fall in love with a mentor

On the day when the second year of high school ended, there were only a few figures returning home with their luggage in the empty campus.Junyi didn't see him in Chen Han's class, and he came to the top of the building as usual, and what he saw was the sadness written in chalk, and the four words "depression and ecstasy" repeatedly extended from his feet to the distance.

"What are you doing here?" Seeing Chen Han sitting in the shadow at the corner, Jun Yi suddenly had an ominous premonition.

"Well, are you here?" Chen Han turned his head and smiled unnaturally, with tears on his face.

"I said, what are you doing?" Jun Yi kicked his calf, the depressing atmosphere made him a little sad.

"Well, Despondent, what's the next sentence?"

"Testing me?" Junyi smiled, "I still know this sentence, Jiang Yan's "Farewell Fu", the one who is ecstasy, the only thing is farewell!" Suddenly understood the deep meaning of Chen Han's words, and felt that the other party Some made a big fuss, and smiled, "Isn't it, are you sad because of this? Isn't it possible to review classes together during summer vacation?"

Chen Han shook his head helplessly, and scratched the chalk in his hand on the ground, "Junyi, I'm going back to my hometown tomorrow?"

"Huh?" Facing the sudden news, Junyi stayed in the moment.

"Well, I'm going back tomorrow." Chen Han repeated in a peaceful voice.

"Then... when will you be back?"

"Maybe... they won't come back."

"What do you mean you're not coming back?" Jun Yi, who gradually understood the situation in front of him, raised his voice and asked loudly.

"It's literally!" Chen Han raised his head, his pale face becoming more and more haggard under the sun, and he explained softly, "Well, I was going back to my hometown to take the college entrance examination. Besides, the cost of living in the city is already high. My younger siblings are going to high school too, so my parents are going to let me go back."

"What!" Jun Yi suddenly threw his schoolbag to the ground, and uncontrollable anger burst out of his chest. "You didn't even discuss it with me!"

"Discuss with...you?"

Yes, can you discuss it with me?Junyi suddenly realized the fact that they were just classmates, and he had no control over what Chen Han's family decided, right?Some desperately said, "Then you should at least tell me in advance!"

"Aren't these two days for exams?"

"Bastard!" Junyi cursed fiercely, grabbed his schoolbag and rushed down.The sudden blow, as if he had lost something in his heart, felt empty and lost his soul, which made him feel in a trance.I want to concentrate on figuring out an idea and finding a solution, but the only thing I can think of is this separation. The two people may never see each other in this lifetime.Tears welled up without warning!You bastard, thanks to him being so calm, he doesn't consider other people's feelings at all!

Jun Yi's unconventional reaction, he just attributed him to a deep friendship, and didn't go deep into the investigation.Riding back home, his parents hadn't come back from work yet, Junyi took a can of cold drink from the refrigerator, and threw himself on the sofa.It was the first time in the smooth sailing life in more than ten years that he was so upset, restless, and the feeling of not wanting to give up was like a flame burning in his chest.

After tossing around at home for a long time, he gradually calmed down, trying to think of an idea anyway, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and suddenly he thought that what Chen Han was worried about was not the money problem, the money problem was solved, and all the problems were easily solved.

"Hey, Dad, can you give me an extra 500 yuan per month for living expenses next semester!" Junyi really couldn't wait for his parents to come back from get off work, so he couldn't wait to call his father.

After a bit of bargaining, and with the guarantee of being admitted to Tsinghua University, Junyi successfully asked his father for another [-] yuan for living expenses. OK!Junyi jumped up and snapped his fingers, rushed downstairs, got on his bicycle, and rushed to Chen Han's house. His excitement turned into wings, and the bicycle sped away on the road.But he didn't expect to receive a more merciless blow.

I knocked on the door for a long time, but no one answered!impossible!Even if Chen Han wants to go home, it's impossible to leave so soon, right?

As if being splashed with cold water, the excitement just now froze in his chest, and he wanted to cry but had no tears.Sitting downstairs, foolishly refusing to leave, until the street lights gradually came on, but Chen Han's window was darkly telling the ruthless reality, and Chen Han left!Unknowingly sitting until after nine o'clock in the evening, Jun Yi stood up under the urging of his mother's unknown number of phone calls, went upstairs again unwillingly, and knocked on the door, but there was still no sound.

The door of the opposite resident was opened, and a middle-aged woman said, "Did you look for them? They seem to have moved away."

"Moved away? Where did you move to?"

"I don't know. They've been packing up their things for the past two days."

Damn it, bastard!Did you just leave like this?I don't miss it at all!With tears in his eyes, Jun Yi ruthlessly kicked the door twice, only then did he realize that they might never meet again in this life.Chen Han's hometown is in a province thousands of miles away, and he doesn't know the address or contact information.Because the two met every day, Chen Han didn't have a mobile phone, and he didn't even exchange contact information before.

If people only rely on feelings to maintain the relationship, it is such a fragile thing!Talk about friendship that lasts forever, it turned out to be bullshit!

After returning home, he didn't eat any food, so he threw himself into the bed.Tears flowed out so silently, the first major setback in his life, he was helpless.He thought that if he knew a little news about him now, he would run there desperately.But the sky is big and the earth is big, Chen Han may have disappeared into the vast crowd since then.

Looking at the ceiling blankly, thinking of the situation on the roof today, Chen Hanmeng had a sad expression that clearly indicated that he had a lot to say, but he rushed down without listening to what he said, just like that. A last chance to say goodbye.Junyi regretted endlessly, why was he so impulsive, he was usually careless and didn't care about anything, why was he unable to extricate himself from this matter?I don't understand, it's not that I haven't experienced parting. From primary school to junior high school, from junior high school to high school, I will face parting with many friends every time, but never like this.After parting, everyone's feelings gradually faded, and finally many people withdrew from their own memories, and Chen Han might pass away from his own life one day like this. Thinking of all this, I feel inexplicably terrified!

At dawn the next day, Junyi got up and went straight to Chen Han's residence.He didn't believe that Chen Han would disappear without a trace like this, but in the end it still looked like he had gone to the empty building.Is Chen Han stuck by something and unable to get in touch with him, or is he the only one who cares about this friendship!Junyi became more and more uncertain.After sitting and waiting for a day, I still got nothing. The next day and the third day were also spent in such a state of loss from hopelessness to acceptance of reality. Life was extremely tormented. Apart from waiting, I didn’t know how to get rid of it.On the fourth day, at night, I suddenly saw lights in the room.Junyi almost rushed upstairs, towards the room with the open door, and shouted eagerly, "Hanlin!" Without waiting for an answer, he rushed in desperately, but stood still in the middle of the empty room.Although the furniture is still there, all the daily necessities have been cleaned up, and the people in the room are not Chen Han's family members.

"You...Chen Han...he...Where is the person who lived here?"

"Oh, I've already moved away." The man seemed to be the landlord, and he was introducing the house to several people.

"Moved away?" Although the outcome of the matter had already been expected, but when it was finally confirmed, it was still a big blow, and then a glimmer of hope was ignited, "Do you know where they moved?"

"It seems to say that I want to go back to my hometown!"

"Then do you know their contact information?"

After the landlord sent away the house inspector, Jun Yi finally found Chen Han's father's mobile phone number from the landlord, but he kept hoping to call, but he got a reply of shutdown!

It's useless to say anything now, and finding someone in the vast crowd is simply as difficult as reaching the sky.Will the fate that made them meet on the street happen to him too?Even with God's blessing, it is impossible to turn thousands of miles into nothingness.

The author has something to say:

☆, Goodbye Chen Han