Mu's feelings are as pure and sincere as his words.

He got the promise of Tanmu, so he should have the courage not to be strong enough.Qiao hated to think, maybe it doesn't matter if you let yourself indulge in pain like this, it doesn't matter if you let yourself cry like this.

Tan Muzai, as long as he is there, he can always walk out holding his hand.

"Disgusting..."

Familiar voices, warm embraces, and harmony.

"Take a deep breath, don't hold back, just cry out when you cry. Yanyan, don't be afraid, I'm here." Holding Qiao Yan from behind, Tan Mu let him lean into his arms completely, and then skillfully picked up the Put on the oxygen mask for Qiao Yan.

"Come on, catch your breath first, or you will be hypoxic."

Tan Mu's voice is always warm and calm, as if as long as you follow his rhythm, nothing will happen.Qiao Yan closed her eyes, letting the tears flow all over her face, panting with difficulty.

Until there was a small choked sob in his throat, and gradually, the small choked sob turned into a clear sob.

Seeing that he was finally able to breathe smoothly, Tan Mu took the oxygen mask off Qiao Yan's face, and then sat on his side holding his face and looking at him.

Qiao Yan looked into Tan Mu's eyes, and his sobbing became louder. He suddenly wanted to say a lot. He wanted to say all the wronged, forbeared, and never-spoken things in the past.

But the language system seemed to be broken, those strong emotions were stuck in his chest, he couldn't express a single word, only tears could express his emotions.His vision gradually blurred, and Tan Mu in Qiao Yan's eyes was also blurred by the water vapor. Qiao Yan panicked for a while, and he wiped away his tears in a panic, but the tears became more and more, and Tan Mu was also overwhelmed by such despair .

"Tan Mu...Tan Mu..." Qiao Yan called his name in a low voice, the fear and panic inside made Tan Mu's heart ache.

He hugged Qiao Yan tightly in his arms, letting him hang on his body like a child, and then patted his back to comfort him.

Qiao Yan was wrapped in Tan Mu's embrace, and finally gradually calmed down.But those sobs from time to time became more and more intense, and finally turned into wailing.

In the end, Qiao Yan almost passed out from crying.His emotions came suddenly and violently, it can be said that there was no warning.It's also the first time I've been sober for so many days.The doctor was also very worried. After Qiao Yan calmed down, he came here specially.

"Actually, it's good to let it out like this. It's just that you have to work harder."

Perhaps because Tan Mu saved him, Qiao Yan always had a natural trust and dependence on Tan Mu.This is a good sign for Qiao Yan.But for Tan Mu, bearing all of Qiao Yan's emotions is also a kind of hard work.

But Tan Mu shook his head, "He is a very coaxable child, if you are sad, just hug him and let him cry."

The doctor looked at the almost soaked suit jacket that Tan Mu took off and threw aside, and shook his head disapprovingly.

Tan Mu pinched Qiao Yan's cheeks that turned red at some point, and said with a smile, "You're acting like a baby! Don't laugh at us, Yanyan is still a child."

Sure enough, after saying this, Tan Mu felt that the corner of his shirt was gently pulled, and couldn't help laughing out loud.

As Qiao Yan said, he is indeed a very sincere person. To be honest, the description of Qiao Yan is exactly the same as himself.