Three to ten [Esports]

There was a strange atmosphere at the dining table.

Tang Chu also learned something about the power outage. She squinted at the seat and fell into deep thought.

Shuangchi sat leaning on Shi Yu, and the three Qiushui, Su Wenkai, and Xia Yan across from him were expressionless.

The two didn't hold each other for long last night, and the three came out after the two finished.

"Then Xiao Yu, I'll sleep in your bed tonight?" After Shuangchi finished speaking, he turned around and found that there were three more people at some point.

Shi Yu didn't pay attention, he swiped his phone with his head down, and said clearly, "Yeah."

It was Xia Yan's phone that rang when Shi Yu turned around and noticed.

Qiu Shui, who was noticed, smiled awkwardly at Shi Yu, while Su Wenkai stood aside and looked away, not looking at the two of them.

Xia Yan lowered his head and read the news, then walked forward and grabbed Shi Yu's wrist and said, "Okay. Go to sleep."

After Qiu Shui walked away step by step, Su Wenkai cautiously said, "Are you sleeping in Xiao Yu's room tonight?"

Shuangchi nodded, turned and entered the room.

Some insomniac Shi Yu didn't know if it was because it was a little early or something, he sat cross-legged on Xia Yan's bed, lowered his head and swiped his phone a little irritably.

The sound of poking the phone with his fingertips was a little loud, and he didn't know who provoked him.

"Did the phone do something wrong?" After taking a shower, Xia Yan sat aside with a fresh scent of tea.

"No..." Shi Yu licked his lower lip and turned off his phone, "Sister Tang said to call later."

"Yeah." Xia Yan who picked up his phone said softly.

Sister Tang specially created a wechat group, and now the group responded to Qiu Shui and Shi Yu. Xia Yan usually just didn't say anything, and usually the two of them would respond with a few sentences, but suddenly there was no sound.

Shi Yu usually takes a shower before training at night, so he goes back to sleep directly after training.

For a while, the room was a little quiet, except for the humming sound of the air conditioner.

From the corner of his eyes, Xia Yan felt that Shi Yu was looking at him, so he also turned to look back at Shi Yu.

"What's wrong?" Xia Yan's eyes seemed to be clouded by a layer of water vapor after just taking a shower. At this moment, Shi Yu wanted to see Xia Yan crying.

With these eyes, coupled with an ascetic face, it must be very broken when crying.

"I heard that you and your girlfriend... broke up?" Shi Yu Qingsheng asked.

The fluorescence of Xia Yan's cell phone shone on his face, and his jaw line was sharp and conspicuous. Only then did Shi Yu realize that Xia Yan seemed a little thin.

"You heard from Shuangchi again?" Xia Yan sneered.

"Hmm. Again?" Shi Yu was puzzled.

"On the rooftop, Su Wenkai also asked me if I broke up. You asked me too, and you heard him say it." Xia Yan raised her voice at the end, and if she was mentioned, there would be a difference.

Shi Yu put aside his disappointed gaze, and smiled awkwardly: "Haha, is that so?"

Xia Yan moved closer to Shi Yu, and when Shi Yu looked up in surprise, until Shi Yu looked directly into Xia Yan's gaze, Xia Yan said with a smile and a slightly cool tone: "I don't care about breaking up. Know?"

Shi Yu didn't realize it for a while, and after a while he realized that it wasn't Xia Yan who asked him. He scratched the hair on the side of his ear, "I understand, Xiaochi spread it randomly, I will definitely not believe it next time."

"Shi Yu." Xia Yan shouted.

"What's the matter, Captain Xia?" Shi Yu's eyes were erratic, looking around.

"Next time if you don't eat, I won't save you in the game. I'll let you bleed to death." Xia Yan said coldly.

He spoke very seriously, and Shi Yu's eyes stopped suddenly.

Shi Yu's voice was much softer: "Captain Xia, I can't eat anymore."

Before Xia Yan could speak, Shi Yu immediately raised his head and put aside the topic: "Captain Xia, do you know? Xiaochi has someone he likes!"

As if switching freely with a split personality, Xia Yan saw Shi Yu who changed his face in the next second, and he also chatted with the topic he avoided: "I know."

"Huh? How do you know?" Shi Yu breathed a sigh of relief, but luckily avoided the topic.

"Su Wenkai said that Shuangchi Qixi is going to confess his love." Xia Yan felt a little helpless when he thought of this one of Su Wenkai's inability to concentrate.

"I know, then I won't say it." Shi Yu nodded.

Xia Yan looked down at Shi Yu, the silver hair felt hazy even under the weak light in the dark, people said that people with this hair color would have a sense of oppression, but Xia Yan felt that Shi Yu didn't, especially after getting along slowly, He felt more and more that Shi Yu dyed his hair this color to pretend to be fierce.

"Then is Su Wenkai uncomfortable on the rooftop?" Shi Yu asked again.

"Crying." Xia Yan replied, "Do you know what it's like if someone you like doesn't like you?"

"What...feeling?" Shi Yu subconsciously asked.

"The moment of rejection is suffocating, the memory of him plays in your mind endlessly, you will need him but you can't reach him, it's like a fish leaving the sea, a bird flying into a cage , you desperately want to get it, but what you get in exchange is a heart that hurts even when you breathe." Xia Yan said every word very lightly, as if it was nothing, but it beat Shi Yu's heart, one after another, Shi Yu was inexplicably uncomfortable, he His eyes were moved, and his pupils trembled. When he looked up, Xia Yan's eyes clearly had the same emotion.

"Su Wenkai said it on the rooftop." Xia Yan chose to avoid looking.

How could he persist more than Su Wenkai, he just paid more attention.

Whether Shi Yuxi likes himself is a mystery, and whether Shi Yu can accept it is also a mystery. A rash impulse may lead to the same ending as Su Wenkai Shuangchi. The current accident, not to mention, if their relationship is magnified, Shi Yu will accept it again. What kind of scolding is not defined, he is reluctant to let Shi Yu be scolded again.

They don't want each other to be cast aside because of themselves.

Auntie's corn ribs soup tastes really good at noon today, Shi Yu buried his head in drinking a bowl and planned to serve the next bowl, but it was a little far away, Shi Yu bit the spoon and took a few glances.

"Bowl." Xia Yan said suddenly.

This is the first sentence of this lunch, right?

Everyone's eyes seemed to find a breakthrough and drilled out.

Shi Yu, who wanted to say no, looked at the distance, and thought that after he called Shuangchi to help him get closer to Su Wenkai, Shi Yu silently handed his bowl to Xia Yan, his eyes didn't dare to wander, he could feel the pair of pairs next to him Eye.

"Thank you, Captain Xia." Shi Yu took the bowl, thinking it was grandma's love at a glance.

piled up.

Seeing that the atmosphere had improved a bit, Tang Chu seized the opportunity and said, "Ahem, go to bed early tonight, and play normally in the finals tomorrow."

"I'm not feeling well, let Xiao Yu do it for me tomorrow." Shuangchi quickly followed Tang Chu's ending.

Tang Chu couldn't tell what was wrong at the first moment.

Shi Yu raised his head in surprise, according to Shuangchi's thoughts last night, it shouldn't be...

The atmosphere froze again.

Tang Chu wanted to slap himself to death when he spoke just now.

Qiu Shui gave her a brief summary last night, and then she also briefly absorbed the summary.

——Su Wenkai confessed his love, but Shuangchi refused.Shuangchi likes a certain person in the base, and the current suspect is Shi Yu.Xia Yan quarreled and was on the verge of breaking up.

The RT team, which is calm on the surface, is full of tearing/biting of scourges inside.

"Xiao Yu," Shuangchi turned his head sideways, "You can do it, right?"

he does not know.

When things about Lan Xinghe flooded up again, he had already started to lose his grip.

In order not to be discovered, he watched the replay for a long time and repeated a lot of training. Once his hands trembled, he immediately went to pick up the water and go to the toilet. This situation was so serious that he even started to be afraid of going on stage.

"I……"

"It's fine with me." Xia Yan suddenly said, his voice was colder.

"Hey, it's fine if Xiaoxia is here!" Qiu Shui began to smooth things over: "Xiaochi, you won't play if you feel uncomfortable! Don't worry, the champion will definitely be brought back."

"Anyway, Xiao Yu has also played many cooperative matches with me." Ning Chen smiled.

Su Wenkai, who was eating with his head down, never said a word.

There were still some vacant rooms in the base, and Tang Chu took Shuangchi to the new room after dinner.

"Let me move!" Su Wenkai stood aside holding the room card.

It was obviously less than three meters away from the side of the bedside cabinet. Standing at the door, Shi Yu felt for the first time that the distance between the two of them was so far away. Maybe it was because they were usually close to each other, and suddenly there was a crack in it.

"No, this was originally your room, I just moved back." Shuangchi looked up at Su Wenkai, then continued to lower his head to organize things.

There are really not many things in Shuangchi, and they were sorted out in a while.

"Why?" The room that has not been lived in for a long time is very cold and lifeless. Shi Yu also felt this way when he just moved in. This feeling should be more obvious to Shuangchi.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Yu, I lied." Shuangchi lowered his head, "When I thought about his kindness to me in the past, it was all because of that kind of emotion, and when I thought about how he was close to me, I felt disgusted. It won't be like that."

Shi Yu's palms were a little numb, and he couldn't speak for a while.

Shuangchi went on to say: "When I saw him, I felt sick, I couldn't get used to it."

"The game is very important to me, and I also hope that I can meet it with the best state. Besides, Lao Su is really kind to me, but I am afraid that I will make some actions that dislike him or that I will not adapt..."

The dust in the air was a little choking, Shi Yu subconsciously stopped breathing, and looked a little dazed.

"I don't know if my reaction is normal or abnormal. I feel that my reaction should be normal. After all, not everyone is gay..." Shuangchi rubbed his nose, lowered his head and opened his mouth windows.

After all, not everyone is gay... After all, not everyone can accept it...

Shi Yu bit his tongue tightly until the pain in his tongue turned into numbness before he loosened his teeth. The blood surged again, spreading to the base of the tongue with tingling pain. The pain throbbed in the wound one after another, just like oral ulcers. Numb and spicy things, the pain of wound stimulation, while you get pleasure from this similar self-mutilation method, red eyes are both refreshing and painful.

Sometimes his uncontrollable reactions to some things are expressing his inner thoughts that he does not want to face, and he is avoiding and measuring his heart again and again. Feelings are not an easy thing, and it is even more so at this moment. I gave him an example.

He had to admit that he might have fallen in love with Xia Yan a little bit.

Looking directly into his heart could not make him understand easily. On the contrary, he began to worry and start to be afraid. What if Xia Yan got tired of him and stayed away from him because of this?If Xia Yan really understood him, maybe he would change because of his weird personality?

And Yu Cheng.

He owed Yu Cheng a long time ago.

He did two things wrong, one was to lie to Yu Cheng, who cared and accompanied him, and the other was to fall in love with Xia Yan, who had a normal girlfriend, who was his captain and someone he shouldn't have other feelings for.

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The state is still not good, and I will say in the comments, that's it, thank you for your support and likes, I love you all.

20 words!This account was applied for more than January, but in fact I started writing last year, I can’t remember how many numbers I wrote, but the screenshot of the post is NO. ~I have opened four or five books in the past year, but this one is the one with the most word count (no shame to say)

I won’t cheat. I’ve already finished planning this outline, and I’ve talked with my friend. He thinks it’s a bit abusive later on. Of course, feelings won’t be abusive. I feel okay. Maybe it’s because my friend reads less text hahahahahaha

早点睡，晚安。感谢在2022-08-0423:32:10~2022-08-0518:25:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Muqian;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!