The fate of burning the wrong coin

The foot has already stepped on the solid ground.

Su Xiaonan turned her head to look at Mu Zhelan with lingering fear, maybe the revisit of the old place brought back the past, Mu Zhelan lost the smiling face just now, and there was no expression on her face, which made Su Xiaonan unable to see through.

Walking step by step into the house, Su Xiaonan looked in surprise at the fairly familiar scene around her, earth kang bed, tiled floor, dim headlights, isn't this just my grandfather's house?Looking around, the door was pushed open, Su Xiaonan was startled and hurriedly hid under the table, while Mu Zhelan, who was watching coldly, shook his head, "Idiot, they can't see you."

"Why didn't you say earlier..."

Su Xiaonan crawled out from under the table in embarrassment, Mu Zhelan couldn't be bothered to pay attention to him, and rolled his eyes.

It was a young man who entered the room. His appearance was fairly decent, but his figure was too weak. Su Xiaonan looked familiar to the dignified-looking woman who was walking behind him, a woman with a big belly who was a bit cumbersome to walk.

"Hey, there's no one now, let's do it together?"

The man opened his mouth, and the woman gave him a vicious look, "Fucking? You know it! The village head's son will treat you later, aren't you going to wait to be fed to the dog by the village head?!"

Hearing this tone, Su Xiaonan's forehead was sweating, grandpa and grandma?Halo, so the two of them were so passionate when they were young?With a big belly, she doesn't forget to do that... But why is it different from what grandma described? Didn't she always tell herself that she was so tender to grandpa, that she would not fight back if she was beaten, a typical woman with three obediences and four virtues?Sure enough, what the woman said was like a joke.Su Xiaonan wiped off his sweat and continued to watch, but the picture was not as enjoyable as he imagined, but like a black and white photo, with scenes changing one by one.

In the blink of an eye, it was the day when grandma gave birth, and grandpa stood by her bed, holding her hand tightly: "I am here, I am here."

"You...you can't give birth to me..."

Grandma is indeed a grandma, and she is immortal everywhere. Su Xiaonan shuddered seeing her sweating head and bloodshot eyes in pain. Is it really so painful to have a baby?

"I, I must give birth to a boy... If it is a girl, I, I will not live..."

Grandma said intermittently, that rural people's patriarchal thought was deeply rooted, Su Xiaonan sighed, it turned out that my mother's arrival was so unwelcome.

With the sound of "Wow", Mama Su was born. Looking at the wrinkled old man-like child, Su Xiaonan's eyes widened, so ugly?Didn't Mama Su say that she was born beautiful, hundreds of times prettier than other children when she was born?What the hell is going on with these two women, maybe they can talk so accurately.

With the birth of Su Ma, Grandma Su fainted, Su Xiaonan was nervous, and the picture rotated again. In a blink of an eye, he arrived at Su Ma's full moon banquet. Happy grandpa, he curled his lips, isn't this a good life, who said that if it's a girl, don't live?

It seems that grandma and grandpa are doing pretty well in the village. Although the family is poor and there is no big fish and meat on the table, many people came to the full moon wine, and the bustling crowd kept coming. He still took chances and wanted to see if he could see Mu Zhelan and the general who fascinated him.

More and more people gathered, Su Xiaonan's eyes hurt, his patience gradually lost, and he was depressed, when there was a commotion in the crowd, he suddenly looked up, his eyes shone with surprise.

coming!

13. The past follows the wind

Unexpectedly, it was not just one person, but two people walking side by side.

Su Xiaonan stared at the two of them intently. They were about the same height and extremely handsome, but their auras were as completely different as the north and south poles.

Su Xiaonan guessed that the man walking on the right should be the legendary general. He was not wearing a military uniform, but a simple white shirt with his hands in his pockets. The arc of the body faintly reveals a strong body honed on the battlefield.Mu Zhelan on his side is more restrained, he is wearing a light blue rough gown, the collar button is tied to the last one, his short hair is neatly combed, and his steps are much calmer than the general's, mixed with heroism Strong bookishness.Su Xiaonan blinked vigorously, somewhat disbelieving that Mu Zhelan would be so steady.

As soon as the two of them appeared, all the eyes of the banquet were concentrated here, and in those eyes, there were amazement, exclamation, pity, and more contempt and ridicule...

But the two still moved forward slowly, standing side by side neither humble nor overbearing, as if no one around them existed, and the general would turn his head to look at Mu Zhelan from time to time, with a faint smile on his face.

Seeing this scene, Su Xiaonan's first reaction was to turn to look at Mu Zhelan now.Mu Zhelan stood in the same place without moving his steps. He stared blankly at the general with a deep infatuation in his eyes. Even though it was the past, he was still immersed in it and couldn't pull it out.

Seeing Mu Zhelan's expression as if everything had been hollowed out, Su Xiaonan couldn't help feeling pity. He used to just blindly complain that Mu Zhelan couldn't forget his future and walked out of the swamp to find a new life, but now it seems... let alone Mu Zhelan Zhe Lan, even an outsider like him couldn't help being moved when he saw the general's eyes full of love, let alone the one who had been pampered and spoiled all the time.

Mu Zhelan kept looking at Su Xiaonan. At this moment, his gaze was dull, motionless like an old monk in meditation, which made people feel heartbroken.Su Xiaonan began to regret his decision, he shouldn't have spread the grievance of his mother's departure on Mu Zhelan, and pushed him into this abyss of pain, opened the wound that might have stuttered, and sprinkled salt water vigorously.Su Xiaonan couldn't bear it, he walked up to Mu Zhelan, tugged at his sleeve, "Let's go."

"Huh?" Mu Zhelan recovered and looked at Su Xiaonan, the moisture in his eyes hadn't dissipated yet. It was the first time I knew Mu Zhelan who liked pranks and had nothing to do with sarcasm.Su Xiaonan just felt like a wicked bastard, knowing that Mu Zhelan would be in pain and sad, but he insisted on bringing out this bloody scene and showing it in front of Mu Zhelan's eyes.

"I don't want to watch it. It's boring. It's all about the older generation. Let's go back and talk about the future. I still care more about myself."

Su Xiaonan moved his footsteps and said with a lot of reasons, and he also deliberately blocked Mu Zhelan's sight with his body.Mu Zhelan came back to his senses, it wasn't Su Xiaonan's expected rage and refusal to leave, he looked at Su Xiaonan and nodded, "Okay."

A "good" word, so clean and neat, without any hesitation.

And the too obsessive scene disappeared with the wind, Su Xiaonan followed behind Mu Zhelan, looking at his unchanged back, his heart felt as if he had been slapped hard with a stick, and it hurt.

That piercing feeling was something he had never experienced before, Su Xiaonan was a little flustered, and touched his chest vigorously.It must be because I haven't been sleeping soundly recently, and I actually have a heart attack.

Back to the dark green lawn again, both of them lost their initial interest.Mu Zhelan didn't care about Su Xiaonan, he lay on the lawn with his eyes closed, his arms outstretched, stretching his body, while Su Xiaonan sat beside him without saying a word.

Regarding Mu Zhelan's persistence, he has no right to point out anything.In the past, he didn't understand why Mu Zhelan was so stubborn, as stubborn as a donkey, and he couldn't persuade him no matter how hard he tried.But now, after seeing the real scene, Su Xiaonan began to understand that the general will always exist in Mu Zhelan's heart accompanied by pain, which is as normal as breathing. .Just like the memories of that scene, Su Xiaonan could smell the tears in the air standing in it, so painful, so hurt...

Mu Zhelan never opened his eyes, he was afraid that there would be bitter tears when he opened them, and he didn't want Su Xiaonan to see his fragility.Over the years, he has long been used to swallowing tears into his stomach, no matter how much pain and loneliness he will bear alone.

"Well——" Su Xiaonan knew that he was feeling uncomfortable, and was thinking about what to say to ease the atmosphere, but he was a clumsy man, and he couldn't persuade others. In this atmosphere, he didn't know how to speak, and he grabbed his clothes tightly. It was loose, loose and tight, and finally, Su Xiaonan thought of what to say, "Damn, Mu Zhelan, besides eating, is there anything else I should pay attention to as a pregnant woman?"

With a "puchi", Mu Zhelan was amused. He opened his eyes and looked at Su Xiaonan, raising his eyebrows: "Why, finally admit that you are pregnant?"

Su Xiaonan grabbed the grass on the ground and looked at him awkwardly, "Is it okay if you don't admit it? You pinned me by the neck. I'm a person, that's all I'm good at. I know how to adapt to the environment and never owe myself anything." If it wasn't for making you feel less sad, who would admit it!

"Hey, I gave you a ladder and you still climbed up, I really don't know how to be reserved."

Mu Zhelan's mood obviously improved a lot, Su Xiaonan breathed a sigh of relief, her mood was not so depressed.It seems that Mu Zhelan did not refuse to listen to persuasion, his insistence was limited to generals.

"Tell me, do I need to prepare anything else?"

Su Xiaonan was afraid that Mu Zhelan would fall into painful memories again if she paused, so she hurriedly changed the subject.How could Mu Zhelan fail to see his intentions, he stared at Su Xiaonan for a while, then smiled softly: "No, it's good that you are here."

It's good that you are here...

Su Xiaonan's heart skipped a beat when he said these ambiguous words, he looked at Mu Zhelan with a guilty conscience, but Mu Zhelan closed his eyes again, lying on the lawn without saying a word.

The wind gently brushed the messy short hair, which reminded Su Xiaonan of Mu Zhelan in the picture just now, his hair is so neat,