The cold tablemate is a bamboo horse

Wen Yan blushed, knowing that he was playing hooligans, but he didn't expect Jiang Han to say such things in the car, and he was angry and annoyed: "Jiang Han, if you say it again, I will ignore you."

Jiang Han accepts it when he sees it, and coaxes others: "Don't ignore me, just talk, I won't tease you anymore."

Sitting next to the two were lovers. Seeing that the brotherhood is so good now, the girl couldn't help but glared at her boyfriend.

The boy didn't know why, so he asked in a daze, "Would you like some water?"

The girl turned her head angrily, and stopped looking at Jiang Han and Wen Yan, so as not to be irritated by the comparison.

Jiang Han caught a glimpse of this scene and whispered to Wen Yan, "Yanyan, do we look like a couple?"

Wen Yan blushed at what he said, and turned to look out the window.

After getting on the expressway, there are vast mountains. Wen Yan gradually fell asleep, leaning on Jiang Han's shoulder.

The wind blows Wen Yan's broken hair, and it itches on his face.

Just looking at Wen Yan's peaceful sleeping face quietly, Jiang Han's heart seemed to be filled with warmth, extremely gentle.

Jiang Han watched all the way like this, and when he was about to reach the end, Wen Yan opened his eyes, and what he met was Jiang Han's smiling eyes.

"woke up?"

Jiang Han moved his slightly numb shoulders.

Wen Yan took a few glances, blushing a little: "How long... have I been asleep?"

"More than an hour, it should be here soon."

After getting off the bus, the two took a taxi to the hotel.The reservation was a twin room with a double bed, but Jiang Han changed it to a double room.

When getting the room card, the lady at the front desk couldn't help but look at the two of them a few more times, covered her mouth and smiled and said, "You guys have such a good relationship."

"That's right." Jiang Han didn't shy away, stopped Wen Yan's shoulder and said, "I'm at the same table, and our relationship is as good as a brother's."

Eating and sleeping together, isn't it just as good as a "pro" brother.

The room is on a high floor with a good view. You can see the whole city at a glance. There is a floor-to-ceiling window. The view at night should be very good.

It was almost five o'clock, the sun was setting, and both of them were tired from the hard work.For dinner, I ordered takeaway, crispy chicken and bamboo rice.

The glass in the bathroom is frosted. When taking a shower, you can see the hazy figure inside, and the subtle sound of water can be heard quietly in the room.

Coupled with the slightly warmer and darker lighting, everything is so hazy.

Jiang Han was playing games and waiting for takeaway, but after glancing at the bathroom, the heat that had dropped from his body rose again.

Wen Yan came out of the shower, looking refreshed.

Jiang Han wanted to hug someone, but remembered that he hadn't taken a shower, so he had no choice but to give up: "Yanyan, you eat the takeaway first."

Wen Yan said "um".

Jiang Han put on his clothes and went into the bathroom, closed the door and poked his head out, "The body lotion is in the second compartment of the box."

After coming out of the shower, Wen Yan was playing with his phone on the sofa, and the takeaway was left untouched on the table.

Jiang Han raised his eyebrows slightly: "Why don't you eat first?"

Wen Yan put down the phone: "I want to wait for you."

Jiang Han walked over and touched Wen Yan's waist: "You're so good."

When the two of them eat, Jiang Han always arranges Wen Yan's meal first, and then he starts to move his chopsticks.

The bamboo tube rice ordered fish in clear soup, and Jiang Han was picking fish bones for Wen Yan. There was pepper in the fish, and Jiang Han carefully picked out the fish.

After almost picking out the fishbone, Jiang Han started to chop the rice.

Wen Yan has a small appetite, he is full after eating half a bowl, and there is still half of the fish in the bowl.

When Jiang Han saw it, he couldn't help but said, "Yanyan, eat the fish. The protein content is very high, and it can strengthen your body."

Wen Yan was fed so much by Jiang Han that he couldn't eat any more, so he frowned and said, "It's so supportive."

Jiang Han held the chopsticks and handed the fish to Wen Yan's mouth, coaxing: "Take another bite, I'll eat the rest."

Wen Yan stepped back and shook his head: "No, I'm too full."

Jiang Han didn't force himself, took two bites of Wen Yan's leftover rice, hurriedly packed up the box, and threw it outside.

After dinner, Jiang Han was arranging their things, while Wen Yan sat by the bay window.

"Yanyan, do you want to drink yogurt, just eat it."

"I'm too full, I don't really want to drink."

"The body lotion is almost gone, let's go buy it tomorrow." Jiang Han sniffed Wen Yan's shirt, "Yanyan, your clothes have a scent."

"The smell of laundry detergent."

"Gardenia, and others, I can't tell."

"Tomorrow, we can see what fun things to do in Ningcheng. Last time you said you didn't play much, this time we can take the opportunity to have fun..."

Wen Yan said very little tonight, Jiang Han glanced back, Wen Yan was staring out the window in a daze.The night was hazy, and Wen Yan's figure was shrouded in a mist, giving him an unreal dreamlike feeling.

Jiang Han walked over to hug him, and whispered into Wen Yan's ear, "What are you looking at?"

"It's nothing..." Wen Yan said.

The city at night is full of lights, and pedestrians have their own destinations.

The bright lights of the city made Wen Yan's face look illusory, and there was a faint sadness all over his body.

Jiang Han didn't like this feeling very much, it made him feel that Wen Yan was far away from him.

"Yanyan, I'm right here..."

Jiang Han hugged Wen Yan, wanting to pass on his own warmth to Wen Yan: "Don't think too much, Yan Yan, you are too sensitive."

People who have no sense of security always worry about what they gain and lose what they get.

"Jiang Han, I've been alone for too long."

So there is very little happiness. Apart from the only happiness that this city gives him, there is only a dull time, which goes back and forth, day after day.

Long after Wen Yu's death, Wen Yan never dreamed of her, but he didn't know when, he started to have dreams about Wen Yu.

Sticky blood, suffocating space, and noisy hustle and bustle, I know the ending of the dream, but every time I will experience the feeling of life passing, and touch the already cold temperature.

Wen Yan doesn't use crying to express emotions, not even tears. Others say he is a weirdo.

But when he was tormented by chronic nightmares, Wen Yan suffered from insomnia night after night, and he couldn't redeem himself.

The doctor said that there was a chance to save her life, but she was unwilling to let go of the steel plate inserted into her body.

The housekeeper said that she was going to be back that day, but she was going to get a custom-made cake temporarily.

There is no if in the world, and no one is a god-man who can predict the future.

So Wen Yan's insomnia, knowing the truth later, accompanied by sleepless nights and nights of collapse.

Later, he "redeemed" himself, no longer had nightmares, and dared to go to Wen Yu's grave.

But he began to be afraid of this city, it would remind him of Wen Yu, the car accident, and the "truths" of the past.

He can never redeem himself.

Wen Yan buried his head in his arms: "Jiang Han, I have suffered from depression."

In days when no one knows.

Jiang Han's heart trembled: "How long?"

"Two years."

Jiang Han's voice was already hoarse, and the hands holding Wen Yan were trembling: "...why?"

"Nightmare."

Jiang Han's voice was already hoarse: "...what did you dream about?"

"Car accident." Wen Yan said, "She died because of me."

For a long time, Jiang Han didn't speak, but hugged Wen Yan tightly, as if trying to melt this person into his chest.

His gentle words, in the days he didn't know... suffered from depression.

Just thinking about it, Jiang Han's heart ached to the point of suffocation.

This world has never been kind to Wen Yan.

He obviously did nothing wrong, obviously he is so good.

Jiang Han held Wen Yan's hand and interlocked his fingers. The two comforted and redeemed each other in this quiet night: "Yanyan, it's not your fault..."

Wen Yan looked at the hands of the two of them, with a touch of confusion and sadness in his eyes: "Everyone says that, but Jiang Han..." Wen Yan's voice was very soft, "I can't forgive myself..."

He could reconcile with Wen Yu, but he couldn't reconcile with himself.

Sensing Jiang Han clenched his hand, Wen Yan smiled: "I don't know why, but I suddenly want to talk to you about this today."

He touched Jiang Han's hand and said softly, "Don't worry, the depression is gone, and there will be no more nightmares."

Jiang Han hugged Wen Yan and kept silent, the two of them just kept quiet, the shadow of their embrace was reflected on the window.

The moonlight slanted in, and the afterglow fell all over the place.

After a long time, Wen Yan took the initiative to shake Jiang Han's hand: "What's the matter, are you scared?"

Jiang Han rubbed Wen Yan's neck, and his voice was terribly muffled, like sand: "Yanyan, can you tell me more about yourself, I want to hear it."

Wen Yan thought for a while, then smiled and said, "I have nothing to say, it's very plain, you probably won't want to hear it."

"I'll listen to what you say."

Knowing that Jiang Han shouldn't be in a good mood right now, Wen Yan always picks out happy things to talk about, but in fact, in the past 18 years, there are very few things that can make him feel happy.

And Chi Sui was one, so I talked more gently.

It's all small details, as well as the birthday presents given every year, and Chi Nan, who has a bad temper but a good heart.

Every time someone secretly talked about him at school, that person's face would be stained the next day.

Wen Yan knew that Chi Nan did it.

No matter what the reason is, Wen Yan is grateful to her.

In fact, Chi's family treated him well.

Wen Yan had never received much love and care, so even if Lin Jia just said "go to bed early" to him symbolically, Wen Yan could still feel warm.

Originally, he wanted to hear about Wen Yan's past, but when Wen Yan talked about the comfortable smile on Chi Sui's face, the more Jiang Han listened, the more he enjoyed it.

"Yanyan, do you like him very much? You have never smiled at me like this before."

"He... treats me very well," Wen Yan said hesitantly, afraid that Jiang Han would think about it again, "Treat me like my own brother, and I also..."

"Treat him as an older brother" before he could say the words, his body was already in the air.

Jiang Han hugged him and walked towards the bed: "Yanyan, if you say you like him, I will bully you."

Wen Yan blushed in Jiang Han's arms.

After chatting for so long, it was almost ten o'clock, both of them were tired after a day's driving, so Jiang Han turned off the light and went to bed.

Fumbled to sleep with Wen Yan in his arms.

The two were lying on the bed.

Jiang Han's mind was exhausted, but he didn't feel sleepy, so he asked Wen Yan, "Have you seen a psychiatrist?"

Wen Yan said "Yeah": "I used to watch it on time, it's not serious_feet caramel_severe."

After a long silence, Jiang Han asked what he had been wanting to ask tonight: "Yanyan, depression...what does it feel like..."

He was afraid of what answer Wen Yan would give. It was the past that Wen Yan had walked out of, but it was a dusty pain that he had never known.

"Just can't sleep."

"All night?"

"Ah."

After three or four seconds, Jiang Han asked: "...is it in pain?"

Wen Yan turned around and hugged Jiang Han: "Jiang Han, don't ask..."

Jiang Han stroked Wen Yan's fine hair: "Okay, I won't ask any more."

"Leave your hair back, it makes me tangle every time I rub it."

"it is good."

The two embraced each other and fell asleep.

Wen Yan had a dream. In the dream, he turned into a rabbit and was chased by a fox in the grassland.

The fox was tall and big, with a pair of peach blossom eyes, and he could stride more than ten meters with one foot. The rabbit couldn't hide it and was caught.

The fox didn't eat it, put it on his back, and ran with the rabbit on the grassland.

The fox and the rabbit ran a long distance, and when they were tired, the fox put the rabbit down and began to pat its snow-white fur.

Then, Wen Yan woke up.

Jiang Han looked at him with a smile, and scratched Wen Yan's cheek with his hands: "Yanyan, the sun is drying his ass."

The sun was shining brightly outside the window, illuminating the hotel very brightly.

Wen Yan's eyes were dazzled by the light, and he raised his hand to block it: "What time is it?"

"Eleven o'clock." Jiang Han scratched the tip of his nose with a smile, "It's just time to get up and have lunch, and I'll go down and buy you your favorite shrimp. If you're still sleepy, eat before going to sleep. It's not good for your health to be hungry."

Wen Yan sat up, sleeping for such a long time for the first time, and his head was still a little dazed.

Before Wen Yan got up, Jiang Han carried him to the bathroom and helped him put on his shoes: "They said to go to the hot spring in the afternoon, Yan Yan, do you want to go?"

"I'm fine, you can go if you want."

Jiang Han wanted to go, but he didn't want so many people to go.

He just wanted to go with Wen Yan, and he didn't want so many people to see Wen Yan without clothes, only he could see.

"There's nothing to soak in the hot springs, so it's better to study at the hotel."

Wen Yan glanced at him, Jiang Han coughed and continued: "The outline of the competition has come out, and there are quite a lot of changes. Yanyan, I'll give you a lecture in the afternoon."

"Listen to you."

After brunch, the two of them gave a lecture at the hotel during their free time.

The sun was just right, illuminating everything warmly.

After one o'clock, everyone arrived at the hotel one after another. After lunch, they discussed going to the hot spring.

Someone in the group asked Jiang Han which room he lived in, and Jiang Han sent him the room number.

Then within a few minutes, a group of boys came up.

Wang Junlin's voice could be heard through the hotel room: "Let's go! Brother Han, go to the hot spring, don't you love it the most?"

The hotel door opened.

After everyone saw what was going on inside, their jaws dropped in shock: "What did I see? This is the Jiang Han I know!"

Wu Fei patted Wang Junlin on the shoulder: "Old Wang, you should get used to joining forces."

Luo Qing understood: "It's no wonder Brother Han hasn't bubbled for a long time. With Wen Xueba here, he would have been lying in the hot spring long ago."

After being at the same table with Wen Yan, Jiang Han has indeed changed a lot, at least he has not been in arrears with his homework, and the number of times he goes to the office to dictate has gradually decreased.

It really explains what is meant by the collaboration between Xueba and Xueba.

Jiang Han was a little embarrassed: "It's not interesting to go out every year. Call me when there is any event in the evening."

Wang Junlin glanced at the half-open room, sharp-eyed and said: "Why are your rooms so high-end, ours still has a wooden floor, so the bathroom is still transparent!"

Jiang Han was too lazy to listen to his nonsense, raised his hand and closed the door: "Come early and choose early, what's so special about it."

The door was closed, shutting out Wang Junlin's chatter: "Damn it, the school can treat them differently..."

Wen Yan was reading a book by the bay window, Jiang Han walked over: "Yanyan, let's go for a walk at night."

Competition training starts tomorrow, so I don't think I have much time to relax like this.

The wind in late October was still warm, blowing the curtains and the boy's white shirt.

Wen Yan bit his pen, thinking intently, nodded when he heard the voice, then raised his head to look at Jiang Han: "Do you like to soak in hot springs?"

Jiang Han smiled subconsciously: "No, it's so-so. What are you thinking, so serious."

"The question you gave me last night," Wen Yan turned his gaze back, "there are still some things I don't understand very well."

"What don't you understand, let me tell you."