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For half a month, Ceramics was recuperating in the hospital.

His right hand was covered with plaster, and he couldn't move it. He became a half disabled person. Shen Guangye fed him food, water, and fruit every day, and treated him like a master.

Ceramic is very sorry.

Shen Guangye said, "Just give me a chance and examine me.

Because when he was young, he was asked by his uncle and teacher to be hygienic and clean, and there must be no dirt in the nails. He didn’t have the habit of keeping long nails, and even developed a kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder. As long as the nails grow long, they don’t cut them off. Just uncomfortable.On this day, he found that the nails on his left hand were too long, but his right hand was injured and could not be cut, so he was irritable all day long.

Shen Guangye asked him several times if he was not feeling well before he told the truth.

Shen Guangye was amused, "What am I supposed to do? Isn't it just cutting nails? I'll help you cut ceramics and shy away, "No, no, I'll ask the nurse sister to cut it for me later. His hand was broken and he looked pitiful. The female doctors and nurses in the hospital felt sorry for him. Tao Tao believed what he said, and someone would be willing to help him with such a small favor.

Shen Guangye deliberately pretended to be unhappy, "I would rather let an unfamiliar nurse help than accept my help, junior ceramics, you are like this, senior, I am very sad, ceramics have no choice but to let him cut it for me.

When Shen Guangye held his left hand, stared at his hand intently, and carefully cut a nail with one finger for him like a fragile object, Ceramic's heart suddenly became very soft.

Just when he was moved by his tenderness and consideration, Shen Guangye suddenly raised his head, bared his white teeth and said, "You seem to have not bathed for several days, do you need my help? We also took a bath together when we were in college, I seem to have wiped your back for you, so you don't have to be polite to me, and you don't have to be embarrassed "..." All the emotions are broken into dregs.

Ceramics almost asked him if he had plans for him in college.

Facing his bright eyes, he swallowed the words in a very useless manner. Recently, the relationship between him and Shen Guangye has become more and more ambiguous, which makes him very uncomfortable.

The next day, Wang Chen and Zhao Ziyang came to visit him together, Shen Guangye was not there, they told Ceramics a lot about their college days, Shen Guangye was the one who talked the most.From their meaningful words, Ceramics is sure that Shen Guangye started to like him when he was in college.

Staying alone in the ward, he remembered many old things.

In his freshman year, he had the habit of going for morning jogs, and often met Shen Guangye by chance.

He went to the bookstore where he worked part-time, and Shen Guangye often went to borrow books.

Shen Guangye always greeted him with a bright smile when we met frequently in the dormitory.

On the day Shen Guangye graduated and left school, he specially found him to hug and take photos with him.

……

Ceramic once had doubts for a moment, but they didn't contact each other after graduation. He thought he was thinking too much.

Only now did I know that in my beautiful youth, when he was madly infatuated with another person, someone had once admired him like that, because he didn't know his sexual orientation and was afraid of scaring him, so he never spoke up.

Ceramics couldn't help thinking, if I hadn't been so dull back then, if Shen Guangye had put aside his scruples and confessed boldly, would everything have been different?

They have similar temperaments, are in the same profession, have a lot of common language and common friends. If Shen Guangye pursues him from the beginning, he will probably gradually fall in love with him, let go of Ge Rui who is far away and has no intersection, and go with him. together.

Now, he actually has a good impression of Shen Guangye, and he is not so repulsive in his heart to go further with him.But he was a little bit unmotivated about developing a new relationship, and the fiery passion he had when he and Ge Rui were together could never be found again.No matter how much he is moved and favored, he cannot repay Shen Guangye the same or even one-tenth of his affection.

In order to take care of him, Shen Guangye pushed forward several cases that had already signed agency contracts.However, there are always some that cannot be pushed.He couldn't be with him every day, and even if he wanted to, ceramics didn't want him to disregard his work for himself and ruin his reputation. He refused to let him stay with him in the hospital and sent him to work.

When Shen Guangye is not around, Ceramics is actually not lonely.Colleagues and friends came to visit him in turn, with Luo Yingxi and Amy coming most frequently.

On this day, they came to visit him together again. Amy was very sympathetic and regretful to the ceramics whose right hand was still unable to move freely after removing the plaster cast. She didn't dare to mention that she had become the top ten civilian chefs in Y City.

Ceramics said: "I watched the game, you performed very well, congratulations on qualifying

"thanks……"

Luo Yingxi patted Amy on the head, "Okay, don't look like this, it's too unlucky. I didn't catch up with this competition. After ceramics recover from injury, there are still many opportunities! Ceramics, you will not give up being a chef. ?”

"Of course Ceramics nodded with a smile.

"Who did you offend?" Luo Yingxi looked at his hands, "This bastard is too dark!"

Tao Tao thought of Qi Luo's cold face and the piercing pain when those people smashed his hands with dumbbells, and unconsciously squeezed his uninjured left hand tightly.

After waking up in the hospital, he thought about calling the police. Shen Guangye also supported him to call the police, but Chang Yu, who came after hearing the news, stopped him. He said, "You have no evidence, and Qi Luo's background is too deep, so the police will also arrest him." No way, calling the police will only make the situation worse. The world is not black and white, and there are rules on the road. If you believe me, leave this matter to me, and I will give you an explanation. Ceramics and Ge Rui broke up Afterwards, although he kept a distance from his friends and stopped seeing each other, and even Chang Yu didn't want to see him again, his affection for Chang Yu didn't change because he broke up with Ge Rui. His love for Lu Wei Responsible and considerate, he has always been deeply moved and admired.

He still trusted him so he finally followed his advice.

"Oh, I don't know what's wrong with the world recently. It's very chaotic. Ge Rui also got into big trouble and was beaten up..." Luo Yingxi sighed.

Amy looked shocked, "Really? Didn't you say he went abroad for vacation?"

"It's a smoke bomb thrown out by his company. I heard Xiao Yezi say that his head was broken and he was almost disfigured." Yes, my old lady must be abolished! "

Tao Tao was a little confused, "How do you know that someone broke his head?"

"Little Leaf told me

After Luo Yingxi and Ai Mei left, Ceramics hesitated for a long time, but still called Xiao Ye, "Ge Rui is injured?"

"yes

"is it serious?"

"The head is broken, do you say it's serious or not?

Ceramics was silent for a while, "It's okay, hang up

"Wait!" Xiao Ye hurriedly called to him, "Is that the end? You have nothing else to ask, such as how did he get injured?"

Ceramic said calmly: "That's not my concern

How heartless... Xiao Ye murmured in his heart, thinking about what Ge Rui and Pu Yanyao did to ceramics together, and deeply felt that Ge Rui deserved it for himself.

Only after ceramics hung up, Xiao Ye's cell phone rang again.

It was Gorey calling.

He cut to the chase and asked, "Have you told Luo Yingxi?"

"said

"Then... did she tell Ceramic?"

Xiao Ye was a little impatient, "How do I know?"

Ge Rui did not speak.

Xiao Ye felt a little pitiful for him like this again, "Okay, let me tell you, she told Tao, and Tao also called me. Ge Rui's dull voice immediately brought out a hint of surprise, "What did he say? "

"I'm just asking if you're injured, whether it's serious or not.

"anything else?"

"Gone

"Just these two sentences?"

"Just these two sentences

Ge Rui was a little disappointed, but he was happy when he thought that ceramics still cared about him.

Xiao Ye couldn't help hitting him a few words, "Whoever heard that his ex-boyfriend was shot, would probably ask a few questions after being shocked. It doesn't mean anything. Don't expect him to be hurt when he hears that you are hurt." I was so distressed that I forgot all the harm you caused him, ran to visit you anxiously, held hands with you, looked at your tears, and reconciled as before..."

Ge Rui hung up the phone directly.

Ge Rui was recuperating at home, from nervous anticipation at the beginning to apprehension and loss to complete resignation at the end, after ten days passed, he finally believed Xiao Ye's words.It really doesn't mean anything for Tao Tao to ask him about his life or death, he won't come to see him.

And he was also injured, so I was still waiting for him to visit me, isn't that too much?He knew that Tao didn't come to see him for this reason, but he forced himself to make excuses for Tao.

When the assistant came to drive him to the hospital for a dressing change, he said, "I'm not going to the People's Hospital today, but go to the affiliated hospital for a dressing change." The assistant looked surprised, "Why? "

Ge Rui glanced at him indifferently, the assistant quickly shut up, turned around and drove towards the affiliated hospital.

When I arrived at the hospital, I was told that ceramics had been discharged.

He sent his assistant away, and drove downstairs to his house. Before coming, he had already asked Xiao Ye about his new address.

The fifth floor was pitch black.

He was sitting in the car, lying on the steering wheel while smoking, while staring at the fifth floor in a daze.

He didn't know what happened to him either.

A year ago, he was moved by the affection and persistence of ceramics, and started to follow him with his own feelings.When he was with him, there was no burden, and he felt very comfortable and relaxed. If Pu Yanyao hadn't looked back for him, he might have walked with him forever.However, Pu Yanyao turned around.

At the moment when he proposed to break up with Tao, he also wavered and hesitated. Looking at Tao's hurt and desperate expression, he felt very uncomfortable.At that time, he thought that he just couldn't bear to hurt him.

When he and Pu Yanyao started again, he found that facing the face that looked like Ye Xing, he felt nothing but boredom.In front of him, he didn't even have the desire to talk, and even felt burdened to eat together.

He always thinks of ceramics, the noodles he cooks, he forbids him to smoke, he kisses him shyly, his pure and bright eyes, every time they touch each other...he finds himself thinking of him more and more , to the extent that I can't control it.

He didn't figure out what kind of feelings he had for ceramics, he only knew that he and Pu Yanyao couldn't go on anymore.

When he asked Pu Yanyao out and planned to have a showdown with him, when he accidentally saw the scene of ceramics and Shen Guangye together, especially the scene of Shen Guangye kissing his eyes, he covered it up very well, as if he didn't care at all, and held tightly The hands holding the knife and fork and the ear-piercing rubbing sound betrayed his heart. He tried his best not to rush out of the restaurant, catch up with the two people who had already walked away, and separated them who were hugging each other intimately under the umbrella.

At that moment, he finally understood that his feelings for ceramics were not as simple as liking. He couldn't stand other people standing beside him, and it was even more difficult for someone to make any intimate moves towards him.

he's mine!When he made eye contact with Shen Guangye at the door of Ceramic Ward, he really wanted to yell at him and tell him to get away from Ceramic.But he knew that he was no longer qualified to say this sentence.

I don't know how much smoking, ceramics are finally back.

It was Shen Guangye who drove him back.

After the two got out of the car, Tao went to the door of the floor and turned around and waved to him. Shen Guangye smiled and rubbed his hair, then got into the car and left under the gaze of Ceramic.

Ge Rui stared blankly at the scene in front of him, watched the lights on the fifth floor come on, put out the cigarette in the ashtray on the car, got out of the car, and went upstairs.

Ringing the doorbell, it took a while for ceramics to open the door.

Seeing Ge Rui outside the door, he was stunned, and his eyes lingered for a while on his injured, shaved head.

Goree looked down at his hands, "Is it better?"

Ceramic hummed lightly.

"I'm sorry, I'm the one who caused you trouble," Ge Rui said in a difficult tone.

Tao Tao looked at him, "You came to me to apologize?"

Ge Rui didn't answer, but quickly said: "I broke up with Pu Yanyao.

Ceramics expressionless, "This is a matter between you, you don't have to tell me

"I want to tell you... I..."

"Whether you reconcile or break up, it has nothing to do with me. I'm tired, you go, and the ceramic gesture is about to close.

Ge Rui pressed against the door with all his might, and said angrily, "I haven't finished my sentence yet!"

Ceramics was also angry, "I don't want to hear it anymore!"

Ge Rui was a little dizzy, one of his feet staggered unnoticed, his hand loosened, and he pushed him outside the door.

With a bang, Ceramic slammed the door shut.

Ge Rui knocked on the door, coaxing softly: "Ceramic, open the door, let me finish talking and ignore Ceramics.

He knocked again, but the ceramics still ignored it.

Ge Rui didn't know what to do. He planned to leave, but he didn't want to be reconciled. He touched his bald head, thought about it suddenly, turned around and went back to knock on the door, "Ceramic, open the door, I'm dizzy..."

There was still no movement inside.

"Ceramic, I didn't lie to you, I'm really dizzy..."

"You don't come here for bitter tricks, so I won't be fooled!"

Ge Rui smiled wryly. He didn't know whether he had smoked too much or he was tired from waiting too long. His head was really getting dizzy, and his body felt a little floating.