not sad planet

"...I don't know how you can sleep."

Liang Shu heard someone whispering next to his ear, and opened his eyes dimly.

He felt as if he had been bitten awake by something, his arm was itchy, and there was a slight tingling sensation, and he waved his arm unconsciously, as if he had hit a ball of furry thing.

Sitting up, he found the puppy nestled beside the pillow, looking at him resentfully.

Liang Shu touched his arm, lowered his head, and saw several red scratches and bite marks on his forearm. His skin was very sensitive, and even though he didn't bleed, he looked quite shocking.

"Yu Ling! You bit me??? You scratched me with your paws! Could it be a dog?" Liang Shu was completely awake, jumping up from the bed in horror, "Will I get rabies?!"

"Why are you biting me?"

"Make sure you are dead or not." Yu Ling said, "Sleeping like a pig, I can't wake up no matter what, I almost thought you were dead."

Liang Shu gritted his teeth and rushed over to catch the dog, but the puppy shrank its neck and nimbly got out of his arms, then jumped off the bed and rolled to the bottom of the bed.

"Come out!" Liang Shu squatted on the ground, bowed his waist and tilted his head to look under the bed, "Come out and get beaten!"

"No rabies, I have vaccinated Lingling regularly." A cool voice came from under the bed.

"You can't bite me then! I think you have rabies, of course Lingling doesn't have rabies," Liang Shu said, his voice gradually lowered, "Lingling never bites me."

He suddenly missed Lingling very much, and thought of that little dog who would only rub around in his arms and act coquettishly, but no one knew why, that little dog suddenly became the ex-girlfriend in front of him who would only drive him crazy. boyfriend.

The little dog slowed down his voice, poked his head out to check Liang Shu's state, "You've been sleeping for too long, and you can't wake up when you bark." After confirming that the person is fine, he wanted to retract under the bed again, but Liang Shu grabbed his head and shook his head. Pull it out.

"I'm sleepy, okay? I'm running around in different places, like a tool man, and I've insisted on talking with you for so long," Liang Shu squatted a little tired, so he simply sat on the ground and put his little one on the ground. The dog was pressed in his arms and ravaged crazily, "A tool man is also a human being!"

The process of waiting for the house to land was really boring, so the two lay on the bed and chatted, replaying the process of breaking up.I thought the other party had forgotten it long ago, but when I really recalled it, I realized that they both remembered it very clearly.

Liang Shu didn't want to recall the cause and effect of every quarrel in the past. There were so many trivial conflicts and countless quarrels, it was extremely painful to recall.

When they just broke up, Liang Shu often suffered from insomnia late at night, staring at the ceiling and thinking about these things over and over again. Sometimes thinking of Yu Ling's kindness to him made him even more angry than thinking of some of his bad deeds. I was the sinner who took the initiative to break up, and I kept looking for reasons from myself, which made my mental state very poor.

Later, he slowly figured it out, blindly reflecting on himself would only sink into infinite self-loathing.So instead of reflecting on yourself, blame others.

So Liang Shu chose to expel Yu Ling's kindness from his memory, and blamed him for the reason for the breakup, especially after finding out that he had blackmailed him.

Selective forgetting may be caused by a defense mechanism of the brain. The defense mechanism will automatically avoid certain nerve-tingling memories, so people are always forgetful.But Liang Shu also held grudges very much, and he still has a grudge against Yu Ling for blackmailing him without saying a word.

After listing Yu Ling's [-] crimes in a painful tone, the puppy in his arms finally couldn't take it anymore: "I understand, what you mean by saying you have a bad memory is that you can't remember any good things. You only remember that it’s bad, right?”

However, Liang Shu told Yu Ling not to interrupt. Before he finished speaking, he wanted to continue: "For a while, I dreamed that you told me with a cold face that you didn't like men."

This time the puppy stopped jumping.

"Also," Liang Shu said again, "You said that I would no longer tell you everything like I used to, then you should ask yourself, push back earlier, at the beginning, I would tell you everything Said, I will tell you everything I think, but what about you, you would not take the initiative to tell me anything at that time, don’t you think you are a double standard?”

Yu Ling didn't argue for himself, but said in a low voice: "I realized it later, and tried to change it."

"But it's useless." Liang Shu added for him, "I've blamed you, and I've blamed myself. Anyway, breaking up is never a problem of one party, isn't it? Besides, it's not that I didn't try hard, and you saw it in the end. "

"Yes," Yu Ling said sullenly, "Work in the opposite direction."

"So it's still inappropriate. No matter how hard you try, it's useless in the face of an insurmountable gap." Liang Shu concluded.

I don't know what came to mind, Yu Ling suddenly laughed: "So you have become a master of emotion."

"What..." Liang Shu scratched his head.

"I found another one within a few days after we broke up."

Liang Shu: "..."

"Obviously it's been several months!"

"What's the difference?"

"I didn't know, we broke up anyway, and you blocked me!" Liang Shu really resented being blocked, "It's fine to just move and change jobs later, why did you bring Lingling with you?" Walk?"

"First of all, I kept you because you refused to see me. Secondly, I blocked you because you posted a new boyfriend in Moments. Why should I keep it to embarrass myself? Finally, you can't even take care of yourself. How can I take good care of Lingling?" Yu Ling calmly stated the facts.

Liang Shu thought hard, trying to find the loopholes in his words: "Wow, you just make two phone calls and threaten me with a dog as a hostage to persuade me to stay? What a strange way to persuade me to stay!"

"Then what should I do?" Yu Ling asked earnestly, "Kowtow on my knees and beg you not to break up, so I can stay? Or am I lost my memory in a car accident?"

He always likes to say some inexplicable things like this with a serious face.

Liang Shu: "...you've had enough, why are you so angry?"

The two disagreed a few more times, forgot what they said, and forgot where to resume the replay, and the sleepiness hit, Liang Shu didn't even know when he fell asleep.

The time has come to wake up after being scratched by a puppy, which is now.

The air was turbulent, and the house shook slightly.

Liang Shu sat on the ground for a while, then walked to the window with the puppy in his arms.

The house is flying in the low sky, and the window is like the scene when the plane is about to land, passing by the blue ocean and rolling mountains.

The sky darkened little by little, transitioning from orange red to dark blue, tall buildings appeared under the night sky, and the whole city gradually lit up.

Liang Shu stared at the scene outside without blinking.

He works at the airport all year round, but rarely takes a plane. The only few times he has been on a plane, he has never sat by a window, let alone paid attention to the outside scene.

The house is already very close to the ground, where there are mountains, the sea, and a bustling city.

"Can you see where this is?" Liang Shu asked.

Yu Ling shook his head, he couldn't see what was outside the window at all.

The strong sense of space-time split reappeared.

This time the house seemed to be flying in the air for a very long time, and it took a long time before it landed.Going by the timeline, the house should land down to when they first met and there were a lot of bad memories.

Liang Shu couldn't help wondering, if he landed in a rental house, if the flying house returned to the original place, would it mean that he had reached the terminal.

He asked Yu Ling, but Yu Ling didn't answer, but asked him instead: "Did you think it was bad at that time?"

"yes……"

Home appliances that have been in disrepair for a long time and go on strike at every turn, the living room that cannot see the sun, the roof that leaks whenever it rains, and the overly cold cohabitant who has not yet become a boyfriend.

"I forgot if I told you," the cohabitant who has become an ex-boyfriend said softly, "You may feel that I am lying to you again when I say this now, but I always feel that it was the happiest time in my life so far .”

"You may have said it," Liang Shu tried to find this memory in his mind, but found nothing, so he had to confess, "I forgot too."

After a long time, he asked Yu Ling, "Do you think all this really exists?"

"I feel very unreal, like in a dream." The puppy walked to his feet, his voice was low, as if he was unexplainably sad, "but I never dreamed of you before."

"I never dreamed of you either." Liang Shu lied.

It is easy to lie to others, but difficult to lie to yourself.

He stared at a bright light outside the window, thinking divergently: "Maybe, we just had the same dream, the kind that can communicate with brain waves."

"Exchanging brainwaves?" Yu Ling said, "But I don't know what you are thinking."

Liang Shu also felt that there was no tacit understanding between himself and Yu Ling, "Me too, it seems that I have been guessing all the time, but I rarely get it right."

"Where did you move to later?" Liang Shu tried to find a new way of thinking.

Yu Ling hesitated for a moment, then said a familiar city name.

It was the city where his father had worked that he had mentioned to Liang Shu.

It is also the city they had planned to travel together.

Liang Shu was taken aback. He always thought that Yu Ling just moved, but he didn't expect him to change his life in another city. Maybe it's because he has some special feelings for this city.

However, with Yu Ling's economic level, it is absolutely possible to buy another affordable house in that coastal city. Unless there is an urgent need for money, why sell the flat in the urban area?

"Yes..." Liang Shu hesitated for two seconds before asking, "What happened?"

"No."

"Then there's no need to sell the house." Liang Shu regretted silently.After all, housing prices in big cities have been rising, and there is still a lot of room for appreciation, and they can be rented out even if no one lives there.

"To get enough money to buy a villa."

"Huh?" Liang Shu suddenly looked down at the fluffy head in his arms: "What, what villa?"

After breaking up, I live in a rental house, but my ex-boyfriend lives in a big villa. What kind of tragedy is this?

The puppy looked up at him: "Didn't you always want to live in a villa near the sea? I bought it."

"Ah???" Liang Shu was completely stunned.

When planning to go on a trip with Yu Ling, Liang Shu searched a lot of travel guides on the Internet, some of which were about accommodation. If you want to go to the beach, the best choice is of course to live in a sea view hotel or a villa near the sea. Sea view villas are even more exciting.

In the past few days, Liang Shu talked about wanting to live in a sea view villa while searching for strategies, and also said that he would go to the beach to retire in the future, and live in a place where he could see the sea as soon as he opened the window.

What he said had no other meaning, it was purely intermittent seizures, he just mentioned it casually, and it was just a daydream, who would have thought that Yu Ling would take it seriously.

"Are you showing off to me? I'm not envious."

"Do not."

"I want to ask you," the puppy looked up at him, his shiny black eyes flickered, "Can we make up?"

Liang Shu: "..."

Any hesitation for a second is a disrespect to the sea view villa.

"Can I move to the villa after reconciliation? If possible, then I can."

"Would you like to be so casual..." Yu Ling immediately wanted to take back what he had just said, "I really have never seen the world before."

"It's just that I haven't seen the world, so what! Just do whatever you want, after all," Liang Shu paused, and said sincerely, "Who doesn't want to live in a big villa?"

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Guess where the next stop will be without a prize, and Liang Shu will immediately regret his hasty decision after he goes out

#Pathway to his heart