fall in love with a mentor

"My head is so sad, let me pillow your leg."

It's so insane!Jiaxi looked at him obediently lying on her lap, and stretched out her hand to straighten his messy long hair. At this time, Junyi was not a mentor, not a scoundrel, but like a simple and quiet child, arousing pity.His forehead was wet, whether it was sweat or sea water.

A bright moon peeked through the clouds for a few moments, and then shyly slipped back.Thin clouds covered the sky, and the stars could not be seen.Sometimes Kongming lanterns fly up from the beach, and the light carrying good wishes flies higher and higher and disappears into the blue sky.

"Honey?"

"Huh?" At first, Jia Xi resisted this title, but now she is used to calling her so shamelessly, she actually likes it very much. The pronunciation of the word Honey itself is very pleasant, and Junyi calls it out with that thin and soft voice, which has a gentle and sweet feeling.

"I'm actually not a good man!"

"Huh?" It's really rare for this man to be so self-effacing.

"Although I have been chasing you, I can't promise you anything."

"You are really drunk! What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Hehe, there are some things that you can only dare to say when you are drunk." Without a trace of drunkenness, Jiaxi looked down at that beautiful face, the light from the bar street outlined a slightly sad curve. "Even if I made a promise to you, and said those vows impulsively, maybe I thought I could keep them at the time, but sometimes the situation changes, and people change! There is a saying that people can't help themselves in the arena. When you Only when you feel this sentence personally, will you know how powerless you are."

"I can't do anything, I can't protect anything, there is no other way to go except compromise..." The sad murmurs like sleepwalking were gradually submerged by the sea, Junyi closed his eyes, and endured the pain. Xi gently caressed.

If the love is gone, what is the use of the oath, and no one can guarantee that the love will not deteriorate.He understood this when Mu abandoned him.I don't need any promises either!Jiaxi said in her heart.There may be many things about this man that he doesn't understand. His worldview and aesthetics are so far away from him, and it is a world that he wants to understand but can't reach.But Jia Xi thinks that those are not important, he is an idealist, he always thinks that as long as you love each other, everything is not a problem, love is just a matter of the heart.If love is affected by status, because of money, it is not love at all, is it?In his heart, love is a very pure thing, a feeling that is not stained with dust.If it is really something that is so easily polluted, don't worry about it.So vows are just an accessory to love, not a commitment to love.And true love has nothing to do with living together. Maybe they can't break through the secular barriers to get together, but that doesn't hurt true love.And Mu's feelings for him are obviously not this kind of ideal love.

"So, Jia, I can't make any promises to you. What I want to say is that I like you very much. If you have a little bit of love for me, we should cherish the present and cherish each other now. But no matter what happens I think I will do better than before. It’s not that I’m irresponsible, but what I can promise is that I will do better than before. I won’t let the tragedy happen again.”

before?What ever happened before?Jiaxi thought, is it because of the previous divorce?If Junyi doesn't want to talk about it, he doesn't intend to ask, he is not interested in Junyi's past, and love has nothing to do with his past, if he loves him, he will accept all his past.Because it is that kind of past that has made him who he is now and the love he has now.

"Jia...I love you..." Junyi murmured.His voice drifted in the wind, and he seemed to have fallen asleep and quieted down.Is the night getting dark?There are basically no people on the beach, and the sign of Patong Beach not far away is flashing with colorful lights.There are still small voices coming from the bar street.This is the city that never sleeps in Phuket.

Hearing the sound of the waves, the person in his arms seemed to be fast asleep.Jiaxi felt a rare sense of happiness.The body and mind are filled with a warm feeling, full and warm, flowing slowly in the body, driving away loneliness and fear.Jiaxi knew that it was love, not strong, but faint, but real.This is the love between him and Junyi, which is different from the strong feeling of his first love. This time, there is no passion, no restless heat, just like a clear spring, slowly nourishing the long-dried heart, like The warm east wind gently blows across the frozen river, waiting for the spring to slowly glow with vitality, like the soft drizzle falling, awakening the budding flowers.

This is the love Junyi gave, taking care of it carefully, waiting patiently, managing it carefully...

Maybe it's because they are both middle-aged people, maybe it's because they have both experienced injuries...

So cherish it!

"Honey?"

"Ok?"

"Shall we go back? It's getting cold."

"Yeah." The sea breeze has already dried the clothes, the sea at night, the tide ebbs and flows, there is a slight coolness, a touch of loneliness.

"I only have one shoe, how do I get there?" Jia Xi asked, it's okay on the beach, but the road is right outside the beach, and there is still a long distance from the hotel, so walking barefoot is not acceptable.

"Well, they just make a pair, I'll carry you behind my back!" Junyi said.I thought that I would definitely be scolded for eating tofu at this opportunity, but unexpectedly, the serious Jiaxi accepted it this time, "Are you serious? This place is far from the hotel!"

"Of course, when did I lie to you?" Junyi beamed with joy.

"You lied to me just now."

"Where is it?"

"It's clear that I'm not drunk, but I'm deliberately playing drunk."

"I'm obviously drunk! You didn't come to save me after being drunk by that big guy!"

"Disgusting, no one is allowed. Besides, you are clearly the one who seduced the big man. You have not even mentioned you yet after flirting in front of me!"

"Hehe, maybe you're jealous!"

"Ghosts are jealous."

"Don't worry, I don't like that type."

"Then which type do you like?"

"Like you, the body shape is within my control."

asshole!

"Come up honey!" Reluctantly putting on Jiaxi's sandals, Junyi bent down his tall body, urging Jiaxi to go up quickly.Jia Xi gently stroked his back, wrapping his arms around his neck.

Junyi called "get up" and stood up, looking a little strenuous, although Jiaxi was a thinner type, Junyi himself was also relatively slender.

"Is it okay?" Jia Xi was a little worried and overwhelmed him.

"No problem! Don't look at me with a small waist, I still have strength." He said, holding Jiaxi's leg with both hands, and walked onto the road next to him.

"Hehe, you're a bucket waist!"

"Your bucket is so thin!"

Looking at Junyi's slender figure, Jiaxi didn't expect his back to be so wide that it could carry her entire weight.Holding his neck tightly with both hands, she put her face on his neck, and the smell of sweat from Junyi's body entered with her breath, which was Junyi's unique smell. Jiaxi felt very at ease, and slowly closed it out of sight.The night was very quiet, and the whole town seemed to have fallen asleep, but the rhythmic footsteps of Jun Yi seemed to be a movement that lulled people to sleep. Jiaxi felt that her consciousness was getting more and more blurred, and finally fell asleep.

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