The Voice of the Net King
Chapter 106 Volume 3·69
Shenyin listened carefully to Yukimura's breathing.
Carefully stretching out his hand, he put it on Yukimura's face.
"I...I won't give up." Tears were shining in Shenyin's eyes, and she clenched her fist in the other hand, "Hope always blooms beautiful flowers on the cliff of despair, so even knowing that there is almost no hope, I I will never give up, because, I am not reconciled, I still want to see the world again, see Jingshi again - I am just at a loss now - I can't see anything, I can't do anything well ,The feeling of being unable to do anything is really scary-I am really useless, so I have to think about it. I am afraid that I will not be able to see it in the future, and it will become a drag on my family, because, no one is around, I can’t even drink water Small things like going to the toilet...I'm so embarrassed, I'm really scared, so—”
As he spoke, he shrugged his shoulders and even shed tears, sobbing and sobbing, the words behind him were blurred, and Yukimura couldn't hear clearly.
Just one point, he heard clearly.
It is also the direct reason why the atmosphere will become like this now.
"You will never be my burden." Yukimura hugged Shenyin, and said the secret that he had been hiding in his heart, which no one had ever told, "You must think I am comforting you."
Shenyin's body froze after being told.
"But no, I didn't say these words to comfort you." Yukimura lowered his voice, "Even if you couldn't see it, you poured water for me just now, and you did a good job; I can go home like I did just now, In that case, you won't be so at a loss; Yukimura's family is not short of money at all, you don't have to do anything at home, naturally there are servants..."
Shenyin noticed the "home" in Yukimura's mouth, what a warm word, "Then, what am I going to do—after what you say, I still can't do anything?"
Yukimura sighed softly, "Actually, from the time I made up my mind to be with you, no, maybe earlier - I just wanted to hide you, you know the word "Golden House Zangjiao", just change this golden house Make it our home, don’t let others see your beauty, I want to monopolize you by myself. My body and mind belong to me alone. Every time I see the members get close to you inappropriately, I really want to kill their five senses— —”
Shenyin protested a little in her heart: where did she get close, where did she get close?He was kissed and touched by you, never with anyone else!
"And you—" Yukimura didn't know that Shenyin was thinking carefully, and continued, "You are too careless, don't you know that you are very tempting? I really want to spank your ass, let's see if you dare !"
Thinking of the experience of being beaten last time, Shenyin instinctively shrank back, "Stop beating..."
Feeling Shenyin's reaction, Yukimura also thought of what happened last time, and smiled in a good mood. Thinking of Shenyin's reaction last time, Yukimura swallowed back the words he was going to say, "So, don't force yourself."
Maybe Shenyin shouldn't have known about that matter so early.
"Your strength, I have always known, and I admire and am very proud of you. However, no one has said that a strong person cannot stop and take a break. Only in this way can you go further."
"And I hope to be a haven for you to rest and give you support, so it's okay to not be so strong in front of me. I hope you can rely on me."
"Think about what I said, and I am very happy that you said that you will not give up. But I have to say something cruel. Even if you are blind, there is nothing you can do. If you can live, you can't just throw away responsibility. Your family, Your friends, everyone who cares about you, that's all."
"There are many blind people in the world. Some of them are born with deficiencies, some are accidents, but they still live actively. Since they are alive, they must live with value."
"Maybe you feel that you can't do anything right now, but practice makes perfect, it doesn't come for nothing, it's the same for everyone."
"So, you can tell me anything, you don't have to force the fragility in your heart. Only by facing it squarely can you continue to move forward with strength."
Shenyin did not respond, apparently thinking about Yukimura's words.
"Okay, don't think too deeply, go to sleep." Yukimura helped Shenyin to lie down, turned off the light and lay down next to Shenyin.
Although I said these things to Shenyin in the hope that Shenyin would not be so depressed, Yukimura was still worried. Shenyin is a stubborn person and likes to worry, so the pressure will be even greater.
Moreover, Karma Yunyun, who claims to be the girlfriend of [Son of the White Night] today, is doing very...strange things.
There must be a demon in the abnormal situation.
But what is it?Yukimura couldn't figure it out no matter what.
Bell, there seems to be some secret—a secret that even Shenyin and Shenyin's parents don't know.Yukimura judged this result when Karma Yunyun casually took the bell away as if casually.
Yukimura was still very surprised when he saw Shenyin heard that sentence.
Shenyin and [Children of the White Night] seemed to be very familiar, so she didn't mind Karma Yunyun's behavior.Karma Yunyun also came to work as Shenyin's nurse because of this relationship.
But according to the character of Shenyin's father, there must be a reason why he would agree to Karma Yunyun to take care of her.
Yukimura stretched out his hand and rubbed his brows, feeling complicated, feeling that his head was stuffed with a mess of information, and his head was about to explode—there were too many unknown factors, and too many things that could not be judged right now.
It seems that I should act.
It's not his style to be passive like this.
The next day happened to be Monday, and Yukimura was discharged from the hospital.
Karma Yunyun also came over early in the morning, her face was a little gloomy - they didn't know why, the bell became like that, and it was irreparable.
Shenyin just said nothing.
Anyone with a discerning eye could see that he was depressed.
However, such a thing, it is impossible not to come out on your own.
Yukimura had breakfast with Shenyin, and after telling Shenyin to take care of his illness and not to think about it, he left in a hurry.
Karma Yunyun then walked to Shenyin's side, looked at Shenyin and said tentatively, "Why, can't bear it?"
Shenyin shook his head, but felt a little more relaxed. To be honest, he still didn't know how to face Yukimura.
For some trivial things, if Yukimura helped him in normal times, the two would appear very close; but she kept using Yukimura's hand, which made Shenyin feel very embarrassed.
Shenyin didn't answer, Karma Yunyun didn't get annoyed, she already knew about this younger brother's temperament from Kong, not to mention that Shenyin had encountered such a thing, she must be sad, "Why don't you speak, is it because you are shy?"
"Well~ It's understandable at your age. I understand a wonderful love." Karma Yunyun smiled cheerfully, with a familiar atmosphere, "Shenyin sauce, do you want to go out for a walk? It's sunny."
……
Shenyin didn't answer, she just stared straight ahead with dull eyes, as if she was looking into the distance, no matter what Karma Yunyun said, she was very silent, but she was kind to her suggestions.
In the afternoon, Yukimura Toka came to see Shenyin, and brought the cake he made. Seeing Shenyin's low voice, Yukimura Toka wanted to say something, but he didn't say it.
The cake was used by everyone to avoid eating too much, so I filled most of it into my stomach, and said it was delicious, directly expressing my wish that Yukimura Toka would send desserts every day.
Shenyin's grandpa and grandma also came to see Shenyin, and Kirihara Coriander specially sent her a kimono. She knew that Shenyin always liked elegant and ancient clothes, so she sent them.
From the color point of view, the color of this suit is very refreshing - the white and gray monofu haori, the pattern is very light, but it is hard to hide its gorgeousness; the white undergarment and the blue-gray hakama seem to match casually, but there is a sense of elegance. dusty feeling.With a small white fan, there are a lot of clogs with finger socks.
Shenyin really looked immortal in it.
Although it is a formal dress, because the design concept is casual and comfortable, it is naturally elegant.
At the same time, there was also a set of oiran costumes, a red and dark purple floral gown with bright yellow belts, which looked very gorgeous.
Shenyin also revealed the only good color of the day. Although she couldn't see what the kimono looked like, it was indeed the most comfortable to wear.
One month was spent in such a seemingly peaceful (non-)daily life.
Shenyin's trauma also healed little by little with the passage of time, leaving only a pale pink scar on her forehead.
The eyes still haven't improved a bit.
Shenyin's hospitalization cannot be hidden from Lihai's team members.
On the first Friday of Shenyin's hospitalization, all Lihai staff came to visit Shenyin.Different thoughts.
After returning home, the news leaked out, and wave after wave of members of the support team lined up to visit, crowding the visiting time to the brim.
Of course, all the desserts she brought went into Karma Yunyun’s stomach. She often peeked at Shenyin openly, and she did not restrain herself in her look at Shenyin. Shenyin still smiled lightly—from Lihai’s team After passing Shenyin, Shenyin was no longer depressed, and a faint smile appeared on his delicate face again, but Karma Yunyun knew: Shenyin was not happy.
Yukimura would come every week to talk with Shenyin, tell Shenyin interesting things that happened in school and the progress of the competition, and only at this time, Shenyin would really laugh out loud. Reluctant to give up, anyone can see Shenyin's attachment to Yukimura.
However, Yukimura didn't seem to realize it, and walked away after the visiting time, but the reluctance in his eyes was not hidden after all.
Shenyin also just sent Yukimura out with a smile. After Yukimura left, the loss was so obvious, but he didn't notice it.
Every time when it comes to competitions, Shenyin will show a longing look on his face. It is not a deep desire, but it makes Karma Yunyun feel distressed.
She is in charge of taking care of Shenyin, so she is clearly aware of the changes in Shenyin—maintaining a smile in front of her friends, but... Karma Yunyun sighed, the bell has been completely ruined.
Those six bells were originally guardian artifacts.
Even if it is empty now, there is no way to restore it.When I used the bell back then, I thought about protecting Shenyin no matter what, so I connected it to Shenyin's body with a weapon—as long as the bell is not broken, Shenyin's body functions will continue to function.
Now, for unknown reasons, it was broken and shattered into dust.It has been confirmed that Shenyin's blindness was caused by the collapse of the bell.The remaining five bells didn't move at all, and they haven't seen any clues for a month.
If it takes longer, I am afraid that Shenyin will never be seen again.
The author has something to say: Hahahahaha, you scumbags who don’t keep their claws in the text, hmph, I think it’s good to be a scumbag, raise your hand if you agree with Xiaoyin’s blindness
Carefully stretching out his hand, he put it on Yukimura's face.
"I...I won't give up." Tears were shining in Shenyin's eyes, and she clenched her fist in the other hand, "Hope always blooms beautiful flowers on the cliff of despair, so even knowing that there is almost no hope, I I will never give up, because, I am not reconciled, I still want to see the world again, see Jingshi again - I am just at a loss now - I can't see anything, I can't do anything well ,The feeling of being unable to do anything is really scary-I am really useless, so I have to think about it. I am afraid that I will not be able to see it in the future, and it will become a drag on my family, because, no one is around, I can’t even drink water Small things like going to the toilet...I'm so embarrassed, I'm really scared, so—”
As he spoke, he shrugged his shoulders and even shed tears, sobbing and sobbing, the words behind him were blurred, and Yukimura couldn't hear clearly.
Just one point, he heard clearly.
It is also the direct reason why the atmosphere will become like this now.
"You will never be my burden." Yukimura hugged Shenyin, and said the secret that he had been hiding in his heart, which no one had ever told, "You must think I am comforting you."
Shenyin's body froze after being told.
"But no, I didn't say these words to comfort you." Yukimura lowered his voice, "Even if you couldn't see it, you poured water for me just now, and you did a good job; I can go home like I did just now, In that case, you won't be so at a loss; Yukimura's family is not short of money at all, you don't have to do anything at home, naturally there are servants..."
Shenyin noticed the "home" in Yukimura's mouth, what a warm word, "Then, what am I going to do—after what you say, I still can't do anything?"
Yukimura sighed softly, "Actually, from the time I made up my mind to be with you, no, maybe earlier - I just wanted to hide you, you know the word "Golden House Zangjiao", just change this golden house Make it our home, don’t let others see your beauty, I want to monopolize you by myself. My body and mind belong to me alone. Every time I see the members get close to you inappropriately, I really want to kill their five senses— —”
Shenyin protested a little in her heart: where did she get close, where did she get close?He was kissed and touched by you, never with anyone else!
"And you—" Yukimura didn't know that Shenyin was thinking carefully, and continued, "You are too careless, don't you know that you are very tempting? I really want to spank your ass, let's see if you dare !"
Thinking of the experience of being beaten last time, Shenyin instinctively shrank back, "Stop beating..."
Feeling Shenyin's reaction, Yukimura also thought of what happened last time, and smiled in a good mood. Thinking of Shenyin's reaction last time, Yukimura swallowed back the words he was going to say, "So, don't force yourself."
Maybe Shenyin shouldn't have known about that matter so early.
"Your strength, I have always known, and I admire and am very proud of you. However, no one has said that a strong person cannot stop and take a break. Only in this way can you go further."
"And I hope to be a haven for you to rest and give you support, so it's okay to not be so strong in front of me. I hope you can rely on me."
"Think about what I said, and I am very happy that you said that you will not give up. But I have to say something cruel. Even if you are blind, there is nothing you can do. If you can live, you can't just throw away responsibility. Your family, Your friends, everyone who cares about you, that's all."
"There are many blind people in the world. Some of them are born with deficiencies, some are accidents, but they still live actively. Since they are alive, they must live with value."
"Maybe you feel that you can't do anything right now, but practice makes perfect, it doesn't come for nothing, it's the same for everyone."
"So, you can tell me anything, you don't have to force the fragility in your heart. Only by facing it squarely can you continue to move forward with strength."
Shenyin did not respond, apparently thinking about Yukimura's words.
"Okay, don't think too deeply, go to sleep." Yukimura helped Shenyin to lie down, turned off the light and lay down next to Shenyin.
Although I said these things to Shenyin in the hope that Shenyin would not be so depressed, Yukimura was still worried. Shenyin is a stubborn person and likes to worry, so the pressure will be even greater.
Moreover, Karma Yunyun, who claims to be the girlfriend of [Son of the White Night] today, is doing very...strange things.
There must be a demon in the abnormal situation.
But what is it?Yukimura couldn't figure it out no matter what.
Bell, there seems to be some secret—a secret that even Shenyin and Shenyin's parents don't know.Yukimura judged this result when Karma Yunyun casually took the bell away as if casually.
Yukimura was still very surprised when he saw Shenyin heard that sentence.
Shenyin and [Children of the White Night] seemed to be very familiar, so she didn't mind Karma Yunyun's behavior.Karma Yunyun also came to work as Shenyin's nurse because of this relationship.
But according to the character of Shenyin's father, there must be a reason why he would agree to Karma Yunyun to take care of her.
Yukimura stretched out his hand and rubbed his brows, feeling complicated, feeling that his head was stuffed with a mess of information, and his head was about to explode—there were too many unknown factors, and too many things that could not be judged right now.
It seems that I should act.
It's not his style to be passive like this.
The next day happened to be Monday, and Yukimura was discharged from the hospital.
Karma Yunyun also came over early in the morning, her face was a little gloomy - they didn't know why, the bell became like that, and it was irreparable.
Shenyin just said nothing.
Anyone with a discerning eye could see that he was depressed.
However, such a thing, it is impossible not to come out on your own.
Yukimura had breakfast with Shenyin, and after telling Shenyin to take care of his illness and not to think about it, he left in a hurry.
Karma Yunyun then walked to Shenyin's side, looked at Shenyin and said tentatively, "Why, can't bear it?"
Shenyin shook his head, but felt a little more relaxed. To be honest, he still didn't know how to face Yukimura.
For some trivial things, if Yukimura helped him in normal times, the two would appear very close; but she kept using Yukimura's hand, which made Shenyin feel very embarrassed.
Shenyin didn't answer, Karma Yunyun didn't get annoyed, she already knew about this younger brother's temperament from Kong, not to mention that Shenyin had encountered such a thing, she must be sad, "Why don't you speak, is it because you are shy?"
"Well~ It's understandable at your age. I understand a wonderful love." Karma Yunyun smiled cheerfully, with a familiar atmosphere, "Shenyin sauce, do you want to go out for a walk? It's sunny."
……
Shenyin didn't answer, she just stared straight ahead with dull eyes, as if she was looking into the distance, no matter what Karma Yunyun said, she was very silent, but she was kind to her suggestions.
In the afternoon, Yukimura Toka came to see Shenyin, and brought the cake he made. Seeing Shenyin's low voice, Yukimura Toka wanted to say something, but he didn't say it.
The cake was used by everyone to avoid eating too much, so I filled most of it into my stomach, and said it was delicious, directly expressing my wish that Yukimura Toka would send desserts every day.
Shenyin's grandpa and grandma also came to see Shenyin, and Kirihara Coriander specially sent her a kimono. She knew that Shenyin always liked elegant and ancient clothes, so she sent them.
From the color point of view, the color of this suit is very refreshing - the white and gray monofu haori, the pattern is very light, but it is hard to hide its gorgeousness; the white undergarment and the blue-gray hakama seem to match casually, but there is a sense of elegance. dusty feeling.With a small white fan, there are a lot of clogs with finger socks.
Shenyin really looked immortal in it.
Although it is a formal dress, because the design concept is casual and comfortable, it is naturally elegant.
At the same time, there was also a set of oiran costumes, a red and dark purple floral gown with bright yellow belts, which looked very gorgeous.
Shenyin also revealed the only good color of the day. Although she couldn't see what the kimono looked like, it was indeed the most comfortable to wear.
One month was spent in such a seemingly peaceful (non-)daily life.
Shenyin's trauma also healed little by little with the passage of time, leaving only a pale pink scar on her forehead.
The eyes still haven't improved a bit.
Shenyin's hospitalization cannot be hidden from Lihai's team members.
On the first Friday of Shenyin's hospitalization, all Lihai staff came to visit Shenyin.Different thoughts.
After returning home, the news leaked out, and wave after wave of members of the support team lined up to visit, crowding the visiting time to the brim.
Of course, all the desserts she brought went into Karma Yunyun’s stomach. She often peeked at Shenyin openly, and she did not restrain herself in her look at Shenyin. Shenyin still smiled lightly—from Lihai’s team After passing Shenyin, Shenyin was no longer depressed, and a faint smile appeared on his delicate face again, but Karma Yunyun knew: Shenyin was not happy.
Yukimura would come every week to talk with Shenyin, tell Shenyin interesting things that happened in school and the progress of the competition, and only at this time, Shenyin would really laugh out loud. Reluctant to give up, anyone can see Shenyin's attachment to Yukimura.
However, Yukimura didn't seem to realize it, and walked away after the visiting time, but the reluctance in his eyes was not hidden after all.
Shenyin also just sent Yukimura out with a smile. After Yukimura left, the loss was so obvious, but he didn't notice it.
Every time when it comes to competitions, Shenyin will show a longing look on his face. It is not a deep desire, but it makes Karma Yunyun feel distressed.
She is in charge of taking care of Shenyin, so she is clearly aware of the changes in Shenyin—maintaining a smile in front of her friends, but... Karma Yunyun sighed, the bell has been completely ruined.
Those six bells were originally guardian artifacts.
Even if it is empty now, there is no way to restore it.When I used the bell back then, I thought about protecting Shenyin no matter what, so I connected it to Shenyin's body with a weapon—as long as the bell is not broken, Shenyin's body functions will continue to function.
Now, for unknown reasons, it was broken and shattered into dust.It has been confirmed that Shenyin's blindness was caused by the collapse of the bell.The remaining five bells didn't move at all, and they haven't seen any clues for a month.
If it takes longer, I am afraid that Shenyin will never be seen again.
The author has something to say: Hahahahaha, you scumbags who don’t keep their claws in the text, hmph, I think it’s good to be a scumbag, raise your hand if you agree with Xiaoyin’s blindness
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