Gloomy and critically ill, they regret it too much

Before Tan Mu could speak, Mrs. Tan, who had been holding back for a long time, couldn't help it.

"How do you know that Qiao Yan needs your compensation? In 18 years, others didn't know what Yuanyuan looked like, and you didn't even know that you were her son? You watched Qiao Yan and Qiao Chen for 18 years, and you even took the picture with your own hands." They raised them, and you can't even recognize which one is your younger brother!"

"Forget it! You know that your own brother is suffering, but you can still hide the truth for another dove who occupies the magpie's nest! Qiao Jing, are you worthy of your mother?" Old Mr. Tan looked at Gu Yuan. As a married daughter, Mrs. Tan also loves Gu Yuan the same.Therefore, listening to Qiao Jing's conscientious words now is even more unacceptable, and I feel full of pity for Qiao Yan when I heard it for the first time.

Facing their questioning, Qiao Jing could only remain silent.Because Qiao Yan would commit suicide, which he never thought of.Obviously Qiao Yan already had the approval of Qiao Ran and Qiao Jin before, if he wanted a home, Qiao Jin and Cen Jia would give it to him.And I will definitely compensate him in the future.As long as he takes Qiao Chen abroad, everything will be fine.But who would have thought that Qiao Chen would hate Qiao so much.

He even threw away Lu Niaoyou's ashes on the spot in order to make Qiao feel tired of life rather than die.

Now, Qiao Chen has been locked up by Mr. Qiao, Qiao Jing dare not visit him.As for the truth, he couldn't even tell it.If he hadn't hoped to use the power of harmony to find Qiao Yan, he wouldn't have revealed anything.

"Does your grandfather know about this?" Mrs. Tan looked at Qiao Jing.

Qiao Jing shook his head, "I can't say, otherwise, Chen would really die."

Mr. Tan was shocked, "I hear what you mean, even if Qiao Yan finds it back, you don't plan to say it?"

"Grandpa means that in the future, I will adopt Yanyan to my elder brother. Both elder brother and brother Cen are as good to him as my younger brother. Qiao Ran and the others also like him, leaving our house, they will treat Yanyan and Ah Chen the best." Okay. After I get him back this time, I will take Ah Chen abroad immediately, and I won't disturb his life in the future."

"And what about Jo's pain?"

"Ah Chen is already crazy, Yan Yan is soft-hearted, I won't blame him."

Mrs. Tan's face turned extremely ugly, she shook her head, and signaled the servant to drive Qiao Jing out.In her opinion, Qiao Jing has gone crazy.

"Madam, please help me! Yanan is not in good health, and I don't know what's going on now. When he disappeared, he just woke up and has not been out of the intensive care unit." Qiao Jing realized that his request would be rejected, He quickly grabbed Mrs. Tan's hand and continued to plead.

But Tan Mu forcefully pulled him away.

"Qiao Jing." Tan Mu looked down at him with only disgust in his eyes, "You also know that Qiao Yan's life and death are uncertain. So, how brazen are you to say something that Qiao Yan can forgive?"

"If Qiao Yan is already dead, do you want him to forgive Qiao Chen in the grave?"

"..." Qiao Jing was speechless, he stood at the gate of Tan's house in a daze, and it was not until a long time later that he numbly left Tan's house.

This is the No. 16 day when Qiao Yan disappeared.

Qiao Jing still couldn't find him.Although Qiao Jing felt that Qiao Yan was not dead, he still realized that he had already lost his brother.

Sitting in the car, Qiao Jing returned to the old house.

Along the way, Tan Mu's previous words kept echoing in his ears.And the indifferent and contemptuous gazes of Mr. Tan and Mrs. Tan made him breathless.When talking about the family, Qiao Jing never refuted.But now he was the only one left, but he felt a kind of masochistic pleasure.

Tan Mu's vision was too transparent, which made him release from the emotions he had concealed for a long time.If it wasn't for the habit of suppressing it for a long time, he would even ask, what did he do wrong?

Can't tell the identities of Qiao Yan and Qiao Chen, are they really so evil?

It's not that he made excuses for himself, he was only eight years old at the time!What can he do?

There is no intimacy, the father who only scolds every time he contacts, the seemingly gentle but indifferent grandpa, and the many people outside who are full of calculations against him.His mother and Lu Niaoyou are the only places where he can get comfort.

Qiao Jing still remembered those days when he was indulging in happiness.For example, when he was three or four years old, if he accidentally fell on the grass, his mother would gently squat down, open her arms to encourage him to get up, and throw herself into her arms.But Lu Youyou would look at his injured knee worriedly, hug him distressedly, kiss the tears in the corners of his eyes and plead, "Ah Jing is still too young, next time he grows up, he can stand up by himself .”

At times like this, the mother would touch his head worriedly and sigh, "But Ah Jing is a boy! What if I can't protect him in the future?"

Lu Youyou would hug him and her mother in her own arms, and then said with a smile, "I will protect Ah Jing. I will always be by my sister's side and protect all of you."

At that time, Qiao Jing put his arms around Lu Niaoyou's neck, buried his head in her arms, and could feel the warmth of his mother's embrace at the same time.It's like a treasure hidden in a protective cover.Different from her mother's gentleness, Lu Youyou is more determined, with a kind of indomitable sharpness.

She never told a lie, even when negotiating in the mall, she never bothered to conspire.But Lu Niao said so forcefully that he would always protect him, and finally broke his promise.

The moment the blood flowed from her body, not only the mother, but also he was terrified.

Because of Qiao Yan's birth, he lost all his support and protection on this day. Why can't he resent?

Just because he is the elder brother, he can only take on the burden of taking care of his younger brother after his mother is hospitalized.But who remembers that his dream was to be a piano teacher and live an ordinary life.

Now he is ups and downs in the mall, doing a job that he doesn't like and will never like day after day. Isn't it all because of Qiao's disgust?

Don't say that he just admitted his mistake, even if he really hates Qiao and really resents Qiao, what's wrong?

Why do these outsiders want to blame all the mistakes on him?

When Qiao Jing returned to the old house, he even had an unrealistic idea out of the blue.After Qiao Yan's disappearance, he did everything he could, so now, let's resign himself to fate.

It seemed that he had found a reasonable explanation for his cowardice and indifference.Qiao Jing finally had a sense of peace of mind, and felt that he no longer needed to be responsible for Qiao Yan's life and death.

However, when he walked into the hall, he found that the old butler was leading someone to sort out the things in a utility room.Qiao Jing glanced at it, and he recognized that it was the old man who brought Qiao Yan back to the old house when the old man called him back.

Just a bunch of useless junk.Even if any clues can be found, they are all things of the past.Could it be that the old butler is still counting on these things to find Qiao Yan's whereabouts?

But Qiao Jing didn't speak, but walked in slowly.This is the second time he has seen these luggage that Joe hated.

Accidentally found some old clothes from my past.It must have been thrown away because it was no longer worn. The old housekeeper felt that it was a bit of a waste, so he gave it to Qiao Yan.And these clothes are also the latest and most neatly folded among all Qiao Yan's luggage.It can be seen that when I usually wear it, I am also very careful.

One of the jackets was bought by Qiao Jing when he was about 20 years old, but it is still brand new, as if he just got it back from the mall.

Qiao Jing's heart twitched slightly, feeling a secret pain.But soon, he was ignored.

Then he picked up a notebook on the table next to him, opened it, and it turned out to be Qiao Yan's account book.

It clearly records the money that the Qiao family spent on him over the years.As big as tuition fees and medical expenses, as small as a quilt, a bite of food, and a cup of hot water.In Qiao Yan's records, the traces of his growth are clearly visible, each of which records his hard life these years.

Qiao Jing felt that the secret pain that had just been suppressed was about to come back again.Qiao Jing quickly turned the book to the end.It was found that the previous page of the last page had been torn off.Looking at the pen marks left on the page and the material of the book, it looks like the IOU that Qiao Yan left him.

It's just that the IOU is only a quarter of the size of the book, but looking at the traces left on the last page, it seems that there are other contents under the IOU.

Qiao Jing looked at the sunlight. When Qiao Yan wrote this note, he should have been very solemn, so some words left very clear traces.

If you look carefully, you can vaguely see words such as "brother", "good luck", "happiness", and so on.

You don't need to think about it to understand what Qiao Yan wrote. It is nothing more than words of farewell to him, as well as thanks and apologies.and blessings from outside to him.

Liars, all liars!

His mother said that she wanted to accompany him to grow up well, but in the end she left him struggling in Qiao's house alone.

Lu Niaoyou said that he would keep guarding him until he was able to be independent and able to protect himself.But Lu Niaoyou left alone when he was still crying helplessly.

And Qiao Yan is also a liar!He wished himself a happy and smooth life, and wanted himself to be happy.But he was so resolute that he left without even leaving him a last word.Even my brother refused to admit it in the end.

Qiao Jing is not a fool, how could he not understand what Qiao Yan meant by transferring the money to Qiao Ran in the end.He left all his belongings to Qiao Ran, Qiao Jin and Cen Jia, but only left him an IOU.Once Qiao Yan dies, it will be even more impossible to pay off the IOU.

Is he going to take his sins with him and save them in his next life to pay them back?

But Qiao Yan was his own younger brother in the first place, and when he arrived at the Palace of the King of Hell, this account would also be written off.That IOU has no causal effect at all.Therefore, Qiao Yan, who was not indebted to them, would not have to see him in the next life.

Clean and tidy, not even leaving him with a single thought.

So, they are all liars!This kind of person with a gentle surface and a warm smile is a liar!

Qiao Jing's eye circles finally turned red uncontrollably.He held the notebook in his arms, and could no longer deceive himself in any way.Coaxed his cowardly heart to re-establish the line of defense.