Did he confess today?

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Gu Yuan laughed, also panting, and asked him again: "How do you feel?"

"It feels like... the past three years have been wasted." Chi Yu said.

Gu Yuan laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten his back, and rubbed Chi Yu's head hard with his clean hands.

The two cleaned it up briefly, Chi Yu took a long time to find a clean pillow, and threw it to Gu Yuan.

"Really sleep together?" Gu Yuan asked.

Chi Yu wrinkled his nose, thinking that it was obviously you who suggested it, "Go back if you don't sleep."

Gu Yuan also wrinkled his nose, walked out with his pillow in his arms, reached out to touch the french door, and counted three, two, one in his mind.

After counting, he couldn't help but look back, Chi Yu was sitting on the bed looking at him, the moonlight shining on his handsome face.

Gu Yuan was very upset, he threw the pillow back, pushed open the landing door with one hand, and was about to jump over the hurdle.

As a result, as soon as he stepped out halfway, Chi Yu hugged his waist from behind: "Come back."

Since Gu Yuan didn't struggle, Chi Yu dragged him back without any effort and placed him on his single bed.

"What are you doing?" Gu Yuan crossed his arms.

"Nothing." Chi Yu patted his pillow nonchalantly.

"Your bed is so narrow." Gu Yuan said.

"This was originally a worker's room." Chi Yu lay down, because the heating was turned on in the room, and the quilt was only half covered.

Chi Yu got up early today, and now he is quite tired, and he would feel sleepy after finishing that kind of work, and now he is lying flat... There is an inexplicable feeling of emotion.

After venting, my brain is no longer blank, and the unhappiness that happened tonight has returned.

He found it ironic that the short 10 minutes he saw his dad tonight was the most father-like moment he had seen in 18 years.

Chi Yu couldn't understand a person who had been absent from countless festivals and birthdays of him and his mother suddenly said that he wanted to spend the New Year with them.

But he couldn't help but wonder what it would be like for the three of them to spend the holiday together...

It's not clear why, but an unexplained uneasiness gripped him.

And Gu Yuan was lying on the side right now, and said, "It's still hard."

"...Go to the bathroom to solve it by yourself." Chi Yu responded casually.

"I'm talking about your bed." Gu Yuan accepted, seeing Chi Yu's eyes closed, thinking that he was about to fall asleep, he said in a low voice, "I still feel a little cold."

Chi Yu barely opened one eye, turned up the heat, and then there was nothing else.

Gu Yuan was actually a little sleepy, but he originally wanted to at least have a chat with Chi Yu.

Chi Yu looked as if he was about to fall asleep now, and he seemed to be ruthless, obviously he looked so refreshed just now.

"What happened tonight?" Gu Yuan still decided to ask.

"It's nothing." Chi Yu turned over, turned his back to him, and said after a while, "Go back if you're not used to sleeping."

Gu Yuan was immediately angry and wronged: Chi Yu was driving him away again.

If something is really sad, why don't you want to tell him? Is it because you don't care about him that much?

When Chi Yu was a child, whenever he was upset, he would look for him immediately, and he was a complete crybag. His tears wet at least three of his T-shirts.

If the bed is narrow, get closer, if the bed is hard, let me hug the soft part of your body, and if it’s cold, hug me tighter...so you don’t need to hug?

Gu Yuan began to feel restless and tormented, and he discovered something that frightened him, that is, Chi Yu didn't feel the same way as him.

"Don't drive me away," Gu Yuan said, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, "I will really leave."

Chi Yu didn't speak, but a tear rolled down the corner of his eye very quickly.

The Spring Festival holiday was already short, but Gu Yuan insisted on shortening it even more, and went back to school within a week.

One is that his father can't stand talking about those numbers all day long, the other is that he doesn't want to hear his mother brag about how good his son is, and the third is that Chi Yu makes him feel uneasy.

So Gu Yuan chose to leave, thinking about all of this for the time being, and just plunged into his studies.

The school on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year is not deserted. Many high school seniors have already returned, or they may not have passed by at all. There are people diligently turning the pages of the countdown cards in the classroom.

Gu Yuan actually tried to study according to the schedule given by his father for a period of time.

He hated himself for having a good enough memory, and he remembered it after only a few glances at that time.

Then he lived a life like an ascetic monk, getting up early and working late, challenging difficult problems every day.

This led to the end of the holiday. When the students in Class [-] came back, they were all frightened by Gu Yuan. They felt that they would soon run out of books, so they panicked and hurriedly started studying hard all night.

Half a month passed.

Gu Yuan put down his book for self-study one night, feeling very hungry.

He glanced at He Tiantian at the same table, and then at Chi Yu at the table in front of him. Both of them were big feeders.

This front table used to surprise him often, and the things he brought were well known to him, but the supply has been very unstable recently. Since he didn't want to hint, he can only touch one or two packs of puffs in the drawer occasionally.

Then there is the same table, the supply of goods is high enough, the entire school bag is used to store snacks, and there is everything you want, as long as you dare to open your mouth.

Gu Yuan and He Tiantian met their gazes and smiled gently, unable to speak.

Fortunately, He Tiantian is always proactive: "Do you want to eat? I have crunchy shark and senbei here, as well as spicy fish baby and konjac."

As she spoke, she opened the large plastic box she had placed next to her.

Yes, it was the kind of big box that ordinary high school students would use to store books in. He Tiantian also had one, but it was actually filled with all kinds of snacks.

Chi Yu looked back at this moment, and said jokingly, "Except for the crunchy shark."

"Huh?" He Tiantian was stunned for a second.

"..." Gu Yuan looked away from the pile of snacks, and whispered, "Give me a crunchy shark."

"Okay." He Tiantian smiled and handed it to him.

Chi Yu was also laughing, and Gu Yuan became more and more hungry and panicked.

The next day, Chengnan No. [-] Middle School held a coming-of-age ceremony for students in the third grade.

More than 1000 people all gathered in the small square of the school, wearing uniform red and white dresses, shivering against the cold wind at the turn of winter and spring.

The days when it will snow are over, but the weather is still extremely cold. The dresses are not frost-resistant. The girls all hug each other to keep warm, and the boys can only endure silently with their hands in their pockets.

A curtain was set up on the small stage, and on it was written in bronzing letters: Chengnan No. [-] Middle School Senior Third Grade Coming-of-age Ceremony and College Entrance [-]-day Pledge Conference.

This day happens to be the countdown to one hundred days.

Recalling that there were more than 200 days before the exam, everyone felt like it was yesterday, and the time passed so fast.

Gu Yuan was No.1 in the final exam of last semester. Because of his good image, popularity and eloquence, the school leaders originally wanted him to speak on stage as a representative.

But Gu Yuan kept refusing, so this job was handed over to Liu Ziqi, who is number one in cultural creation.

Liu Ziqi was still full of energy, and he wrote the speech himself, which was extremely literary and impassioned.

After the principal had spoken, everyone began to swear and shout slogans.

Gu Yuan stood in the crowd, searched for Chi Yu's shadow, and finally met Chi Yu's eyes.

Both of them smiled, but it wasn't the kind of happy smile, but rather helpless.

Evidently none of them liked the occasion.

Gu Yuan even felt a little pity in his heart, because he suddenly realized that when he thought of himself in the future—this is what everyone called "the most beautiful age", he could always think of everyone like fish caught on the shore. Like that, the appearance of constantly thrashing and struggling.

The slogans were deafening. After the conference ended, many students were shaken emotionally and stood on the sidelines crying uncontrollably. The previously invisible pressure suddenly took on a definite shape at this moment.

Gu Yuan didn't dare to look at them, his eyes couldn't help drifting away from the crowd.

This school is surrounded by walls, and if it is locked here for a long time, people will want to rush out.

For them, the college entrance examination is actually a wall, and almost everyone is looking forward to leaving and going out day and night.

But in fact, most people don't know what it's like outside and what they are going to do after they go out.

Behind the classrooms of Class [-], everyone's target colleges are posted, and every one of them is a well-known prestigious school.They study every day for a higher and better score. As for what to use for it, others will explain: "After a few months, they will know whether it is enough or not!"

Gu Yuan himself didn't know, and he didn't know whether Chi Yu knew or not.

Feeling confused and uneasy is because he began to doubt his future from this moment, and he didn't know whether it was too early or too late.

When Gu Yuan fell into deep thought, Chi Yu reached out and pulled him from behind.

He was startled and turned around. It was rare to see Chi Yu contacting him in public like this.

"Come on, let's go eat." Chi Yu said involuntarily.

"Please?" Gu Yuan felt that Chi Yu hadn't taken the initiative to feed him for a long time.

"What do you want to eat?" Chi Yu asked.

Taking advantage of the clamor of people, Gu Yuan told him in a low voice that what he wants to eat most now is "Coke and fried chicken".

Even if it was whispered, even if only they could hear it, Gu Yuan would still feel hot because he knew very well that these things were not good.

However, poor Gu Yuan hasn't touched his favorite junk food for a month since he came home from vacation, and he always feels that his spiritual world is almost dry.

Chi Yu frowned, but still took him to the student cafeteria, put him in a position blocked by a pillar, and told him: "It's dinner time now, we have to eat."

"Hamburger." Gu Yuan looked at him and said.

"Be obedient, these schools don't have any, we need to eat." Chi Yu said.

"French fries, ketchup." Gu Yuan muttered.

Chi Yu had already turned around to buy food.

Gu Yuan sat on the seat and waited quietly, and finally came back with his favorite curry chicken rice.

The school's curry chicken rice seems to be very good. Gu Yuan has heard it many times, and the price is affordable, ten yuan a piece.

Chi Yu took the disposable chopsticks, wiped off the debris carefully, and handed them to Gu Yuan.

Gu Yuan's hunger surged quickly, he took a bite of the rice drenched in thick curry sauce, and then slowly ate half of the crispy fried chicken chop.

He has always eaten very politely, but for some reason, when he took a few mouthfuls, he suddenly felt a familiar stomachache.

After eating half more chicken chops, he silently put down his chopsticks, the pain was too much to eat anymore.

"Gu Yuan?" Chi Yu frowned.

Gu Yuan shook his head, and after a while he still confessed, "I have a little stomachache."

Chi Yu's face became more and more ugly, he walked to Gu Yuan's side and sat next to Gu Yuan: "It hurts?"

Gu Yuan didn't speak, and then heard Chi Yu ask him seriously: "Be honest, have you eaten well recently?"

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