Did he confess today?

47

A moment of blankness appeared on Chi's mother's face. She looked back into the room and said, "It's cold outside, come in first."

Gu Yuan then entered the house, and saw the mess in the house, apparently it hadn't been cleaned for a while.

Pulling on her slippers, Chi Ma walked slowly to Chi Yu's room on the first floor. She knocked on the door twice first, and then pressed the doorknob after a while.

The door opened, and there was no one in the small room at a glance, only the bed was messed up.

Obviously, Chi Yu went out without her knowing.

Chi Ma closed the door, came back and told Gu Yuan that he was not at home, and wanted to pour some water for Gu Yuan, but found that the house hadn't boiled water for several days.

"Auntie, there's no need, I'm leaving now." Gu Yuan stopped Chi's mother who was going to boil hot water.

So Mama Chi sat down on the sofa next to her, glanced at the black and white photos on the TV cabinet, and told Gu Yuan, "His father left. He committed suicide two weeks ago."

Gu Yuan didn't expect this to happen at all, he lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry for visiting at this time."

"It's okay." Chi Mama's voice was dry, but she didn't shed any tears. She couldn't shed any more tears, "Let's talk to Auntie, Chi Yu has been shutting himself in the room these days."

Gu Yuan originally wanted to go to Chi Yu, but after hearing this, he stayed.

"I might have broken that child's heart." Chi Ma lowered her head, looked at her hands on her lap, and talked about what happened on New Year's Eve.

That day when Papa Chi came to the door, Chi Yu drove him away, and within a month, he committed suicide.

When one person died, it was difficult for the remaining people not to associate these two things together: if he was let in at that time, would he not take that dead end.

He was terrible as a husband, as a father, but by no means wished him dead.

"I blame him, but I know it's not his fault. He just wants to protect me." Chi Ma said, "His father left suddenly. He never shed a single tear in the funeral home or crematorium. I think How could he be so calm and ruthless, I couldn't help but blame him."

Gu Yuan listened silently without saying anything.

He knew that it was impossible for Chi Yu not to be sad, and it was very likely that Chi Yu would feel that it was his fault.

Such a big thing happened these days, he didn't know it at all, and he only thought about his own feelings.

"I can't always control my emotions, and I often regret bringing him into this world." Chi's mother said, "When a person gives birth to a child, he should try his best to ensure the child's health and happiness. And his family is not happy. , I always bring him negative things, these days he has closed the door and refused me to go in."

Chi Ma babbled a lot, Gu Yuan stayed with her for an hour, and waited for her to say all the words accumulated in her heart before she said: "Auntie, these words should actually be said to Chi Yu."

Not just talking, but actually doing.

Chi Ma nodded, looked at the portrait on the TV cabinet, and sighed in a low voice: "Dead people can't be resurrected, and if time passes, there will be nothing."

Gu Yuan thought to himself, similarly, the five years he and Chi Yu missed would not come back again.

He said a few more words of comfort, left Chi Yu's house, and then started dialing Chi Yu's phone.

After dialing once, Chi Yu hung up, dialed again, hung up again, but Gu Yuan did not give up.

He sent Chi Yu a wechat message: Where are you?

Chi Yu didn't reply, so Gu Yuan called again, and finally waited for the other party to answer after a long time.

"Hello." Chi Yu's voice came out, and the wind could still be heard over there.

Gu Yuan's heart jumped again and he said, "Where are you? I want to see you."

"What do you see me for? We broke up our friendship." Chi Yu said.

Gu Yuan was immediately cut by the words he said first, but he still insisted because he didn't want to repeat what happened before: "I said something wrong, Chi Yu, I don't want to break up with you."

There was silence for a second.

"Where are you?" Gu Yuan asked again, "You...you really don't want me anymore?"

This time Chi Yu finally gave him an address intermittently.

It was near the abandoned industrial park, and Gu Yuan immediately took a taxi there.

Because there are few landmark buildings, Gu Yuan had to run all the way when he got there, and finally found the graffiti wall that Chi Yu said.

Chi Yu was standing at the bottom of the wall, wearing a black coat, looking at the graffiti on the wall.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, he turned his head, and Gu Yuan found that he seemed to have lost some weight, his eyes were still dark, reflecting the light of the street lamps.

Gu Yuan walked towards him, the street lamp behind them flickered twice, one on and one off.

Chi Yu didn't say anything this time, and Gu Yuan didn't ask anything, just went up and hugged him.

The familiar smell of the other party enters their nostrils, and the body can feel the cold staying on the clothes and the warmth hidden under the clothes at the same time.

Hugging is so comfortable, if possible, Gu Yuan would like to hug like this for an hour or two.

And he gradually realized that Chi Yu had actually never refused his hug once.

"I still don't understand you." Gu Yuan said softly, "What are you doing now..."

Something wet landed on the base of his neck.

Chi Yu hugged him back forcefully, sobbing uncontrollably. After many years, his tears fell on him again.

Gu Yuan lowered his eyes, and gently rubbed Chi Yu's back with his big hand, but Chi Yu couldn't stop anymore.

"Why are you hugging me? You said you hate me..." Chi Yu gritted his teeth and asked him, then reached out and pushed Gu Yuan's head away, "Don't look at me, turn your head away."

Sadness and shame hit him at the same time, and a sense of security made him shed more tears.

"From now on, nothing you say will work." Gu Yuan insisted on looking at his face, "I want to be a barbarian like you."

Just as he was about to see Chi Yu's face clearly, the streetlight behind him flickered and went out completely.

Gu Yuan could only vaguely see the other party's shining eyes and wet face.

"I'm not savage, it's clear that you never take the initiative." Chi Yu looked at him and wiped his eyes fiercely, "You said you want to guess my mind, don't I need to? I don't know you at all I was also terrified of being rejected.”

Gu Yuan looked at him, his eyes gradually became hot, and he was suddenly at a loss.

"I don't want to cry in front of you, I don't want to at all." Chi Yu stared at him very stubbornly, but the tears kept oozing out, "Whenever I see you, I shed tears more easily than usual, I am the weakest and most incompetent in front of you, if anything goes wrong, I just want to hold you and cry, I am actually such a person, Gu Yuan."

"It's not like that." Gu Yuan held the soft hair on the back of his head, and said to him: "In my eyes, you have never been weak, and I have never been bored with you."

"But you said that, you said it too many times." Chi Yu said loudly, and then admitted: "I said it too, I thought I hated you too, so I wouldn't be sad when I go to bed at night."

"That's because you said it first." Gu Yuan couldn't help but said, "You pushed me away first."

"Nonsense, it's obviously you..." Chi Yu paused in the middle of speaking, there is no point in arguing about it.

"So, do you hate me?" Gu Yuan asked him.

"What do you think?" Chi Yu looked at him, with tears in his eyes that were not completely wiped off.

Gu Yuan really thought about it seriously, and then tentatively said: "...Maybe you hated it?"

Tears rolled down Chi Yu's cheeks again, he shook his head vigorously, and said, "I like you, Gu Yuan, why do you have to wait for me to say such a simple thing?"

Gu Yuan finally couldn't bear it at this moment, and also shed tears.

"I like you for a long time, I told you that I dream of you every day, I also like grilled chicken wings, but I want to give you all, I think about you almost all the time, seeing you talking to others, I I just want to rush up and separate you." Chi Yu told him everything like pouring beans.

Then he also felt Gu Yuan's hot tears, the two of them have grown into adults, but it's funny to think of them hugging each other and crying in such an open place.

"What about you?" Chi Yu finally stopped after a while, and asked him, "I want to hear your answer."

Gu Yuan was silent for a while, then whispered to him in his ear: "I like you."

His ears and cheeks heated up quickly, and at this moment, the lights behind them flickered twice, and they struggled to turn on again.

Chi Yu saw the blushing appearance of the other party clearly, smiled with tears in his eyes, and said again: "I like you, it's your turn to say it."

Gu Yuan was a little at a loss, but still insisted on repeating: "I like you."

Then his face turned red again, gradually reaching his neck.

"I like you." Chi Yu said.

"...I like you." Gu Yuan said.

"You really became popular." Chi Yu looked at him carefully.

"Is this light your friend? Why didn't it turn on when you were crying just now." Gu Yuan was really hot.

My ears are about to burn.

"Go on, I like you." Chi Yu said again.

"I like you." Gu Yuan said again, this time the backs of his hands were red, like roasted sweet potatoes.

"I like you." Chi Yu stared at him.

"...I like you." Gu Yuan was extremely annoyed, and now he was red from head to toe, and turned his face away: "Don't watch it, so I don't want to confess in person."

"No." Chi Yu hooked Gu Yuan's shoulders and neck with his arms, and said, "How many times we said we hate it before, we have to say how many times we like it today, you know."

Gu Yuan had no choice but to nod, buried his hot face into Chi Yu's shoulder, and repeated his liking to him in a muffled voice.

Because he was too shy to do anything, Chi Yu could only kiss him.

The two hugged each other and kissed each other like a superficial touch. The kiss gradually deepened. Chi Yu deftly opened Gu Yuan's teeth with his tongue and explored inside.

This was the first time they kissed like this when they were sober, Gu Yuan felt the softness and moisture of his lips and tongue, his heart beat so fast that it hit his eardrums, and he felt that he was going to die again.

But Chi Yu didn't intend to let go of him at all, Gu Yuan was about to lose his footing, so Chi Yu pushed him towards the graffiti wall, looked at Gu Yuan's flushed appearance for a while, and kissed Gu Yuan's moist lips again.

They didn't separate until the facial muscles on the side of their ears ached slightly. Gu Yuan didn't understand why he was panting because he had a high lung capacity. He was relieved when he saw that Chi Yu was panting a little too.

"Yuanyuan." Chi Yu called him.

Gu Yuan blushed, and responded with a soft "hmm".

"Boyfriend." Chi Yu called again.

Gu Yuan directly lowered his head, if he were a bird, he would bury his head in his chest, "...what are you doing?"

"Let's pull the hook." Chi Yu stretched out his hand, "Let's stop comparing each other and testing each other, okay?"

"Okay." Gu Yuan nodded, hooked Chi Yu's finger, and added: "We still have to tell the truth, whoever is caught duplicity will be 0."

"I'll go." Chi Yu smiled, "This is a bit cruel, let's just say it first, I won't be 0."

"I won't either." Gu Yuan said, and then whispered: "We can be like before... and it's quite comfortable."

"I feel comfortable too." Chi Yu squinted his eyes in satisfaction.

The two pulled the hook, put each other's thumbs together carefully, and stamped it.

Their foreheads touched, they laughed together, and kissed each other again with a smile.

"Yuanyuan." Chi Yu said, "Can I hug you to sleep tonight?"

"Yes." Gu Yuan said, "But you are not allowed to touch your hands."

Chi Yu looked at him and tilted his head, meaning that we can't just touch him.

Gu Yuan thought of telling the truth, so he told him honestly and in a low voice: "I had a boyfriend on the first day, and I was worried that I...wouldn't be able to hold on for a few minutes."

The author has something to say:

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!Leave a comment on this chapter and send a red envelope, thank you for your company all the time, they are finally together wBy the way, I would like to ask for mutual attack and advance receipt of "I Don't Do Shou":

I have a psychic ability to see what happens to a person a year later.

Through this skill, I opened an entertainment agency, signed people with potential, and terminated people who were going to die early.

The first day I saw him, I saw he was going to be big, so I signed him right away.

Seeing him a week later, I saw he was blasting me.

fuck.

I really want to fire him, but he really makes money!

You can only stay away from him and take a detour.

But our relationship is getting closer and closer, and it is inevitable to become ambiguous.

Damn it's annoying, who wants to be 0, I'm 1!

...Eh, it's okay, I'll fry him up first, okay?

Serving Instructions:

1. Mutual attack, love electricity, high probability of not being v2 in the serialization period. 3. The president who is cold on the outside and scheming on the inside and loves to make money x Shengshi Beauty Melaleuca routine is sticky and top-notch, and loves each other 1. Copywriting No. third person

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