Xiao Zuojing, he is wild and good [rebirth]

Gu Qing laughed, never feeling as peaceful as she is now.

Mei Jibai is polite to everyone, calm in dealing with things, and well-bred in terms of family style, so it is inevitable that there will be a sense of alienation, but for him, Mei Jibai is considerate and considerate. After "Jin Nian", it never made him feel alienated.

Speaking of which, he seemed to be able to guess from Mei Jibai's attitude towards him when the other party confirmed that he was "Yu Jinnian".

He withdrew his thoughts slightly, and said, "I just want to say that your dad probably didn't do anything to offend the Yu family. There's probably a misunderstanding in it. It's just that I was wrong, and your dad didn't say anything. But——

"Prepare for the worst. If your father did it, or conspired with He Ruisong, it doesn't matter. The elders' affairs are the elders' affairs. My affairs and yours are ours. Everyone has their own opinions." Nothing involved.

"Even if there is a long, long way to go between us, I will not give up on you. I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I used to be paranoid that no one in this world would like me, but I am lucky. Well, I met you. Except for you, there will be no one who tolerates me so much and is willing to accept my various problems.

"Sincerely, I have wasted a lot of time. In the future, I want to be with you well, no matter what happens."

Gu Qing's voice was a little choked up at the end. He was not used to expressing his liking, let alone expressing his feelings. No one liked him, and he had no way of expressing his liking. Want to make friends, want feelings, but it is a daunting sharp thorn.

Until Mei Jibai walked into his life.

After saying this, he rubbed his eyes with the other hand, always feeling a little ashamed, it wasn't that difficult to understand, but it took him so long.

Thinking of how Mei Jibai got here in the two years after "Yu Jinnian" died, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

After listening to what Gu said, Mei Jibai took a moment to say, "You have done well enough. Everyone has something that they value and a path that they must walk. Perhaps it is very simple for others. Things don't come easily to you.

"I know how much you are willing to talk to me, how much struggle you have gone through, thank you for being willing to tell me your thoughts frankly, Qingqing, there is no wasted time between us, every step is our approach to each other Prove and witness.

"You always feel that you are not good enough, but to me you are the best, and I am not as perfect as you think, we are just—

"Best for each other."

Gu Qing smiled and nodded, Mei Jibai could drive a bunch of people crazy just because of his obsessive-compulsive disorder, but he was quite adaptable, besides, the other party had already tolerated him quite a bit, so both of them took a step back and it was over.

Mei Jibai avoided the injury on Gu Qing's back, and hugged him into his arms, a pair of pitch-black phoenix eyes glowed with a heavy light.

It is said that he is a modest gentleman, but who knows that he is also possessive, and also has the dark idea of ​​urgently keeping someone in captivity, but the person he loves is Gu Qing, so he is willing to give him enough freedom.

Indulgence is not impossible, he is even sure that the other party will not refuse too much, even if he resists, he has many ways to gradually achieve his goal, but he is more obsessed with the light in Gu Qing's eyes, he wants to protect, not kill .

Sensibility will be infinitely close to madness, but rationality makes him restrain, and the source of restraint comes from... the love for the person in front of him.

Having said that, the big stone in Gu Qing's heart finally fell to the ground. No matter what Mei Guangqi would say later, he was mentally prepared.

Before the two of them arrived, Mei Jibai washed his hair, scrubbed him, changed his clothes and finished tidying up. He tried hard to stretch his flushed cheeks, but in the end he couldn't hold back any longer, and simply faced his face. Lie down on the bed and calm down.

Mei Jibai didn't stop him, but just rubbed the back of Gu Qing's head, he just happened to have some things to deal with.

After Mei Guangqi and Ye Wanrong entered the door, Gu Qing managed to regain his composure, ahem, it should look like nothing unusual.

The four sat down by the sofa, but Ye Wanrong spoke first, "Thank you for saving Bai Qing this time."

She felt guilty, Ye Boqing ran away from home to find Gu Qing because she had a bad relationship with her, if Ye Baiqing hadn't been there at that time, Gu Qing should have been able to get out of it, that is to say, the knife could have been avoided.

Gu Qing waved his hand, "Those people came after me, I didn't expect to implicate Bai Qing."

Mei Jibai took Gu Qing's hand, smoothed things over and said, "We didn't expect what happened this time, and we didn't want it to happen. The main responsibility lies with the instigator behind the scenes."

At this point, Mei Guangqi continued: "This matter is related to the He family. There is no doubt that the matter has developed to this point... There are some things that I should have told you a long time ago."

Ye Wanrong patted Mei Guangqi's arm lightly, and comforted: "Things are impermanent, just like what I said, no one wants such a thing to happen, you have done what you can."

Mei Guangqi sighed, and the ward fell into silence.

Gu Qing and Mei Jibai looked at each other and waited quietly.

After a long while, Mei Guangqi opened his mouth, with remorse and self-blame, "Back then, after the Yu family had an accident, Changhui... was the head of the Yu family. We have been friends for many years, and the children of the two families grew up together. of.

"After the accident, he contacted me for help. I was dealing with some company affairs abroad, and I couldn't get away, so I handed over the matter to Guanglin and a vice president I trusted, and asked them to allocate funds from the company first, but the funds I've been procrastinating, and by the time I know it...it's too late."

Mei Guangqi frowned, talking about the events back then was even more desolate.

As Gu Ting listened, his other hand covered Mei Jibai's, and he couldn't help clenching it tightly. What Mei Guangqi said was exactly what he found out through investigation.

Mei Guanglin's character is cowardly, cowardly and incompetent. At first, he felt that this person would not have the courage to take the initiative to do bad things and disobey Mei Guangqi, unless his elder brother personally instructed him.

After calming down, Mei Guangqi continued: "After I found out about the car accident, I hurried back from abroad. It was only a day later, but still... I still didn't catch up. Jinnian mother and son have already sold the rest of the Yu family's property to pay back. Debt, left here without leaving a message.

"Because of this incident, Guanglin and I basically... tore our faces apart, and dealt with the vice president who helped him, but only asked that it was ordered by Guanglin. In order to maintain the dignity of the Mei family, our brothers fell out. Few people know about it.

"I've been looking for Jinnian's mother and son all these years. I didn't expect that when we meet again, things are different. Jinnian's personality has changed a lot, and he doesn't want to get in touch with me. Since Bai is willing to perform baby kiss with him, I agree. We owe the Yu family too much, and we can make up for it, but...the poor child is...just..."

Speaking of this, Mei Guangqi really couldn't continue.

He wanted to make up for his old friend's only son, but Yu Jinnian was very repulsive to him, so no matter whether Mei Jibai went to look for Yu Jinnian in the early stage, or Yu Jinnian took the initiative to approach Mei Jibai later, he always acquiesced.

It's always good to take more care.

However, things are unpredictable.

Gu Qing looked at Mei Guangqi, his eyes trembling, such self-blame and grief could not have been staged, he believed, believed in his father's way of looking at people, believed that Mei was white, and also believed in the regretful elder in front of him .

He felt uncomfortable, and even his whole body trembled slightly, when he was embraced by Mei Jibai, he paused, raised his head and barely pulled the corners of his lips, then quickly retracted them.

He couldn't pretend to be nonchalant, and he didn't need to pretend in front of Mei Jibai.

He tried his best to keep calm. After all, there were two elders present. He stabilized his voice, and after Mei Guangqi calmed down a little, he asked, "Since you didn't do anything to offend your old friend, why..."

Mei Guangqi was silent for a while, took the handkerchief from Ye Wanrong, pressed the already red eye sockets, and revealed the clue, "You asked me about the Yu family before, I avoided talking about it, because I didn't want to talk about it. The He family is not easy to deal with if you get involved. Now it seems that I don't say that you still won't let it go. It's better to confess from the beginning.

"Secondly, what happened to the Yu family, I haven't felt guilty for a single day over the years. Changhui helped me a lot, but I couldn't help him when he needed help the most. I'm sorry for him, I'm sorry for Jinnian's mother and son, especially ...Especially after Jinnian came back, I didn't protect him well..."

Guilt kept piling up, the downfall of the Yu family, the deaths of Yu Changhui and Yu Jinnian, became a pain he couldn't touch.

If he had been in China at that time, if he could have been more wary of his younger brother, if he could have urged a few more times, or directly asked someone else to execute him, if he could have rushed back earlier, if he could have kept Yu Jin Nian mother and son, if... Yu Jinnian did not leave, if...

But there are so many ifs in the world, and some are just a little bit, a little bit.

Almost, there is no chance of recovery.

There is only one life, and the dead will never come back to life. Regrets will accompany him throughout his life, and there is no room for compensation.

Looking at the elders who endured their grief, Gu Qing felt uncomfortable. Now, Mei Guangqi doesn't need to lie, no matter He Ruisong has found Mei Guanglin as a pawn many years ago, or there are other secrets, Mei Guangqi It should have no direct and subjective relationship with the downfall of the Yu family or the death of his father.

No matter how capable Mei Guangqi was back then, he was still human and not a god. It can only be said that it was God's will.

He leaned into Mei Jibai's arms, was silent for a while, and said, "Jinnian and I have been friends for several years, and we have a good relationship. I know him a little bit. If he is still alive, he won't be surprised if he knows the whole story. You, who is the real culprit, he must be able to tell."

"I hope so."

Mei Guangqi didn't want to lose his composure in front of the juniors, so he managed to ease his emotions and said: "What happened this time reminded me that I am old, and indeed I am not as good as you in many things. Since you both insist, I will stick to it. It may lead to even bigger mistakes. Instead of doing this, it is better to tell the truth about what happened back then.

"Green out of blue is better than blue. Maybe you can do what I failed to do." After the accident that year, I only had time to buy a small part of the assets of the Yu family, and the most valuable part was swallowed up by the He family. I have managed it carefully, but there is some improvement. I originally wanted to find Jinnian and return the family business to him, but now it seems that it has become a pity that I will never be able to achieve it in my life.

"When the matter is over, I want to leave all these to Ji Bai to take care of. Jinnian may also be able to take some comfort."

Gu Qing paused. This is a more reasonable explanation. Also, if there is a conspiracy, with Mei Guangqi's business acumen, he will not only take the most worthless and potential assets.

And the other party could probably tell that "Yu Jinnian" was not without affection for Mei Jibai except...using him, and he really accepted this kind of treatment.

In this situation, he was a little ashamed of his original guess, which was simply off the charts.

Sensing Gu Qing's emotions, Mei Jibai patted the shoulder of the person in his arms, and then said to his father: "Jin Nian will definitely be able to understand what you said. The past is over, and we still need to face the present. Give an account of the past and start a new life."

"I still have to make a decision." Mei Guangqi sighed, "I have found some things sporadically over the years, and I will send them to you later, and I will try my best to cooperate where there is a need in the future."

Mei Jibai replied, it was a good thing for them to be able to talk about it, he knew very well that saying it didn't mean letting go, and being able to really let go - until all the dust settled, the black hands behind the scenes had to pay the price.

That's the real confession.

The emotions of each other need to be eased, Mei Jibai sent his parents downstairs, looking at his father who seemed to have aged a lot in an instant, he comforted him a few words, but he also understood that it would take time to untie the knot.

Mei Guangqi just patted Mei Jibai's arm and didn't say anything else, everything was self-evident when the eyes met.

Seeing the car leave, Mei Jibai was in a complicated mood, but he didn't hesitate. He didn't intend to tell anyone that Gu Qing was Yu Jinnian, not even his own parents.

And his father may not have been aware of it, but the identity of "Gu Qing" is sensitive after all, he is the son of Gu Zhongrui, and both of them are old friends for many years, so what if we talk about it?

Not to mention might be a better choice.

Back in the ward, Mei Jibai was hugged as soon as he entered the door, he closed the door, and then Gu Qing pressed on the door with some strength, he reminded helplessly: "Don't push too hard, be careful of the wound."

Gu Qing's eyes were a little red, she pursed her lips and said in a low voice: "Be careful of your wounds, be careful of your wounds, you've said it several times, and I'm still proud of my wounds."

Mei Jibai pinched Gu Qing's cheek lightly, said with a slight smile, "It doesn't matter in front of me, Little Rose is very delicate, I spoil her."

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Crazy and fiery feelings will only destroy him!