Did he confess today?

45

Chi Yu jumped up immediately, got out of Gu Yuan's bed curtain in a panic, and quickly opened the bedroom door.

Wan Dongfang's voice came from outside: "What's the matter? Is Gu Yuan still not feeling well?"

Chi Yu went to ask for sick leave for Gu Yuan, and deliberately made him a little serious, so that it was convenient for him to ask for leave to "accompany" him.

Unexpectedly, the words were too serious, and Wan Dongfang was worried, so he made a special trip to check.

Chi Yu replied in a low voice: "Just fell asleep, don't go in."

"Have you taken the medicine?" Wan Dongfang glanced inside, and then taught, "Don't just rely on your young age and strong body to just drink cold drinks and eat junk food. Spring is coming, and it's the time for bacteria to grow. when."

Gu Yuan was lying on the bed curtain, his heart was still beating violently, as if he had gone through a 1000-meter run, and he couldn't even hear the voices outside.

After a while, he heard the sound of the bedroom door being closed, followed by silence.

After a while, he stretched out his hand to push aside the bed curtain, probed out to take a look, and found that Chi Yu had gone out with Wan Dongfang.

It is estimated that the class teacher talked about grades or mental state.

Wan Dongfang is still very concerned about the students, and often chats with the students alone, but he often doesn't care about the point.

Gu Yuan was interrupted in the middle of his speech, like an inflated balloon suddenly being punctured by a needle, his whole body became anxious and restless.

He hasn't gotten Chi Yu's answer yet, and he hasn't learned Chi Yu's real thoughts yet.

Why on earth did Wan Dongfang come at this time!

Wrapped in the quilt, Gu Yuan rolled half a circle on the widened bed, hit the wall, and suddenly felt his stomach ache again.

He had no choice but to wait, his heart beating violently every two or three minutes.

To be honest, he was afraid that Chi Yu would tell him the answer as soon as he came back, and he was also afraid that this matter would just be skipped by them.

Time passed by, but Chi Yu didn't come back.

Gu Yuan felt that the porridge he drank was churning in his stomach, as if it had turned into sulfuric acid, burning his stomach wall.

Finally, he still couldn't hold back, rushed out of the bed, didn't even have time to put on his shoes, and vomited in the bathroom.

The moment he flushed the water, Gu Yuan was convinced that he was really sick, and the porridge he drank just now was all in vain.

After throwing up, he was very hungry, he had no appetite to eat, the hunger was purely caused by the emptiness in his stomach.

Gu Yuan turned on the faucet of the sink, rinsed his mouth and washed his face, and heard voices gradually coming from outside the dormitory.

After a while, the bedroom door opened, but it was Qin Huaijiu and Qian Yiding who came back.

"Hey, why are you back so early tonight?" Qin Huai didn't know that Gu Yuan was on sick leave for a long time, and happily hooked his good brother's shoulder when he came up, "We were discussing a topic on the way, please show us."

"Did you see Chi Yu?" Gu Yuan asked.

"Chi Yu?" Qin Huaijiu wondered, "Isn't he like you, he won't come back until the whole school turns off the lights?"

Gu Yuan's heartbeat quickened again immediately, but unlike the previous nervousness, at this moment he felt more afraid.

Why didn't Chi Yu come back after talking with Wan Dongfang?Did you go straight to study?

After hearing such obvious words, can you study with peace of mind?

Gu Yuan turned around to look for his mobile phone, but Qin Huaijiu took out a paper from his pocket and asked him a big chemistry question.

Qian Yiding next to him also looked at him eagerly.

In normal times, seeing Qin Huai eager to learn for a long time, Gu Yuan must have sighed.

But today he just took the paper in a hurry and explained the topic to his two roommates in a hurry.

"Brother, what's wrong with you today?" Qin Huaijiu finally noticed something strange, and at the same time saw that Gu Yuan's face was a little pale: "Are you uncomfortable?"

"Stomach pain." Gu Yuan waved his hand, entered the dormitory, and found the mobile phone from the bed.

He clicked on WeChat, but there was no message from Chi Yu.

Gu Yuan frowned, but still went out with the phone in his pocket.

The cold wind was howling outside the dormitory, and the temperature was still low at night. The entire corridor was full of senior high school boys wrapped up like rice dumplings, holding night snacks or papers in their hands.

Every evening self-study get out of class is the happiest and most relaxing moment for all senior high school students. They all greeted Gu Yuan and reached out to pat him.

Gu Yuan walked against the flow of people, finally got into the airtight corridor, and made a voice call to Chi Yu.

While listening to the movement on his mobile phone, he walked downstairs quickly.

When it rang for 20 seconds, the other party hung up the call.

Gu Yuan stopped in his tracks and happened to be standing on the first floor of the dormitory building.

On the night when February is about to end, the breath of spring is extremely difficult to detect. The strong wind that shaves the face, the icy air lurking on the surface of the skin and making the hairs stand on end, and the big cloud of white air that can be released by opening the mouth are all Telling him that winter hasn't left yet.

Gu Yuan looked around for a few times, unwilling to calm down and think about what was wrong, so he made another voice call to Chi Yu.

It stopped after two echoes.

Gu Yuan's fingers holding the phone were cold, because he came down directly in pajamas and slippers, and his feet, which were half exposed outside the fur slippers, were already red from the cold, and stiff and numb, as if he had stepped into snow water.

what happened?

Gu Yuan blinked, feeling that his eyelashes were frozen, but he still walked to the third floor.

The dormitory lights were turned off and the bell rang, and the lights on the third floor had already been turned off. He didn't care how weird he was in his pajamas, so he climbed up against the flow of people. He saw it in the classroom, but he didn't see Chi Yu, only saw him fighting to the end A moment of bell cold.

"Gu Yuan." Zhong Han came out with the book in his arms, apparently to take it back to the dormitory to continue studying.

Zhong Han, a friend who is not very talkative, has been immersed in his studies since the first day of school, but he and Qin Huaijiu grew up together, so Gu Yuan also became friends with him.

"Have you seen Chi Yu?" Gu Yuan asked.

"No." Zhong Han said, "Aren't you cold?"

Gu Yuan shivered, shook his head, and asked, "Did he come back tonight for self-study?"

Zhong Han recalled it for a while, and said: "It seems to be there, and it seems not to be. I'm not sure."

Indeed, Zhong Han can always block everyone when he is studying, and it is normal for him not to notice.

Gu Yuan's punctured balloon was further deflated. He bid farewell to Zhong Han and went to other places on campus to look at it, including the clock tower they often visited, the cafeteria, the top floor of the laboratory building, the playground...

In the end, he was sure that Chi Yu had left the campus, and he came to the fence, hesitating whether to turn over or not.

A bright light from a flashlight came over, and it was the security guard patrolling the campus after the lights were turned off: "Student! What are you doing here! Go back to the dormitory to rest!"

Nine times out of ten, the security guard regarded him as someone secretly ordering takeout, and asked him loudly, "Which class is he in and what is the name of the head teacher?" Gu Yuan was afraid of getting into trouble, so he had to leave.

The big iron gate of the dormitory building was closed at twelve o'clock, and Chi Yu would never come back tonight.

But Gu Yuan had already suffered from gastroenteritis and suffered from the cold, so he vomited again at night, this time it was water, and then he developed a fever.

Qin Huaijiu and Qian Yiding also didn't sleep for half the night, they used flashlights to pour water for Gu Yuan to find medicine and a thermometer.

"38 degrees 8, or go to the infirmary, call the dormitory auntie and ask her to open the door." Qian Yiding said.

"Brother, don't worry about it." Qin Huai knelt down beside Gu Yuan's bed for a long time, "Didn't you be fine yesterday, why did you suddenly get sick?"

Gu Yuan was wrapped in the quilt without moving. He hadn't had a high fever like this for many years. He felt that having a fever as an adult was much more uncomfortable than having a fever as a child. He was dizzy and his body felt heavy.

Indeed, it was fine yesterday.

But at this moment, he thought that his gastroenteritis was not caused by a day or two, so Chi Yu's thoughts on him must be too... It has been foreshadowed for a long time.

Gu Yuan was a little confused, whether he was rejected again or not.

After he showed his sincerity to Chi Yu, Chi Yu left without saying a word.

No matter what the reason was, Chi Yu was unwilling to face him, unwilling to put him in the priority position.

Gu Yuan closed his eyes, his eyelids were burning hot.

Qin Huaijiu and Qian Yiding couldn't find the housekeeper's auntie's phone number, so they had to knock on doors from door to door to borrow antipyretic medicine. Gu Yuan took it and fell asleep in a daze at dawn.

He didn't recover the next day, his whole body was like a flower bud that barely bloomed in early spring, and was wrinkled by the cold wind before it bloomed.

He didn't want to go home, so he simply lay on the bed in the dormitory for a long time, and at noon, many classmates came to visit him.

Wan Dongfang had been here before, and said that Chi Yu had asked him for three days off, and the reason for asking for leave was to go to a doctor.Later, Wan Dongfang called Chi Yu's mother, but the other party only confirmed that "he is sick", and hung up the phone.

Gu Yuan became more and more uneasy, he didn't know what happened to Chi Yu, whether he was simply avoiding him, or something happened to him.

He will never know what happened to Chi Yu, if Chi Yu doesn't tell, he will always have to guess.

He thought he had guessed it right, but it didn't seem to be the case.

Gu Yuan's phone vibrated at this moment, and there was a message on WeChat, which was actually from Chi Yu.

There are only four words in the click: remember to take medicine.

These four words... What do they mean?

Gu Yuan quickly replied asking "Where did you go", but after sending it out, there was no further text.

Chi Yu is like a fish that has sunk into the deep sea. Just now, he just spit out a bubble for a short time, which can't relieve Gu Yuan's confusion and boredom at all.

In the evening, Qin Huai returned to the dormitory for a long time, and also came to ask Gu Yuan if he had taken his medicine on time. At this moment, Gu Yuan suddenly asked, "Do you have someone you like?"

"Damn, are you my brother?" Qin Huaijiu originally wanted to serve him to take medicine, but almost lost his water glass, "Didn't I tell you that I was rejected when I confessed to Yu Shuting last week, she I think my grades are too bad... Do you want to fight?"

Gu Yuan was stunned, no wonder Qin Huaijiu has been studying hard recently.

"Then if you like someone, why don't you confess to him?" Gu Yuan asked again, his voice was low and weak, he was sick, hungry, and sad.

Qin Huai held back his anger for a long time, and was forced to change the subject: "How is that possible? If you like someone, you will want to be with him! It's just fun to catch people by not confessing... I was caught by Yu Shuting like this, she Having an affair with me, I confessed and she refused... Do you really want to fight?"

"Sorry." Gu Yuan really didn't pay attention to it a while ago, because Qin Huaijiu was the first to cry while hugging Zhong Han.

After listening to Zhong Han, Zhong Han told him, "Then become a top student." Qin Huai couldn't get any comfort for a long time, so he had to tell Gu Yuan again. As a gift to him, Qin Huaijiu sadly took the puff away.

Just ask the heavens who will be spared, it seems to be his turn now.

Gu Yuan and Qin Huaijiu immediately became wilted together. These few days, they should drink porridge, take medicine and study, but their physical illnesses are getting better gradually.

Then on a Tuesday afternoon, Chi Yu walked into Class [-] through the back door of the classroom, just in time for the day before the provincial first model.

If it wasn't for the big exam, he wouldn't have come back yet.

Gu Yuan only felt that the 45 minutes of that class was extremely long. Finally, when the get out of class was over, he got up and went straight over, knocking on Chi Yu's desk: "Come on."

Chi Yu went out after him, Gu Yuan climbed up the bell tower, stood still and turned his head, suddenly felt that Chi Yu seemed to have lost weight, obviously he had only left for less than a week.

"Does your stomach still hurt?" Chi Yu asked him.

"Where have you been?" Gu Yuan asked back, neither of them had a smile on their faces.

Chi Yu didn't answer, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, as if he wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything.

Gu Yuan looked at him, feeling angry and sad, but he still asked, "Did something happen?"

"Stop asking, okay?" Chi Yu frowned, and his face also wrinkled.

"Why can't I ask? Because these things have nothing to do with me, is that so?" Gu Yuan raised his voice unconsciously, and then lowered it again: "Chi Yu, I don't know anything about you. To put it bluntly...we don't even have friends It doesn't even count."

"We weren't friends in the first place." Chi Yu said, "No friend can kiss or masturbate together."

"Indeed." Gu Yuan nodded, "It looks close enough, as if someone takes a step, it will become another relationship, but—"

Gu Yuan stopped here, staring at Chi Yu, as if trying to see through his heart, but he couldn't see anything, he could only be depressed and angry: "But I'm actually very far away from you, what you said is true." Wrong, people will change when they grow up, I can no longer see your emotions, what do you like, why are you sad... I don’t want to guess anymore, why should I waste my time, I can find other..."

Gu Yuan regretted it when he said it, but he was so angry and sad, Chi Yu shut him out, and kept silent no matter what happened, only he foolishly opened his heart to him and let him see. He looked at the bright red beating heart.

The sadness and shame he experienced five years ago washed over his chest at the same time, causing his face to burn slightly.

At this moment, Chi Yu lowered his eyes and did not answer.

He looked stunningly beautiful, with the same fair skin as when he was a child, with dark eyes and red lips.Gu Yuan can still recall how he felt when he was a child. At that time, he even thought that when he grew up, he would marry Chi Yu.

"Then don't guess, let me just say it, I don't want to be with you." Chi Yu said it first.

The air froze at this moment, and the wind on the bell tower just stopped.

Gu Yuan clenched his fists tightly, he finally heard Chi Yu tell the truth.

"Okay." Gu Yuan said, "Then I won't like you anymore, and I won't look at you anymore."

He wanted to cut Chi Yu's heart with such words, but in the end, his own heart was bleeding.

Thinking of whether such words could hurt him at all, Gu Yuan felt even more painful.

For the first time, he realized that liking is so selfish. He hoped that Chi Yu would be hurt like him. In fact, he had always thought so during the five years when they had conflicts.

So in five years, he never stopped hurting and being hurt, and he never stopped caring and liking Chi Yu.

So now, can you really say that you don't like it or don't like it?

"I won't buy you food anymore." Chi Yu said, "I won't ask you out during evening self-study... Let's just——not even be friends."

"Let's just break up the relationship." Gu Yuan said, he couldn't find any more cruel words, so he said, "I've already started to hate you."

After he finished speaking, he took a step back, and Chi Yu also took a step back and said, "You hate it, I don't care."

Gu Yuan took another step back, and said indiscriminately, "Get lost, I discovered this place first."

Chi Yu didn't quarrel with him this time, but took a deep look at him, and finally turned his head and left.

The author has something to say:

These two little things started stabbing each other's hearts with knives again, for fear that they would hurt more than each other, and the result would be that if you kill one thousand enemies, you will lose one thousand. Don't panic, maybe the next chapter or the next chapter will talk about it (survival desire)