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On the second day after Ge Rui left, Shen Guangye came to the restaurant to have dinner with ceramics.

Halfway through eating, he put down his chopsticks and asked, "What's on your mind? Why are you so absent-minded."

Ceramic shook his head quickly, "It's okay..."

He didn't want to say it, and Shen Guangye didn't want to force it, so he urged: "Hurry up and eat, the food is cold."

"Hmm." Ceramic took a few mouthfuls of rice, and summoned up the courage to ask, "Senior, you should have been in a relationship, right?"

Shen Guangye smiled, "Of course, I'm so old, if I've never been in love, then I'm living a terrible life."

Ceramics also laughed, "Do you have a girlfriend now?"

Shen Guangye's gaze sank, "No."

"If, I mean, if, senior, you have a girlfriend now, but her ex-boyfriend is often around her, what will you do?"

Shen Guangye looked at him, "Are you in a relationship?"

Tao Tao didn't want to lie to him anymore, so she nodded a little shyly.

Shen Guangye lowered his head and continued to eat, and asked softly, "When did it start?"

"Not too long..."

"congratulations."

"Thank you."

Shen Guangye suddenly became quiet, Ceramic couldn't help reminding, "Senior, I asked you just now, and you haven't answered yet?"

"You mean your girlfriend's ex-boyfriend pesters her a lot?"

Ceramic coughed, "It's not an entanglement, because of work reasons, they often meet recently."

"Are you distressed and disturbed?"

"There is a little..."

Shen Guangye put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth with a napkin, "It's fine to tell your girlfriend your troubles and anxieties, and have a good talk with her. If she really cares about you, she will naturally avoid unnecessary misunderstandings and let you Rest assured."

Ceramic asked: "If I am like this, will I look petty?"

"Love is inherently selfish possession. It's normal for you to react like this." Shen Guangye joked, "It seems that you really love your girlfriend."

Ceramic hesitated for a while, but finally told the truth, "It's not a girlfriend, it's a boyfriend."

Shen Guangye looked shocked, "What did you say?"

Ceramics was a little embarrassed, but she insisted on facing his gaze bravely, and confessed her true inclination, "I am gay."

Shen Guangye looked at him silently.

"If you feel disgusted and don't want to be friends with me, I can understand..."

Shen Guangye interrupted him, and said with a complicated expression: "You concealed it too well."

"Sorry……"

"Why did you say it now?"

"I used to be afraid of being discriminated against, so I didn't dare to tell anyone. Now... I don't want to lie anymore. It feels very uncomfortable to lie to others."

"Aren't you afraid that I will speak out?"

"You won't." Tao Tao smiled, "You are not that kind of person, even if you really say it, it doesn't matter."

For his trust, Shen Guangye should have been happy, but he couldn't be happy, "Who is your boyfriend, do I know him?"

A sweet smile appeared on Ceramic's face, "Sorry I can't tell you his name for now, but one day, you will know him."

Shen Guangye didn't pursue the question further, just asked: "Does he make you happy?"

"Yes, with him, I am very happy." After Tao Tao finished speaking, he added two more sentences, "I am still very happy and satisfied."

"What happened to the ex-boyfriend?"

Thinking of Ge Rui's look at Pu Yanyao, the smile on Ceramic's face gradually disappeared, "It's nothing, my boyfriend said that they have no chance of getting back together, he..."

He stopped suddenly.

"What's wrong?" Shen Guangye asked.

Ceramics didn't speak.

He suddenly understood why he had been restless.

Ge Rui only said that he and Pu Yanyao had no chance of getting back together, but he didn't say that he no longer had any nostalgia for Pu Yanyao, nor did he say that the person he loves now is ceramics.

The reason Ceramic didn't ask anything was that he didn't want Ge Rui to lie to comfort him, and he was even more afraid of hearing terrible and embarrassing answers from him.He is not sure whether Ge Rui loves him, and he is not confident enough in himself, so he does not have a strong heart to face a rival in love like Pu Yanyao.

At the swimming pool that day, Ge Rui clearly sensed his jealousy and displeasure towards Pu Yanyao, but he did not avoid suspicion and asked Pu Yanyao to participate in the shooting of his MV.He said that it was just a cooperation at work, just because he was sorry for Pu Yanyao when he was with Pu Yanyao, so he gave him a little care in his career.

Ceramics thought sadly, after all, he never considered his feelings at all.

Just like what Shen Guangye said, if Ge Rui really cared about him, then he should take the initiative to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings and make him feel at ease.

"Stop thinking about it, let's talk about what's on your mind, just say it clearly." Shen Guangye said, "If he really misses his ex-boyfriend and is entangled with him, then you don't need to continue wasting on him time."

"No." Tao Tao shook his head with a firm expression, "Senior, you don't know how much I like him. I used to dream of being with him, and finally the dream came true. Even if he really has no more love for his ex-boyfriend, unless he Tell yourself that you don't like me, don't want me, otherwise, I won't give up easily."

Shen Guangye looked at him with pity, "I don't want you to get hurt."

"It's okay, I'm not afraid." Ceramics smiled, "And we are all planning for the worst, maybe I think too much... He is not a bad person, he is very kind and gentle to me, with him Together, I'm really happy."

Shen Guangye raised his wine glass and said sincerely, "Then I wish you... wish you such happiness forever."

Ceramics clinked glasses with him, "Thank you senior, I also wish you to find someone you like soon."

Ceramics is working hard while waiting for Ge Rui to come back.

He only went for three days and four nights, but it felt like a month to him.

On the day Ge Rui came back, he personally cooked a table of dishes for him to eat, and ordered a bottle of good-year red wine with his one-month salary. .

After dinner, Ge Rui went to wash the dishes, ceramics put his arms around his waist from his back, first rubbed his shoulders, and then gently kissed his neck and earlobes.

Ge Rui turned his head to tease him while wiping the dishes, "Isn't it like three autumns since we don't see each other every day, you're going crazy thinking about me?"

"Well, I miss you crazy." Ceramic replied frankly, pecking his lips.

He has always been shy and introverted in this kind of thing, it is rare to be so active and generous. Ge Rui is very useful. He put the cleaned dishes in the cabinet, turned around quickly, picked up the ceramics and put them on the counter, holding them with his arms. On both sides of his thighs, leaned over and lightly bit his fair and upturned nose.

This kind of intimacy ignited the fire in Ceramic's body, he hooked Ge Rui's neck, found his lips and stuck them.

The two kissed each other passionately while stroking each other's body.

Ge Rui hugged him off the counter, supported his buttocks with one hand, and kneaded and stroked his smooth back with the other hand.Ceramics hung on him like an octopus, Ge Rui gnawed on his neck, and he lay on Ge Rui's shoulders, panting unbearably.

The fire in his body was burning hotter and hotter, and he felt like he was about to explode. He sucked and gnawed at Ge Rui's ears indiscriminately, and he whispered: "Ge Rui...I want to..."

Ge Rui's body froze suddenly.

Almost at the same time, Tao Tao also woke up, he was embarrassed and sad, tears overflowed, and asked in a choked voice: "Do you not love me?"

Ge Rui sighed softly, kissed away the tears on his face, "Fool..."

This night, Ceramics and Ge Rui finally made it.

For an entire hour, Ge Rui used his actions to prove to Ceramic that his body has no hidden diseases, and that he is a veritable 1.

When the skins of the two are close together, the sweat is sticky together, and the unspeakable parts are still connected together... Ceramic feels very painful, but also very happy.It's just that the uneasiness didn't disappear because they finally did the most intimate thing in the world, it was still stubbornly smoldering in his heart, lingering.

He stared into Goree's eyes, held his hand on his heart, and asked softly, "You love me, don't you?"

"Fool." Ge Rui lowered his head and kissed his eyes.

He is so gentle.

But I just don't want to say those three words clearly.