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"What's the matter?" Chang Yu looked at Ge Rui when he saw the caller ID on his phone, his mouth was slightly curved, and he looked very surprised. After answering the call, he suddenly became lifeless. He frowned and asked, "Whose call? Is something wrong?"

Ge Rui looked at the black screen of the mobile phone and remained silent.

"Ari?"

"It's okay." Ge Rui put the phone back in his pocket, picked up the clothes thrown on the sofa, "I'm going home."

"Hey, wait—" Chang Yu stopped him, hesitated for a while before asking that question, "Are you going to Alsace this year?"

Since then, Gurry has been going to Alsace, France to live for a week at this time every year, and this habit has continued until last year.This time last year was the time when he released his new film and the publicity was the most intense. Jully refused to give him a holiday. He actually forced Jully to agree by terminating the contract without giving him a holiday. Going to Alsace is important.

Ge Rui turned his back to him and was silent for two seconds, "Go."

Chang Yu sighed helplessly, "I haven't seen you for so many years, I almost forgot what Ah Xing looks like... Does Pu Yanyao really look like him?"

Goree didn't answer.

"Pu Yanyao, what are you going to do? He is completely different from two years ago. If he is still serious to you, you have the heart to make up for him and have a good time with him. I don't object to you re-establishing the old relationship, but you are simply trading now. ..."

"Okay." Ge Rui turned his head and interrupted him indifferently, "I know my own affairs well."

His cold attitude annoyed Chang Yu all of a sudden, "You think I want to meddle in your business?! I just can't stand it! You bastard! If you miss Ah Xing so much, go to him directly. What's the matter if you look at it from a distance!"

"You clearly know that, don't you?" Ge Rui said with a light smile, covering his chest, "It's impossible for me and him to live in this lifetime..."

After those impulsive words were said, Chang Yu immediately regretted it. Seeing Ge Rui like this, he felt more and more uncomfortable, "I'm sorry, Ah Rui, I spoke too aggressively..."

Ge Rui lowered his eyelids, "I also had a problem with my attitude just now, and I also apologize to you...I know you care about me."

"Enough is enough, let's stop talking, it's too nasty, I can't bear it..." Chang Yu rubbed his arms with disgust, "But even if I am nosy, I still want to ask you, you and ceramics Really just broke up like that? Aren't you very happy with him? I thought you liked him..."

"Ceramic...he knows about Ah Xing, he hates me now..."

"He knows everything? How come?"

"I do not know either."

"Oh, you bastard, what a crime..." Chang Yu sighed again, "Ah Rui, it's been almost ten years, can't you still let Ah Xing go?"

Goree didn't answer.

"Ah Xing..." Chang Yu fell into memory, with a sad expression on his expression, "He was really a charming and interesting guy when he was 17 years old. I also liked him, the kind I liked very much, Because of him, the two of us have turned from lovers to rivals in love. It’s bloody... I think I liked him no less than you did back then. He left us and chose to go abroad and never see us again. I was also in great pain. Sad, that old saying is really good, 'time can dilute everything', so many ups and downs of energy over the years, I have already forgotten him, forgotten the feeling of youthful heart, and found a person who made me want to The lover who will spend the rest of his life with him... Ah Rui, have you ever thought about it, maybe you can't forget Ah Xing at all, what you can't forget is that happy youth time, now Ah Xing is no longer the Ah Xing when he was 17 years old , he has become a stranger to you and me, and he already has his own new life. You also said that there is no possibility for you in this life, so let go of everything and really look forward, don't go on like this... ..."

Ge Rui drove home and went up the mountain along the mountain road. From a distance, he could see that the entire villa area was completely dark except his house.

Since Ceramics left, no one left a lamp for him.

After parking the car in the garage, he walked into the living room and turned on the wall lamp. When he was changing shoes at the entrance, a black cat came up to him, meowing and wagging its tail. Its eyes were a little strangely bright.

"Mimi." Ge Rui smiled and patted its furry head, then picked it up and hugged it in his arms, changed his shoes and walked inside.

After ceramics left, he always felt that his home was too empty, so he went to a pet center to adopt this cat, which he named Mimi in a very uninspired way.

Mimi kept meowing in his arms, looking very irritable.

"Are you hungry?"

Ge Rui hugged it with one hand, and opened the cabinet with the other hand to look for cat food. After searching for a while, he realized that the cat food was gone two days ago. He originally wanted to ask his assistant to buy some for him, but he was too busy to forget.

Finding that there was nothing to eat, Mimi became more and more irritable.

"Hey, I'll cook something delicious for you..." Ge Rui kept stroking its head to comfort it with a headache.

Facing the dazzling variety of ingredients in the refrigerator, he didn't know what cats would eat besides cat food. He wanted to use his mobile phone to search online, but Mimi's patience was not so good. She meowed sharply and scratched the back of his hand with a paw. on, and jumped out of his arms onto the sofa.

Accompanied by the burning pain, bright red blood oozed out. Ge Rui looked at the back of his hand for a while, then looked at Mimi who was staring at him on the sofa, and said in a daze: "When I adopted you, you looked so obedient. , did I starve you too much..."

He thought of ceramics, which also looked good.

I never want to see you again—

He used to like him so much, his heart was so soft, but he said such cruel words to him tonight...

It was early in the morning, and the family doctor's phone was not answered. Ge Rui didn't want the troublesome assistant to come and pick him up in the middle of the night, so he had to drive to the No. [-] Hospital of the city by himself, and then walked into the hospital wearing a mask and hat.

Fortunately, a doctor he knew was on the night shift. After dressing the wound and vaccinating against rabies, he walked out of the injection room and unexpectedly ran into Ceramic and Shen Guangye who came in from the hospital gate.

"Even if you're happy after the first round of primary elections, don't drink so much alcohol. How dare you give me stomach bleeding and go to the hospital with your little amount of alcohol! You want to die, you!" Shen Guangye grabbed the ceramic with one hand His arm was hanging on his shoulder, and the other hand was around Ceramic's waist, cursing with an ugly face.

"I was wrong, senior, stop scolding me, everyone is looking at us..." Ceramics begged for mercy in a low voice.

Shen Guangye refused to let him go, "Do you still dare to drink like this?!"

"Don't dare, don't dare, don't dare anymore..."

"Be careful when there is alcohol in the future, and if you dare to drink more, see if I don't hang you up and beat you!"

"..."

Ge Rui stayed where he was, watching them from a distance.

He was wearing a mask and hat, and ceramics, who were very familiar with his figure and eyes, recognized him even when he was in a drunken state.

Feeling that his body became stiff in an instant, Shen Guangye asked suspiciously: "What's wrong?"

Ceramics turned away from Ge Rui and shook his head.

"Did I scold you too much? Well, I don't scold you, but you have to be obedient in the future."

"Um……"

"Are you still dizzy? Can you walk?"

Ceramic leaned against him weakly.

Shen Guangye looked at his pale face, stopped suddenly, leaned over and hugged him with a princess, Ceramic was shocked, struggling in astonishment and embarrassment, Shen Guangye shouted: "Don't move around, be careful!" fall."

There was a fever on Ceramic's face, "Senior, don't be like this, I can walk by myself..."

"Okay, don't be brave in front of me."

"But it's so ugly, everyone else is watching..."

"Whether you want to watch it or not, we are here to see a doctor, and we don't care what other people do so much."

Shen Guangye's aboveboard and disdainful attitude and behavior shocked Ceramic, and he stopped talking.

Sensing that Ge Rui's gaze had been on him, he raised his head and looked at him silently for a few seconds, then stretched out his arms around Shen Guangye's neck, and buried his face in his chest.

"Senior, thank you..." Thank you for finding me and saving me when all my self-confidence was destroyed by Ge Rui...

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

Ge Rui watched Shen Guangye walk into the gastroenterology department at the corner of the corridor with ceramics in his arms, until they disappeared. He looked down at the back of his bandaged hands, and felt that there was a dull pain there again, and his heart was empty.