fall in love with a mentor

Since he didn't die, he still had to face the bleak life in the future. Before Jun Yi left, he went to Chen Han's tomb to sit quietly for a while. If you want to break up, it is entirely to comfort yourself.If he hadn't been sick, he would never have chosen to break up with him, because he was ready to face all difficulties. On the contrary, he who vowed to never leave, never had enough courage to face all these .As Chen Han said, breaking up was indeed the bravest and most selfless thing he did that night. Because he didn't want his illness to bring any burden to Junyi, he chose to leave quietly, and let himself be in Junyi's house. Completely disappeared from the world.

However, Chen Han, even if you are no longer in this world, you will always be in my heart, and you will never be able to escape.My heart is your resting place.So don't say goodbye because we're always together.

Before leaving, Chen Han's younger sister found him again and said that his parents planned to sell the house and leave this sad place to work in the city. Most of Chen Han's belongings could not be taken away, so let him see if there is anything needed .In fact, Chen Han left almost nothing except books, and those books were not precious editions, many of them were pirated books, or they were bought from old book stalls.But Jun Yi still took all of them away, together with Chen Han's old clothes, and he even kept the down jacket he gave him.He contacted his mentor in the United States and asked if there was any position available for him in the laboratory. He got a positive reply, and Junyi went to the United States without even returning home.After working there for two years, he began to lead students under his original supervisor as a teaching assistant.In this way, another two years of calm passed, and the old professor who knew his past clearly encouraged him to go out independently, hoping that a change of environment would change his mood.With a feeling of gratitude, Junyi came to Singapore, which is also a city he and Chen Han both like very much. Before joining the company, he originally wanted to go to Bintan Island to relive his memories, but unexpectedly met Jiaxi, Before he knew it he had fallen in love.But whether the object of this affection is Jiaxi or Chen Han, he can no longer tell.

"Junyi, you're not wrong, there's no need to blame yourself!" After hearing the story of the two, Jiaxi was filled with emotions. The relationship that has gone through so many hardships can be called profound, right?Forgetting that she is also in the midst of a broken relationship, Jiaxi instead comforts the culprit who made her broken.

"Really?" It would be more convincing to say such words from the standpoint of a bystander, and Junyi felt a little better.

"Yes, it's just a trick of good fortune." Jia Xi nodded and said, "If someone loves me like Chen Han, I won't have any regrets when I die."

"It's really similar to what you said! But Jia... I am really happy with you. I have never felt happier in the past four years."

Is it okay to base your happiness on the suffering of others?Jia Xi murmured in her heart that he hadn't been to the point where he was so moved that he completely forgot his position.

"Maybe you think I made a fatal mistake like the last time I got married, but I think it's different. I really like you." Junyi eagerly distinguishes, and the difference cannot be expressed in words. clearly.

Don't jump to conclusions so quickly, okay, have you figured it out yourself? "Even if you say that, I can't accept it, Junyi, can one person love two people at the same time? Even if it is possible, that's not the love I want, what I want is that each other is the only existence." Jiaxi Said very calmly.

"good……"

"That's it, we broke up." Maybe in Junyi's heart, his plain feelings can't be compared with the love that Chen Han gave him with his life, but at least he is sincere and sincere. To pay, but Junyi is completely unable to do this.

"We broke up...Jia, I'm sorry, can you forgive me?" Unwilling to accept such a fact, Junyi wanted to make further efforts. Jiaxi revived his life that had been sleeping in his longing. Losing him might mean a lot. To sink the soul into darkness once again.

"It's not a question of forgiving or not, it's a question of not being able to accept it at all. The love I want is the only love for me, and you don't even know whether you love me or not."

"Give me some more time."

"Time is not a problem, Xiao Junyi, you insist on clinging to Chen Han's world, I won't accuse you, but please set me free. Junyi can't be too greedy, you can only choose one of him or me, do you understand? ?”

"good……"

The words have come to this point, Jiaxi doesn't want to entangle with him any longer, he should be very clear about what he is talking about, but he can't let go.Do you just want to let go?Plain feelings do not mean that love is not deep. Maybe there is no difference between love and depth, only the difference between love or not.Once you fall in love, there is no way to escape completely.

Junyi loves Chen Han so much that he can let go of everything, but can he let go of Chen Han for himself?Obviously it's impossible, this is what makes him sad, if his love can't be compared with Chen Han's, then Jun Yi can't love him like Chen Han.

"You should think about it at home, I still have to prepare for QE." Shaking off Junyi who begged beggingly, and fled Junyi's house, Jiaxi came directly to the school and put all her energy into preparing for QE.Although the report has been submitted long ago, the key point is to deal with tricky questions from the examiners.At this moment, Jiaxi is really grateful to have such pressure, otherwise, if I think about it, I will definitely get into a dead end.

I read two or three chapters of inorganic chemistry with super high efficiency. On Jiaxi, I checked that it was already past dinner time. The restaurant downstairs probably only had leftovers from cold dishes. Think about it, let’s go home and eat. The stove hasn't been fired much for a month or two.

Who knew that just after packing up her things, she received a text message from Junyi:

"Could I trouble you to come again? You know I have trouble moving now..."

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☆、Full-time servant