Three to ten [Esports]

Xia Yan didn't know how to describe his feelings when he saw Shi Yu was knocked down but he was far away.

The helplessness and suffocation that haven't been seen for a long time are obviously not about things in real life, nor are they things that have any impact on real things...

He saved everyone, except the one he loved.

This feeling made him indescribable.

Until the end of the game, it was difficult for him to recover.

There was a familiar voice in his ear, looking at the red lips that were closing and closing, Xia Yan looked away and listened to him.

Shi Yu looked at Xia Yan, who was not very interested, tilted his head and said, "Don't be sad, I will stand side by side with you until the finals, and I will hug you tightly when you are wearing the national flag."

As soon as the words fell, Xia Yan turned around and pulled him into his arms, "Can I make an official announcement when the finals are over? No matter if I win or lose, I want to hug you."

Only the champion will put on the national flag at the end of the award.

Shi Yu rolled his eyes: "Okay."

"Yeah." Xia Yan let go, because he was going to record after the game.

His eyes stayed for a long time, and soon, soon he could embrace him in a fair and bright manner.

The post-match recording was actually very easy, basically just chatting.

Before the game, he specially put on lipstick to make the contestants look good. Now, Shi Yu, who was standing in the background, was looking at the projection of Xia Yan's post-match recording interface. His lips were red and his teeth were white, which was very pretty.

The people on the side first asked some topics about the competition, and then turned to some personal emotional issues of the players! To be true, I came here to gossip: "Then, did Team Xia's girlfriend come to the scene today?"

"Here we come." Xia Yan replied easily.

"Hmm! Does Team Xia's girlfriend also play Gameforpeace?"

Xia Yan: "Play."

"Is it true that the summer team checked in with their girlfriends at the holy place late at night that was circulated a long time ago?"

Xia Yan said without hesitation, "Yes."

At that time they had no relationship.

Shi Yu touched his nose, Xia Yan had discovered him then, or maybe earlier.

When it was early, he really couldn't think about it.

"Captain Xia, fans have always been curious about my sister-in-law's appearance, is it convenient to reveal something?" the reporter asked cautiously.

Xia Yan held the microphone, drooping his eyes and thought about it seriously: "He is very thin, with a very thin waist."

"..."

"..."

With a swipe, Shi Yu, who was standing in front of the screen, blushed.

Every time Xia Yan kissed him, she seemed to like to pinch his waist.

"His hair is limp."

looks!

It's about looks!

What about hair? ?

"Speaking of hair, let me ask Captain Xia, sister-in-law has long hair and short hair?" The female reporter blinked her eyes.

"Short hair." Xia Yan said.

The female reporter seemed a little surprised, her eyes were round: "Fans have always thought that my sister-in-law has gentle black long straight hair or cute long hair."

Xia Yan's eyes were half drooping, and he seemed to be distracted. After the reporter finished speaking, he raised the microphone and said, "No, he dyed his hair."

Even more shocked...

"..." Shi Yu stared blankly at the screen, shouting frantically in his heart: Don't mention any hair color!

Never mention it.

His prayer was really useful, the host was surprised for a while and finally chose to avoid the topic of hair.

"Then Captain Xia, when will we see Mrs. Xia again?"

Some of the comments here are some questions collected in the column before the game, most of which are questions from fans.

After asking this question, Xia Yan already had the answer in his heart. He looked at the camera, his voice was cold, and he said calmly, "The finals are over."

As soon as he finished speaking, the sound of his heart beating hit his eardrums, reverberating throughout Shi Yu's brain, and he suddenly felt a little nervous.

"Why are you here alone?" As soon as Xia Yan came out from the back, he saw Shi Yu huddled beside the door, leaning against the curtain to block the wind.

But nothing seemed to block it.

The temperature difference between Los Angeles and Zhejiang is too great. At this moment, Yu Hong's nose was red. When he saw Xia Yan coming, he raised his head and said with a smile: "They are all in the car, I am waiting for you."

fool.

But Xia Yan didn't say anything, he took off his jacket and put it on Shi Yu's shoulders, then grabbed the front collar and tightened it.

There was no one at the back door, few teams left the field, the game was not over, and the audience did not leave.

After putting on his coat, he immediately warmed up. Xia Yan was taller than him, standing in front of him directly blocked all his wind.

"Sister Tang said, don't take off your clothes casually." Warmth is warmer, boyfriend is more important.

Xia Yan lowered his eyes, reached into his coat with one hand and grabbed Shi Yu's hand, and said softly, "My hands are hot."

Shi Yu looked at him, took his hand and held it in his hand, then pulled his coat and put it back on Xia Yan, "Hurry up and get in the car, it's not cold where there is an air conditioner."

"Did you read the column opened before the game?" Xia Yan put on his coat, lowered his head, and held Shi Yu's cold hand in his backhand.

Shi Yu: "No."

"The comment with the most likes is: When will Captain Xia marry his sister-in-law?" Xia Yan said calmly, with his head still lowered, as if nothing was as important as warming Shi Yu's hands right now.

After Xia Yan finished speaking, Shi Yu stopped moving.

After dozens of seconds, he lost interest and said in a low voice, "We..."

"Why do you think they didn't choose this question?" Xia Yan cut Shi Yu's words short, and then continued on his own, as if it wasn't a question at all, a question that didn't need to be answered.

"If they ask, I'll figure out the answer."

"I'm thinking about it now."

Shi Yu blinked his eyes, a little unresponsive.

"The one with the seal is only in the legal sense." Xia Yan finally raised his eyes, and he looked at Shi Yu affectionately: "In my heart, our love is to get married."

There is no need for legal proof, and there is no need for public noise. As long as we love each other, it doesn't matter if we don't get married?

We can still live and grow old.

hour.Yu was stunned for a while, and finally just said something incoherent, "Boyfriend, you really have two faces."

?

Xia Yan was puzzled.

"I'm the only one who has ever seen you in love." Shi Yu lowered his head, "Hi, you can talk."

The domestic temperature seems to have dropped, and they plan to catch up with the heat and go to the beach to watch the sunset.

Shuangchi was even more exaggerated, and came directly with two fireworks, which were finally confiscated by the management staff.

"Fireworks are not allowed on the beach???" Shuangchi turned on his mobile phone to search in disbelief. After a few seconds, he felt ashamed for his lack of knowledge.

"Hahahahahaha."

Fireworks can be set off on some seasides, but unfortunately not here.

Smiling, Shi Yu took out his mobile phone and typed, telling Xia Yan about the embarrassing things about Shuangchi.

Xia Yan by the sea is not here today, he has to deal with some things, come later.

After waiting for a while, Shi Yu put away his phone before Xia Yan's reply, and looked up at the sky. They came not too early or too late. At this moment, the setting sun is shining, and the sea level is a reflective mirror. Everything is so beautiful.

!

Xia Yan, who looked down at Shi Yu's news, pursed his lips and smiled. He was leaning on the back of the chair and was about to reply when the car pulled up on the side of the road. The driver turned his head and said, "40."

Xia Yan exited the chat interface, and got out of the car after paying the money. There seemed to be a lot of dust here. As soon as he got out of the car, he drilled into Xia Yan's nasal cavity, which made him very uncomfortable.

A lot has changed here. Some shops are well decorated and the walls are newly painted, but some old houses are still very old, or even older.

He hadn't been here for a long time. If there were no accidents, he should be at the beach at this time, with his teammates, but an accident happened.

It was an unexpected phone call, telling him that Xia Sen owed him money from Bi Medicine.

This is not a hospital, it’s just a small clinic. The first thing you see when you enter the door is a painted iron chair. When you look up, you’re all made of one person, there are children and old people. There are medicine bottles hanging beside them. His hands were also taped to a pill box.

He glanced around but didn't see Xia Sen.

Xia Sen was indeed vague in his memory, but he couldn't even recognize him.

Sitting on a red plastic bench beside her was a girl in a white gown with curly hair. She was not very old, probably in her early twenties. She was sliding her phone when she felt someone walking in, so she moved away from the phone reluctantly. He opened his eyes and raised his head.

Probably surprised.

The tall boy in front of him didn't match this at all. He had a clean and tidy white T-shirt, beige trousers, and neat black hair. Everything seemed so out of place in this remote and gloomy place, but It's hard to imagine that such a person who makes people feel extraordinary at first glance was born and raised here.

The little nurse hurriedly got up, walked towards Xia Yanna, brushed the hair on her forehead a few times, softened her voice, and said delicately: "Hello, handsome guy, what's wrong or should I buy some medicine?"

"I'm looking for someone." Xia Yan said calmly.

"Ah? Who are you looking for? I know most of the people here. Tell me and I'll help you find them." The little nurse blinked, and stretched out her hand to tug at her side hair at the corner of her temples.

This name is very familiar, but later, it was all unfamiliar. When Xia Yan opened his mouth, he still said it silently in his heart before opening his lips and saying: "Xia Sen."

Xia Yan was already cold when he spoke, and his voice was still a little heavy when he said these two words.

"I know that." The little nurse also heard that her tone was wrong, and she pouted.He muttered: "Every time he comes here he smells like alcohol, he doesn't change his clothes, he wears the same one every time we see him, and he owes us a lot of money for medicine, by the way, handsome guy, what's wrong with him? Or is he who you are?"

Xia Yan: "My dad."

"..."

After that, until the little nurse sent the person to a glass door, the little nurse didn't say a word.

The glass door was not closed, and a woman came out with a child in her arms. Xia Yan, who was standing at the door, gave way to the woman. The woman walked slowly, and her figure gradually moved away, no longer blocking her view.

Xia Yan did not expect that he could recognize Xia Sen at a glance.

Xia Sen's hair was cut in a mess, and it was a little too long, not much less than the length of a student's head. He was wrapped in a black coat, and he sat there without doing anything, while blowing on the electric fan to wrap himself wearing a coat.

Xia Sen in his memory was a little better than now, at least excluding the time of getting drunk and throwing up, when he was sober, at least Xia Sen was healthy at that time.

Walk in and look at the sharpened chin buried in the messy hair, the deeply sunken eyeballs, and the bony back of the hand...

"What are you looking for?" The doctor sitting at the table didn't even raise his head.

Xia Sen also looked up.

Maybe it's because I haven't seen Xia Yan for too long, or maybe it's because Xia Yan in my impression is just a child who was not as tall as him when he was a student.

He stared blankly at Xia Yan, and only came back to his senses when Xia Yan said that he was Xia Sen's son.

He had never been a good father, and he knew it better than anyone else.

The medical expenses owed by Xia Sen are not too much, at least for Xia Yan.

"Did they call you?" Xia Sen followed Xia Yan out of the small clinic with his pocket in his pocket.

Xia Sen didn't have any serious illnesses, they were all minor illnesses.Long-term alcoholism and getting older will naturally cause more physical problems.

"Yeah." Xia Yan stood by the side of the road and didn't go any further.

"Next time you don't care about these calls, you are not playing some kind of e-sports, right? Isn't that what you want to play? What are you doing, don't waste time, I will sit there for a few hours and they will let you I'm leaving." Xia Sen's voice was not loud, but there was a strong drag and hoarseness.

"...Have you eaten it?" Xia Yan's first syllable was a little fuzzy. He wanted to call Dad, but he couldn't move his lips. But on the day of Chen Sheguo's death, Aunt Yan grabbed him and called him a murderer, but Xia Sen looked at him from the sidelines.

Xia Sen is not ugly, he can even be considered a little handsome, but now his decadent appearance has long since lost the arrogant capital of his youth.

"Not yet." Xia Sen touched the sweat on his forehead: "Did you not eat too? Are you hungry?"

"Well, I'll take you to eat." As he spoke, Xia Yan looked around, as if he had already started looking for a restaurant.

"No need, no need, there is food and food at home, why waste that money?" After finishing speaking, Xia Sen stuttered suddenly looking at Xia Yan's face, and asked after a while: "Are you going to eat together?"

This is not a home, and he is not a good father. He is not worthy of the title 'Dad'. This sentence changed from: 'Do you want to go home for a meal' to 'How about Dad cooking for you' and finally stopped In the 'to eat together? '

Xia Sen's cooking is actually quite delicious. In the past, Xia Sen would cook when he was sober, but the concept was almost once a month.

"Ah."

Looking at his son who was taller than him, Xia Sen couldn't remember why he was so messed up when he was young. He only knew that the more he thought about the things he did, the more he felt that he was not human.

The heavy iron gate was pushed open, and Xia Yan clenched his fists. If everyone had a shadow, Xia Yan felt that his own shadow was the iron gate.

Surprisingly, there is no pungent strange nauseous smell, only the aroma of food.

He thought about this scene a lot when he was a child. All he passed by was the smell of food, and in his house, either the door couldn't be opened or the smell was disgusting and he wanted to escape.

Xia Sen touched the side of the plate and said, "It's still hot, I burned it before going out."

It's normal for father and son to sit at the same table and eat, but here, they are a little strange like strangers.

"Actually, you don't have to come today." Xia Sen opened his mouth, breaking the silence. In fact, if you listen carefully, his voice is very similar to Xia Yan's, but his voice is extremely hoarse. "When you were young, your father treated you badly. You don't need to clean up my so-called dad's mess now."

Xia Yan didn't speak, he held the chopsticks and looked at the paint peeling off the edge of the iron plate.

"After your mother left, Dad blamed you for his grievances. Thinking about it now, I was really a fucking human being at that time." Xia Sen's lips were very dry, and every time he opened his mouth, he felt the pain of tearing.

"Actually, you are more obedient and obedient than anyone else's children." He couldn't remember exactly what happened, he just remembered that he had never seen his son laugh, and never seen his son play tricks on his parents like other children. Among the temper quarrels and rebellious ones, he only remembered that his son hadn't even used his money.

Maybe people's routine is to regret it only after the fact. Every time he suffers from minor illness and pain but is alone, Xia Sen will look back on his life like an old man. Why is he so bad?Seems like it's all because of himself.

Self-inflicted sin.

That's the only way he could describe himself.

"Dad knows that you are very promising now, but your future depends only on yourself, and it has nothing to do with my half a dime. Dad feels sorry for you, not to please you now, nor to go with you because you are rich. To ease the relationship between father and son, it’s just that when people reach a certain age, they will naturally have a different view on some things.” Xia Sen stared at the food, even though he was not a human before, sometimes he can still see some things when he is awake. meals.

"I'm in love." Xia Yan said casually, with his eyes downcast, he didn't want to respond to Xia Sen's long words, and he didn't know if he could forgive him, maybe when what happened to Chen Oruo didn't happen He was able to forgive generously, but Xia Sen was like a cold stranger that day, and seemed to be afraid of getting involved with him.

If he didn't persevere that day, who will accept Xia Sen's apology now?

Xia Sen froze for a moment, then nodded slowly, his voice trembling: "Okay, okay."

"It's a boy." Xia Yan continued.

"Is it because of me and...our problem?" Xia Sen's first reaction was this. Is it because of his parents?twist your mind?

"That's right." Xia Yan didn't know what Xia Sen was talking about intermittently, he just wanted to say what he wanted to say: "He is the first person who cared about me, and the first person who gave me love after you people."

A child who lacks love can remember for a long time by giving a piece of candy.

Xia Yan felt that what he said was quite embarrassing, and for some reason, he told Xia Sen.

That's right.

Xia Sen nodded again, still a little shocked in his heart, he is not worthy of not accepting it for his son, he is not qualified as a father, and he is still with boys, to put it bluntly, it is because of him.

"Yes, you don't need to show me, don't scare them." Xia Sen pressed the chopsticks, lowered his head and buried a big mouthful of rice into his mouth to chew, and then continued, "Dad may not be able to accept it, But Dad has never cared about you since he was a child, and he is not qualified to take care of you now. Besides, I don’t look like I can live long. Even if I am a daughter-in-law, Dad doesn’t have the strength to hold a grandson. And that person, she didn't give birth to a son early, and she didn't worry about not having a grandson to hug, both of us are sorry for you, neither of us have any qualifications to talk about you. "

After eating, Xia Sen put away the dishes to wash, while Xia Yan was still sitting at the dining table.

In the middle of washing the dishes, the sound of the old iron door was very loud when it was closed.

gone.

When Xia Sen came out, he saw a stack of red paper on the table at a glance, and he had mixed feelings.

For some unknown reason, before meeting Xia Sen, Xia Yan went to the bank and withdrew a sum of money.

When I walked out, the wind was a little cold, and it was dark.

But Xia Yan seemed extremely relaxed, as if the dusty knots in her heart for many years had been broken up, like dust, and disappeared. After chatting with Xia Sen for half an hour, Xia Yan didn't panic from the moment he confessed to the closet. The last panic was When he pressed the wad of money on the table before taking it away.

The wind on the beach seems to be stronger and the waves are bigger.

This scene is like a combination with a dream, until a cry breaks the wandering spirit.

"Why are you alone? Is the water cold?" Xia Yan walked to Shi Yu's side, and Shi Yu also walked to the beach where the waves couldn't hit.

He shook his head: "It's not cold, Sister Tang said to rest here tonight, Qiu Shui asked me to wait for you here, they go first."

Qiu Shui was so careful, she was afraid that the two young lovers would regret not seeing the sea together.

"Where did you go? Fortunately, I took a photo and I'm looking for it for you now." Shi Yu smiled and looked down at his phone.

Suddenly, Xia Yan leaned down, pinched Shi Yu's chin lightly, raised his head, and kissed him.

There is no need for waves to kiss you instead of me this time.

Shuangchi, who came to call Shi Yu not far away, looked at this scene in a daze.

……

"Go and see... see..." Shi Yu was a little shocked, and then he heard Xia Yan confessing himself again, and suddenly became incoherent.

"Nah, what's his reaction?" Shi Yu stammered.

"No response, he told me that he doesn't want to have a grandson anyway." Xia Yan smiled and looked at Shi Yu.

The B&B is not far from the seaside. According to the location sent by Tang Chu, I found it quickly. As soon as I entered the door, I saw some rectangular boxes specially prepared for young couples who came to travel.

It's too conspicuous, as conspicuous as the ones displayed on the counter when checking out in supermarkets or convenience stores.

Normally, Shi Yu wouldn't even glance at him, but now it's different, he has a partner.

He and Xia Yan didn't play very much in private, except for kissing and hugging, if it was too much, it would be touching, and if there was another layer of relationship, it would be equal to meeting the parents.

"What are you thinking?" Xia Yan, who was looking for someone after taking the keys with the boss, asked casually when he saw Shi Yu who was in a daze.

"I'm thinking...you're on top or I'm on top." Shi Yu said this while rubbing his chin very seriously.

"...?" Xia Yan followed Shi Yu's gaze and looked at the neatly placed rectangular boxes on the counter.

After a while, Shi Yu heard Xia Yan speak.

"Why don't you try?"

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