not sad planet

There is no need to be so wronged, what is "no need?"

Liang Shu didn't want to guess anymore, so he simply asked, "What do you mean?"

Yu Ling didn't answer immediately, but asked a question that sounded irrelevant: "Do you remember when we first met?"

"What, what?"

Liang Shu was startled, not understanding why the topic suddenly jumped here.

"The weather was fine that day, you invited me to eat sour noodle soup at the noodle shop, halfway through the meal you told me that you were gay."

"..."

It seems that there is such a thing, Liang Shu has a little impression, but he has long forgotten the details of what kind of noodles he ate.As for coming out boldly at the first meeting, it is quite reckless when I think about it now, after all, I was young at that time and I didn't think too much about it.

Liang Shu seldom thinks about the past, every time he recalls the past, it is tantamount to punishing himself in his mind.It just makes him feel dumb and stupid.

"How do you still remember..." Liang Shu calmed down strangely, paused, and said with a smile, "Did you think I was a fool at that time?"

I thought Yu Ling would deny it, but I didn't expect him to nod seriously: "It's pretty stupid, I really haven't seen anyone who came out to strangers the first time they met."

This evaluation was very pertinent, and Liang Shu couldn't refute it.

But Yu Ling continued: "Even though you have experienced some bad things, you are still enthusiastic, sincere, and brave. You can boldly express your emotions, express love, and love others. These are very precious things. "

As Liang Shu listened, his face suddenly became hot, and most of the emotions that had been brewing but had not had time to explode disappeared in an instant.

Wait, aren't they arguing?Why did you suddenly boast about it? Could it be that there was an intermission after the quarrel?

"Don't lie to me!" Liang Shu reminded himself to be calm and not to be fooled by his sugar-coated bullets, "Do you think you can pretend that nothing just happened just now?"

"Nice?" Yu Ling raised his eyebrows, and there was a smile in his eyes, "I can say more if you want to hear it."

I really like to hear it.

Liang Shu covered his face in frustration: "Stop talking..."

"Liang Shu, I won't tell lies to coax you." Yu Ling's voice slowed down, with a hint of persuasion, "Just like you said, you can't pretend that nothing happened, so if you have a problem, you should say it , and work it out, don't you?"

Yu Ling usually doesn't talk much, but it's not that he is not good at expressing. On the contrary, most of the time when he needs to say something, he can show superb expressive ability and can easily convince people.

After a few seconds of silence, Liang Shu reluctantly gave an "um".

Yu Ling: "Tell me first."

Liang Shu started to stare blankly.

Now, where do I start?

After holding back for a long time, I finally spit out a sentence: "I apply for an intermission, you go take a shower first, let me think about what to say."

"Okay," Yu Ling agreed, "Don't pretend to be asleep later."

Liang Shu: "...how is it possible!"

Yu Ling returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, and saw Liang Shu sitting cross-legged on the edge of the bed in a calm posture.

"Why are you still sitting, isn't it cold? I thought you had already got into the bed and warmed my bed."

This might not be a clever speech technique to make Liang Shu let down his guard, but Liang Shu would still be dizzy by such simple words.

The composure on his face could not be stretched instantly, and his voice smiled: "Can you be more serious? What we are going to discuss is a very important issue!"

"Okay," Yu Ling walked over, pushed Liang Shu onto the bed, and stuffed it roughly into the quilt, "Now we can discuss it seriously."

Liang Shu laughed with a "puchi".

The lights in the bedroom were turned off by Yu Ling, leaving only a wall lamp by the bedside.

The light had hardly been turned on before, it was just a nice decoration.Liang Shu only found out today that it would change color with time.

The whole room was shrouded in a hazy light blue, which reminded him suddenly that they lived in the small rented house in the past, and there was a small night light that could change color by the bedside, but it was not bought in a lighting store, but from someone. The first time I watched a movie, I scanned the QR code at the entrance of the theater and gave it away. I probably threw it away when I moved.

"If, I mean, if, I want you to resign, would you consider it?" Liang Shu's eyes fell on the blue halo above his head.

Yu Ling lay beside him, thought for a moment quietly, and said, "I will."

"Actually, I have considered it more than once, but I haven't planned what I will do in the future. You also know that it is not realistic to draw comics full-time."

"Ah."

When he said this, Liang Shu had no reason not to believe it.

"Hey, it's just a hypothesis. I didn't really ask you to resign. That is, sometimes, when you drink so much and come back late, I will feel tired for you, and I can't help but think about it. "Liang Shu paused every time he said a word, and thought it over carefully, "I don't seem to be able to share anything for you, and I can't think of a better solution."

"I understand," Yu Ling said with his head resting on his arms, thinking, "It's my problem, and I will find a way to solve it."

"Okay, I'm done talking, it's your turn." After Liang Shu finished speaking, he breathed a sigh of relief as if he had completed some difficult task, but his heart was not as relaxed as before.

Is Yu Ling's resignation a good solution?Liang Shu didn't think so, it wasn't a rational approach, and it wasn't like what Yu Ling would do.

He is always thoughtful in doing things, will analyze the pros and cons one by one, and form something similar to a feasibility analysis report related to resignation in his mind.It is not easy to find a satisfactory job these days, and it took Yu Ling a long time of hard work to get a place in the company. Resignation obviously does more harm than good, and ordinary people want to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

"I've been thinking about the time when we first met. At that time, you loved to laugh and make trouble, and you dared to say anything. You were a little silly but also kind of cute, but I don't know when it started..."

"Oh," Liang Shu kicked off the quilt as he listened, his eyes showed a fierce look, "So now I'm not cute in your eyes? Tired? Tired?"

Yu Ling was not afraid of his sternness at all, "It's not bad, it's a little cute, but not much."

"I don't know if you have noticed that compared to that time, you have changed a lot. This may be considered growth for you?"

Liang Shu recalled why Yu Ling abruptly mentioned their first meeting just now, after a long time, it turned out that he was nostalgic for the past.But he still felt puzzled: "That's a good thing. You used to say that I act impulsively. I won't do that anymore. Isn't that good? You can't move forward, but I'm always standing still. "

"I don't know if this is a good idea..." Yu Ling hesitated, he rarely felt as confused as he is now, "Learning to hide your emotions is a symbol of growth, watching you grow is good, But I don't want you to be like this when you face me, it's quite contradictory. It's only recently that I want to understand that a large part of the reason for your changes is me, and I make you feel uncomfortable many times. "

"Ah, so, do you like the old me better?" Liang Shu understood, but felt a little bit disappointed.

"But it's impossible for me to fight with you like before. It's too childish. It happens every time. I think it's boring."

He understands that all relationships have prerequisites, but how can one always be liked by someone?

"There is no dislike, but it may be that there is a problem with the way we get along. When we encounter problems, we want to communicate first, but often the communication is ineffective, so we always quarrel..."

Liang Shu changed into a comfortable position and lay on his side, facing Yu Ling face to face, breathing closely, listening to Yu Ling explain to him the reasons for the conflict between the two. There could be ten thousand reasons for the quarrel. Looking at Yu Ling's eyes distracted.

Yu Ling doesn't like to throw problems to others. He is used to finding the cause of the problem and then looking for a solution.

But it is a pity that emotional problems cannot be solved by rational analysis.

"Are you listening to me?"

"Yeah, you said you need to communicate effectively, if you are as rational and calm as you, you won't quarrel—"

"No, I'm not rational or calm," Yu Ling interrupted him with a frown.

Pausing for a moment, he looked straight at Liang Shu again: "Do you know what I really think?"

His eyes are heavy and dangerous, like a whirlpool, if you stare at it for a long time, you will be sucked into it.Liang Shu had an intuition that he would not say anything good next time, so he moved his eyes away, and said bravely, "What?"

Yu Ling rolled over and pressed up, "I don't think you have anything to hide from me, don't pretend to be in front of me, it's best not to go out to work, don't talk to others, don't smile at others, can you do it? Can't just lock you up Lock it up at home. Or come to my company as an assistant, and I will take you with me wherever I go." It was his usual gentle tone when he was on the bed, unhurriedly, as if coaxing people.

The expression is calm and sober, looking extremely normal and rational.

Yu Ling was not joking, he was serious.

Liang Shu reacted for a long time before murmuring dully: "Do you know what you're talking about? I didn't drink any alcohol today..."

"Is it too much? But this is my real thought, I have always thought this way, and there are more excessive ones, do you want to continue listening?"

"...It's hard not to say too much, you are wrong to think so."

"Well, so you know, I'm pretending to be rational and calm."

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I'm sorry for delaying the update again. I have been a little sick for the past two days, which has little effect. I have finished writing the breakup plot, and there will be more tomorrow.I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but they’ve always been like this, and they got tired of arguing, because I don’t want to write about fierce conflicts, so there’s nothing too abusive about breaking up later, it’s just a state of blandness, I really want to It's a bit difficult to write a plain plot more interesting, but it's really difficult with my writing skills...