[Red House] Harem Road in Spring

The son, her son, the son who crawled out of her womb, had worked so hard to raise him to such a big age, and his only hope was Xiao Ping An, who could grow up safely.

The heart-wrenching pain hit Yingchun's heart, the pain was so extreme that Yingchun couldn't even shed tears.

Yingchun fell to the ground, unable to speak, but her eyes were still fixed on Xiaopingan in the emperor's arms. At this moment, she never felt so strongly that Xiaopingan's troubles in the past were so heartwarming. Yingchun even She extravagantly hopes that Xiao Pingan can open her eyes, even if Xiao Ping An is more noisy and mischievous than before after opening her eyes, she will not be happy watching Xiao Ping An's commotion.

Unfortunately, everything is fantasy!Yingchun had never hated so strongly before. She hated someone in the palace with a vicious heart who actually attacked a child, and even more hated herself for not being able to protect the safety when she had a second son in a row.

Peace, peace, her peace!Yingchun kept calling in her heart, as if she hoped to call Xiaopingan back.

A fishy and sweet taste welled up in the throat, and Yingchun's vision also began to be in a trance, as if a veil was cast on the place where the eyes looked, it was foggy, and everything could not be seen clearly.

In the dimness, she seemed to see the emperor stretching out his hand towards her, and she slowly moved towards the dragon bed holding the emperor's hand as if grabbing the last piece of driftwood.

When she walked to the dragon bed, her feet touched the foot of the bed, and she fell down on the bed, while her face was facing Xiao Pingan, who had her eyes closed.

Yingchun stretched out her hand cautiously, and wiped Xiaoping'an's face tremblingly.

From the forehead to the eyebrows, to the bridge of the nose and to the mouth, Yingchun didn't let go of any part of Xiaoping's face, as if he wanted to remember Xiaoping's existence forever in his heart.

At this moment, Yingchun vaguely saw the emperor's lips moving, but she couldn't hear what the emperor said. In her eyes, only Xiao Pingan was lying in the emperor's arms with his eyes closed.

"Ping'an, Xiao Ping'an, wake up, mother and concubine will never say you are making trouble again!" Yingchun said.

Without a single tear to shed, Yingchun said in a soft voice, "Ping An, don't you want to pull out the peony in the concubine's courtyard and raise ants in a flower pot? Concubine mother promised you!"

Yingchun's mind became more and more blurred. At this moment, when she looked at the emperor who was so close, she felt that she couldn't see clearly.

"Mother Concubine!" Suddenly, a childish call came.

Yingchun felt sweet in her heart, and she recognized that it was Xiaoping'an's voice.

She worked hard to focus her eyes, and finally, she saw what she wanted to see, and saw that Xiao Ping'an was already sitting on the bed, looking at her suspiciously with his big eyes open.

At this moment, it seemed to be frozen forever, Yingchun only had Xiaopingan in his eyes, and he couldn't see anything else.

"Peace." Yingchun called out cautiously.

"Mother Concubine, Mother Concubine, my child misses you so much!" Xiao Pingan rushed towards Yingchun, lying in Yingchun's arms, coquettishly.

"Mother Concubine...Mother Concubine misses you too!" Yingchun tried her best to say, she was afraid that she would cry and scare Xiaopingan.

"Mother and concubine, the child must be very good in the future, and he will never be fussy or naughty again." Xiao Ping'an leaned on Yingchun's leg, and gently shook Yingchun's hand.

"It's okay, it's better to make a lot of noise. The more noise you make, the better your health will be. My concubine wants to see Ping An's life in peace." Yingchun slowly extended her hand to Ping An's head. Hair, but dare not touch Xiaopingan.

She is afraid, she is afraid that all this is just her fantasy, all the beautiful things are like bubbles blown out of soap, as long as she touches it lightly with her hand, the dream will be shattered!

Yingchun's face was full of smiles, but her heart was bleeding, how she wished that all this was true, and not something she imagined to deceive and comfort herself.

But, why can't she feel the warmth of Xiaoping'an when she hugs him?

Obviously, little Xiaopingan's whole body is like a small stove, as long as you hug it, it can make your whole body warm.

Why can't she hear the emperor's voice, and can't see the emperor's people?

If all of this is a dream, then let the dream last longer and let her look at Xiao Pingan more, even if every time she looks at Xiao Ping An, her heart will hurt a little more.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, let her see Xiao Pingan more, no matter how painful her heart is.

"Ping An, don't leave Mother Concubine, stay with Mother Concubine, okay?" Yingchun heard herself say this, but it was clearly her own words, but it was as if they were coming from the sky, and she couldn't hear clearly!

"Why did Concubine Mu say that? Ping An is always by Concubine Mu's side. As long as Concubine Mu reaches out her hand, she can touch Ping An." Yingchun looked up at Yingchun suspiciously, seemingly puzzled.

"Okay, okay, as long as Xiao Ping'an agrees to the concubine mother!" Yingchun smiled and touched Xiao Ping'an's head.

Soft hair, like silk satin, is easy to make people love.

But Yingchun knew in her heart that now she seemed to be lost in the desert, tired and thirsty, but found that mirages appeared around her, whether it was a place to rest, or life-saving water in the desert, there were everywhere in the mirage However, these are all mirages, even if she reaches out her hand, she will never be able to touch these things.

What's even more sad than this is that all of this belonged to her before, but because she didn't protect it well, everything was gone!

Losing after never having and owning, the pain of the latter is always greater than the pain of the former.

No matter how much she longs to hold the phantom of Xiaopingan for the rest of her life, Yingchun understands that she can't just let it go, let alone immerse herself in it. She needs to be careful and plan to protect her, and she needs to be careful. After the investigation, the person who attacked Xiaopingan was found, and she was chopped into pieces. She knew that she should do this, but looking at Xiaopingan in her arms, she hoped that it would be like this for the rest of her life!

Finally, Yingchun vomited out a mouthful of blood, feeling the sweetness in her throat. In a trance, she felt that she was floating, farther and farther, farther and farther...