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After finishing the porridge, Tao Tao and Ge Rui watched TV and chatted about interesting things in college. Before eight o'clock, Tao Tao started to yawn.Ge Rui said to him, "Go take a shower when you're sleepy."

Tao Tao looked at him blankly, what he meant... let him stay here for the night?

Ge Rui smiled and said half-jokingly: "Why, don't you want to wash? If you don't wash, you can only sleep on the sofa."

Ceramic's face, which had finally returned to normal color, turned red again, and went into the bathroom with the pajamas that Ge Rui had prepared for him.

The warm water splashed on his body, and the bathroom was filled with mist.Looking at her blurred shadow in the foggy mirror, Ceramic felt nervous and excited.

There was only one bed in the room, so wouldn't he and Ge Rui want to sleep together?

Just imagining himself lying with him, his body couldn't help but react a little, Tao Tao couldn't imagine how difficult it would be for the two of them to really sleep together.

After washing the ceramics, he put on his pajamas and went out. Ge Rui was still watching TV.

Ceramic is only 1.7 meters tall, and Ge Rui is [-]. There is a difference of [-] centimeters between the two. Ceramic is wearing his pajamas a bit loose.Hearing the sound of the door opening, Ge Rui turned his head and saw the slightly long sleeves and trousers on his body. He chuckled, and jokingly said, "It's like a child stealing an adult's clothes."

Tao Ceramic smiled embarrassedly. He was helpless when he was not nourished enough when he was young, and he was not tall enough.

"Do you want to watch TV before going to sleep, or sleep now?" Goree asked.

Ceramics thought for a while, "Let's watch TV for a while."

After taking a bath, his mind became very clear. He thought he was going to be excited until midnight, but after watching TV for half an hour, he started to feel sleepy and fell asleep on the sofa after a while.

In a daze, I felt someone hugging me.

This was the first time he was hugged by someone, even his cousin had never hugged him when he was a child.He felt a little uncomfortable, and kept struggling, and a gentle "Hey, don't move around" came from his ear. The voice sounded familiar, and then he softened, and put his cheek against the warm body of the man, Smelling a very pleasant cologne and a faint smell of tobacco, he couldn't help but take a deep sniff.

Then he was laid flat on the soft bed, and a cloud-like quilt covered him.

He turned over habitually, curled up his body slightly, his cheeks puffed up, and the pillow soon fell into a sweet dream.

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, he had two nightmares.

First, he dreamed that he had lost all his hair and was lying haggard in the hospital. There was no friend to visit him, and no doctor to take care of him. Grit your teeth with all your strength and endure.

Suddenly, the dream changed, and he went back to high school.The three villains he was afraid of blocked him in the classroom. One of them kept slapping him, one beat him with a whip, and the other burned his thigh with a cigarette butt. He lay on the ground twitching and rolling in pain. Watching indifferently outside the classroom door, no one offered a helping hand.

Feeling someone slapping her face and calling her name anxiously, Ceramic woke up suddenly.

Ge Rui sat up from the bed, as if he wanted to turn on the bedside lamp.

Ceramic quickly grabbed him and begged, "No, don't turn on the light..."

His face was full of tears, and he didn't want him to see himself in a state of embarrassment and cowardice.

Ge Rui lay down again and gently wiped away Ceramic's tears with his fingers, and coaxed softly like a baby: "It's just a dream, it's not real, don't be afraid..."

The world is silent. Hearing this man's voice and feeling the warmth of his hands, Ceramic finally couldn't help asking him tremblingly: "Ge Rui, why did you come to me and why are you so kind to me?"

Ge Rui was silent for a long time in the dark before opening his mouth quietly, "You know, today is my birthday."

Ceramics was surprised: "Isn't your birthday on November [-]rd?"

"No, it's today."

"Impossible, I signed up to attend your birthday party, but I just didn't get selected..." Tao Tao was a little embarrassed when he accidentally said such a shameful thing, "Anyway, I will never remember wrong ..."

Ge Rui smiled, and soon died, his hand gently stroked Ceramic's soft hair, "You remember correctly, the said birthday is November [-]rd, but the real birthday is today. "

Tao Tao was a little confused. He asked him why he came to him and why he was so kind to him, but he didn't answer the question. Could it be because of his birthday that he decided to do good deeds?

"I'm sorry, I don't know, I didn't give you a gift..." After he finished speaking, he became depressed again. He had no money with him, so he couldn't do anything even if he wanted to give it back.

"That's not what I mean..." Ge Rui paused, and said in a flat tone, "I never celebrate my real birthday..."

"Why?" Tao Tao asked inexplicably. Although he didn't like the day of his birth, he would still buy himself a cake to celebrate that day every year.

"Because my mother passed away on this day."

Ceramics opened its mouth wide in astonishment, and it took a long time to apologize in great annoyance, "I'm sorry..."

"It's okay, it's been ten years."

Ceramics suddenly understood.

On such a special day, Ge Rui was already in a sad mood. When he received an e-mail from a college classmate that looked like a will, he would naturally think of his mother who died young and bring back sad memories.That's why he came all the way to look for him, rejoicing that he didn't get sick.On this day, he didn't want anyone to die, least of all anyone he knew.

The two didn't talk for a long time, but they both knew that the other was not asleep.

Ceramics has always been clumsy when it comes to comforting people. He opened and closed his mouth a few times, not knowing what to say.

As if aware of his helplessness, Ge Rui said, "Sleep, I will take you to sea tomorrow."

"OK, good night……"

I don't know if it's because I went to bed too early, but until the sound of Ge Rui's long breathing sounded, ceramics couldn't fall asleep a little bit, resisted the urge to reach out and touch him with willpower, tossed and turned, and didn't fall asleep again until three or four o'clock.

When Ceramic woke up the next day, it was broad daylight.

The pillow was empty, and the quilt still had the atmosphere that belonged to Ge Rui. Ceramics clutched the quilt nostalgicly, not wanting to get up so quickly, and vaguely heard Ge Rui talking on the phone in the living room outside the bedroom.

"Okay, Miss Jully, don't be angry, it's easy to get wrinkles when you are angry..."

"Where is it, you are only eighteen..."

"Yes, yes, I was wrong..."

"I'll be back in two days, don't worry..."

……

Tao Tao sat up on the bed and stared blankly for a while, after he finished talking on the phone, got dressed and went out to ask him: "Did you delay work in order to find me?"

Ge Rui smiled, "No, don't think too much."

Seeing ceramics' disbelief, he had no choice but to explain in detail: "It's really nothing, the concert tour will start next month, and my manager, Miss Juli, forces me to rehearse on time every day, I just sneaked away for two days , she went crazy... rehearsal, what's the big deal, with my strength, it will be fine to perform on the spot, ha."

Ceramics is still a little worried, "Why don't we go back to China now?"

"Come back tomorrow, I want to stay here today." Ge Rui stared into his eyes and said slowly, "Together with you."

Under such deep gaze, Ceramic's face began to heat up, and his heart seemed to go crazy, beating wildly.

After a hearty breakfast, Ge Rui deliberately darkened his complexion, then put on a curly wig, brown sunglasses, colorful beach attire, and a fisherman hat on his head, making him look like a local Same.Ceramics changed into a sky blue sweatshirt in his luggage bag, and a white peaked cap on his head.

When the two walked out, no one could recognize Ge Rui as a big star, but he was a fisherman with a good figure, and his refreshing ceramics looked particularly eye-catching, and many female tourists focused their attention on him.

Ge Rui watched him laughing non-stop, ceramics blushed.

"Why do you blush so much?" Ge Rui pinched his flushed cheeks with a smile.

Before Tao could react, he had already put down his hands and walked quickly towards a yacht parked at the pier.

Tao Tao covered his face and stared at his tall and straight back, thinking blankly, this is the second time he has pinched his own face...

Although the two talked about the email after they met, neither of them mentioned Ceramic's confession.There have long been reports from the media that Ge Rui is gay, ceramics is dubious about this.

He and him, one day at a time.

Tao Tao thought, even if Ge Rui really likes men, it has nothing to do with him, they will never be possible.

Originally, I didn't have any expectations, but I never thought that Ge Rui would treat him with such an intimate attitude because of his email appearing in front of him.Can he think that Ge Rui has a good impression of him?

"Ceramic, let's go for a ride in the sea—" Ge Rui got on the yacht and waved to him.

Ceramics hurried over.

Ge Rui pulled him onto the boat, and when he clasped his palms together, it seemed as if an electric current hit Ceramic's heart. He looked up and saw a bright smile on Ge Rui's handsome face, his heart palpited, and he almost lost consciousness in a daze. Grabbing his hand and falling into the sea, fortunately Ge Rui held him tightly.

After boarding the boat, the two of them lay together under the deck chair and talked intermittently. The sun was shining brightly, the sea was blue, and the sea breeze was gently blowing on their cheeks.

Everything is so comfortable.

Ge Rui asked ceramics, "What are your plans when you return to China?"

Ceramic looked blank.He can't go back to the court, he doesn't want to take the civil service exam, and he doesn't want to be a lawyer, but his major has no other way out except for these two professions.

Ge Rui pondered for a moment, and said: "I need a personal assistant. If you want, you can stay at my house and help me with some things. By the way, think about what you want to do. It's not too late to make a decision after you think it over."

"I am willing!" Ceramics replied without much thought, to be Ge Rui's personal home assistant, to live with him...how could he not be willing.

Ge Rui smiled, "Then we have made an agreement, we will go to my house after returning home?"

"Yeah!" Ceramics nodded.

They stayed at sea for a day and returned to the island in the evening.After dinner at a restaurant on the beach, as night fell, fireworks were set off by the sea, and on a temporary performance stage, bands and singers began singing and dancing performances to attract tourists.

Ceramics and Ge Rui stood outside the crowd on the third floor and the third floor and listened for a while, Ceramics pouted and said, "It's far worse than your singing."

Ge Rui raised his eyebrows and said, "Why don't I go up and sing a song?"

"Okay!" Ceramics replied reflexively, then calmed down, and asked him hesitantly, "Is it really possible?"

"Of course." Ge Rui smiled, "What song do you want to hear?"

Ceramics said without hesitation: ""If Tomorrow Is the End of the World"."

Ge Rui was startled, "Do you like this song?"

"Well, this is my favorite."

Ge Rui pursed his lips and smiled, "Okay."

I don't know how he discussed with the performing band. After 2 minutes, Ge Rui stood in front of the lead singer's microphone.Still wearing the extremely ordinary fisherman's outfit, but as soon as he stood on the stage with shining lights, his whole person changed immediately.

He held the microphone with both hands, threw away his sunglasses, closed his eyes, and sang affectionately and intently under the night sky.

If tomorrow is the end of the world, I'm going to eat strawberry ice cream with you

i want to talk to you all day

If tomorrow is the end of the world, I want to go to the top of the mountain with you to see the stars

i wanna play the piano for you all night

……

If tomorrow is the end of the world, I will travel with you to the Maldives

I will always stay with you

until you close your eyes

Ceramic waved the fluorescent sticks he bought, and cheered and screamed wantonly with the people around him. He wanted to proudly tell all the strangers around him that that person was a big star in China, and he was singing this song for him alone.

He has never been so happy, his whole body seems to have turned into a soft cloud, rippling lightly in the charming night.