I feed my entire legion by farming

When Qiao Yan opened his eyes, it was a sunny afternoon.The prolonged lethargy made his already weak body even more overwhelmed.But unlike before, his mental state was unexpectedly good and scary.

The previous despair seemed to be appeased during this long dream journey, and even the haze that had been hanging over my head for 18 years dissipated in this instant.

On the window sill, two pots of beautiful sunflowers are in full bloom. Unlike the pot that Joe hated to plant before, these two pots of sunflowers are not of a single color.The combination of light purple and delicate yellow has a kind of magical vitality.Qiao Yan stared at it for a while, then sat up from the bed with difficulty.

He was still too weak, even such an ordinary movement made him lean against the head of the bed exhausted and panting.Pressing the chest, the suffocation is still there, but the dryness of the air passing through the throat when breathing is much less.

After about 5 minutes, Qiao Yan finally had the strength to take a good look at the ward.It was an ordinary inpatient ward, but there were many nondescript photos hanging on the surrounding walls.Qiao Yan keenly recognized the ones he saw when he strayed into the old art gallery.It was also in a coma, Tan Muhe explained it to him.

Qiao Yan's eyes fell greedily on those photos again, it was really beautiful.In Tan Mu's words, these photos are the world in the eyes of photographers, and looking at these photos, Qiao Yan seems to have really entered a new world.

Those belong to photographers, or sad, or happy, or passionate, or decadent world.

At that time, compared with those bizarre and bizarre ones, what Qiao Yan liked the most was the one on his bedside.Above is a large forest, with birds nesting on it, the seemingly ordinary scenery is more shocking to Qiao Yan than those delicate and magical scenes.

Because it's beautiful.

In the photographer's eyes, no matter how cruel things happen, there will always be beautiful scenes that make people cry.Like a deep forest, towering trees block out the sun.But there is always sunshine through the leaves, casting magnificent spots on the ground.

Qiao Yan looked at those lights, as if he also touched the smell of sunshine.He still remembered Tan Mu's words, this is a photo taken by his wife Gu Yuan, and it also belongs to her most unique style.Just like Gu Yuan's embrace, warm and bright, being hugged by her is like being embraced by the sun.

Thinking of Gu Yuan, Qiao Chen and Lu Niaoyou appeared in Qiao Yan's mind again.

Maybe it was despair and death that occupied all of his mind before, so Qiao Yan didn't have so much uncontrollable sadness in his heart.But it is different now, he is not dead, he is still alive, and the sadness that cannot be rejected or escaped will come back again.

Qiao Yan held down his heart, feeling the pain there was severe.The last picture before waking up came to mind again.Qiao Chen twisted his face, with a wild and vicious smile, and smashed Lu Niaoyou's urn in front of him.

Just because... The Qiao family accepted him.It's because he didn't live as painfully as Qiao Chen wished.

But in the final analysis, it was Qiao Chen who forced him to come to this point.He never thought of fighting for anything, let alone begging Qiao Chen and Qiao Jing for forgiveness.

As long as illegitimate children and legitimate children appear, they are destined to live forever.He lost ahead of time, and only hoped to have a chance to survive.But Qiao Chen pushed him step by step, and finally sent him to his current position.But Qiao Chen still wanted to blame him.

There is no way to retreat, and we have to cut the grass and roots.

Qiao Chen really is from the Qiao family.Thinking of the scene where the ashes scattered and fell on the ground, Qiao Yan covered his chest and coughed violently uncontrollably.A sense of suffocation enveloped him again.Qiao Yan's eyes went dark, and he opened his eyes weakly, looking at the ceiling above his head.

"Ah! You're awake!" A very lively young girl's voice came from the door. She was a nurse who was doing routine rounds.

"You can't do this, it will be even more uncomfortable." When she found out about Qiao Yan's situation, the nurse hurried over to help Qiao Yan recover.Pure oxygen eased the pain in the chest.

After about 5 minutes, Qiao Yan finally recovered from the dizziness caused by lack of oxygen.

"Thank you." Qiao Yan thanked the nurse in a low voice.

"Hey, it's okay. It's good that you can wake up!" The nurse was also very happy, "Oh, I have to tell Mr. Tan quickly. He is very worried about you. This week, he has come to accompany the bed every night. When he heard that you woke up, he would definitely very happy."

"Happy?" Qiao Yan was a little puzzled, "I must have caused you a lot of trouble!"

"Don't say that. It's great to be able to wake up after suffering such a serious injury! You have to work hard and recover quickly!" The nurses and doctors who often take care of Qiao Yan in the hospital probably know something about Qiao Yan's situation.

Although I don't know what he went through in the past, judging from his condition on the day of first aid, I know that Qiao Yan probably committed suicide.In such a cold day, standing outside for a while wearing a coat makes you shiver all over.How desperate must Joe be to lie in the snow in a thin hospital gown?

The nurse dipped a cotton swab in water and moistened Qiao Yan's chapped lips, "Be patient, I'll call the doctor. After he's checked, you can drink water!"

Joe Yan nodded.The nurse ran out briskly.

Qiao Yan looked at her back, pursed his lips, and said nothing.

Soon, the doctor also came.The people in this hospital are all very nice, even a serious doctor has gentle eyes when looking at people.Qiao Yan was carried by the doctor to sit on a wheelchair for examination.

Along the way, he found that the corridors of the entire hospital were full of sunshine, and even the faces of the patients did not show the gloom of being plagued by illness. Instead, under the careful care of their families, they all had warm smiling faces.

What was beautiful was not like the world he knew.

For a moment, Qiao Yan felt that he was an outlier in this hospital.There was a dark, dead air all over his body.It's like an incurable mental pollution.

But soon, he didn't have time to think about it.He has never been able to refuse people's kindness.The exhortations and exhortations of doctors and nurses occupied all his energy.

Even after he went back to the ward, there was a little boy who gave him a beautiful bouquet of flowers.

"I'm right next door to you! My mother said, my brother is Sleeping Beauty, and only the prince's most sincere love can wake you up. I'm not my brother's prince, but I also like you very much."

Qiao Yan was at a loss while holding the flowers.

The nurse suppressed a smile, took the flowers and put them in Qiao Yan's arms for him to hold, and then told the whole story.

This little boy has congenital heart disease. Although he is very young, he has already undergone two major operations.He is a frequent visitor to the hospital.Although he was very ill, he was in a good state of mind.His parents were also gentle and firm people.Therefore, even though the family was surrounded by death, they still had smiles on their faces.

While Qiao Yan was in a coma, the little boy once strayed into Qiao Yan's ward.He liked Qiao Yan who was asleep very much.

"I, I really want to be friends with my brother, so I bring a bouquet of flowers every day to wait for you to wake up." The little boy pointed to the sunflowers on the windowsill and said proudly, "I planted them! My brother will definitely be like These flowers restore health as well!"

It was the first time for Qiao Yan to get along with such a young child, and he didn't know what to say.But being watched by him, the little boy's face was full of smiles.He leaned over to Qiao Yan, grabbed Qiao Yan's clothes and asked him, "Can I come and play with you tomorrow?"

Joe Yan nodded.

The smile on the little boy's face widened. He and Qiao Yan agreed to have lunch together tomorrow, and then they went back to their room with the nurse.

The door of Qiao Yan's ward was not closed. From a distance, the little boy could be heard smiling and saying to his mother who was waiting next door, "Mom, my brother and I are friends! I have another friend, I am so happy."

Qiao Yan blinked, and looked at the flowers in her arms a little dullly.Like those two pots of sunflowers, the beauty in a child's world is probably colorful and warm.But it is undeniable that such enthusiasm is really beautiful.

Qiao Yan lowered her head and took a deep breath of the fragrance of flowers.The sun shone on him and condensed into a thin shadow on the ground.But Qiao Yan, who is connected with the shadow, even though his back is facing the sun, gives people a kind of stubbornness struggling to face the sun.

As soon as Tan Mu arrived at the door of the ward, he saw such a thrilling scene.

Mr. Tan once commented on Tan Mu in this way. Although Tan Mu's talent in photography is very ordinary, he has an unparalleled vision in appreciation.Tan Mu also lived up to his ability. Every time he takes a shot, he will definitely take the most amazing artwork.Some people even say that Tan Mu's private collection is comparable to the treasures of ancient dragons.

But even though he had seen so many shocking beauties, he was still attracted by Qiao Yan in front of him.

There was even a moment when Tan Mu really wanted to put Qiao Yan away and make it his unique treasure.

Tan Mu quickly came back to his senses and woke up from this unrealistic delusion.

Walking to Qiao Yan, he squatted down and looked at Qiao Yan who was sitting in a wheelchair.Qiao Yan was startled suddenly, and there was momentary defense in his eyes, but when he saw clearly that it was Tan Mu, this defense immediately faded away.

"Thank you for saving me." Qiao Yan said softly.

He knew that if Tan Mu hadn't noticed that something was wrong with him when he received the transfer and remittance and went to look for him, he might be dead by now.

Thinking of Tan Mu's voice when he was dying, and the warmth of being held in his arms, Qiao Yan still couldn't fully sort out his complicated mood.But he knew he had something to thank.

Not only because of Tan Mu's life-saving grace, but also because of his care these days.

Tan Mu didn't answer, but picked Qiao Yan up from the wheelchair.

Tan Mu's shoulders are broad, and his chest is as warm as an adult man's.Qiao Yan subconsciously put her arms around his neck, as if he had voluntarily nestled in Tan Mu's arms.But in fact, this is just the second time they get along when they are sober.

The author says:

Got into a fight with the idiot leader, lost his job, completely jobless, and wrote as much as he wanted every day.