Shark Tears

Updated: 2012-07-26

The wind and cold the day before yesterday had tormented Yun Qiyu for more than a month before he recovered, but the regret in his heart did not ease at all, and he lost a lot of weight when he recovered.

Day and night I miss my child.He had suffered so many grievances in Prince Rui's residence before, yet he became so skinny and skinny.And he ordered the killing of his whole family, even though they were not real family members, but he thought so.After that, he was subjected to countless punishments in the dungeon. I don't know how much that child hates himself!Thinking of this, Yun Qiyu felt a pain in his heart.

He is always smiling, his eyes are as bright as a deer, and the smile is in his eyes, but when he thinks of his tear-stained face that day, he can't help but blame himself, why he is so cruel to a child.If I can be merciful, I won't leave any regrets in this life.

It is useless to regret now, so let this self-blame torture yourself for the rest of your life, and let this heartache make you remember that child.Yun Qiyu lay on the bed, opened his eyes and looked at the moon until the sky turned pale.

It was only this day, and the morning court heard from the personal maid that Concubine Xue was about to give birth, Concubine Xue was pregnant in October, it was time to give birth, but there was no joy as imagined.Instead, he thought of Yun Hanxi, other children are treasures in the hands of their parents, but he seems to have never received the love and care of his family since he was a child.Then there was another burst of heartache, and instead of going to Concubine Xue's palace, she turned and walked to the study.

In recent days, he has always been used to burying himself in the endless government affairs. Only in this way can he temporarily forget the existence of that person. It seems that he is becoming more and more cowardly. Yun Qiyu smiled self-deprecatingly.I think of him more and more recently, is it because I miss him more and more?

Yun Qiyu smiled with relief in his heart, luckily he couldn't forget him.Since when did you habitually think of him and his few pasts?Why is it also his own child, and the birth of a new life can't dilute the grief that his death brings to him?Is this the father's feelings for the child, or is it that I have unknowingly mixed other feelings into it.

He didn't immediately veto his idea in his heart, because he really yearned clearly, as long as he could come back, he would grasp no matter what kind of relationship it was, even if it was more than father and son.

I didn't feel how absurd my thoughts were, as long as I wanted to, I wouldn't be afraid to overturn the world.

Yun Hanxi's injuries have long since healed, and her grandpa and grandma are enjoying life together, but now she misses that person more and more.

In the middle of the night, I put on my clothes and got out of bed, and lit the lamp on the table. Ever since Yun Hanxi learned to write and draw with his grandfather, there was a desk in the room.Yun Hanxi contemplated for a moment, then concentrated on drawing on the paper, and only stopped after half an hour.

In the painting, a person is standing in a room with an evil smile, wearing a golden dragon-patterned robe with a black background, standing upright with his hands behind his back, his eyebrows are slightly raised, and the corners of his mouth are slightly curved, revealing his whole body. The arrogance of a king.This person is Yun Qiyu.

This is Yun Hanxi's real intention to learn painting from his grandfather.Yun Hanxi stared at the person in the painting, thinking that he would not miss him so much after looking at the portrait, but she longed to see him more and more.Yun Hanxi put away the painting, sighed in frustration, and turned back to the bed.

The moon outside the window is still so deserted, I wonder if he can see the moon there.Yun Hanxi thought how happy she would be if she could see the same moon as him, and she smiled foolishly after thinking about it.In the middle of the night, everything was quiet, and Yun Hanxi fell asleep with this smirk in his mouth.

Early in the morning of the second day, Yun Hanxi got up from the bed and recalled the painting last night, and couldn't help blushing, fearing that someone knew what was on his mind, as if shy.Duan Jinshu saw that something was wrong with the child early in the morning, so he didn't pay much attention to it. It wasn't until Yun Hanxi learned how to read and write with his grandfather and came to sit next to her in front of the yard to drink tea, that the child murmured: "Grandma , Why does my heart beat when I think of someone sometimes?"

"Hehe, that's nervous!" Duan Jinshu always had endless smiles for this child.

"Then why are you still blushing?" Yun Hanxi raised her small head and looked at her mother-in-law with wide eyes.

Duan Jinshu thought for a while before answering: "That means I like it, does Xiaoxi have someone he likes?"

But Yun Hanxi seemed to be a little puzzled by this word, and his big eyes were full of confusion: "Grandma, what is liking?"

Duan Jinshu didn't expect him to ask such a question, and didn't know how to answer for a while, so he hesitated for a while: "Like is like mother-in-law and grandpa together, the one you want to spend your whole life with."

At this moment, Zhang Xuanju just came out of the study and heard this, and looked at the mother-in-law and grandson with a smile, thinking that it was as sweet as eating honey, which made Duan Jinshu blush.He went straight to find a chair and sat down.

Yun Hanxi was thoughtful, but when he spoke again, he really scared the two elders: "But is it okay if that person is a man?" The two elders looked at me and I looked at you, and finally Duan Jinshu made up his mind that as long as the man is right Hello baby grandson, it doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman, so he said: "Yes, but there are many people in the world who can't understand it. If two men like each other, it may be very difficult."

Yun Hanxi breathed a sigh of relief, it turns out that he likes him, yes, that's great!I just don't know if that person likes me too, but this doesn't affect the joy in his heart, and naturally there is a smile on the corner of his mouth.

After several months, the two elders had rarely seen the child smiling so happily. They glanced at each other, presumably the child really liked that person very much, so they were relieved.

But Henry Zhang was a little puzzled in his heart. He knew the child's life experience. He was born in Prince Rui's Mansion and the dungeon. Everyone in Prince Rui's Mansion was dead. Could it be the jailer in the dungeon?Zhang Xuanju turned his head to look at Duan Jinshu, and happened to meet her suspicious eyes, and knew that they wanted to go together.

Duan Jinshu asked, "Xiaoxi, can you tell my mother-in-law who you like?"

Yun Hanxi buried her head low, and her face became even more red.Without saying a word, she turned around and ran back to the room. When she came out, she had a piece of paper in her hand, and Yun Hanxi handed the painting to the second elder coyly.The two old men fell silent in fright as soon as they unfolded the painting.Zhang Xuanju naturally knew the person in the painting, the current emperor of Cangyun, Yun Qiyu, although Duan Jinshu didn't know the emperor, he also knew the dragon robe.

In the end, Zhang Xuanju was the first to recover, took a deep breath and asked with some seriousness: "Xiaoxi, do you really like this person in the painting?"

Yun Hanxi nodded silently: "Grandpa, are you the relative of Cang Yunyou?" Zhang Xuanju nodded, and Yun Hanxi continued to ask: "Then grandpa is going to help the emperor make suggestions?"

"That's natural." Zhang Xuanju didn't understand why he suddenly asked this.

Yun Hanxi suddenly knelt down: "Then please accept me as a disciple, grandpa, and I will also be a right-hand man in the future." The voice was still childish, but it sounded with undeniable strength.

Zhang Xuanju felt that everything seemed to be breaking out today, and he couldn't help saying angrily: "No!" Duan Jinshu remained silent, she didn't care who the other party was, even if it was the current emperor, it was just that her precious grandson didn't care. I know how much more I will suffer.Just now, when I heard Zhang Xuanju scolding him angrily, I gave Zhang Xuanju a sideways look: "If there is anything that can be done, Xiaoxi can do it if she likes it."

Zhang Xuanju looked helplessly at Yun Hanxi who was kneeling on the ground, and then at Jin Shu who was angry with him, and he had no choice but to let go: "If you kneel here for three days, I will take you as an apprentice." Turned around and entered the study.

Duan Jinshu knew that this was his bottom line, so he didn't make a sound to stop him, but he was worried about Yun Hanxi's newly recovered body.Duan Jinshu patted Yun Hanxi's head: "Child, get up and go into the room if you can't stand it anymore, you know? Don't force yourself." Yun Hanxi shook his head stubbornly, and Duan Jinshu sighed and entered the study.

As soon as I entered the room, I saw Zhang Xuanju standing by the window looking at Yun Hanxi who was kneeling in the snow, "Since it hurts, why punish him?" Zhang Xuanju also sighed: "I'm not punishing him, I'm letting him know Retire from difficulties. You also know that if you let him become my apprentice and get close to the emperor, there will be more hardships!"

Duan Jinshu also knew that this person really treated Yun Hanxi as his own grandson in his heart, so he wanted him not to suffer in the future, so he sighed again thinking about it.

The cold in winter hadn't faded away, and there was still snow on the ground. Yun Hanxi knelt in the snow, the snow under his knees melted, wet his clothes, and hurt his bones.The night wind whizzed by, as if it wanted to blow this frail person down.The cold wind kept drilling into the robe, as if to cut the skin.Yun Hanxi gritted his teeth and persisted, if he could survive these three days, then he would have a chance to be by his side in the future, and he smiled when he thought of Yun Hanxi.

It was snowing on the second day, and snowflakes mixed with the wind hit him on the face, and thick snow piled up on the ground again, and the already numb body felt the cold again.Yun Hanxi was a little unsteady, the sweat on his forehead dripped into the snow in big drops, and his face turned an abnormal red.The body that just recovered from the illness really couldn't bear the cold, I'm afraid he caught the cold in the wind and snow and got a fever.

The two standing by the window also didn't sleep for two nights, looking at the stubborn person kneeling in the snow, both felt pain in their hearts.anxiously waiting.

When watching the sun rise on the third day, Yun Hanxi smiled weakly, and persisted for a while, it will be fine in a while!Gritting his teeth, he straightened up and knelt up in the snow.

Finally at noon, Yun Hanxi vaguely looked at the grandfather and mother-in-law who came out of the study and asked with a low voice: "Does what grandpa said count?" He was relieved until he saw Zhang Xuanju nodding his head.His eyelids closed heavily, and he passed out.

It was two days after waking up again, winter seemed to have disappeared overnight, the weather was much warmer, Yun Hanxi felt that there was no other discomfort except for a sore body.Slowly got up and got out of bed, went to the study to find Zhang Xuanju.Zhang Xuanju looked at his urgent look and sighed: "Forget it, you will be my disciple after offering tea."

Yun Hanxi poured a cup of tea, knelt down in front of Zhang Xuanju in a proper manner, and raised the cup in his hand high: "Master, I will be worshiped by my disciples." Zhang Xuanju helped Yun Hanxi up, and for the first time doubted his Decide.Is this right or wrong?I don't know how much suffering the child will have to suffer in this way.

That night, Zhang Xuanju summoned pigeons and wrote to Emperor Cangyun, Yun Qiyu: Ten years later, the position of Right Prime Minister will be handed down to his disciple Leng Yue.