The fate of burning the wrong coin

. "Su Xiaonan told the truth, Xiu Ran looked at him, "I said, I will not lie to you, as long as you want to ask, I will try my best to answer. "

Xiu Ran's words were bold and fiery, Su Xiaonan lowered his head uncomfortably, Xiu Ran looked at him with a faint smile, and did not make things difficult for him: "Speaking of the past, it has really been a long time."

When he got to the point, Xiu Ran's eyes gradually drifted away. He didn't want to mention those unbearable past events, but since Su Xiaonan wanted to listen, he would be sad if he was sad, as long as he was happy.Su Xiaonan sat beside him quietly, listening attentively.

"I was born in the countryside. My family conditions are not good. I have a younger brother and a younger sister who are the eldest in the family. I haven't read much, my mother is in poor health, and my father is the only labor force in the family. With the birth of my younger sister, the family has already I can’t get rid of it, even if my parents don’t give up, I was still sent to serve in the army when I was 17.”

Xiuran's voice was very low. Thinking of his former parents, he was still very sad. No matter how long it took, the pain that was blood thicker than water could not be broken. He had no scruples about love, but he always felt deeply guilty about family affection.Su Xiaonan felt it, and patted Xiu Ran's hand to comfort him.

"Because of the poor conditions at home, I have always been in poor health. Compared with young men of the same age, I am much worse. Fortunately, I followed my father, which is not bad. At that time, my friends often called me a toothpick. My body was like a bamboo pole, like a gust of wind. It can be scraped off."

"Really?" Su Xiaonan looked at Xiu Ran in surprise, seeing that he really couldn't imagine what he looked like before he was alive.Xiu Ran looked at him and nodded: "Of course. In our time, it was normal for recruits to be beaten, let alone a recruit like me with poor physical fitness and poor family conditions. I remember that in winter, I often had to be beaten by myself. Filling up the water for all the monitors, it would be really cold at that time, it was not an easy job for me. Also, the people in the next class were playing tricks, often just filling the monitor’s thermos, they would be killed They went to wash their feet. Naturally, the squad leader didn't ask so many questions, thinking that I was lazy, and I just beat me up indiscriminately. The intensity, huh, is really no joke."

"This is too bullying!" Su Xiaonan was dissatisfied, Xiu Ran looked at him and smiled, "At that time, even if I had great dissatisfaction, I had to endure it. Gradually, I found that when I was most sad, he Always come to help me. Whether it's fetching water for the squad leader, or doing laundry, or getting punished in the snow."

"Yes...is that general?" Su Xiaonan hesitated and asked the question that had been hidden in his heart. If it was really that general, then wouldn't it mean that he was indeed the general's past life if Xiu Ran treated him like this now?Xiu Ran stared into his eyes for a while, and said, "I said, I won't mention your past life."

"..." Although he knew that Xiu Ran would say that, Su Xiaonan was still a little disappointed. He nodded, "Well, you continue."

"At the beginning, I didn't take that person seriously, but I was very grateful to him. Later, I went through several battles, and he was the one who protected me when I escaped from death."

"So if a hero loves a beautiful woman, you fell in love with him?" Su Xiaonan assumed it as it should be, and Xiu Ran smiled lightly, "Maybe, I can't tell whether it's a love for a long time or something, anyway, if you fall in love, you fall in love Yes, from the day I knew I fell in love with him, I never thought of avoiding anything. The day I was sure I fell in love with him, I was injured, he bandaged the wound for me, and the throbbing of the skin-to-skin relationship made me unbearable Determined my heart."

"But that era should be very closed..." Su Xiaonan admired Xiu Ran's daring temperament, even after several lifetimes, he could still see the strength in him. Xiu Ran looked at Su Xiaonan, and his voice was a little dry: "I don't care about other people's eyes, I only care about him alone. Once he had the courage to confess, but he touched my head and told me that he only regarded me as a younger brother. Because I am very similar to an old friend."

"It's like an old friend... how come these words sound familiar." Su Xiaonan frowned and looked at Xiu Ran, but Xiu Ran ignored his awkwardness and continued, "I've tried hard to fight for him, but he's the only one I've been looking forward to, but But he will never see me. Later, the war became worse and worse. There were bullets and bullets every day. dignified, and he hasn’t smiled for a long time. Only when he writes letters to his hometown by the little light every night, he will be so plain and happy. At that time, I knew that he has been unwilling to accept I have someone else in my heart."

Xiu Ran's hands were tightly clenched into fists, Su Xiaonan looked at him with some pity, and felt that it was cruel to have his past scars dug out like this.

"If you feel uncomfortable, don't say it..."

"Fortunately, it's over." Xiu Ran kept looking at Su Xiaonan, as if he could see into his heart.Su Xiaonan felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by him, Xiu Ran turned her head, and continued: "I never thought that the ambush would be our separation, heh, it is better to say a temporary farewell than a separation. left him."

"The person you like died in battle? Haven't you left him for several lifetimes?"

The more Su Xiaonan heard this, the more he looked like a general, Xiu Ran nodded, "Yes, and he was seriously injured because he blocked a shot for me. At that time, he bled a lot, and I couldn't cover it no matter how I tried, the enemy was searching outside. Shan couldn't let go of a living creature, and I just hugged him like this for a whole week."

Su Xiaonan's palms were a little cold, she looked at Xiuran, and asked, "You held him for a week?" Holding a dead person for a whole week, it takes a lot of affection to do this.

Xiu Ran nodded and said: "At that time, I was also injured. Maybe there was corpse gas in the trench, plus the blood. A week later, when I crawled out from the pile of corpses of my comrades in arms, I felt like I felt wrong."

"...Are you drinking human blood?" Su Xiaonan looked at Xiuran nervously. He had been with Xiuran for so long, and in his heart, Xiuran was always gentle. Whenever he thought of him drinking human blood.

Feeling his fear, Xiu Ran said blankly: "At the beginning, the only thought was to kill the shooter to avenge him. Later, I also got revenge as I wished."

"You killed that man?"

"Yes, the heart and liver were dug out and the blood was sucked out. During this process, I kept that person alive to the greatest extent, let him watch me suck his blood, let him watch me dig out his heart and liver, Watching him die little by little in my hands."

Su Xiaonan took a deep breath, suddenly feeling a little scared, Xiu Ran turned to look at him, frowning: "Are you afraid of me?"

"No, it's just that it's a bit annoying." Su Xiaonan wiped the sweat from his palms, Xiu Ran stared into his eyes and said, "For the one I love, even if it means death or being scolded by everyone, I will never would back off. He killed someone I loved, and I treated him like this, and he deserved his death."

"Yeah, and then?" Su Xiaonan tried hard to restrain the fear in his heart. If he wasn't afraid, he wouldn't be a human being. Fortunately, Mu Zhelan had laid a solid foundation for him before, so it wasn't as difficult for him to accept it as he imagined. .

Xiu Ran looked up at the gradually darkening sky, and his eyes also changed color, "I don't know whether it is God pitying me or playing tricks on me, the blood from the wound, the corpse's gas from the pile of corpses, and the dried blood , and all the coincidences of the night of the full moon, I became the person I am now, neither human nor ghost."

"Do you still want to suck blood now?" Su Xiaonan looked at Xiu Ran nervously, and Xiu Ran looked at him and said, "As long as you are not seriously injured, basically you don't need it."

"Then what do you eat? Animal blood?"

Su Xiaonan was very worried about this question, and Xiu Ran shook her head, "Very little, I don't need a strong body, as long as I suck moonlight, it's enough for my daily life. It's just that I sucked a small amount of blood bags from the hospital recently."

"Recently?" Su Xiaonan blinked at Xiu Ran, and Xiu Ran looked into his eyes without trying to hide: "I need energy to protect you from harm."

"I'm fine now..." Not to mention that the emotion is fake, Su Xiaonan was hurt by Xiu Ran's too direct eyes, and never dared to look him in the eyes.Xiu Ran looked at him and said seriously: "I have lost the most important person before, this time, I will not allow any mistakes."

"So—" Su Xiaonan finally looked up and looked at Xiu Ran: "I am the reincarnation of the person you mentioned."

Xiu Ran quietly stared into Su Xiaonan's eyes for a while, then nodded.Still no way, as soon as he saw the eyes, he couldn't tell any lies.

"So, I'm a general?" Su Xiaonan's voice was a little dry, which finally confirmed his guess.Xiu Ran shook his head at this meeting, "People have nine reincarnations, are you right? You still can't confirm it."

"Then why are you doing this to me?"

"I'm just afraid of missing out again."

The last words all turned into silent heartbreak along with the fallen leaves, Xiu Ran took a deep breath and looked at the half-black sky.He didn't know how long he watched that day, just to wait for that person, but now, Su Xiaonan was standing in front of him alive, reincarnation and reincarnation had already faded away all the original smell from him, and now Su Xiaonan was a brand new man with nothing to do with the past. The person involved, but even so, Xiu Ran couldn't help but put all his heart on him.

"Come in, I'm going to see the child."

Su Xiaonan's voice was tinged with loneliness, and his mood became depressed. He got up and walked slowly into the house.It's all for the past life, whether it's Xiu Ran or Mu Zhelan, it's all for the so-called past life, but in this life he's just an ordinary Su Xiaonan.No matter how deep the feelings of the previous life were for the two of them,