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Anyone who encounters such a grand and romantic confession would be extremely shocked and moved, but Ceramic's mood is much more complicated than ordinary people.

Ge Rui... Ge Rui with tens of millions or even hundreds of millions of fans...

He actually expressed his love to him with an album!

After listening to all the songs in the album and reading all the lyrics online, he couldn't help crying.

If Ge Rui had treated him like this earlier, it would be great...

If only none of the things in between had happened...

It would be great if he could forget that rainy night and the heartless Ge Rui that day...

Then, he must be the happiest person in the world.

Unfortunately, no matter what Ge Rui did, he couldn't erase the past.

These touching songs and straightforward lyrics touched Ceramic's heart, but they couldn't heal the scars on his heart.

The next night, Ge Rui, who hadn't seen him for a long time, appeared in the restaurant. He looked a little exhausted, with some serious bags under his eyes, but he seemed in a good mood, with a smile on his face all the time.

Since Ceramic became his exclusive chef, Ge Rui confessed that he didn't need other waiters to order for him. Every time, he called Ceramic into the box and ordered with him himself.

On this day, he only ordered a bowl of assorted noodles, looked straight at the ceramics and said to him: "Don't put green peppers and celery, but a lot of sliced ​​mushrooms and lettuce."

"Okay." Ceramic took out the small notebook and pen for keeping the list, wrote it down calmly, and then asked politely, "Do you need wine or drinks?"

Ge Rui looked at him, "Give me a cup of jasmine tea."

"Okay." Ceramics wrote it down again, and then said, "I'm going to prepare dinner for you right now, please wait a moment."

After saying that, he bent slightly towards Ge Rui like he did to other guests, then turned around and was about to leave.

Ge Rui frowned and stopped him, "Ceramics!"

Ceramics took a deep breath, turned around, and said with a professional smile typical of service staff who had been practicing for a long time: "Do you have any other orders?"

Ge Rui didn't speak, just stared at him.

He felt uncomfortable looking at ceramics, secretly clenched his right fist, trying to calm down.

This time, he finally didn't look away first.

Ge Rui stroked the center of his eyebrows wearily, "It's nothing, you can go."

In the next half month, Ge Rui came to the restaurant to eat from time to time, almost every day in the first week, and every other day in the next week.Ceramic's attitude towards him has always been polite and distant.At first, Ge Rui would find topics to talk to him, but ceramics ignored him. He became more and more silent every time, and he even lost interest in ordering food, so ceramics made arrangements for him.

Half a month later, Ge Rui didn't show up in the restaurant for a full ten days.

The restaurant staff chattered.

"I haven't seen Ge Rui's recent work trends on the news. Why doesn't he come to the restaurant for dinner?"

"Could it be that you are tired of eating and plan to change to another restaurant?"

"I still have a girlfriend, and I have a girlfriend who cooks for him, so I won't come?"

"Girlfriend?! Hey, hey, don't..."

"It's also possible that he hired a chef to cook for him at home. After all, he is a big star, so it's inconvenient to go out every time..."

"I think your guess is reliable. Although the store manager has issued a gag order, anyone who reveals that Ge Rui is dining in our restaurant will be fired, and everyone is basically tight-lipped, but there is always someone who is not tight-lipped. News, recently, many customers have asked us about Ge Rui, and some fans have come to inquire..."

"Aww, isn't Ge Rui not coming anymore? I will never have the chance to see my male god up close! If md is known to me as a traitor, I won't beat him to death!"

……

I won't be here anymore...

Tao Tao realized that his heart was a little empty when he heard this sentence, and Ge Rui didn't come to the restaurant for ten days, he was a little absent-minded and lost in everything he did.This discovery distraught him.

In the afternoon, he received a call from Chang Yu, who said that in order to spare time to go to the restaurant for dinner and meet him, Ge Rui almost forced himself to complete all the work in the shortest time every day, because of excessive fatigue and the fact that during the working period Eating irregularities triggered his stomach attack and in the morning he passed out with stomach cramps.

"Ceramic, he's very weak now, and he's not in a good mood...Xiao Wei also had an accident in Country M. I'm going abroad to see him. I don't have time to take care of Ah Rui. Can you go to the hospital to see him?"

"Brother Chang, it's not like you don't know about Ge Rui and me, so don't embarrass me..."

"I know he's a bastard. If you listen to those songs he sang for you, and you still feel bitter in your heart, and you still can't forgive him, I understand you. He deserves to be punished for what he did, but seeing that he is sick now For the sake of this day, don't argue with him so much, can you? Just this day..."

Ceramics didn't know whether it was Chang Yu's words that played a certain role in instigating, or his heart was not firm enough, he hesitated for a long time but still couldn't hold back, and rushed to the hospital.

Ge Rui was surprised and happy when he saw him, "Why are you here?"

Ceramic looked at his pale face, "Are you okay?"

Ge Rui laughed, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

"Chang Yu said you fainted..."

"It's okay, I just fainted for a while, probably fainted from hunger."

As soon as ceramics entered the room, he saw him playing with the ipad, laughing while playing, and saw him come in and quickly close the ipad cover and put it next to the pillow.He guessed that he was either watching porn or playing games, and he was ashamed to let himself see it.

Tao Tao didn't notice anything about being weak or in a bad mood, he only found out that he had been deceived by Chang Yu.Perhaps he was just an accomplice, and Ge Rui was the mastermind, deliberately inducing himself to come and see him.After all, it's not the first time he has done this kind of thing, last time he pretended to be dizzy at the door of his house.

Ge Rui's scheming made Ceramic, who rushed over in a hurry, feel like a fool, and was very annoyed.

Ge Rui was so happy because of his arrival that he didn't notice the change in his mood. He thought that his attitude had softened when he came to visit him, so he finally couldn't help asking him, "Have you listened to my new album?"

Ceramic said: "Listen."

Ge Rui asked nervously, "Any thoughts after listening?"

Ceramics looked indifferent, "I don't have any ideas."

"Really." Ge Rui lowered his eyelids in disappointment, and the corners of his mouth drooped.

Ceramics only thought of him as a poor costume, and his heart ignited again. He said quickly: "I admit that I was a little moved after listening to it, but I won't start again just because you sang a few songs for me. Go back to your arms, I am not a child, I can't be coaxed back by being slapped hard and rewarded with sweet dates, Ge Rui, don't do these boring things anymore."

Ge Rui raised his head sharply, "I didn't expect you to forgive me for hurting you because of an album. I made that album and wrote songs for you, not as a means of coaxing you, I just want you to Knowing my heart, I am not interested in you on a whim, let alone just for fun, I am not afraid to tell people all over the world that I love you."

Tao Tao's heart was shaken, but he also sang for Ye Xing, who knows how long his enthusiasm will last.

"It's impossible for us, don't waste time on me." After saying this, he left the ward.

As soon as he left, Ge Rui's stomach suddenly started to hurt violently again. The pain caused him to grab the bed sheet and sweat profusely on his forehead.

His body curled up into a ball, he hugged the ipad tightly in his arms, and stroked the photos of ceramics sleeping in the photo album that he secretly took before, and it took a long time before he felt less pain.

His stomach attack this time was indeed as serious as Chang Yu said, otherwise he wouldn't have been hospitalized.

Chang Yu called and heard that Ceramics came for a while and then left. He scolded Ge Rui for being stupid, "In the past, whenever you felt a little uncomfortable, he would be very sad. If he knew your situation, he would definitely feel distressed. Why do you have such a good opportunity?" Don't catch it either!"

Ge Rui said: "Although I really want him to stay and take care of me, I don't want him to worry. I can no longer take advantage of his kindness and soft-heartedness."

Ceramics called Luo Yingxi on the way home, "You said that if I'm unhappy, you won't mention Ge Rui again in front of me."

Hearing the unconcealable depression in his voice, Luo Yingxi also felt uncomfortable, "Yes."

"I am not happy……"

"Okay, I won't mention it, I won't mention it again." Luo Yingxi kept apologizing, "I'm sorry, ceramics, I'm sorry..."

That day, when Ge Rui asked her for help, he told her everything about him and Ceramics, Yexing, Pu Yanyao and others. When he heard him say that the day they broke up, Pu Yanyao came to humiliate him, Ceramics left him in the rain At home, Luo Yingxi was so angry that she cried, calling Ge Rui a jerk.

"I am a bastard, because of my selfishness, I have hurt too many people. I have tried my best to make up for others. What I can't make up for, I can only repay in the next life... I have put down Yexing and bid farewell to the past. , I know very well that the person I love now is Ceramic, I want to get him back, please help me, not as my fan, but as a friend of Ceramic, please believe me, I promise not to hurt him again , I will do my best to make him happy in the future..."

Luo Yingxi observed that ceramics avoided everything related to Ge Rui, but when he calmed down, he would stare blankly at a huge advertising poster of Ge Rui opposite the restaurant. Luo Yingxi had never seen his eyes like that... ...Knowing that he rejected Shen Guangye, she thought, maybe he didn't let go of Ge Rui, and when he was staring at the billboard in a daze again, she made up her mind to help Ge Rui.

She thought she was doing good for Ceramic, but now that Ceramic is in such pain, she regrets it, and she underestimated the harm Ge Rui caused to him.Maybe Tao still loves Ge Rui, but this love makes him uncomfortable.He can no longer trust Ge Rui, even if he shows his love so ingeniously and publicly, even if he spreads his heart in front of him, he can't overcome the fear in his heart, forget the past, and accept him again.

Recently, because of Ge Rui, he has been upset and irritable every day. She doesn't want to see him like this. She misses the ceramic in high school, the simple and easy to be happy and satisfied ceramic who has not experienced love and hurt.

Ge Rui, who had just finished talking with Chang Yu, received a call from Luo Yingxi again, "Sorry, our restaurant can't accommodate you anymore."

"why?"

"Ceramic...he doesn't want to see you."

Ge Rui looked at the ceramics in the ipad, "Okay, he doesn't want to see me, so I won't disturb his work."

Ge Rui did not show up for several days, nor did he contact Ceramics.Ceramic's life calmed down, but one day at noon, he received a call from him, "Ceramic..."

Hearing his voice, ceramics were upset for a while.

What the hell is he doing?

He was tired of such entanglement and his heart being shaken because of his phone call.

In order to cut off the last contact with each other, in order not to let Ge Rui have any hope for him, he lied to him and said: "Shen Guangye went to the branch office in City S, and I also plan to quit my job in the restaurant and help him. I will be with him, don't look for me again."

Ge Rui was silent for a long time, and only said a word softly, "Really."

His voice seemed to come from far away, light and ethereal, like a ghost voice.

Tao Tao couldn't help thinking of a night when he held him in his arms out of focus, his body trembling, and wanted to ask him if something happened, but once he showed his concern, it might be endless. , In the end, I was cruel and hung up the phone.

On the other end of the phone, Ge Rui's right hand hangs weakly, and the phone falls to the ground, but he doesn't care about it. He tightly hugs Mimi, who was hit by the car and is covered in blood, with his clothes, hands and face everywhere. It's all Mimi's blood, but he, who always pays attention to his image, doesn't care.

His tears kept streaming down, and he softly called the cat in his arms, "Mimi, Mimi..."

But Mimi will never open her eyes again, she will never turn around at his feet and act like a baby, she will never growl and lose her temper at him, and she will never scratch him with her paws when she is upset ...

It died due to excessive blood loss, and the rescue was ineffective.

The doctors and nurses in the veterinary hospital had never seen someone so heartbroken over the death of a pet, and he was also an unreachable star on TV. Everyone looked at him helplessly, and the soft-hearted nurse wiped away tears.

Ge Rui didn't feel anything, he just felt that his whole heart had been hollowed out.

Mother.Evening Star.ceramics.They left his world one by one.