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Chapter 31
Makino's yelling "Brother Fang Xun" was a real grievance, maybe he didn't realize it himself.But Fang Xun was really worried when he heard it, and felt that he had made a huge mistake, which broke his heart completely.
It could be seen that Muye was really sad, Fang Xun didn't dare to say harsh words, walked to Muye in silence for a long time, bent down, pulled him up, and then asked softly: "Why did you come here? Zhang Yuan and the others are looking for you everywhere do you know?"
Makino said, "I know."
After finishing speaking, he asked again in front of Fang Xun: "Why?"
Asking face to face is more or less questioning. After running out of the school training hall, Makino went home first.He thought that Fang Xun might not have eaten the breakfast he left at the door, but when he saw the breakfast on the ground intact at the door, the feeling in his heart could not be described in words.
Facing Makino's questioning, Fang Xun pursed his lips. Some words are easy to say with a mobile phone. If you are facing this person, you have to tell him face to face.
Fang Xun has never been so entangled, including when he said those words to Cheng Tao yesterday, he didn't think about it like he does now.He was afraid that if he said something serious, it would make Mu Ye even more sad, and he was afraid that if he said it lightly, he would not be able to increase the distance between the two of them.
After thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't think of a way to deal with Makino. Fang Xun raised his hand as if he wanted to rub his temple that was jumping so hard.He raised his hand in the air and beat it down weakly. He sighed and said to Makino: "No reason, I just feel that there is a boundary between the two of us. Whether it is a neighbor or a friend, there must be a boundary between each other. Can't pass."
Makino took a step forward, only half a meter between him and Fang Xun, he looked down at Fang Xun's eyelashes and asked, "For example?"
"For example, breakfast is delivered every day, no matter how good a friend is, they won't deliver it every day." Fang Xun began to sweat again, the pain from his feet and the huge sun on the top of his head made him feel dizzy, and Makino had double images in his eyes.
Forcing himself to stand still, he continued: "I still sleep together. My good friend and I haven't slept in the same bed for a few times. Do you think there is really no problem with us sleeping in the same bed before?"
"Muye..." Fang Xun thought that the words had reached this point, so he simply let it go without any gender concerns.
He didn't care if it would hurt Makino, he looked up into Makino's eyes and said, "I'm very glad to meet you, really. I haven't met a new friend for a long time, but our relationship can only stop at this step. "
"Of course, if I misunderstood you, I can apologize to you." Fang Xun was also afraid that what he said would be an oolong in the end, so he left some room for what he said.
After saying this, he seemed to be exhausted and had no strength to continue standing. He saw Makino move his lower lip as if he was about to say something, but before he could hear it clearly, he fell headlong into Makino's arms.
Fang Xun didn't know anything after that, but his body was so heavy that he couldn't even turn over as if he was being pressed down by a huge boulder.Naturally, he couldn't hear Makino's voice in his ears at the moment of fainting, and the alarmed people in the house, Su Wu and the others shouted anxiously.
It was Su Wu who drove Fang Xun to the hospital, and Mu Ye followed the whole process to register Fang Xun.Su Wu couldn't stay in the hospital for too long, after all, pet hospitals can't do without people, so he saw Fang Xun hang up the IV and left.
Makino stood by Fang Xun's side, and he didn't notice that Fang Xun's foot was injured until the moment Fang Xun fell down.He also learned from Zhang Yuan that Fang Xun was going to find him at that time, and he suddenly felt that he was going too far.Fang Xun's foot was injured so badly, but he only cared about asking Fang Xun for the answer.
Reaching out to help Fang Xun pull up the quilt, Makino thought of the few words Su Wu had said to him before he left the hospital.
Su Wu said don't push Fang Xun too hard, saying that Fang Xun has a bad personality.And no matter what, he is a straight man. Now that he knows that there is a man who likes him, Fang Xun must not be able to accept it.
But to be honest, Makino didn't feel that he was forcing Fang Xun.Although he came to look for Fang Xun today, he just wanted to know why Fang Xun suddenly distanced himself from him.Now I know from Su Wu that Fang Xun knew that he liked him, so he wanted to push him away.
This feeling was uncomfortable, Makino rested his elbows on his knees, and covered his head with his hands for a long time.In the end, he rubbed his palms on his face, and he felt that he should take one step at a time.
Fang Xun cannot be forced, and he himself will not give up on Fang Xun. He can only take one step at a time and let nature take its course.
As for the cause of Fang Xun's fainting, the doctor gave the statement that he did not have enough rest, the temporary loss of consciousness caused by the temporary lack of oxygen in the brain, and he would wake up soon.But after one o'clock, Fang Xun showed no sign of waking up.
He called the doctor again, and the doctor said helplessly, "He fell asleep."
"Compared to fainting, his feet are more serious." The doctor glanced at Fang Xun's re-bandaged feet, and said, "My suggestion is to use anesthesia to pull out the toenails and re-grow them, and wait for him to wake up. Ask him what he thinks!"
Makino nodded. Apart from answering Su Wu's call outside to report on Fang Xun's situation, he stayed by the bed for the rest of the time.
Fang Xun didn't sleep for a long time, but the quality of sleep was not bad.It may be that he didn't sleep the whole night before and that all the bad things in his heart were on his mind the next day. Instead, he didn't feel the pressure when he fell asleep, and he felt a lot more relaxed.
When he woke up, he wanted to turn over, involving his injured foot, Fang Xun frowned and snorted.
Makino hurriedly stood up and stabilized Fang Xun's shoulders to keep him from moving.
"I'll call the doctor." Makino steadied Fang Xun and called the doctor.
The doctor checked Fang Xun again, and seeing that Fang Xun was fine, his hanging heart fell.
"What are you going to do with your foot?" After asking the doctor, the doctor told the other party to look for it completely.
Fang Xun has been in a dazed state since he just woke up. Although the pain in his feet can make him more energetic, he has no energy to go anywhere.Hearing that the doctor suggested pulling out the toenails, he felt more pain in his feet while he was fully awake.
"Can we not pull it out? Just let it grow by itself?" Fang Xun shrank his feet, but the glaring blood on the gauze made him pause again and began to hesitate.Anyway, pulling out or not pulling out the nail is so painful, it is better to listen to the doctor.
Stretching his foot back again, Fang Xun asked before agreeing to the doctor's suggestion: "Will you be given anesthesia if you pull out your nails?"
"If you don't use anesthesia, you won't pass out from the pain!" The doctor reassured Fang Xun, and then went to prepare anesthesia and medical tools.
During this period, Makino stood quietly by the side, he didn't speak, it was as quiet as if there was no such person in the room.Those who wanted to ask Fang Xun for the answers did not dare to ask, he was afraid that Fang Xun would feel troubled and bring him more pressure.
Makino's appearance made Fang Xun feel even more sorry. A college student who was originally quite sunny, because he became like the depressed hero in the novel, he would blame himself for whoever he changed.
Turning his head to look at Makino, Fang Xun sighed very lightly.He patted the chair beside him and said to Makino, "Sit down, don't stand by the side as punishment."
Makino was obedient, and Fang Xun sat down as soon as Fang Xun finished speaking.
There was another long silence after that, so silent that both of them felt very embarrassed.Fortunately, the doctor quickly came over with a white tray containing anesthetics and armor pulling tools, then lifted the quilt to expose Fang Xun's injured leg, and began to inject Fang Xun with anesthetics.
Xun Xun felt pain when the needle was stuck above his foot, he subconsciously wanted to grab the sheet, but Makino passed his hand over and held Fang Xun's hand tightly.
Makino didn't think about anything else, he just watched Fang Xun afraid of pain, thinking that he might feel better if Fang Xun grabbed him.Later, when the doctor was about to pull out the toenails, he stretched out his hand to cover Fang Xun's eyes. Makino said softly to Fang Xun, "Don't look."
In Fang Xun's memory, when he was getting injections when he was a child, his grandmother and Fang Huiyun would block his eyes and tell him not to look.This kind of behavior will make him feel dependable and inexplicably full of security.
So after Makino said these two words, Fang Xun's feeling of being depended on and having a sense of security returned.
It was the first time in more than ten or twenty years that Fang Xun had this feeling again, and Fang Xun couldn't figure out what it was like in his heart.He never thought that he would find support and a sense of security in a college student who was so many years younger than himself. He seemed to be wondering if it was because sick people are inevitably vulnerable, so the simple two words are easy to associate with many things.
When they left the hospital, the anesthesia didn't wear off, so Muye called a car, and it took the two of them more than half an hour to get home from the hospital.During this period, the two continued to be embarrassed, did not communicate, and looked out the window, not knowing what they were thinking.
The driver also seemed to see that the atmosphere between the two people was not right, so he turned on the radio to try to ease the embarrassment.Otherwise, the car would be so quiet, it would be really awkward.
When it was almost time to reach the community, the anesthetic on Fang Xun's feet wore off slowly, and the car stopped at the gate of the community. When Fang Xun opened the car door and just landed on the ground, he felt a sharp pain.
Mu Ye went around to Fang Xun's side to help him get out of the car. After Fang Xun stood still, he squatted down and said, "I'll carry you."
Fang Xun just stood there without moving.
Makino looked back at him, grabbed Fang Xun's hand and pressed it on his shoulder, and only said two words: "Come up."
It's just that this time Fang Xun heard an order from Makino's tone, and the sense of oppression was also strong.Just as he was about to say that he could go, Makino said again: "Don't force me to carry you back."
Fang Xun: "..."
Makino is crazy, this is Fang Xun's only thought at the moment.
While Fang Xun was thinking wildly, Muye suddenly stood up.He put one hand on Fang Xun's back, and the other hand passed under Fang Xun's legs, making a gesture to hug Fang Xun.
Fang Xun was so frightened that he quickly stopped, and said in a hurry: "Brother, don't be impulsive! I'll just let you carry it on your back, and you should squat down quickly!"
Only then did he retract his hands, and Makino squatted down again.His back sank, and it was obvious that Fang Xun had stuck to his back.Fang Xun's neck was also wrapped around his neck, so Makino stood up and walked into the community step by step.
Fang Xun was not heavy, but every step Makino took was very difficult.He didn't want to go home so soon, he was even afraid to go home.Because once they get home, Fang Xun will get off his back, and they will no longer be intimate, Fang Xun will only treat ordinary neighbors, and may not treat himself like ordinary neighbors.
Sensing that Makino's mood was very low, Fang Xun looked sideways at Makino's expression.Makino pursed his lips with an obviously hurt expression.
I don't know if it's an illusion, but Fang Xun also felt that Makino's eyes were a little red, which reminded him unconsciously of how Tie Dan was wronged before.
Tie Dan will keep his mouth shut when he is wronged, but his eyes are shining like tears.The throat obviously wanted to let out a small whimper, but he refused to make it, feeling like he was pretending to be strong.
It's so similar.
Fang Xun knew that his heart was starting to soften again, as if the tip of his heart had been pinched, it really couldn't be hardened.
"Muye..." Finally couldn't help calling Muye's name, Fang Xun sighed helplessly in Muye's ear, and then asked, "Are you a puppy? Why are you so similar to the puppy I raised before?" , even the appearance of grievance is the same."
After hearing the sound, Makino gently put Fang Xun down.He turned around and looked at Fang Xun, his gaze fell on Fang Xun's eyes, and he said softly, "Brother Fang Xun, you can treat me as your puppy."
It could be seen that Muye was really sad, Fang Xun didn't dare to say harsh words, walked to Muye in silence for a long time, bent down, pulled him up, and then asked softly: "Why did you come here? Zhang Yuan and the others are looking for you everywhere do you know?"
Makino said, "I know."
After finishing speaking, he asked again in front of Fang Xun: "Why?"
Asking face to face is more or less questioning. After running out of the school training hall, Makino went home first.He thought that Fang Xun might not have eaten the breakfast he left at the door, but when he saw the breakfast on the ground intact at the door, the feeling in his heart could not be described in words.
Facing Makino's questioning, Fang Xun pursed his lips. Some words are easy to say with a mobile phone. If you are facing this person, you have to tell him face to face.
Fang Xun has never been so entangled, including when he said those words to Cheng Tao yesterday, he didn't think about it like he does now.He was afraid that if he said something serious, it would make Mu Ye even more sad, and he was afraid that if he said it lightly, he would not be able to increase the distance between the two of them.
After thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't think of a way to deal with Makino. Fang Xun raised his hand as if he wanted to rub his temple that was jumping so hard.He raised his hand in the air and beat it down weakly. He sighed and said to Makino: "No reason, I just feel that there is a boundary between the two of us. Whether it is a neighbor or a friend, there must be a boundary between each other. Can't pass."
Makino took a step forward, only half a meter between him and Fang Xun, he looked down at Fang Xun's eyelashes and asked, "For example?"
"For example, breakfast is delivered every day, no matter how good a friend is, they won't deliver it every day." Fang Xun began to sweat again, the pain from his feet and the huge sun on the top of his head made him feel dizzy, and Makino had double images in his eyes.
Forcing himself to stand still, he continued: "I still sleep together. My good friend and I haven't slept in the same bed for a few times. Do you think there is really no problem with us sleeping in the same bed before?"
"Muye..." Fang Xun thought that the words had reached this point, so he simply let it go without any gender concerns.
He didn't care if it would hurt Makino, he looked up into Makino's eyes and said, "I'm very glad to meet you, really. I haven't met a new friend for a long time, but our relationship can only stop at this step. "
"Of course, if I misunderstood you, I can apologize to you." Fang Xun was also afraid that what he said would be an oolong in the end, so he left some room for what he said.
After saying this, he seemed to be exhausted and had no strength to continue standing. He saw Makino move his lower lip as if he was about to say something, but before he could hear it clearly, he fell headlong into Makino's arms.
Fang Xun didn't know anything after that, but his body was so heavy that he couldn't even turn over as if he was being pressed down by a huge boulder.Naturally, he couldn't hear Makino's voice in his ears at the moment of fainting, and the alarmed people in the house, Su Wu and the others shouted anxiously.
It was Su Wu who drove Fang Xun to the hospital, and Mu Ye followed the whole process to register Fang Xun.Su Wu couldn't stay in the hospital for too long, after all, pet hospitals can't do without people, so he saw Fang Xun hang up the IV and left.
Makino stood by Fang Xun's side, and he didn't notice that Fang Xun's foot was injured until the moment Fang Xun fell down.He also learned from Zhang Yuan that Fang Xun was going to find him at that time, and he suddenly felt that he was going too far.Fang Xun's foot was injured so badly, but he only cared about asking Fang Xun for the answer.
Reaching out to help Fang Xun pull up the quilt, Makino thought of the few words Su Wu had said to him before he left the hospital.
Su Wu said don't push Fang Xun too hard, saying that Fang Xun has a bad personality.And no matter what, he is a straight man. Now that he knows that there is a man who likes him, Fang Xun must not be able to accept it.
But to be honest, Makino didn't feel that he was forcing Fang Xun.Although he came to look for Fang Xun today, he just wanted to know why Fang Xun suddenly distanced himself from him.Now I know from Su Wu that Fang Xun knew that he liked him, so he wanted to push him away.
This feeling was uncomfortable, Makino rested his elbows on his knees, and covered his head with his hands for a long time.In the end, he rubbed his palms on his face, and he felt that he should take one step at a time.
Fang Xun cannot be forced, and he himself will not give up on Fang Xun. He can only take one step at a time and let nature take its course.
As for the cause of Fang Xun's fainting, the doctor gave the statement that he did not have enough rest, the temporary loss of consciousness caused by the temporary lack of oxygen in the brain, and he would wake up soon.But after one o'clock, Fang Xun showed no sign of waking up.
He called the doctor again, and the doctor said helplessly, "He fell asleep."
"Compared to fainting, his feet are more serious." The doctor glanced at Fang Xun's re-bandaged feet, and said, "My suggestion is to use anesthesia to pull out the toenails and re-grow them, and wait for him to wake up. Ask him what he thinks!"
Makino nodded. Apart from answering Su Wu's call outside to report on Fang Xun's situation, he stayed by the bed for the rest of the time.
Fang Xun didn't sleep for a long time, but the quality of sleep was not bad.It may be that he didn't sleep the whole night before and that all the bad things in his heart were on his mind the next day. Instead, he didn't feel the pressure when he fell asleep, and he felt a lot more relaxed.
When he woke up, he wanted to turn over, involving his injured foot, Fang Xun frowned and snorted.
Makino hurriedly stood up and stabilized Fang Xun's shoulders to keep him from moving.
"I'll call the doctor." Makino steadied Fang Xun and called the doctor.
The doctor checked Fang Xun again, and seeing that Fang Xun was fine, his hanging heart fell.
"What are you going to do with your foot?" After asking the doctor, the doctor told the other party to look for it completely.
Fang Xun has been in a dazed state since he just woke up. Although the pain in his feet can make him more energetic, he has no energy to go anywhere.Hearing that the doctor suggested pulling out the toenails, he felt more pain in his feet while he was fully awake.
"Can we not pull it out? Just let it grow by itself?" Fang Xun shrank his feet, but the glaring blood on the gauze made him pause again and began to hesitate.Anyway, pulling out or not pulling out the nail is so painful, it is better to listen to the doctor.
Stretching his foot back again, Fang Xun asked before agreeing to the doctor's suggestion: "Will you be given anesthesia if you pull out your nails?"
"If you don't use anesthesia, you won't pass out from the pain!" The doctor reassured Fang Xun, and then went to prepare anesthesia and medical tools.
During this period, Makino stood quietly by the side, he didn't speak, it was as quiet as if there was no such person in the room.Those who wanted to ask Fang Xun for the answers did not dare to ask, he was afraid that Fang Xun would feel troubled and bring him more pressure.
Makino's appearance made Fang Xun feel even more sorry. A college student who was originally quite sunny, because he became like the depressed hero in the novel, he would blame himself for whoever he changed.
Turning his head to look at Makino, Fang Xun sighed very lightly.He patted the chair beside him and said to Makino, "Sit down, don't stand by the side as punishment."
Makino was obedient, and Fang Xun sat down as soon as Fang Xun finished speaking.
There was another long silence after that, so silent that both of them felt very embarrassed.Fortunately, the doctor quickly came over with a white tray containing anesthetics and armor pulling tools, then lifted the quilt to expose Fang Xun's injured leg, and began to inject Fang Xun with anesthetics.
Xun Xun felt pain when the needle was stuck above his foot, he subconsciously wanted to grab the sheet, but Makino passed his hand over and held Fang Xun's hand tightly.
Makino didn't think about anything else, he just watched Fang Xun afraid of pain, thinking that he might feel better if Fang Xun grabbed him.Later, when the doctor was about to pull out the toenails, he stretched out his hand to cover Fang Xun's eyes. Makino said softly to Fang Xun, "Don't look."
In Fang Xun's memory, when he was getting injections when he was a child, his grandmother and Fang Huiyun would block his eyes and tell him not to look.This kind of behavior will make him feel dependable and inexplicably full of security.
So after Makino said these two words, Fang Xun's feeling of being depended on and having a sense of security returned.
It was the first time in more than ten or twenty years that Fang Xun had this feeling again, and Fang Xun couldn't figure out what it was like in his heart.He never thought that he would find support and a sense of security in a college student who was so many years younger than himself. He seemed to be wondering if it was because sick people are inevitably vulnerable, so the simple two words are easy to associate with many things.
When they left the hospital, the anesthesia didn't wear off, so Muye called a car, and it took the two of them more than half an hour to get home from the hospital.During this period, the two continued to be embarrassed, did not communicate, and looked out the window, not knowing what they were thinking.
The driver also seemed to see that the atmosphere between the two people was not right, so he turned on the radio to try to ease the embarrassment.Otherwise, the car would be so quiet, it would be really awkward.
When it was almost time to reach the community, the anesthetic on Fang Xun's feet wore off slowly, and the car stopped at the gate of the community. When Fang Xun opened the car door and just landed on the ground, he felt a sharp pain.
Mu Ye went around to Fang Xun's side to help him get out of the car. After Fang Xun stood still, he squatted down and said, "I'll carry you."
Fang Xun just stood there without moving.
Makino looked back at him, grabbed Fang Xun's hand and pressed it on his shoulder, and only said two words: "Come up."
It's just that this time Fang Xun heard an order from Makino's tone, and the sense of oppression was also strong.Just as he was about to say that he could go, Makino said again: "Don't force me to carry you back."
Fang Xun: "..."
Makino is crazy, this is Fang Xun's only thought at the moment.
While Fang Xun was thinking wildly, Muye suddenly stood up.He put one hand on Fang Xun's back, and the other hand passed under Fang Xun's legs, making a gesture to hug Fang Xun.
Fang Xun was so frightened that he quickly stopped, and said in a hurry: "Brother, don't be impulsive! I'll just let you carry it on your back, and you should squat down quickly!"
Only then did he retract his hands, and Makino squatted down again.His back sank, and it was obvious that Fang Xun had stuck to his back.Fang Xun's neck was also wrapped around his neck, so Makino stood up and walked into the community step by step.
Fang Xun was not heavy, but every step Makino took was very difficult.He didn't want to go home so soon, he was even afraid to go home.Because once they get home, Fang Xun will get off his back, and they will no longer be intimate, Fang Xun will only treat ordinary neighbors, and may not treat himself like ordinary neighbors.
Sensing that Makino's mood was very low, Fang Xun looked sideways at Makino's expression.Makino pursed his lips with an obviously hurt expression.
I don't know if it's an illusion, but Fang Xun also felt that Makino's eyes were a little red, which reminded him unconsciously of how Tie Dan was wronged before.
Tie Dan will keep his mouth shut when he is wronged, but his eyes are shining like tears.The throat obviously wanted to let out a small whimper, but he refused to make it, feeling like he was pretending to be strong.
It's so similar.
Fang Xun knew that his heart was starting to soften again, as if the tip of his heart had been pinched, it really couldn't be hardened.
"Muye..." Finally couldn't help calling Muye's name, Fang Xun sighed helplessly in Muye's ear, and then asked, "Are you a puppy? Why are you so similar to the puppy I raised before?" , even the appearance of grievance is the same."
After hearing the sound, Makino gently put Fang Xun down.He turned around and looked at Fang Xun, his gaze fell on Fang Xun's eyes, and he said softly, "Brother Fang Xun, you can treat me as your puppy."
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