The fate of burning the wrong coin

The words made Su Xiaonan's heart skip a beat. Although this is a fact that anyone with a discerning eye can see, it still has a different taste when it comes from Mu Zhelan's mouth.

Mu Zhelan looked at Su Xiaonan, her eyes became resentful, "I blamed him for waiting for him for a long time, but what I waited for was the news that he would leave forever. I can't and I don't want to give up, because I have been reading ancient books before, and I used to read them in books. After reading some words of Huanyang, I had a vague impression in my mind, so I did it."

"Do you dare to die if you have an impression?"

Su Xiaonan looked at Mu Zhelan in astonishment, although Mu Zhelan was naughty, she was by no means a careless person, why was she so careless in this matter, wouldn't she be afraid of dying in vain?Mu Zhelan looked at him, with sadness in his eyes, "What can I do? Other than this method, I can't think of how to get him back. But he didn't wait for me..."

Mu Zhelan took a deep breath, when he chased to the ghost gate, he thought he could catch up with the general, even if he saw the last side, he would be willing.Even he is fine, as long as he can be with the general, he is willing to be a yin couple, as long as there is a general.

"So, you found out that the general is me in this life, so you want to throw it into my stomach, entangled in the ties of blood, and will never be separated forever?" Su Xiaonan looked at Mu Zhelan, this kind of love made him a little scared.Mu Zhelan looked into his eyes and said, "I'm sorry, I just can't let go."

"But I'm not a general." Su Xiaonan's words were crisp and clear, and he had said this to himself many times in his heart.

"Whether I have any memory of my previous life or not, I am Su Xiaonan. In this life, I am just Su Xiaonan. The general has nothing to do with me. Think about it."

"I know."

Mu Zhelan's voice was very deep, "I know you are not him. You are not like at all..." The general will not be bullied by him, the general will not cook for him, and the general will not be angry because of his words. Desperate.After the general conquered him back then, he only left a sentence of "wait for me" and then went to the border. It took four years to leave. What did the long wait get in return?At that moment, Mu Zhelan had hatred.But where does hate come from without love?Every time he hates, Mu Zhelan will see how much he loves the general once, and this cycle of reincarnation continues, he is about to be driven crazy.

"You are you, I see it clearly."

Mu Zhelan looked into Su Xiaonan's eyes and said word by word, he had long stopped treating Su Xiaonan as a general after being in contact with Su Xiaonan these days.When he was with Su Xiaonan, he didn't have that kind of invisible oppression and tension, he was relaxed and warm, as long as Su Xiaonan was around, his heart would soar, which was in contrast to the sadness the general brought to him.

"I admit that the general will be indelible in my heart forever. Thinking about him has become a habit, and I can't change this habit. But Xiaonan—"

Mu Zhelan's voice was a little choked up, although he had thought about these words many times, but it was still awkward to say it to Su Xiaonan face to face.

"Can you give me a chance to turn over the past and give me a chance to start over."

There was a hint of sincere pleading in the words, Su Xiaonan looked at Mu Zhelan's sincere eyes and his heart beat violently, he had feelings for Mu Zhelan, Su Xiaonan had already confirmed this, but he was not sure if he could accept a I will always remember someone else's man in my heart.

"I'll think about it..." Su Xiaonan didn't answer Mu Zhelan directly. He still hasn't dared to ask Mu Zhelan what his past with the general was like. Whenever he mentioned the name of the general, Mu Zhelan would With such depression, Su Xiaonan still dare not underestimate the weight of the general in Mu Zhelan's heart, after all, he still has to leave a way out for his feelings.Although he didn't agree, Mu Zhelan was already very happy just like this. The Su Xiaonan he imagined would be extremely irritable after knowing the truth, and might even turn against each other. Mu Zhelan was already ready to accept all of this , but I didn't expect Su Xiaonan to forgive him like that.

With his head down, Su Xiaonan is also very tangled, now his mind is in a mess, with countless thoughts spinning, but the only thing that is certain is that he can't leave Mu Zhelan anymore.That love has long been planted in his heart, and it has taken root. If he wants to pull it out, he will be bloody. He doesn't have the courage.

Because the atmosphere of the conversation just now became solidified, Mu Zhelan looked at Su Xiaonan's frowning brows and raised her hand to caress her.

"Don't frown, I don't like it."

The warm feeling made Su Xiaonan tremble uncontrollably, he tilted his head, avoided Mu Zhelan's hand, and complained softly: "What are you doing, I haven't made up my mind yet."

Mu Zhelan was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "What does this have to do with whether you thought it through or not?"

"What do you mean?" Su Xiaonan looked at Mu Zhelan in confusion, and Mu Zhelan took a deep breath looking at Su Xiaonan's cute blinking eyes and said, "What I said just now were just polite words, you really took it seriously. Su Xiaonan, you It's in the palm of my hand and I can't escape, I don't care if you agree or not, I will rely on you not to leave."

46. ​​Chase step by step

"Who knows what nonsense you are going to say." Su Xiaonan lowered her head and slammed the rice, her face and heart were hot, and she didn't even dare to look at Mu Zhelan.Mu Zhelan looked at him with a nonchalant smile, knowing that Su Xiaonan was shy, and said casually: "The future will be long, you will definitely understand nonsense."

How shameless!Su Xiaonan complained from the bottom of her heart, but she still didn't dare to look at Mu Zhelan.There is no way, Mu Zhelan's eyes are really strange, unlike Xiu Ran's full of affection, there is also a hint of evil in them, like a stimulant that makes people's heart beat faster.

The taste of a meal is different for the two of them. Su Xiaonan never dared to look up, tossing and tossing a lot of thoughts in his mind, until the end of the favorite meal, he didn't taste much.Mu Zhelan is of course full of joy and relaxation.Facing the past, it wasn’t that he didn’t feel pain when he said it, and it wasn’t that his memories lost power, but Su Xiaonan’s reaction was far beyond his expectations. Maybe it was Xiuran’s vision that laid a solid foundation for him. Thinking of Xiuran, Mu Zhelan Frowning, he looked at Su Xiaonan.

"Xiaonan."

"what?"

Su Xiaonan thought he was going to say something weird again, and tried to cover up the panic in his heart with a bad attitude. Mu Zhelan shook her head helplessly, looked at him and said, "Why are you so nervous, I can't eat you up."

"..."

It's okay not to say, when the rice grains he had just swallowed got stuck in his throat, Su Xiaonan coughed violently, his face flushed from holding back, Mu Zhelan hurriedly stepped forward to help him move his back, "Why are you in such a hurry? "

Su Xiaonan was still coughing, tears came out, "If you didn't talk nonsense, would I be able to cough?"

"Where am I talking nonsense?" Mu Zhelan argues on the grounds, and then thinks that everyone is full of rice grains. It's not good for him to be so plausible, and adds comfort: "Don't worry, if I eat it, I will eat it in a fair manner."

"...Shameless, let me go!" Su Xiaonan's face looked as if it had been blasted by a depth charge, it was so red, Mu Zhelan was so happy to see him, this kind of Su Xiaonan made him very fond of it, even if he didn't say anything, all the feelings It had already been written on his face, so what else did he have to ask for proof?Just believe it, just like Su Xiaonan trusts him.

After the meal, Mu Zhelan was in charge of cleaning up the dishes, while Su Xiaonan finished washing in an apron. While washing, he couldn't help but chuckle thinking about all the things that happened during the meal.

"You're laughing so stupidly, what are you thinking?"

Mu Zhelan's abrupt words made Su Xiaonan tremble in fright, and almost threw the bowl out of his hand. He stared at Mu Zhelan, "Why are you peeping at people? You scared me!"

"You didn't do anything wrong to scare you."

Mu Zhelan smiled and said that he had been watching Su Xiaonan for quite a while.Seeing him wearing an apron at home, watching him smirk while washing the dishes, everything is so real, he has the urge to hug Su Xiaonan, but in the end he resists it, the only taste is a slow simmer , this truth, Mu Zhelan will not fail to understand.

"Why are you looking at me like that..." Su Xiaonan was frightened by Mu Zhelan's shining eyes, this person must have thought of something good.Mu Zhelan raised her eyebrows and looked at him calmly, "I'll discuss something with you."

"What's the matter?" Mu Zhelan's sudden seriousness made Su Xiaonan a little taken aback, Mu Zhelan smiled at his dumbfounded appearance, and said softly, "Give me a chance to pursue you."

"..."

Su Xiaonan instantly shy, the bowl in his hand fell into the basin with a crisp sound, he lowered his head to pick it up in a panic, and muttered bravado: "Why are you so bloody, you don't look like people in the old society at all."

"Is this dog blood? I'm just telling the truth."

Mu Zhelan understood Su Xiaonan's embarrassment, so she didn't point it out, "Xiaonan, I'm not talking to you, you should think about it, I'll give you time."

After saying this, Mu Zhelan turned around and went back to the house to watch TV, leaving Su Xiaonan alone staring at the bowl in a daze, this daze even lasted until late at night, Su Xiaonan stared at the ceiling and thought blankly all night.

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Su Xiaonan slipped away early the next morning because he thought about it all night and couldn't come up with a reason, so he didn't dare to face Mu Zhelan.When Mu Zhelan woke up and saw the food covered on the table, she shook her head and smiled, this little turtle with a shrunken head.

Su Xiaonan arrived at the school by bus. The rare job opportunity forced him to pull himself together and shake his head to shake all distracting thoughts out of his head. He entered the school with his tutor.

The school has not changed, it is basically the same as the year he left, but there are many more youthful faces, Su Xiaonan looked at them and couldn't help sighing, laugh, children, laugh more