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Withdrawing his hand silently, Fang Xun lowered his head and stopped looking at Makino's face.He couldn't tell what mood he was in, but he wondered if he should avoid suspicion with Makino in the current situation.

The discussions around him didn't stop, and everyone was not a fool, so they could naturally understand what this classmate said inside and outside the words.

Su Wu was quite speechless, turned his head to look at Muye and the others, and asked, "Is this also the case in your school?"

The person who answered was Zhang Yuan. He said: "This kind of situation must exist. Where there is competition, there must be intrigue."

"It's really good, it looks like a Gongdou opera." After Su Wu finished speaking, he looked back at Fang Xun, and seeing his complexion, he closed his mouth and stopped talking.

It was Cheng Tao who told everyone not to watch the excitement anymore, and said: "Let's go, everyone is leaving, let's go eat too."

His elbow touched his lower arm, as if to ask him "are you okay".

Fang Xun smiled, but although the expression was smiling, it was obviously forcing himself to laugh.He admitted that he was thinking too much, and he was not with Muye yet, thinking that he would ruin Muye's future was a bit exaggerated.

But what the classmate said just now kept echoing in his mind, he really couldn't face Makino like a normal person.

Makino saw that something was wrong with Fang Xun, and he followed Fang Xun on the way to the restaurant.When crossing the road, he saw that Fang Xun was absent-minded and almost ran a red light and was hit by an electric car. He quickly grabbed Fang Xun and dragged him to his side.

Wanting to lower his head to ask Fang Xun if he was hit by a car, Muye just opened his mouth, before the words escaped from his throat, so Fang Xun pulled out his wrist, walked to Su Wu and pulled a meter away from Muye.

It is false to say that this kind of behavior does not hurt others, and Fang Xun also knows that he is a little too much.Because Makino was stunned, his mouth was tightly shut and he didn't speak for a long time.

In this atmosphere, people around him don't dare to make a sound, so Su Wu can still liven up the atmosphere, urging everyone to cross the road when the red light turns green.

When we arrived at the restaurant, Fang Xun did not sit with Mu Ye.There was Lin Kai between them, and Lin Kai was sitting on pins and needles, with sweat dripping from his head into his rice bowl.

Fang Xun was fine when he was eating, not as sullen as before.He was also afraid that he would be too disappointing and make everyone lose interest in eating.He was putting some food into the bowl, and from the corner of his eye, he noticed that the mobile phone on the table suddenly turned on.

It was a WeChat message from Makino, asking: [Why hide from me? 】

Fang Xun put down his chopsticks and replied to him: [Muye, give me some time to think about it.Eat well and be obedient. 】

Makino really felt that he was obedient enough, he didn't know how long he would have to be obedient before Fang Xun could be with him.And because of the fight that happened in the swimming pool just now, he was very afraid that the relationship between himself and Fang Xun would return to the original point instead of making progress.

As for the beating incident in the swimming pool, everyone knew about it. Not only the students of He Lei School, but also other students from other places living in the hotel knew about it.

Fang Xun occasionally met a few contestants in the corridor, and he could hear them no longer talking about training, but talking about the reason why He Lei beat someone and his sexual orientation.

Since then, everyone can see the change in Fang Xun's treatment of Makino.Cheng Tao also knew what Fang Xun was afraid of, so he deliberately found a time to chat with Fang Xun.

Instead of going there empty-handed, he brought two cans of beer and a bag of peanuts to knock on Fang Xun's door.

Fang Xun had just finished taking a shower, and his hair was still dripping.Cheng Tao admits that he hasn't completely given up on Fang Xun, and his heart is still moved when he sees Fang Xun's flushed cheeks just after taking a bath.

Coughing lightly to prevent Fang Xun from finding out that he still has thoughts about him, Cheng Tao retracted his gaze and entered the room and said, "Let's have a drink, and talk about you and Muye by the way."

"You sit down first, I'll come over after drying your hair." Fang Xun went to the bathroom to dry his hair, and when he was about seven minutes dry, he came out and sat on a chair, "Tell me, what do you want to talk about about Makino and me."

Cheng Tao was afraid that the atmosphere of the conversation between the two would be too serious, so he made a joke to ease the atmosphere: "If you want me to say, don't choose Muye, you can choose me. I am not an athlete, my family is rich, and my parents also know that I like men. Yes. If I bring you home, they will be too happy, and no outsiders will gossip about us."

"It's not something you need to consider about whether you have a future or not." After Cheng Tao finished drinking, he asked Fang Xun with a smile, "How is it? Are you excited?"

"I'm not tempted." Fang Xun laughed, and he opened his beer and took a sip before saying, "I just think I'm pretty useless. I didn't agree to be with Muye before, but I don't understand why I fell in love with him." Men, I'm also afraid that my mother won't be able to accept it after she finds out."

"But yesterday at the swimming pool, I realized that Makino's life is different from mine." Fang Xun lowered his head when he said this, as if he was very depressed. "He is a talented athlete and has entered the provincial team. I heard Lin Kai and the others said that if Makino is not in good condition now, it is very likely that he will be selected for the national team and will represent the country in the Olympic Games two years later."

"I'm just an ordinary person. It's the most valuable moment in my life for me and you to open a rescue station to rescue stray animals. But Muye is not. There is a big gap between me and him." Fang Xun said a lot in one breath, He also really needs someone to listen to his inner thoughts, otherwise it would be too uncomfortable to hold them all in his heart.

Cheng Tao felt that he was not the kind of person who would enlighten others, but if the other party was Fang Xun, he would definitely be willing to give it a try, otherwise he would not come here to talk to Fang Xun specially tonight.

"I don't think you should take everything on yourself." Cheng Tao said, "Even if you and Muye are really together, it is the two of you who have to face the future, not you looking for yourself."

"Do you want to try to trust Makino? Since he is pursuing you, and under the circumstances of what happened yesterday, he knew that he might face the same situation in the future but still did not give up. Maybe he has the ability to deal with these problems of."

After saying these words, Cheng Tao felt that he was great and selfless, even the second male lead in idol dramas could not compare to him.

It's not that Fang Xun didn't think about it, nor did he not believe in Muye, he just didn't want Muye to be caught in public opinion or be tripped up by others.

"Let me think about it." Fang Xun rubbed his hands on his forehead, as if this action could clear up his chaotic mind.Then he looked up at Cheng Tao, and he said, "Thank you tonight, I feel much better."

"Thank you..." Cheng Tao smiled, and said before leaving, "But what I said at the beginning was serious, and being with me is definitely much easier than being with Muye."

"Okay, let's go!" Fang Xun pushed Cheng Tao, and when Cheng Tao left and closed the door, he lay on the bed and thought over and over what Cheng Tao said.

But some things can't be figured out in one night, and Fang Xun is a person who is easily entangled. For several days in a row, he couldn't sleep well, eat well, and kept thinking about these things over and over again.

Mu Ye must be more uncomfortable than Fang Xun, after all, he is the one chasing people, and Fang Xun has the right to choose.In addition, the symptoms of insomnia seemed to get worse at night, and he felt uncomfortable when he tossed and turned, and it was awkward to lie down.

Going to the balcony to get some air, Makino looked down and could see the fourth floor where Fang Xun was.He found that Fang Xun's room was lit, and he was also awake.Not long after, Fang Xun also appeared on the balcony, with a cigarette in his hand, his arms resting on the balcony railing, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Makino had never seen Fang Xun smoke, he always thought that Fang Xun had to drink some wine, and would not touch cigarettes.He didn't know that Fang Xun had quit smoking for several years, and he went to the supermarket outside to buy a box tonight because he was really upset.

Couldn't help but go downstairs to find Fang Xun. When Makino arrived at the door of Fang Xun's room, he didn't knock on the door, but sent Fang Xun a WeChat message: [Open the door. 】

In the past two days, even if they met, they didn't communicate much. Fang Xun always avoided Muye intentionally or unintentionally, and rarely even replied to Muye's WeChat messages.

Fang Xun also didn't reply to this wechat now, and he didn't open the door for Muye either.

Makino tensed his jaw, raised his hand and knocked hard on the door.He was very strong, and there was a loud "bang" when he knocked on it, which shocked Fang Xun in the room, and even dropped the cigarette in his hand.

Quickly picked up the cigarette, extinguished it and threw it into the trash can. Fang Xun could only go to the door and open it, otherwise he was really afraid that Muye might smash the door.

Just as the door opened a crack, Makino's arm stuck in through the gap, and then stepped into the room, asking directly: "Do you have an answer? Are you sure you want to accept me or not?"

Makino's words slammed on Fang Xun's head and face, and the attack was very fierce.Fang Xun opened his mouth but there was no sound, and after a few seconds he said feebly, "No, I haven't thought about it yet."

"How long will it take?" Muye said, "Ignore me and avoid me for so many days, because you haven't figured it out yet. If you can't come up with a result in a month, are you going to hide from me for a month? Think about it for a year." If you don't come out, will you hide from me for a year?"

It was the first time for Makino to face Fang Xun with such a tough attitude, and he wished he could force Fang Xun to make a choice tonight.

Fang Xun looked up at Muye, and suddenly asked, "Why me?"

"I never thought I was good enough, nor did I feel that I was attractive enough for you to like me." Fang Xun leaned against the wall and looked straight into Makino's eyes, "I didn't know you were curvy. , I liked men later, but I may not be as straightforward as you."

"Muye, don't force me, can you let me breathe?" Fang Xun pursed his lips and continued, "And you are about to compete, you have a bad face these days, you know? I want you to put our business aside and concentrate on finishing the game. You are only 20 years old, and there is still a long way to go, your sports career..."

"So?" Makino didn't wait for Fang Xun to finish speaking, approaching Fang Xun and asked, "So? Are you going to use this to force me to give up on you? Just because I'm only 20 years old, I can't be with you? Fang Xun Xun, I know exactly how I should go."

"I also know what I want, I want to win the game, and I want to be with you." Makino tapped Fang Xun's chest with his hand, and asked Fang Xun clearly, "It's you, brother Fang Xun , can you stop thinking about what you have or not, and just ask yourself if you like me? Do you want to be with me? "

"If you really don't like me, then you don't care about me anymore. Don't care about whether I can sleep well, whether I can fall asleep. Don't care whether I dare to compete or not, can I let me fend for myself? Otherwise, as long as you Be nice to me, even if you care a little bit about my charity, I will feel that I have hope to be with you."

As he spoke, Makino's eyes turned red.He seemed to be trying to restrain his emotions, his hands clenched into fists.

He lowered his head and refused to let Fang Xun see how embarrassed his face was. He just said, "So, if you really want me to give up on you completely, please leave me alone."

He also said, "Brother Fang Xun, can you do it? Can you look me in the eyes and answer my question?"