Those years of fast-wearing and paranoid teasing each other

Qin Jincheng quickly glanced at the trending search terms, his name alone accounted for three of them, and the suffixes were all with the word "explosive" in red.

After clicking on the entry at the top of the list, I saw a few photos, which were taken from different angles of him standing outside the window of the 20-story building.

Several angles were taken from below, and several angles were obviously taken from the opposite floor. The man in the picture was wearing a black coat and black jeans, standing just behind the exposed window. On a small stage, his eyes were empty and dull.

As long as he takes one step forward, he will be smashed to pieces.

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that his condition is not good and he is on the verge of being extremely out of control, but the blogger who posted these pictures posted an accompanying text #秦晋白答案# Qin Jinsheng committed suicide again!This time I jumped off a building, but of course I didn't make it!Cheng fans don’t need to worry, your brother is just developing a new method of suicide, after all, your sympathy is best deceived! [picture]

Comments on the first floor: When will this kind of bad artist who relies on depression to catch people's attention be banned!Depression is not a prop for you to suck blood, and the society's perception of patients with depression has been corrupted by you!

Comment on the 2nd floor: What else is there to wash in cftz, didn’t your brother not jump in the end?I'm living a very good life, so I'm going to lie to you idiots.

Comment on the 3rd floor: It’s really not that I’m cold-blooded. I sympathized with him when I first heard that he cut his wrists. I even spoke for him, but then he swallowed a lot of sleeping pills, jumped into the river again, and now jumped off the building again. , I'm really numb, and my sympathy is really exhausted.

Comments on the 4th floor: Convinced, can you stop using depression as a gimmick to win the sympathy of others, artists with facial paralysis have no works that can be produced, can they only rely on this method to absorb popularity?

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Qin Jincheng finished reading the whole article with a blank expression.

With the memory of the original owner, Qin Jincheng certainly knows the ins and outs of the matter.

First of all, it is known that the original owner is an artist. Because of his poor academic performance, he wanted to drop out of school and become an artist in an entertainment company.

Qin Dong scolded him on the spot after hearing his decision, and the father and son fought.

So the original owner ran away from home and found his own way to become a trainee. With the innate advantages of his face, he almost made his debut all the way, but because their team didn't have any outstanding works, it didn't take long for them to debut , it was disbanded, and the members went their separate ways and developed independently.

The original owner chose to enter the entertainment industry. When he first played a cool and handsome image, not many people criticized him, but as he played more roles, everyone found that he would always have that paralyzed expression, and the audience did not buy it. Now, there are more and more people accusing him of not having acting skills.

Whenever he receives a role that needs to have expressions, he basically plays whatever he wants, without exception, which makes him quickly become the target of group ridicule, and most of the remaining fans are also fans, but he is in good condition. Can barely get along.

But not long ago, there were revelations that the original owner's private life was messy, and many photos of him going to a bar to find a woman were posted, causing a large number of fans to turn black.

However, Qin Jincheng learned from the memory of the original owner that the original owner had never been to those places at all, nor had he ever sought out a woman.

In fact, the original owner really likes acting. He spends a lot of time studying the drama he is going to shoot. He also knows that his expression is not in place, so he exercises his expression in front of the mirror every day.

However, no matter how hard the original owner tried, he couldn't control his expression. To be precise, he couldn't move his face to make the expression required by the plot.

The facial paralysis was not because the original owner's idol had a heavy burden, and it wasn't because it was rumored on the Internet that he had plastic surgery, but that he really had a face!Paralyzed!

He has facial paralysis, which is the deadliest blow to a former owner who loves acting!

However, when the original owner went to the hospital for an examination and wanted to get treatment, he was told that the facial nerves were all normal and he was not a patient with facial paralysis.

If there is no disease in the diagnosis, then naturally there will be no medicine to treat it. The original owner is even more depressed because of this, but he is still unwilling to give up his love, and continues to hang around in the entertainment industry with a face that cannot make any expression.

No one knew his pain, they just laughed at his acting skills and his deadpan expression.

If an ordinary person is laughed at for his lack of expression, there is a high probability that he will laugh it off, but the original owner can't do it, because he really can't make any expression. In his ears, it was as if a knife had been stuck in his heart, dripping with blood.

In fact, the original owner had other choices, such as switching careers to do other things, but he was really obsessed with acting. He didn't want to give up, but he had to face his paralyzed face every day.

If it is said that the cause of the cold is that the wind blows the cold and the resistance is weak, then the original owner's illness is also under the influence of various factors. In addition, his own resistance was defeated, and he did not take medicine in time. It made him more and more serious.

The difference is that one of the factors that cause a cold is cold, and the factor that causes the original owner to get sick is negative emotions. If you are cold, you can wear more clothes, if you catch a cold, you can take corresponding medicine, or rely on your own resistance to bear it, but Negative emotions can't be eliminated, and the original owner's resistance to these negative emotions has long been defeated by the long-term infection of this negative emotion virus.

He was gradually dominated by the virus of negative emotions, became a puppet of emotions, and gradually became terminally ill.

When a person catches a cold, relatives and friends will tell him to take medicine. If the cold is so severe that he has a fever, relatives and friends will bring him antipyretics.Everyone will treat such a disease with a normal heart, because everyone has experienced it more or less, and empathizes with it.

But when a person is diagnosed with depression, most people will get a sentence: think about it.

It's like saying to the virus in an infected patient: think about it.

Can viruses understand these words?

Of course it doesn't make sense, so it's of no use.

It is difficult for ordinary people to help patients with depression, and they are even extremely easy to be infected by this negative emotion virus and become mild patients.

The most frightening thing about this virus is that it is not transmitted through contact or through the air, but through the spiritual level. Language, writing, pictures, and videos are all its transmission media.

It is ubiquitous and can lurk for a long time.

Once someone's resistance to it weakens, it will invade the human body, develop itself crazily, strengthen itself, and finally manipulate the host, making the host a slave of emotions.

Some people can recover in a short period of time, while others, perhaps their entire lives, cannot get rid of this terrible virus.

The original owner, under the influence of accumulated negative emotions, suffered from depression, so he made those behaviors that wanted to kill himself.

At the beginning, everyone had a sympathetic attitude towards the original owner, but as the original owner's condition became more and more serious, and more and more suicides were committed, many people started conspiracy theories, thinking that his company was deliberately hyping up and Ask him why he didn't quit the circle even though he was sick, or he just wanted to make money.

The original owner actually thought about quitting the circle, but acting is already his only hobby, even though he knows that he has to face a face that can't make any expressions, but this is already the only light in his world up.

Only when he indulges in the script and empathizes with the characters in the play, can he feel that he is a person who is not sick.

However, in this circle, how can it be possible to avoid gossip, avoid bad words, and avoid being eroded by various negative emotions?

And this time, someone photographed the original owner and a man being intimate, but in fact, it was just a simple misplacement.

But no one is willing to listen to his explanation. Even Qin Dong publicly stated on his social account that he does not accept an abnormal son and wants to sever the father-son relationship with the original owner.

Only then did everyone know that the original owner was Qin Dong's son, a son of a well-off rich family!So many people are more convinced that the original owner is using depression to package and hype themselves!What difficulties would there be for a kid from a rich family to join the entertainment industry?He never had to worry about snacks and drinks, and he definitely didn't have to worry about resources when he entered the entertainment industry. It must be that the original owner has no acting skills and is just an idiot who can't afford it!

More and more vicious words rushed towards the original owner's Weibo comment area, like a huge wave of a violent storm, slamming on the original owner's body, and swept him, who was already lingering on his last breath, into the turbulent A sea of ​​negativity.

He has no resistance to this virus, he can't swim, there is no way to save himself.

He could only watch helplessly as he was slammed into the water by layers of waves, ups and downs, until he was drawn into the deep sea, sank to the bottom in despair, and sank into the dead bottom without light.

The original owner finally went to the tall building, standing between life and death.

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Qin Jinsheng clicked on the microblog interface, and first of all, Aite searched for the news agency where the reporters who questioned him today——Qin Jinsheng memorized the news agency logo on their microphones.

Then, Qin Jinsheng clearly typed out the content of their question, and attached his own answer behind it.

Qin Jinsheng didn't click send until the whole article was filled.

Qin Jinsheng is now the person at the center of the topic. This new Weibo immediately attracted the attention of the public as soon as it was posted. Some people were worried that Qin Jinsheng would delete Weibo in seconds. Their first reaction was to take a screenshot first, and then they would have time to look at it. In the content of Weibo, I saw the first paragraph of Qin Jincheng’s article——Today, the reporter asked me why I didn’t jump off, and I promised to reply him later. Now I can tell him that because I want to live, someone is watching me. Pulled me from behind and gave me a chance to be reborn.