not sad planet

This is not the only thing that feels pity, but it is the only thing that Liang Shu can tell Yu Ling calmly.

Liang Shu is not a person who seeks to make progress, and has been muddling along for the past ten years, without any purpose.For him, there are so many uncertain days in his life that even the slightly less bleak moments become highlights.

In the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, the family watched TV while having dinner, and CCTV7 was broadcasting military documentaries.

Liang Laijin said with emotion: "It would be great if our old Liang family could produce a soldier. The retirement pay and subsidies add up to hundreds of thousands."

On the big screen, the pilot in a sky blue uniform is wearing a flying helmet, with a straight figure and an outstanding demeanor.

Duan Huijuan echoed gently: "Yes, the Air Force is pretty good."

Liang Lin, who was still in junior high school, said with a confused look on his face: "When I grow up, I want to be in the Air Force and fly airplanes!"

"Just study hard, what kind of plane do you fly?" Liang Laijin reprimanded in a deep voice.

The youngest son, Liang Lin, is well-behaved and sensible, with excellent grades. He just got into the best junior middle school experimental class in the county this year, which is the hope of the whole family.The eldest son, Liang Shu, is not the material to learn, and his personality is as stubborn as a donkey, and the typical mud can't support the wall.

Liang Laijin turned to glance at Liang Shu, who was buried in his meal, and said, "If Liang Shu doesn't pass the college entrance examination next year, we can find a relationship and get him into the army."

Liang Shu was very annoyed when he heard this, and said without raising his head, "I can enter without you looking for connections."

"Just you?" Liang Laijin looked contemptuously, "What can you do?"

Liang Laijin made some money in business in his early years, made a lot of contacts, and was considered a respectable figure in the county.He believes that money can solve all problems, and it is easy to do things with money. He has done a lot of cheating and deception in the business field, all of which are managed by money.

Liang Shu couldn't understand his attitude the most. At that time, he didn't have any lofty ideals of flying in the sky, but simply wanted to fight against his father, so he said nonsense, "Isn't he just a pilot? What's so difficult about it."

Liang Laijin threw his chopsticks and glared at him: "The wings are stiff, right? Don't rely on me, I want to see how capable you are!"

Not to be outdone, Liang Shu stared back.

"Okay, let's eat." Duan Huijuan smoothed things over with a smile.

No one took Liang Shu's words seriously, and he didn't expect him to really care.

Recruitment standards have always been strict, almost one in a million. Liang Shu carefully prepared for the subsequent recruitment according to each standard.

Exercise, protect eyesight, no longer stay up late, and rarely even play games.

In his sophomore year of high school, he successfully passed the primary election, and passed the re-election in March of the following year.

His grades were very poor. In order to pass the cultural test, he made up for cultural lessons and stayed at school until after ten o'clock in the evening before returning home.

Liang Laijin's attitude changed from disdain at the beginning to surprise later. After he passed the re-election, he slowly began to look at him differently.

Liang Lin also asked him curiously: "Can you really fly a plane in the future?"

"Yes, why not." Liang Shu vowed.

When he was very young, Liang Shu often imagined that when he grew up, he could leave the house in a cool way.For example, throwing a thick wad of renminbi on Liang Laijin's face, who is all about money, said, look, I earn more than you!

Even though I haven't made any money yet, it's nice to leave in the way I'm doing now.He desperately wanted to escape from here, and wanted to fly farther.

In the eyes of outsiders, Liang Laijin has a successful career, Duan Huijuan is gentle and virtuous, and her two sons will be very promising in the future. The family of four is harmonious and warm, and they enjoy themselves happily.

They all acted well, only Liang Shu couldn't bear the deformity behind it.

Liang Laijin is a typical male chauvinist, occupying an absolute dominant position in the family, saying what he says, and no one dares to disobey him.

When he drank too much, he went crazy and became muddled, smashing things and beating people, but it happened that he only had attacks at home.

Duan Huijuan endured silently, and cleaned up the mess when he woke up; Liang Lin watched coldly, locked the door to do his homework, and never showed his face from the beginning to the end.

Only Liang Shu, who seems to be born rebellious, is out of tune with this family, and has suffered countless beatings for this.

When he was young, Liang Shu had no power to resist, so he could only endure the beating silently like Duan Huijuan.

Later, when Liang Shu grew up, he was taller and stronger than Liang Laijin, so he had the confidence to contend with him.

Every time Liang Laijin wanted to hit Duan Huijuan, Liang Shu would stand in front of him with fierce eyes: "Do you dare to hit Duan Huijuan?"

The two fought violently, Duan Huijuan was anxious at the side, no one could stop them.

Liang Shu knew that Liang Laijin was having a good time outside under the guise of discussing business, and they all knew it.

Liang Shu advised her many times: "You should divorce him."

"Liang Laijin definitely wants Liang Lin, so I can only feel wronged that you want me. Don't worry, although I have no skills, I will definitely not drag you down. I will make money to support you."

But Duan Huijuan just shook her head in silence and wept.

Liang Shu made up his mind to escape, no matter what.

But he didn't expect this day to come much earlier than expected.

When he came home from school that day, he found that his home, where there had been no conflicts for a long time, had turned into a mess again.

Duan Huijuan knelt on the ground with disheveled hair, sobbing without image.

When she saw Liang Shu, she seemed to have grasped at straws, and rushed over to grab his school uniform sleeves, "Liang Shu, tell your father quickly, you will change it!"

"What's wrong?" Liang Shu was still in a daze, unable to understand the situation.

He supported Duan Huijuan and pulled her up.

"Those things in your computer..." Liang Laijin approached him sullenly, and snorted coldly, "You still have the guts to ask?"

Liang Shu subconsciously turned his head and looked towards his own door.He saw Liang Lin, who always liked to be bored in the room, huddled in the corner between the door and the wall, nervousness and bewilderment appeared on his face for the first time.

Liang Lin's computer suddenly crashed, so he went to Liang Shu's room, trying to use his computer to look up study materials.

It happened that Liang Laijin was at home, and when he saw Liang Lin enter Liang Shu's room, he asked him what he wanted to do, and Liang Lin answered truthfully.So Liang Laijin also came in, and he just wanted to check the stock information.

Liang Shu didn't have the habit of locking the door, and the computer didn't set any password, so Liang Lin opened his computer easily.

In the historical search records that have not been deleted, there are a large number of same-sex websites and puzzling entries, and there are even more in the browsing records.

The light from the computer screen was extraordinarily dazzling, and Liang Laijin turned his face down more and more, and smashed the computer screen in a rage.

"Don't you feel disgusted by two big men doing it?" Liang Laijin raised his hand and slapped him.

"Say you're wrong, tell me!" Duan Huijuan was so anxious that her eyes were red, and she looked at Liang Shu with distress, but she didn't dare to go up to pull it.She is such a gentle and cowardly person, who never has any right to speak at home.

His face suddenly felt like it was being burned, and then it began to tingle.Liang Shu turned his face sideways, "I'm not wrong."

Liang Laijin kicked Liang Shu again, and shouted: "Isn't this a pervert? What a disgusting thing, why did I raise such a beast like you!"

He whipped Liang Shu with a belt like he did when he was a child, but Liang Shu gritted his teeth and didn't fight back from the beginning to the end.

"Stop beating, stop beating..." Duan Huijuan's suppressed cry seemed to be magnified countless times in Liang Shu's ears, and even her eardrums were humming and hurting.

Liang Laijin was still angry after the beating, "I'll ask you again, will you change it?"

Liang Shu stuck his neck and said "no change".

Liang Laijin was so angry that his hands were trembling, he pointed at Duan Huijuan's nose and cursed: "Look at your good breed! It's you who spoiled him like this!"

Liang Shu couldn't understand him always blaming Duan Huijuan for everything, and immediately retorted: "I was born with this, if you want to blame it, blame your surname Liang's bad genes!"

Then there was a burst of punching and kicking.

In the end, Liang Laijin was tired from the beating, and finally died down, saying: "If you get sick again, I will break your leg."

This is not an exaggeration. Liang Shu believed that Liang Laijin's legs could really be broken if he messed up.

When he was a child, Liang Laijin would whip him with a belt, hit him with a glass, and use everything around him as a tool of domestic violence if he felt unsatisfactory.

Fortunately, Liang's bark was solid and he didn't have any obvious scars on his body, otherwise he wouldn't even be able to pass the primary selection.

"I won't change it until I die!" Liang Shu was stubborn to the end.

The conflicts became more intense each time, and for the last time, Liang Laijin angrily told him to get out of the house.

So Liang Shu really got lost, dropped out of school, gave up his final selection for flying in March next year, took the 3000 yuan he had saved for a long time, took the train from his hometown, and went to a strange city alone.

Anyway, his grades are not good, it doesn't matter whether he continues to go to school or not, and whether he can be selected for the recruitment is still uncertain.

At that time, Liang Shu was not so persistent about the result. There were so many roads, and he didn't have to become a pilot.

Until now, when Liang Shu thinks back to his original choice, he will not regret it, at most he just feels a little pity.

If I endured it a little longer at that time, I might have another kind of life.

On the night when he and Yu Ling became roommates, Liang Shu invited him to his favorite barbecue.

The two sat in front of the open-air grill to drink and eat meat.Liang Shu expressed concern for the new roommate, and curiously asked Yu Ling why he came here.

He had seen the address on Yu Ling's ID card, and knew that his hometown was a very famous and livable city, firmly occupying the top 3 cities that Chinese people most want to live in.

So he doesn't understand what attracts Yu Ling here, is it the fast-paced life and the high housing prices?Or heavy traffic, unpredictable weather?

"job transfer."

Yu Ling's expression was a little cold, obviously he didn't want to say more.

"What about you?"

Liang Shu took a big bite of the grilled chicken leg, took another sip of beer, and said nonchalantly, "Oh, my dad and I had a fight, so I don't want to stay at home any longer."

Yu Ling: "Run away from home?"

"That's it."

Not long ago, Liang Shu had just been blackmailed by his previous landlord for thousands of dollars. When he was not in close contact with him, his image in Yu Ling's eyes was that of a clumsy, rebellious young man.