not sad planet

"Wash, take a bath? Oh oh, okay." Although Liang Shu promised very well, the strength of his hands did not decrease at all, and he did not intend to let go at all.

Yu Ling feels that the smell on his body is not good now. The smell of tobacco and wine is mixed with the smell of perfume that is so greasy that he wants to vomit. It has been fermented all night, and he can't bear it for another minute. "Can't you smell something about me?"

But Liang Shu refused to let go, as if he hadn't heard his words.

He wrinkled his nose and sniffed, and expressed his opinion seriously: "I think it's okay, it doesn't smell bad."

Yu Ling was very tired and said wearily, "Let go."

"Let me hug you for a while longer." Liang Shu shook his head.

Hangover and staying up late, Liang Shu felt that Yu Ling might not be very sober now, and his whole body was in a chaotic state. He was afraid that after Yu Ling woke up after taking a bath, he would not let him hug him again.

"..." Yu Ling was so angry that he wanted to laugh, "What is your hobby?"

"No hobbies."

Liang Shu asked weakly, "Can I still hug you after taking a shower?"

"No."

It seems that it can no longer push an inch.

"Alright then." Liang Shu let go of his hand regretfully.

He watched Yu Ling close the bathroom door, and after a while, there was the sound of rushing water inside.

This is not the best time to confess.Liang Shu is very clear.

He just lost control of his emotions for a moment, and he did it subconsciously.

If it was just an ordinary roommate relationship, Liang Shu's behavior just now could even be called a kind of harassment.

But Yu Ling didn't show obvious resistance, and didn't have much reaction, does it mean that he can accept this kind of behavior or something a little more intimate than this?

Liang Shu used to dislike intimacy.

It was because of his last roommate.

He was cheated out of money by the landlord, and when he had nowhere to go, it was that kind colleague who took him in and didn't charge him the rent.

However, he only found out when he moved there that his colleague was also gay and had mischievous intentions towards him.

At first, his colleagues only touched his head and face affectionately occasionally, and called him baby, but Liang Shu only thought he was joking and told him not to do this again.

Later, Liang Shu realized that something was wrong and asked him if he was gay.

The colleague admitted it frankly: "Yes, why did you only find out now?"

Liang Shu didn't have the nerve to say that it was because every time I came out of the shower you always stared at me with very revealing eyes.

Just tactfully said: "We can only be sisters."

Colleagues were disappointed and regretted their collision, and then started referring to him as sisters.

Not long after, the colleague talked about her boyfriend and took him home to live at night.

Because it is a two-bedroom apartment, a colleague and his boyfriend live in one room, and Liang Shu lives in one room alone.

The next day, after his boyfriend left, Liang Shu proposed to move out so as not to disturb their two-person world.

The main reason was that they made too much noise at night, Liang Shu blushed and couldn't sleep well all night.

The colleague said shyly, "I don't want him to come, he insists on coming, oh, it's so annoying."

He also said that he would never come here again.

It was not an option to live in other people's house all the time. After that, Liang Shu began to look at the rental information again, and wanted to move out as soon as possible.

As a result, within a few days, my colleague's boyfriend came again.

After eleven o'clock in the evening, Liang Shu was drying his hair in the bathroom after taking a shower, when someone directly opened the door.

It was the boyfriend that a colleague met on an online chat software.

He glanced at Liang Shu's straight white legs under his shorts, whistled at him, and asked in a sly way if he wanted to play 3P.

Liang Shu was immediately disgusted as if he had swallowed a fly, and he said angrily, "Get lost."

Unexpectedly, he would dare to lean over and pull his clothes.

In the end, Liang Shu beat him to the hospital.

Later, his colleagues apologized to him, saying that he did not expect his boyfriend to be such a person, and had already broken up with him.

Liang Shu accepted his apology, but the feeling of unease in his heart lingered for a long time, and he resisted physical contact with others.

He knew that his colleague and that person met on a dating app. They had just met for two days, and they had sex without any emotional basis at all.

In the homosexual community, this kind of behavior is too common, but Liang Shu is more conservative, he thinks that you should talk to the person you like when you are in love.

The sound of water in the bathroom finally stopped.

Liang Shu stared at the frosted glass door, his heart pounding.

He is very nervous now.

He has never had a plan in doing things, and he often gets into trouble when his mind is hot.

When Yu Ling comes out later, what should I say?Liang Shu was really troubled.

If I knew it earlier, I should have rehearsed how to express my love.

Confession to a beautiful boy who just came out of the bath seems not very formal, nor sincere.

It would be bad if Yu Ling felt that he was simply coveting his body.

"What are you doing standing here?"

Liang Shu came back to his senses and found that Yu Ling had come out.

Her hair was half-dried and hadn't been blown yet, and her pajamas were black long-sleeved trousers, very masculine.

Probably because he had just taken a bath, the moisture in his eyes had not yet dissipated, and his eyes looking at Liang Shu were as full as water, as if there were fragments of light flickering, like stars falling on the surface of a clear lake, making one addicted.

The hot air in the bathroom was dense, and wisps of smoke seemed to float over, and his eyes were full of indescribable tenderness.

This look made Liang Shu feel his eye sockets warm.

He suddenly remembered a certain winter a few years ago, when he just realized his sexual orientation, and vaguely had someone he liked.

It snowed heavily the night before.The next day, the sky was just dawn, the snow covered the shoes, and the path to school was deserted, very quiet, only the sound of Liang Shu's stepping on the snow and breathing.

Occasionally, with a "click", the snow crushed the thin branches, and the snow covered the branches fell.

After a moment of uproar, it was quiet again.

Throughout the winter, Liang Shu walked that path every morning without meeting a single person.

At that time, he felt that winter was long and lonely, and the path was difficult to walk, but now, winter has passed quietly, and there seemed to be one more person on the road.

"After you take a shower, I happen to have to take a shower too." Liang Shu's eyes wandered, and his words didn't match his heart.

He is like a can of yellow peaches with hidden thoughts, and Yu Ling is like a can-opening knife, easily prying open his seemingly hard shell, "Okay, then you go."

"Wait a minute, I have something to tell you." Liang Shu was still thinking about it, "You know, I am, I hugged you just now, you can accept it, I mean to you..." The hangover As if that person wasn't Yu Ling but him, he was talking inconsequentially, and he was about to get to the point.

But was interrupted by Yu Ling frowning: "I can't accept it."

?

Isn't Yu Ling gay?

Liang Shu panicked.

"As long as I change someone else, I can't accept it." Yu Ling is not very patient at the moment.

"Ah?" Liang Shu rolled his eyes, as if he still didn't understand.

Yu Ling began to wonder if there was something wrong with his expressive ability. He looked into Liang Shu's eyes and said, "I like you, that's why I let you hug me. I can understand now."

Seeing that Liang Shu still didn't respond, Yu Ling stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes: "Stupid again?"

"You like me? Really?" Liang Shu was still dumbfounded.

This person doesn't seem very smart, is it so difficult to say you like him?He even asked me to say it first, and there was no positive feedback at all after I finished speaking.

Yu Ling thought for a while, then changed his words: "But now I think you're a bit annoying."

"Then I won't bother you anymore!" Liang Shu said softly, "You still like me."

"I don't like idiots."

The idiot checked his seat: "I'm so stupid!"

"Stupid as hell."

"Even if you don't like me, I still like you."

Yu Ling hummed, as if he didn't care, "It's up to you."

Liang Shu smiled and said obediently: "Brother Yu Ling, can I sleep in your bed from now on?"

Thinking of the unpleasant bed-sharing experience last time, Yu Ling's expression suddenly turned sour, "Unless your hands and feet are tied up."

"Huh?" Liang Shu blushed.

"I mean you don't sleep honestly, you won't pick me up if you tie it up, why are you blushing?"

"I was thinking about it, hehe." Liang Shu smiled sheepishly.

He thought Yu Ling was talking about some kind of play.

Seeing the stupid smile on Liang Shu's face again, Yu Ling wanted to say a few more mean words, but in the end he was funny but said helplessly: "...I've convinced you."

"Then can I hug you now?"

"Go take a shower!"