Xiao Zuojing, he is wild and good [rebirth]

Gu Qing was drowsy, he seemed to be having a dream, but it didn't seem like it was a dream, he was watching from a third-party perspective, looking at himself and Mei Jibai when he was a child.

At about four or five years old, he followed his elder brother Jibai like a sticky little tail. He followed wherever he went, and he cried so hard that he was out of breath when he went to kindergarten. Recite the past, and insist on going to elementary school with Mei Jibai.

Mei spoiled him for nothing, pampered him, let him wipe his tears on his shirt, changed his clothes in a good temper after he finished crying, kissed him with sweet toffee, and promised to sleep together at night. Play together on the [-]th.

At that time, the grown-ups still joked that he was like someone else's child bride, but he didn't understand, but Mei Jibai explained that it meant being together for the rest of his life, so he accepted the title without hesitation.

How nice it would be to be together for the rest of our lives, he couldn't wait for it.

The two families were discussing about getting married, but he didn't know why, so Lai dozed off on Meiji's white legs, not knowing that the candy he was holding in his left hand had fallen off, and his right hand was still tightly clutching his brother's clothes.

Gu Qing looked at it, couldn't help laughing, and smiled, something rolled down in a trance, raised his hand to touch it, and his face was full of tears.

He saw Mei Jibai and "Yu Jinnian" when he was a child, and also saw his mother, him when he was young, and that period of hard life that was hard to settle down after being displaced.

Little toffee is sweet only if he is pampered, but life will not be soft-hearted to him, so the toffee is gone, and the little hedgehog covered in thorns takes its place.

He wants to protect his mother, protect himself, and avenge his father. Sugar is nothing but sweet, and it will melt away. In an environment full of malice, he doesn't need sugar, he needs a knife that can hurt people and protect himself.

Later, Gu Qing saw the grown-up Mei Jibai and "Yu Jinnian".

From deliberately offending at the beginning to actively pretending to be close to him later, thinking about it now, it seems to have been a long, long time ago, but for him, it was only half a year since "Yu Jinnian" fell to his death, In these days after rebirth, every detail of getting along with Mei Jibai is vivid in his memory, and he can count it out with his fingers.

In the past six months, in the deep sea of ​​his memory is a gentle and clear warm color, which is warmer and brighter than the long-lasting and fuzzy warm white when he was a child, and even warmed with the coldness and difficulty of his youth.

Looking back at the past, although the memory before the age of six is ​​vague, it still exists solidly, and he has already walked through the dark mud, standing at the edge of the swamp, looking forward, the road ahead is not always smooth , however there are always bright colors.

More importantly... There was a person standing on the shore, reaching out to him.

Gu Qing smiled, this is the only future he wants to grasp.

He raised his feet and stepped ashore, standing beside that person. There was solid ground under his feet, and people he wanted to cherish beside him. All the things he didn't want to mention in the past still existed, but they were no longer the most important part of his life.

He held Mei Jibai's hand tightly, and laughed, maybe he was too paranoid all along, he could definitely give this person more trust.

The sky was full of light, Gu Qing closed his eyes, admitting who he is is actually not as complicated and difficult as he thought.

When he opened his eyes again, he couldn't tell the time at once, there was a hazy warm yellow light in front of him, he didn't know whether it was day or night, and then he realized that he was lying on his stomach, and he heard Mei Jibai's voice as soon as he moved.

Slow, hoarse, with unconcealable fatigue.

He raised his hand and grabbed it in the air, and was immediately held. Although he hadn't seen anyone yet, his heart had settled down.

Mei Jibai held Gu Qing's hand, adjusted her sitting posture, and approached the person lying on her stomach, "Don't move, the doctor will come right away and check you first."

Gu Qing's body was heavy and flustered, and he was so light and weak that he couldn't express his feelings. He opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by the rushing doctors and nurses, and then Mei Jibai let go of his grip. Hand, step back, this time you can't even see the person.

This prone position couldn't be more uncomfortable!

After the doctors and nurses finished their work and went out, Mei Jibai walked slowly to the bed and rubbed the back of Gu Qing's head, who was lying face down, "Drink some water first? Aunt Liu's porridge has been remade several times , send it right away."

Gu Qing didn't feel hungry, he lightly held Mei Jibai's wrist, and because of his posture, he seemed a little stern, "Help me, it's uncomfortable lying on my stomach, I want to sit up."

"Okay, don't lean on it, be careful to press on the wound."

Mei Jibai responded, while carefully embracing Gu Qing's shoulders, avoiding the wound below the other's shoulder blades, hugged him up, put the pillow back, and turned on the light.

After Gu Qing sat up, he finally felt that his breathing was smooth, and the size of the pillow on his back was just right, just avoiding the injury.

He slowly took a breath, the wound was deep, and it caused a slight pain in the chest cavity, very slight, the anesthesia was over, but he was given an analgesic pump, so he didn't feel much pain, but he just had no strength.

He raised his eyes, this was the first time he saw Mei Ji's white face after waking up, and he was stunned when he saw Mei Ji's face, when had he seen the other person's current appearance?

Pale and haggard.

Mei Jibai is very self-disciplined, she doesn't like other people's disheveled clothes, she has higher requirements for her own attire, and she doesn't allow herself to appear in front of people with a bad mental state, but now, her eyes are obviously blue and black, and her complexion is pale and revealing. He looked tired and not slovenly, but the wrinkles on his clothes were quite obvious, which Mr. Mei couldn't bear normally.

His eyes were sore, he scratched Mei Jibai's fingers with his hands that hadn't been pricked, and his voice was hoarse and dry, "How long have I been asleep?"

Mei Jibai tightened his fingers slightly, then loosened them as if he was afraid of hurting Gu Qing, "Two days and one night."

Gu Qing blinked and asked, "You haven't slept?"

Mei Jibai rubbed Gu Qing's hair, sighed, with a little fear mixed in her voice, "If you don't wake up, I can't sleep."

During the period when Gu Qing fell into a drowsy sleep, he thought a lot, a lot, and even thought about what to do if Gu Qing couldn't wake up. This day and two nights were as long as a protracted trek, and these dark Heavy thoughts, he didn't want to mention too much.

Mei Jibai didn't say anything, but Gu Ting heard it. His slightly chapped lips trembled, the corners of his mouth turned up, and he blinked his sour eyes quickly, and said, "Hug me, brother Jibai, how about a hug?"

Hearing this, Mei paused for a moment and did not move.

He looked down at Gu Qing, who looked up. He obviously had different facial features, but it subtly overlapped with the kid in his impression who was chasing him for candies. It seemed that the other party accepted his identity calmly and was no longer paranoid. keep a secret.

He asked, "Want to hug?"

Gu Qing replied with a muffled nasal voice, "I'm sure, I want to hug, hug with Brother Jibai—"

Mei Jibai stared at Gu Qing, the other party's eyes were shining with broken light, he raised the corners of his lips, is this a blessing in disguise, a blessing in disguise?

When he was young, Yu Jinnian always liked to follow him, and he was happy to be clinged to by the little one. The Mei family had strict education, especially for him.

He seldom makes mistakes, and his parents have high demands, so he will only have higher demands on himself, but people's emotions are not all rational, and everyone will feel depressed and in a bad mood sometimes.

Putting it on him, except for Yu Jinnian, no one else including his parents could notice it, only a little Nian Nian could notice his emotional changes.

The child couldn't tell how old he was, but he would stick to him, calling him "Brother Bai" in a soft, soft voice, and insisting on giving him a hug until he felt better.

Yu Jinnian can always accurately perceive his emotional changes. He asked, but Niannian couldn't say one, two, three, just said that he wanted to give his brother a hug, and his brother looked like he wanted to be hugged...similar This makes people feel ashamed in an instant.

Later, they made a baby kiss, and Mei Xiaotong came to the conclusion after knowing it, saying that they were a match made in heaven.

Mei Jibai combed Gu Qing's hair a few times, and deeply felt that what Mei Xiaotong said was too appropriate, her emotions were indescribable and illusory, but they could be captured to a certain extent.

After being separated for so many years, Yu Jinnian is probably used to using thorns as a disguise, and now the thorns have finally been put down and no longer point towards him.

Seeing that Gu Qing narrowed his eyes slightly because of his actions, he stroked the other's side face with his hand, and said with a light smile, "Okay, hug."

The awkward frankness is already there, is it still far from the day when I really speak, the words can't say enough, but the eyes and emotions are clear and clear.

Gu Qing smiled, his eyebrows bright, well, his family's elder brother Bai can get it, and the line that was disconnected due to the long teenage years has finally been connected.

He hugged Mei Jibai tightly, buried his face in the other's arms, he didn't care about the pain caused by the movement, after laughing, he felt that the tears were a bit disappointing, he wanted to hold back but couldn't.

He bit his lip and made no sound.

Mei Jibai felt it, he gently stroked Gu Qing's shoulder, and when the other person's mood calmed down, he comforted him: "Be careful, if the wound bursts open, the hospital stay will be prolonged."

Gu Qing laughed, let go of her hand, wiped her tears on Mei Jibai's clothes before raising her head, "Why don't you say you love me?"

Mei Jibai flexed her fingers and wiped away the wetness from the corners of Gu Qing's eyes, "I feel very distressed now."

Gu Qing blinked and smiled embarrassedly. He still had a lot to say and ask, but his stomach was growling uncontrollably. Just when Liu Xin brought the porridge, the two of them ate together first. meal.

After breakfast, he felt much better, and urged Mei Jibai to tidy up first.

After Mei Jibai walked into the bathroom, Liu Xin looked at Gu Qing, and finally smiled reassuringly, "Jie Bai didn't close his eyes during the time you were in a coma, and everyone is relieved that you are well. Director Mei knows that, Bai Qing was there during the day, and was driven back by Ji Bai at night, check the time, he will come over in a while."

Gu Qing nodded, "Exactly, I still have something to say to him, my parents..."

"Only Mr. Mei and his wife know about this matter. No one else said anything about it. Gu's company has already communicated with Bai Bai, and there is no suspicion. Your parents trust him very much."

"Well, there's no need to let too many people know about this matter. My father is not in good health. If something happens in a hurry, it won't be easy."

Looking at Gu Qing's appearance, Liu Xin naturally felt sorry for her own child. After deliberating for a long time, she glanced towards the bathroom and said, "Aunt Liu said something offensive. Since Bai once had someone by his side, he valued that person very much." Man, but now his feelings for you...you must feel it more clearly than we do."

Gu Qing thought about it and understood what Liu Xin meant.

He smiled and said, "You're being polite. Both Ji Bai and I regard you as a respected elder. Once... Yu Jinnian, I know, I don't mind this, what do I care about with a person who is no longer around? People are me, and they can only be me in the future.”

He and Mei Jibai understood what was going on, but the people around them didn't know. Liu Xin would tell him "Yu Jinnian" because of what he saw in the past two days. Mei Jibai valued him, he knew.

He was still thinking about evidence before, President Mei might have grabbed his pigtails early on, but he just didn't say anything.

Wait, wait until he can say it, this account will be settled slowly, he still pretends to be a fan, and he still pretends to be affectionate. Now thinking about it, he is so ashamed that he can't hit the wall and cause amnesia for himself, but he is still very curious that the other party has mastered it. what evidence.

After Liu Xin left, when Mei Jibai came out, Gu Qing waved and said with a smile, "Come here."

Mei Jibai looked at Gu Qing, the other party smiled and rolled his eyes, the amber eyes hid bright thoughts, but he didn't mind, he walked over slowly, "What's the matter, I want to say..."

Gu Qing didn't wait for Mei Ji to finish speaking, and stretched out his hand to grab the other party's tie and lead him to the bed. Mei Ji Bai cared about the injury on his back, and didn't hold back, and followed his strength to sit on the head of the bed.

He straddled the opponent's leg with his hands, and moved closer, with a sparkle in his eyes.

He deliberately softened his voice, and said softly: "I asked the nurse to come over and pull out the pain relief pump just now, brother, you can sleep with me for a while, the bed is uncomfortable and your neck is uncomfortable, can you sleep on your body?

"You put your arms around me, and I won't feel bad."

Facing the coquettish little Rose, no matter how calm Mei Jibai was, she couldn't hold on to this situation.

The author says:

Not even a kiss?