our castle

Because Tang Xiangxi was always looking for suitable words, no one spoke for a while.Wen Zhenhua held the beer in both hands like holding hot milk in the cold winter, and occasionally lowered his head to take a few sips.

However, Wen Zhenhua looked a little out of focus, more precisely, a little dazed, and was immersed in his own thinking, his own world.

At this moment, Tang Xiangxi finally plucked up the courage to speak, "Zhenhua...you have been avoiding me these days, I think it's my fault. If I didn't kiss you..."

"What?" Wen Zhenhua raised his head in astonishment, but in Tang Xiangxi's eyes, he acted a bit unfamiliar, as if he knew about this topic, but he had never stayed on it.

"Didn't you hide from me because I kissed you that night?" Tang Xiangxi seemed to sense something was wrong, and his voice was filled with anticipation and doubt.

It was only then that Wen Zhenhua came to his senses and felt Tang Xiangxi's changed mood, "It's just a little... Do you have to bring this up again? Can't you just let it go?"

To be honest, Wen Zhenhua really didn't struggle with that kiss for as long as Tang Xiangxi did. He had been thinking about other things before, just like Wen Zhenhua's thoughts had been diverging just now. Anyway, he was not on this kiss. Tangled.

But Tang Xiangxi was entangled, Wen Zhenhua didn't want Tang Xiangxi to know that he didn't care about these things, he didn't want Tang Xiangxi to know that he wasn't entangled, so he pushed the boat along.

"But the way to let this matter pass is that you keep avoiding me? You never even give me time to explain the reason to you properly." Tang Xiangxi can be said to be so angry that he has never been bullied by others in his life. I was so hard and so tired.

Compared to Tang Xiangxi's exasperation, Wen Zhenhua looked much calmer, and took another sip of his wine. This time he felt extremely clear-headed, and the feeling of drunkenness at the birthday party had gone away from him.

"Then do you want to talk? Why did you kiss me?" Although he pretended to be calm on the surface, Wen Zhenhua's heart was already surging. He desperately begged Tang Xiangxi for an answer that was not what he imagined.

But Tang Xiangxi was choked, his eloquence, his ingenuity, even if there were a few days of buffer time in the middle, he couldn't get along with a suitable reason to explain why he kissed Wen Zhenhua.

Especially when one of the parties involved was still calmly asking the other why he did this, Tang Xiangxi only felt confused, his eyes were a little wandering for a while, and he didn't dare to look at Wen Zhenhua squarely.

Until now, Tang Xiangxi still doesn't know why he kissed him. Whenever he calms down and wants to think about this problem, his mind becomes a mess, and his originally orderly thoughts are immediately interrupted.

But Tang Xiangxi's dodging gaze and inexplicably shy expression made Wen Zhenhua realize that everything was true.Fang Jingzhu's intuition was really right, and what he realized was also right.

12 years of acquaintance is really too long, neither I nor Tang Xiangxi will ever know what changes have taken place in their relationship during these 12 years.

The four years of university companionship, they are confidants and friends, even if they have different personalities, they can always accompany each other well and support each other;

Eight years of cohabitation, their hostility from the beginning, with the help of Wendy and the previous tacit understanding, they once again blended each other's lives together.

Then came the later dependence, becoming each other's relatives. In this small castle, the other two are the only people who can be relied on by everyone.

As for the direction of his relationship with Tang Xiangxi, at which point in the middle did he start to deviate from the friendship?Up to now, Wen Zhenhua can't recall when he and Tang Xiangxi started to have a deeper intimacy.

Although Fang Jingzhu's speculation that made him angry deviated from most directions, although Wen Zhenhua believed that there was no such thing as seducing anyone in that kiss, but he and Tang Xiangxi couldn't help themselves at the time, couldn't they?

Tang Xiangxi wanted to comfort him, and didn't want him to cry anymore. When her heartache reached an uncontrollable level, Tang Xiangxi kissed him naturally, and he didn't push Tang Xiangxi away.

In that moment they both blurred the lines between each other.

A complicated feeling exploded in his heart, Wen Zhenhua was afraid but didn't want to refuse such a thing.

But this kind of thing... shouldn't happen.

Shaking his head self-consciously, Wen Zhenhua's gaze on Tang Xiangxi really became more and more calm, until finally he was able to sink the darkness in his eyes to the deepest position, almost no one could see it.

Sensing the gaze above his head, Tang Xiangxi's wandering gaze finally returned to its original position. Tang Xiangxi raised his head, and finally met Wen Zhenhua's usual smile.

This should be the most comfortable smile for Tang Xiangxi, but for some reason, Tang Xiangxi's heart skipped a beat. Tang Xiangxi intuitively felt that what happened next would turn his world upside down.

For the first time in so many days, Wen Zhenhua took the initiative to grab Tang Xiangxi's hand, but Tang Xiangxi didn't feel relaxed at all.Without paying attention to Tang Xiang's frown, Wen Zhenhua opened his mouth.

"Xiangxi, I know that what happened that day was just an accident, I was very confused, you were worried about me, and you also became very confused, and... that kiss... I know it was because you were too worried about the comforting gesture I made.

That was an accident, you are not used to it, and I am not used to it, and it made us so awkward... Even after so many days of buffering, you and I are not ready to face each other again.I think if we go on like this, Wendy will feel that there is something wrong between us.

Xiangxi, listen to me, I believe you and I both want to make life normal.How about this, let's not take what happened that day to our hearts, and don't think about it again, and don't worry about what the other party will mind.Let's live as before, don't mention this matter again.

What Wendy needs are two dads who love her, and she doesn't want to see anything weird happen between us, so let's stop thinking about it, okay?

Then we get used to it, I believe we can become like before, we are not only friends, but also relatives to each other, believe me, everything will be fine. "

At the end of the conversation, Tang Xiangxi's gaze became more and more cold, while Wen Zhenhua lowered his voice under Tang Xiangxi's almost murderous gaze, but he insisted on finishing speaking.

Wen Zhenhua tried his best to maintain a calm face, and insisted on not moving his eyes away, as if he was afraid that the movement of his eyes for a while would reveal his inner turmoil.

Tang Xiangxi still didn't say a word, but Wen Zhenhua knew that he was by no means calm on the surface, or it could be said that he was so calm on the surface, once his emotions could no longer be suppressed, he could fight back so much.

After a while, Tang Xiangxi grabbed Wen Zhenhua's wrist with his water-stained hand and removed it from his arm, but he didn't let go.

And Wen Zhenhua felt that his wrist was clamped by an iron tongs, and it was so hot that it hurt, but Wen Zhenhua didn't have the slightest courage to leave.

Tang Xiangxi laughed, cold enough to make people tremble, "So this is what you mean? It's like going into a time machine to erase what happened before, and then we will live together as if nothing happened?"

Wen Zhenhua didn't know what to say, so he could only nod.

"So you want to tell me that the kiss was an accident, you don't need to care about it, and I don't need to care about it, we can recover calm after we work together for a while, and then try to be careful, and don't let this kind of thing happen again in the future?"

Wen Zhenhua still nodded.

"So we want to distance ourselves, continue to love Wendy, continue to be our good father, and continue to be friends between us, relatives?"

What else could Wen Zhenhua say, but he still nodded.

"So in the end, all you did was for Wendy? Just to make Wendy happy, you can do nothing and don't care about anything, right?"

"..."

"So even if we get along for 12 years, all you care about is Wendy and I'm just a simple roommate, right?"

Tang Xiangxi gradually raised the volume, but in the end she didn't raise it because she cared about Wendy and Tang Yaoqun.But his heavy breathing and obvious heaving chest made Wen Zhenhua think that as long as he said one more word, everything would collapse.

But today, he seemed to be out of control. Tang Xiangxi's last words shocked all his ability to think, and he just nodded after being dazed for a moment.

The moment Wen Zhenhua nodded, Tang Xiangxi felt that his breathing was all frozen, and all he could do was to let go of his cold hand from Wen Zhenhua's.

Then he raised his hand and stayed in mid-air and took two steps back. Tang Xiangxi didn't stop until he hit the sofa and couldn't move any further.

At first, he just raised the corners of his mouth, but then the whole arc got bigger and bigger, until finally Tang Xiangxi's almost crazy smile caught Wen Zhenhua's eyes.

It was just a smile that was pulled away as hard as possible on the face, and it froze on the face like that, and then laughed silently like that, even laughing to the point of exhaustion.

Wen Zhenhua almost felt the fear.

"Okay, okay..." Tang Xiangxi still smiled, as if nodding with all his strength, "I promise, from today onwards, I will never think about this matter again, this matter has never happened before. We're still friends, we're still relatives, we're still living our lives around Wendy, we won't have a little thing before, I promise!"

After finishing speaking, Tang Xiangxi walked back to her room without looking back, and slammed the door behind her.

But Wen Zhenhua could only sit back on the sofa exhausted, and rolled the blanket onto his body as if afraid of the cold, and he weakly pressed his forehead against the still cold beer can.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

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